I became a heartthrob on my own

Chapter 28

Hua Ximu struggled to stand up from his embrace, wanting to find Osamu Dazai immediately.

He was clearly on the verge of collapse, but he refused to show any weakness.

Zhichuan Hideki looked at the tears he shed unconsciously, and found that Hua Ximu could bear it, but he couldn't bear it.

His heart seemed to be firmly grasped, and it was so uncomfortable that he couldn't bear it for a minute.

He finally understood why the Armed Detective Agency didn't support Hua Ximu's revenge, but wanted to free him from the hatred.

Because Hua Xiling couldn't let go of the death of his family, he was so determined to seek revenge from Yuechuanting.

The premise of hate is despair, pain and sorrow!

Hua Xixing, who is addicted to revenge, is in pain, torturing himself.

They didn't want him to suffer.

He grabbed Hua Xiling's hand and blurted out the confession: "Mr. Xiling! I like you."

He eagerly wanted to tell Hua Xiling his love, to warm him and save him.

Your world is more than hate, no, maybe you make your world only hate, but no, there are people in the world who love you.

Zhichuan Hideki couldn't look at Mr. Xi Mu, who was standing there quietly crying, and his breathing hadn't changed. It seemed that he was already used to the suffering the world imposed on him, and he even forgot to cry.

How can you get used to this kind of thing?

You are obviously the person I want to cherish the most.

Hua Ximu didn't hear Zhichuan Hideki's words clearly, he gently pushed him away, his perception seemed to be blocked, his eyes seemed to have been falling stones since just now, he could only see a faint halo, and the face was blurred. is vague.

However, this is nothing, the most painful thing is that my mind is full of heart-wrenching memories, and that kind of grief has been magnified dozens of times, hundreds of times.

The pain was so painful that all five senses had hallucinations, and the accusations of his adoptive parents and sister kept asking him why he didn't kill Yuechuanting, why he didn't act yet?

He knew that everything was an illusion, but he couldn't stop the surge of hatred.

At this time, Zhichuan Hideki's voice seemed to come from a distant place.

He tried his best to maintain his sanity, carefully filtered out the auditory hallucinations, and listened attentively to Hideki Zhichuan's words, but he could only hear two sporadic words.

"Zhichuan?" His voice was erratic, his words were slow, and he called out uncertainly.

Then he felt his hand being taken.

"It's me! It's me!" Zhichuan Hideki squeezed Hua Xixing's hand, he could see that Hua Xixing couldn't hear.

"Mr. Xi Mu, I like you very much!" Zhichuan Hideki said firmly again.

Mr. Xi Liu was still crying, his eyes were lifeless, and his eyelashes did not tremble at all.

"Mr. Xing, I like you very much." He likes Mr. Xing who is always dazzling and firm, he likes Mr. Xing who is powerful and overlooks everyone, and he likes Mr. Xing who takes everyone's preference for granted.

He repeated over and over again, wanting to tell him that you are not alone, your world should not only be hated, you are my most cherished and favorite person.

In my eyes, you deserve all the love in the world.

Those beautiful eyes should not shed soft tears, they should always be shining and full of joy.

Zhichuan Hideki said, hugging Hua Ximu who was crying silently.

The closeness of the warm embrace made Hua Ximu startled. At this moment, passing through layers of vicious curses from hallucinations, he finally heard Zhichuan Hideki's confession.

"Mr. Xi Mu, I have always liked you, and I want you to be happier than anyone else."

Like, love!

Another face suddenly appeared in his mind, he had long silver hair like a firefly, staring at him with azure blue eyes, in a dim and cramped greenhouse, the man's fingertips lightly pressed his throat, restrained and lingering | Kissing his neck from behind, the twigs and vines accidentally touched by his wrist were rough and rough, and the scent of blue roses filled his breath with scorching | hot | rolling | hot.

[I like you, Xi Mu!] The blue eyes of the silver-haired man are like the gentleness of the sea.

