Please don't be so hard on me!

When I came out of the studio, I ran into an acquaintance outside the corridor.

Luo Luo was chatting with a student from the oil painting department by the flower bed, it seemed that the two were very close friends.As soon as the door of the oil painting classroom opened, the students came out in a file, and Miao Cun was at the end. When he raised his eyes, he heard the person from the oil painting department call him: "Miao Cun!"

Familiar, but can't remember the name.

"He is Miao Cun." The man patted Luo Luo on the shoulder, "You guys talk, I have class and I will leave first."

After speaking, he waved his hand politely to Miao Cun: "My friend, I have something to do with you!"

It's strange, is today a special day? A couple of people who don't want to see each other take turns looking for him, for fear that he will feel better for a second.

Miao Cun didn't know what Luo Luo could do with him, but out of politeness, he didn't leave immediately, but stood at the bottom of the corridor and waited for Luo Luo to come over.

"It's quite difficult to find out about you," Luo Luo smiled, but with embarrassment in his smile, "Just a few words."

"Is it about Luo Minghan?"

Luo Luo pursed her lips knowingly: "You don't want to hear it?"

Miao Cun said, "Not interested."

"I just want to apologize to you," Luo Luo stretched out his hand to stop him: "It's really only two minutes. If you leave, I can tell you while walking, but I don't guarantee that others won't hear it."

Miao Cun waited coldly.

Luo Luo paused for a moment, and had already prepared a draft in his heart: "What I told you that day was intentional. It was because Mr. Luo wanted to test you, so he asked me to act. I have never had any relationship with him. He has no Betrayed you."

Miao Cun looked at him mockingly: "You don't have to help him lie."

"I admit that I was obsessed with him before and tried to seduce him, but it didn't work. I went to the Guan headquarters because of my mother's illness—you should know. On the first day of work there, Guan Always asked me to take down Luo Minghan, he was probably chasing you at the time, and hit a wall for a while, Mr. Guan said that he should like my type. We went into the bathroom that day and put on a play, in fact, I even his They didn't even touch my hands. But everyone thought that Luo Minghan had slept with me."

He spoke in detail, with sincerity, and Miao Cun's face softened, "He asked you to tell me this?"

"No, when I saw your face that day, I knew you cared about him, but Mr. Luo... I'm not familiar with him, but I can see that he is very proud. I think he likes you, so I don't want to let you You have been misunderstood all this time," Luoluo smiled relievedly, "to be honest, after I finished speaking, I feel much more relaxed. I know he must have explained this to you a long time ago, but I should be the only one who does this Tell me, will you believe it?"

"I believe, but these are not important anymore." Miao Cun nodded lightly: "Thank you for telling me these."

Looking at his calm and indifferent appearance, Luo Luo thought about what he meant, and asked, "Have you reconciled?"

"We won't reconcile, because you got two things wrong, one, I don't care about him, and two, he doesn't like me as much as you think, so these false truths are meaningless to us."

Miao Cun walked very fast, and Luo Luo was forced to lag behind a few steps. He couldn't help raising his voice and asked, "Do you really not care? Then why did you look so ugly that day?"

Miao Cun stood still and looked back. His long and narrow eye tails were raised upwards, coupled with amber and glass-like pupils, which often made people think that he was contemptuous and cold. "You are wrong." He said coldly.

·

It was only when I needed to use the data two days later that I found out that the USB flash drive was lost.That USB flash drive contained his high-definition scanned portfolio, all the paperwork and archives of his application for studying abroad, and some random resources. It would be very difficult to get lost if he lost it.

Miao Cun turned the villa upside down, causing Matt to complain endlessly: "Baby, I swear, I really didn't miss it, and I didn't see it in the trash can—even if I did, it would be smashed to pieces now. "

Miao Cun choked for a moment, sat on the sofa and got angry with himself for a while, then called Xie Shanhan and asked him if he had picked it up there.

Xie Shanhan: "No, busy, goodbye."

Bye.

When Luo Yuanhe came home, he saw him pawing at the seam of the sofa, reaching into the seam with his hand, and groping along the edge inch by inch, his face praying vigorously.It hit the nail on the head, and that fluke turned into disappointment.

"Look for me if you need money, don't look for a sofa." Luo Yuanhe sneered lazily.

"I lost the USB flash drive." Miao Cun said dejectedly.

"Is it important?"

"It's not important and I won't look for it."

"Have you searched everywhere?"

"Well, the studio, the classroom, the dormitory, the shared room, here..." The words paused, and then vaguely perfunctory.

There are still two places I haven't found, one is Luo Minghan's villa, and the other is the loft of the university town.

Luo Yuanhe's heart was like a mirror, and he said calmly: "If it's really important, then think about it again and don't miss anything."

