About my dream of being their mother

The original Sakura was not like this.

She has no goals, no dreams, but she is always like a bystander after experiencing real dreams again and again.

——It seems like a bard who has witnessed one story after another recites such stories with such complex emotions—but the bard is always just the recitation and experiencer of the story.

She feels this feeling, goes through this experience.

She has been a high god who accepts the bow of all living beings, she has also been a notorious monster who drinks people's blood and eats their flesh, and she has even experienced being a ghost who cannot see the sun and hides in the gutter.

She, Sakurako, really really experienced a lot.

This kind of experience, such a devilish experience made her even more indifferent.

The Winged Man of Synaps, the Winged Man born in a test tube, has never experienced a womb, never experienced maternal love, and has been baptized by indifferent and cold technology since birth——

Emotion is the most missing thing.

But at the last moment, she experienced becoming a human child.

Human, such a weak child.

She lost her strength, lost the power to make monsters bow down, lost the ability to make humans offer sacrifices, and became such a weak and pitiful human being.

Yingzi still remembers the day when she struggled to pull up a weed from the ground, and the sharp blades on the side of the weed even cut a wound on her finger.

A wound.

Blood flowed out.

She felt the pain.

She felt the fragility of human beings from the bottom of her heart.

(How did such a fragile life last?)

Sakura couldn't understand.

She looked back at the younger sister in this body.

Expressionless, with little expression activity.

But when the other party saw his childhood sweetheart Rintaro.

she will laugh.

She will laugh.

Her younger sister - Yan Moai - this beautiful girl, this girl who is gentle to the extreme.

I'm laughing.

Yingzi suddenly seemed to understand everything, but she didn't understand anything.

The most primitive feelings of human beings are so colorful, and the emotions of human beings are so terrible.

This emotion once again made Sakura feel at a loss.

This village, the village where Sakurako stayed.

There are mountain gods.

Villagers, they will choose a seven-year-old child every seven years to sacrifice to the mountain god to pray for the protection of the mountain god.

Or to protect them from the erosion of monsters, or to bless their crops with a bumper harvest.

"This is the peace bought by stepping on the blood of children."

Sakurako commented like this.

"It cannot last."

But no one listens, humans, such ancient humans, in villages without wise men, most of them only care about their immediate interests.

"It's okay, I can't live in the future anyway."

The villagers replied in this way.

They all know.

They all know everything.

Even if such a young child is sacrificed to the mountain god, the mountain god has absorbed enough power to oppress them—maybe one today, three tomorrow, and ten children the day after tomorrow.

What is this like?

I watered this land with my own flesh and blood, and then gave away the crops of this land, and then killed more people to feed this land with more human flesh and blood.

So funny.

it is ridiculous.

especially,

especially!

The next sacrifice is my younger sister, Yan Moai.

It's love sauce.

The younger sister who always followed Lin Taro heard such news, and the expression on her face was not as indifferent as before.

It's panic.

She is afraid.

Yan Moai ran home, she wanted to find her mother's blessing.

but failed.

The mother looked dejected but not desperate.

"As long as you go, you will have a good harvest next year."

Good harvest.

"In this way...you can support your younger brother."

Can afford to support...brother...?

Ai-chan cried and ran out.

After that, Lin Taro wants to protect her.

At the moment of offering sacrifices to the mountain god, Sakurako saw it, and Rintaro took Ai-chan out and fled with her.

Sakurako, she was extremely annoyed.

She felt a resentment in her empty heart.

She really wanted to walk up to her mother quickly and ask her why she didn't protect Ai-chan.

She really wanted to go up to Ai-chan and ask why Ai-chan didn't seek her blessing.

There is no why.

There is no reason.

That's how the story happened.

In the second year, the harvest was really not good.

In the third year, the same is true.

The villagers began to be suspicious. They stared at Lin Taro's appetite and fell into deep doubt.

Finally, a villager couldn't sit still.

Followed Lin Taro.

In the forest behind, I saw Yan Moai who was supposed to die.

The villagers were shocked and angry, and he passed the news back to the village.

For a while, they caught Rintaro and Aichan.

Forcing Lin Taro to bury his beloved girl with his own hands.

Sakura is always silent.

(What am I thinking?)

She was at a loss.

(Ah...what am I thinking...)

She felt something was wrong, but she didn't say anything.

then.

then.

Villagers grabbed her and pushed her next to her sister.

"Let this sister bear the wrath of the mountain god together."

why?

Yingzi finally had a so-called resentment, and Yingzi finally felt the emotion of resistance.

Sakurako, who is a god, a monster, and even a ghost, is a symbol of indifference and ruthlessness.

But as a human being, it was the first time she felt her own weakness, the first time she felt this kind of despair.

She held Ai-chan's body in a daze, and when she was pushed into the pit and was about to be buried alive, she made a decision.

"Icarus."

The strategic Almighty Angel from Synaps flies from the sky to the ground in an instant at Mach 24.

"Kill them."

Sakurako gave orders coldly and ruthlessly.

She turned around to see Ai-chan's unabashed shock.

Sakura smiled softly.

"It's okay, I will protect you."

Humans are weak.

She has figured it out.

Weak, vulnerable, vulnerable.

【They need to be protected】

The village was destroyed, and Icarus, created with all the wealth of Cynapes, was unimaginably powerful.

Because history has been changed, and cause and effect have been changed.

So so.

Sakura is leaving.

She looked at the village and suddenly understood everything again.

Just because I felt the inaction of my mother, and because I felt the pain of not being loved once——

She should protect her child.

Even if it is wrong, incomprehensible, or righteous, then she should protect her child.

My own child, a piece of meat that fell from my body.

You deserve to enjoy all the happiness in the world.

such as--

【maternal love】

The author has something to say: School started suddenly recently (bald head)

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