[For more than 20 years, if you were my flesh and blood, you would have been integrated into my heart, my limbs and bones, how could I let you go. 】

[Don't go to him, you will die. 】

【Xie Mu, why are you just refusing to give me a little of your love. 】

【Don't you like mean and shameless people?I am that mean and shameless person. 】

The silver-haired man went from tenderness to sadness, from sadness to paranoia, the man imprisoned him, and the branches wrapped around his body seemed to bind his soul, making him unable to breathe.

All kinds of past events surfaced in his mind, and under the catalysis of Pandora, the unwillingness and resentment in his heart became more intense, and the malice in his heart distorted.

"nausea……"

He violently pushed Zhichuan Hideki away.

Zhichuan Hideki was pushed away unexpectedly, supported his shoulders, and doubted his ears: "Xi Mu..."

"Let me go!" Xi Mu's eyes turned cold, Gomisawa Ryuu seemed to appear in front of him.

Zhichuan Hideki stared blankly at Hua Ximu.

Hua Xiling waved his hand away, his usual indifferent face was full of disgust, he held his forehead, and said unbearably: "Disgusting! It's really disgusting!"

A basin of cold water was poured from the head of Zhichuan Hideshu, and the opened hand was in unbearable pain. He looked at Hua Ximu, who could endure even despair and grief. Now he couldn't bear it, crying out nausea .

Zhichuan Hideki's fingertips couldn't help trembling slightly, his throat was hard.

He said: "I know you won't like me if you want revenge."

"I will never like you." Hua Xiling murmured.

Zhichuan Hideki was shocked, "I didn't expect you to respond to me, I just want to tell you, let you know that someone still cares about you and loves you..."

"Love this kind of thing, I don't need it!" Hua Xixuan raised his head abruptly, stretched out his hand to grab Hideki Zhichuan's neck, as if some dirty insect had crawled on his body, his tearful eyes were filled with cold killing intent.

"Love is something that weak people need. I have already abandoned it. Also, this is the way you love me. I am so sick that I want to vomit, and I am so disgusted that I want to kill you!"

The scorching breath seemed to still spray on his skin, making him tremble all over.

Zhichuan Hideki's throat was suffocated, he paused for a moment, touched Hua Xiling's teary eyes, and continued to finish his unfinished words: "It doesn't matter if you hate me, you have to cherish yourself!"

"Do you think I can't be ruthless? I will kill you, I will definitely kill you!" Hua Ximu glared at him bitterly, but Gomisawa Ryuu in front of him smiled and said I believe it, and then stretched out his hand gently Wipe away the tears from his eyes.

When the warm body temperature touched her cheek, Hua Xixing realized that she was crying.

How could he cry?

Hua Xiling shook his hand, is it real or an illusion?

The memory of past humiliation came to mind, he tightened his hands, and made a killing intent, but at the last second, he threw away Hideki Zhichuan in a confused manner, and said sharply: "Get out! Don't come near me again!"

It was all hallucinations, and what he killed might be unrelated passers-by.

Hua Xiling stepped back, memories of the past floated, he closed his eyes, suppressed the embarrassing memories, so that he would not be controlled by emotions again.

It's all hallucinations, all hallucinations!

Zhichuan Hideki clutched his throat and was thrown away. His throat hurt, no matter how painful it was, his full expectation was all a joke.

His love is hated to this point.

He wanted to pull Hua Xiling over, stop his hurtful mouth, wrap his sharp tongue around him, stare at his indifferent eyes, and even more want his eyes to look at her. Him, just looking at him.

He wanted to pour all of his existence into his heart, so much that it overflowed.

Even if it costs anything.

Desire is running wildly.

Knowing that this was the influence of Pandora, he desperately suppressed his evil thoughts.

His rust-red eyes dimmed heavily, he took a deep breath, closed his eyes and opened them again, returning to his usual gentleness and softness.

"I see, let's go find Dazai."

Even though Hua Xiling was so cruel to him, he still couldn't blame Hua Xiling, because even Hua Xiling who said such vicious words was crying, and he was doing something hurtful, but he was in more pain than he looked.

How can I bear to blame him.

He suppressed his overwhelming desire, took a step forward, and stretched out his hand to hold Hua Xixing, but Hua Xixing took a step back and glanced at him coldly.