Miao Cun nodded, and while he was taking a shower, he called Aunt Qian.

"Aunt Qian, when you packed your things, have you ever seen a lead-gray USB flash drive? It's very small, and it might be in the study room, or the studio, or the closet where I used to put my schoolbag."

Aunt Qian put on her reading glasses: "Not really, but I'll look for it for you."

"It's fine." Thinking of something, he said nervously, "Look for it secretly, and don't let Luo Minghan know."

Aunt Qian sighed inaudibly: "Okay, don't worry."

Don't worry, Luo Minghan asked her sharply as soon as she found something, "What are you looking for?"

"Oh, find a button," Aunt Qian flipped through the sofa cushions in the studio, "Oh, that button doesn't fit well..."

Luo Minghan looked at her expressionlessly.

Aunt Qian was stunned, and said sorry twice—she can’t hide it from her parents, "Miao Miao said, I lost a very important USB flash drive, and asked me to find it and tell if it was left here. gone."

"What's it like?"

"Uh... lead gray?"

"In my study, I forgot to take it when I came over the last weekend."

"That's just right," Aunt Qian breathed a sigh of relief, "Should I ask him to get it?"

Seeing that Luo Minghan was noncommittal, she tentatively asked: "Or should I send it to him?"

Luo Minghan immediately made up his mind: "Tell him that he didn't find it here, imply that he went to look for it on the jump floor, and said that Uncle Ze seemed to have seen it when he was doing sanitation in the past."

Even the speaking skills are arranged and understood.

Aunt Qian said "Ai ai" twice, "I'll talk about it right away."

"In three hours, we'll talk about it when he's about to go to sleep."

Because before falling asleep is the time when people are most likely to make a dizzy decision.Aunt Qian wanted to speak but stopped, and finally said worriedly: "It's not good to quarrel anymore."

She still had lingering fears about the last time. If she hadn't happened to be by her side, she wouldn't know how many times Luo Minghan would have fallen and bumped his head against the wall.

"Dr. Yu said last time that you are so angry..." She only finished speaking halfway, seeing Luo Minghan's dark face, she closed her mouth wisely.

"No more quarrels." Luo Minghan said lightly, "Miao Miao won't be angry with me for so long, I will bring him back."

Those who didn't know, thought they were just quarreling and fighting, rather than a complete break and breakup.

Her employer was almost bewildered.

Miao Cun took the red rope woven by his mother and prayed that he would not fall on the jump, lest he have to bite the bullet and take the risk of going back.When Luo Yuanhe came out wiping his hair, he saw him muttering silently with his palms folded.

"found it?"

Miao Cun was taken aback: "No, no..."

Luo Yuanhe's hair was half dry, he opened the refrigerator and took a can of beer.He was only wearing a pair of baggy sports trousers, and a large gray towel was hung around his neck. When he opened the refrigerator door, the muscles on his back tensed beautifully.

It is estimated that men have seen more upper bodies of the same sex in their lifetime than pornographic ones. Such scenes are so common that there is no ambiguous gap at all.Miao Cun leaned over: "Brother Luo, I want to drink too."

Luo Yuanhe glanced at him, pried open the tab with one hand, and ignored him.Instead, he walked into the kitchen and put the milk pot on the gas stove: "Drink hot milk."

Miao Cun: "..."

Luo Yuanhe set a strict bedtime for him. After drinking the milk, it was exactly 11:30, and it was time to turn off the lights. He went to paint by himself, and he would not sleep until one or two o'clock. If he was in a good mood, he would let nature take its course Draw all night.Luo Yuanhe recently reflected on it, and felt that Miao Cun's messy living habits might have been influenced by his ears and eyes.

The two said good night in the living room, one turned to go to the studio, and the other went to the second bedroom, living with respect as if they were roommates.

When Miao Cun pulled up the quilt, he felt that he had really underestimated his willpower before.Facts have proved that even if he lives in Mr. Luo's house, he will not do those weird perverted things, let alone say that he can't help but run into his room and kiss him secretly in the middle of the night.are you crazy.

Aunt Qian still followed his original work and rest habits, and only told him at 12:30 that the USB flash drive was missing.Miao Cun lived in despair.Why didn't mom bless him this time.

·

Luo Minghan lived in the jumping floor for two days, and never left until Miao Cun, who came to the door on his own initiative.

The room card was not returned on purpose. The last time they broke up so badly, I couldn't remember returning the room card at all.There was a rattling sound of the electronic door lock being unlocked, and Miao Cun deliberately chose the weekday morning, causing him to pry two classes.

There is no trace of people living in the house, the entrance is clean, and there is no extra pair of shoes.He was relieved, left the room card in the grocery tray, and walked to the study with a long sigh of relief.

Like a thief, he opened the drawer and searched for a while, but without knowing it, Luo Minghan leaned against the door with his arms folded, his long legs slanted, watching his back quietly.

Miao Cun sensed something was wrong and turned around.

God knows how long Luo Minghan waited for this one look.My heart has been holding back the expectation, so my heart is sore.

He was dressed casually today, wearing a black short-sleeved poloT, which Miao Cun had boasted about before.Although it happens to be the brand that Luo Yuanhe will wear, but because of Miao Cun's sentence "You look good in this dress", he doesn't mind colliding with Luo Yuanhe occasionally.

I don't know if Miao Cun has seen through his deliberate, deliberate dress style, deliberate eyes and posture.He was obviously looking forward to it, but he still had to pretend to meet him by chance, and even a trace of impatience was pretended between his brows and eyes.

But Miao Cun's eyes only glanced at him lightly, as if he had glanced at a piece of air, and then took it back without a trace.

Luo Minghan now knows the whole truth and has taken revenge, so this game, which started with each taking what he wants and harboring evil intentions, should naturally come to an end.

He didn't resist seeing Luo Minghan, nor did he hate or dislike him.It's just a complicated escape, but I just don't know what mood to face him with.Maybe in a few years, when we both let go of each other and calm down, time has changed, and we can still sit down and have a casual meal.

But that is also a story many years later.

Because he was not good at handling emotions since he was a child, but better at hiding them, all of Miao Cun's external manifestations were only indifference.

His indifference made Luo Minghan stiff for a moment, didn't he wear the clothes that Miao Cun liked to see him wear?Why... don't you look at him more?This dress was even given to him by Miao Cun, did he forget?

His voice was a little hoarse as soon as he opened his mouth: "What are you looking for?"

"none of your business."

"I can help you find it."

"unnecessary."

Because of Luo Minghan's sudden appearance, Miao Cun became inexplicably irritable, flipped through it casually, and said to himself, forget it, just throw it away.

He closed the drawer and was about to walk out of the study.Luo Minghan was stunned for a moment, he had already put the USB flash drive in the bottom drawer, if he looked for it again, he would find it.

Why didn't Miao Cun look for it?

He didn't find it, so he planned to leave?

Luo Minghan instinctively stretched out his arm, blocking the way to the door.

Miao Cun didn't look at him: "Get out of the way."

His brain, which is proficient in calculations and calculations, has become dull at this moment, and it seems that he is unwilling to believe the fact that Miao Cun has neither calmed down nor plans to reconcile with him.

No... This is an illusion, Miao Cun has a big temper and willfulness, and it's not the first day he knows it.

Maybe even Luo Minghan himself didn't know, his eyes were full of care and humble luck.He tentatively asked, "Are you still angry?"

Miao Cun couldn't believe it, and finally raised his eyes and glanced at him: "What do you think?"

Hearing his ambiguous rhetorical question, Luo Minghan seemed to be pardoned, as if he had seen a glimmer of hope, and even his expression loosened: "Don't be angry, okay? It was my fault last time, I shouldn't find someone to provoke you to test you , I shouldn’t have said that...those are my words, not my heart.”

"Do you think I moved away from here because I was angry, didn't see you, and didn't answer your calls?" Miao Cun couldn't believe it, "Do you think we are arguing and fighting in the cold war?"

His eyes were stung by the indifference and mockery on his face, Luo Minghan's eyes dodged for a moment, unwilling to delve into this topic, he just said in a hoarse voice: "Hey, stop making trouble."

"Stop making trouble, and then?"

A burst of joy swept through his dry heart like a spring breeze, and Luo Minghan's fingertips passed a burst of tingling, and he looked forward to the future with him: "Reconcile with me, we can be like the original, you prepare for the exam, study hard, and I will accompany you to Europe , "As he spoke, he became happy: "We live together in Europe, notarization, you can paint wherever you want, and I will accompany you."

"Then, you find someone to cheat, real or fake, to provoke me, to belittle me, it's best to see me cry for you, lose my soul, kneel down and beg you not to leave, and see that I will die without you Is it?" Miao Cun raised his eyes lightly and asked calmly.

As if being hit head-on with a sap, the luck in Luo Minghan's eyes was gone, only the happy expression just now hung on his face sluggishly and habitually, forming a half-smiling, half-ugly stiffness.

"Luo Minghan, if this is how and how you want to get revenge on me, I'm sorry, but I will never be able to do it." Miao Cun looked at him alienatedly: "Now I know how much you hate me."

"I don't understand what you're talking about." Luo Minghan gritted his teeth and said with difficulty.

"You really don't understand? You are so smart," Miao Cun curled his lips, "Miao Cong already told me, you already know my identity, don't you? You already knew that I love Teacher Luo , just using you as a stand-in—”

The figure swayed slightly, and in a hurry, Luo Minghan barely stabilized his figure by holding on to the door frame: "——What did you say?"