The buds growing out of the skin seemed to have sensed Hua Xixing's heart, and stood in front of him with claws and teeth, blocking him.

Zhichuan Hideki remembered what Hua Ximu said, don't get close to him, he stretched out his hand in the stiff midair, his warm embroidered red eyes dimmed.

At this time, Mizuniwa Renhui on the Ferris wheel also came down from the Ferris wheel with the help of branches, and she looked at Hideki Zhichuan disappointedly.

Someone came to save Hua Xixing, but it was not the Yuechuanting she expected.

She looked at Zhichuan Hideki, surprised: "How could it be you?"

The tyranny in his heart could not be released, Hideki Zhichuan had never felt his own desire so strongly, this urge to destroy the whole world with him.

But he fixedly stared at the flower in front of him.

Still reluctant.

Mizuwa Renhui's voice woke up Zhichuan Hideki who was in deep thought. He looked coldly at Mizuwa Renhui who suddenly appeared, and suddenly thought of Hua Ximu staring at her as if no one was around. When did Hua Ximu look so serious? saw a person.

Was it because he liked this woman that he rejected him?Is it because of this woman that he hates him?

It seems that this afternoon, he seemed to talk too much, and Mr. Xi Mu hated him.

All because of this woman.

The desire to kill was almost unbearable, Hideki Zhichuan slowed down his muscles slightly, unable to hurt Mr. Xi Mu, then...

He raised his usual gentle and deceitful face, his eyes darkened, and he opened his mouth slightly, "Hello, Miss Suiting, please go..."

Please go to die, in front of Hua Xiling, it is extremely miserable, ugly, with blood splashing, and die as a mass of rotten meat.

Zhichuan Hideki was almost about to say the most vicious words he could think of, but just when he was about to spit out words that could kill people, suddenly, the night wind raged, a light fell from above his head, and the sound of the screw machine stirring was heard.

Zhichuan Hideki looked up, and a helicopter was circling above their heads.

On the helicopter, Osamu Dazai and Kunikida stood in front of the warehouse door.

Kunikida looked at the two people who were intact, and heaved a sigh of relief, "Fortunately, the president persuaded the section chief of the Supernatural Secret Service Section to revoke the order to kill Hana Ximu, so we have the authority to send a helicopter to rescue Hana Xi Mu, hurry up and catch up, and finally catch up."

"Is Xi Xing all right?" Xie Ye poked her head out from behind. She was originally at the detective agency, and when she heard about Hua Xi Xing's situation, she was worried that the battle would be tense and someone would be injured, so she followed.

But I didn't expect Hideki Zhichuan's ability to be so domineering, and he solved the enemy without a fight,

It's just that Pandora doesn't feel good either. Her abilities can heal the body, but they can't heal the wounds of the soul.

Yosano looked worriedly at Hanaji Muku and Zhichuan Hideki below.

"Is there something wrong or nothing?" Osamu Dazai couldn't tell, he stared down quietly, took off the monitor in his ear, and through the monitor, he heard the conversation between Hana Yokura and Hideki Edagawa.

Pandora will arouse Hua Ximu's hatred, I am afraid that Hua Ximu's hatred for Yuechuanting will be stronger, and Zhichuan Hideki's love for Hua Ximu will also be more paranoid.

The hand behind the scenes is really a headache.

Zaizhi didn't say much, just slid down the rope.

Hua Xixing has reached the brink of collapse.

The sudden appearance of Dazai Osamu interrupted Hideki Zhichuan's evil deeds. Hideki Zhichuan looked at Hana Yimu under the spotlight, and he seemed to feel something, suppressed his trembling body, and looked towards the sky.

The toxin of Mermaid Kiss will make people's skin shine brightly. Under the spotlight, Hua Xixing's skin refracts dazzling light like a diamond.

Such as the treasure that he has been thinking about all the time, but he can't get it no matter what.

Because of Hua Xiling's desire to let go of the gate was suppressed, and because of him surged.

The unvented evil thoughts disturbed his heart. The moment Dazai was about to come down, he suddenly had an idea in his heart, stepped forward, ignored the obstruction of Hua Xiling's branches, held Hua Xiling's hand, and then, because of his patience, With a painful and slow reaction, she held his face and kissed him deeply.

—Look!Even if you hate it, you can't ignore its existence, my love can pay your life for you!

Who can love you like I do?Mr. Analyzing.

The sound of the propeller turning was heard above their heads, and their hair was blown by the blown wind. Under the huge projection lamp, Hideki Zhichuan could see Hana Ximu's eyes slightly widened in astonishment, and a moist teardrop flowed from him. Eye sockets slid down, dripped on his hands, soaked his cheeks.

The moment his lips and teeth were close, Zhiman regarded Hideki Zhichuan as an enemy, pierced his body without hesitation, let out a muffled groan, and blood slowly overflowed from his wound, but he still did not let go.

Dazai landed along the rescue rope, saw this scene, and immediately reached out to touch Hua Ximu to release his ability, and at the same time raised his head and shouted, "And Xie Ye!"

Mizuwa Renhui stared blankly at the scene in front of him, recalling the look in Zhichuan Hideki's eyes in the afternoon.

Sure enough, she didn't feel wrong, Zhichuan Hideki really hated her.

"Your plan seems to have failed." Gogol quietly stared at what happened not far away. .

Their original plan was to use Hua Xixing to lure Yuechuanting out, and Hua Xixing, who aroused hatred, would kill Yuechuanting with their help.

But now that Osamu Dazai came over, the plan naturally failed.

The man sitting on the sofa laughed, "It's all in my plan, if he can show up so easily and be defeated by us, he won't be the leader of the club who created such a huge organization in a few years .”

But there is also a surprise, no wonder the people around Yue Chuanting secretly arrested Hideki Edakawa, his supernatural ability really restrained Yue Chuanting.

With Hideki Zhichuan's order, Tsukikawa Tei's club will collapse.

Of course, the most important thing is Hua Ximu.

Fyodor looked at the poker card K in his hand, recalled Hana Ximu's beautiful face, and raised his lips slightly, "Unexpectedly, Hideki Zhichuan also became K's pawn."

Hua Ximu, who was inspired by Pandora's hatred, will definitely hate Yuechuanting even more.

Zhichuan Hideki, who likes to spend time with flowers, will definitely be willing to do anything for him.

Hua Ximu, the charm of this man is really terrifying.

An hour ago, the government councilor's office.

"President, don't worry, it's just a little Pandora. Since we can remove the effect of the supernatural power, we will naturally not harm an innocent life. I have already given an order to the chief of the Supernatural Secret Service Division."

"Our adults don't want others to know that he has intervened in this matter."

"Of course, of course." The government official responded again and again: "I told him that as long as the people from the detective agency come to request, we will officially issue an order to evacuate, but...before, before the order is issued, if there is... "

"You don't have to worry about this, the adult's prediction will not be wrong." The girl said arrogantly.

"That's good, that's good." The man breathed a sigh of relief.

After hanging up the phone, Julia anxiously looked at the man in the wheelchair next to him. The man had a pair of lavender pupils, his eyes were slightly curved, his smile was warm and elegant, and his voice was low: "Well done, Julia, my child."

After being praised by the man, Julia showed a smile on her face, stood respectfully beside the man, and lowered her eyes proudly: "It is my honor to be able to help my father."

The man smiled and said nothing.

Julia walked behind the man, pushed the wheelchair, and finally slowly put down her hanging heart. She watched the man's hair whirling, and her thoughts couldn't help but recall the incident that she made her father angry by acting without authorization two months ago. .

Her father loves her the most, but she failed to arrest Hideki Edagawa without authorization that day, and she came back trembling, thinking that it was just a matter of acting like a baby, but she had never seen such indifferent eyes from her father.

She knelt on the ground, and her father looked down at her from a high height. His eyes, as if looking at garbage, were so cold that her heart froze.

She couldn't bear it, even if she was killed, it would be better than being looked at by her father like that.

After Julia was punished last time, until now, her bones are still aching, but now she has a happy smile on her face.

Because the old father came back again and praised her again.