What love is Teacher Luo, what is just using him as a substitute... Why, he can't understand a word?

What is love? Teacher Luo... Yes, he has known Luo Yuanhe for a long time, has been with Luo Yuanhe for so many years, and admired him for so many years.But that's just a kind of admiration for idols and teachers, isn't it?Although he went to France to celebrate his birthday, it was only because of the friendship that he had been with for many years. That kind of friendship is different from love, and it is different from love.

Although he minds, minds the past between Miao Cun and Luo Yuanhe that is so thick that he can't forget it, but that is Miao Cun's life, he is just a little jealous, a little angry, a little suspicious—all It doesn't matter!It is enough to see Miao Cun showing care, concern and love for him!

Although Miao Cun was willing to give Luo Yuanhe the red rope woven by his mother, but...

Luo Minghan suddenly "but" couldn't come out, and there were many black shadows in front of his eyes again. He took a breath eagerly, and heard Miao Cun say again word by word: "I love Teacher Luo Yuanhe, brother Luo also calls him—— "

The arm was tightly twisted by Luo Minghan. Luo Minghan looked at him with red eyes, and squeezed out a word between his teeth: "Say it again."

"I love him."

The eyes seemed to be stained with red, but there was no place to bleed.Luo Minghan's fingertips almost pinched into Miao Cun's arm, "Take it back—take this sentence back, take these three words back!"

The pupils shattered and flickered because of the hasty thinking, Luo Minghan thought, "Don't say this out of revenge, I know you like me, your bracelet—" He saw the bracelet on Miao Cun's left wrist as if saving his life: "I For you, our token of love, you engraved the three initials of Luo Minghan, which is my name—”

"Luo Yuanhe is also L and H. Guess what the M in the middle is?"

Luo Minghan's breathing stopped, and his eyes stopped on Miao Cun's face in horror and pain.

"It's Miu, do you know what is engraved on the birthday present I gave Teacher Luo, it's Miu Miu. I wish him always encounter incredible wonders, and I put myself in the middle of his name."

Snapped--

His face was turned to one side, and red palm prints appeared in the blink of an eye.Miao Cun was so pale and weak that the palm print was so bright and glaring.

He looked at Luo Minghan and hooked his lips: "You really hate me, don't you?"

The palm that had hit someone trembled uncontrollably, why, why could he not be able to control himself?During Miao Cun's question, Luo Minghan was in so much pain that he hugged him into his arms desperately.

"Miaomiao, don't talk nonsense, don't talk nonsense... I don't believe it," he almost choked up, his voice lowered, and he prayed: "I won't believe it."

From the day when Miao Cun's true identity was first known, those details were deliberately ignored, and one by one they disturbed Luo Minghan's memories one by one.

On the sketches that are treasured by him, there is a calm appearance that he has never had before.He took it as Miao Cun's poor writing skills and immature technique, but he deliberately ignored that it was not him at all.

He didn't allow him to speak at the beginning of the kiss.

...Because he doesn't have the same voice as Luo Yuanhe.

During the Chinese New Year at home, what I care most about is Luo Yuanhe's childhood, what I want to see most is Luo Yuanhe's room——

Luo Minghan's eyes tightened - even the first time they went to bed was in Luo Yuanhe's room, the same bed that Luo Yuanhe slept in when he was young.

"why you".

What I didn’t understand then, I understand today.

"Luo Minghan, from the very beginning, you just wanted to play with me. You were the one who chased after me. I admit that at the very beginning, I never thought about what would happen to you. I also admit that, When Miao Cong threatened me with that sketch paper to blackmail Teacher Luo, my first reaction was to use you to fool me. It was my fault that I used you, so I thought..." Miao Cun closed his eyes tightly Under the eyelids, two lines of shallow tears flowed, but they were so hot, "I think, sleeping with you should be regarded as an exchange of equal value, as my punishment and your compensation."

All the bones in my body seemed to be taken away by the words in this sentence.

The torso represented by the three characters Luo Minghan seems to have become an empty, empty wandering soul.

He likes to kiss him so much, he can't help but laugh childishly when kissing, and he will punch and kick him when he is kissed, but he doesn't use force.

After he gets off work, he likes to hold Miao Cun and kiss him the most, and he can't get enough of him.

It turned out that the passionate love he thought was just an equivalent exchange in Miao Cun's eyes.

Luo Minghan gritted his teeth, but let out a laugh. The laughter resonated from his chest, and it hurt his heart so much.

"Miao Cun, Miao Cun—it's late, your Luo Yuanhe, your elder brother Luo already knew about our relationship—" He said desperately, "Luo Yuanhe will never accept you, you will never, ever, forever, Don't even think about being together."