Please don't be so hard on me!

In the bathroom, the sound of the shower stopped, Xie Shanhan called suspiciously: "Miao Cun?"

Miao Cun's tone was as usual: "I'm fine!"

Luo Minghan grabbed his arm, almost pinching his fingertips into Miao Cun's flesh, "I won't break up with you, don't even think about it."

The sliding door slid open, and Xie Shanhan came out wearing sweatpants and naked, wiping his hair.

When the hot air was filled with cold, Xie Shanhan paused, squinted his eyes for a moment, threw down the towel and picked up the corner chair expressionlessly, "Let him go."

Xie Shanhan was notoriously ruthless in fights, and Miao Cun suspected that the chair would fall on Luo Minghan in the next second, so he quickly said, "—stop!"

Xie Shanhan paused, his eyes rested on the ambiguous entanglement of the two, and Miao Cun bit the bullet and said: "...I'm fine, you go first, I'm sorry."

Xie Shanhan was obviously too lazy to meddle in other people's business. After confirming that Miao Cun's expression did not seem to be intimidating for a second, he let go, threw the chair back, and then nodded: "Okay."

He was obviously not very afraid of the cold, so he put on a hooded sweater and then wrapped it in a down jacket, even if he had finished wearing all the clothes.Sitting leisurely on the shoe stool and tying his shoelaces, he acted calmly as if no one else was around.Luo Minghan looked into his eyes almost killing people: "What relationship do you have with Miao?"

After Xie Shanhan put on his shoes, he rubbed his toes on the ground, "My wife."

Miao Cun: "..."

elder brother.

Xie Shanhan took back the joke: "It's just a classmate," staring at Luo Minghan with great interest: "You look like—"

"Xie Shanhan!" Miao Cun called him desperately.

After all, Xie Shanhan is not from the oil painting department. Although he has heard about Luo Yuanhe, he has not seen him many times, so his impression is very weak.Miao Cun's anxious voice immediately interrupted the indifferent suspicion in his heart.He leaned over and picked up his schoolbag: "I'm leaving, I need to beat him to find me. Hey," he said to Luo Minghan, "Don't make him cry."

The door opened and closed quickly, bringing in a gust of cold wind from the midwinter night.

It's past twelve o'clock.

Interrupted by Xie Shanhan, the anxious atmosphere just now disappeared, as if blown away by the wind.Miao Cun easily pushed Luo Minghan away: "You go back, this farce ends here, I'm going to sleep."

Luo Minghan was expressionless: "You opened the door and let me in."

Miao Cun laughed angrily, with unspeakable emotions rolling in his chest, "Get out, I don't touch dirty things."

"Who do you say is dirty?" Luo Minghan whispered and gritted his teeth, "I have been with you for six months, who did I touch? Luo Luo wanted to fuck me in the car, but I pushed him away, and Xi Xiaohan took off his clothes in front of me, I also pushed it away, are you unreasonable? If I want to cheat, I can change someone every day!"

"You haven't slept with that Luo Luo?" Miao Cun didn't understand why he could say these words in such a high-sounding manner, "Didn't you sleep with Luo Luo a long time ago? When you were chasing me. Didn't you just Does it make him remember after doing it once?"

In fact, why hasn't he himself been lying in a high-sounding manner?

He and Luo Minghan are indeed in the same boat. The castle built on the two lies is leaking everywhere. Of course, we can only break up as soon as possible.

Luo Minghan was stunned, as if someone had punched him in the face, and he was stunned: "You heard everything Guan Yingtao said that day."

"I woke up a long time ago, and I have been waiting for you guys to finish talking. I heard what he said about Xi Xiaohan and Luo Luo, and I also know what tone you used to describe me with him," Miao Cundun After a pause, "Pure and pure male college students, it's hard to chase after him. If you haven't got it yet, it's very embarrassing, isn't it?"

"It's not—" The helpless impatience was stained with all the cold sweat again, and shivering ran down Luo Minghan's back in the winter: "What I told him was just for the occasion....Don't believe it."

"I don't care if I believe it or not."

Luo Minghan spoke with difficulty, with an unspeakable smile: "So you never ask, even though you have misunderstood for so long."

"Yes."

"Then you were jealous, caring, jealous..." Luo Minghan swallowed, not daring to say any more.

Miao Cun said calmly, "It's all fake."

Luo Minghan laughed even more bleakly, but he was panting.

"Why did you lie to me like this?"

"Because you keep testing me, it's annoying."

He seemed to be unable to stand still, and reached out to hold the corner of the table.

Miao Cun looked at his reaction strangely, with a sense of alienation and strangeness standing in a very far and cold place, "Luo Minghan, are you pretending? Or is it true? I don't know why you look so sad .”

Luo Minghan raised his head, his eyes were red and wet.

There has never been any sentence that can pierce his heart more than this sentence.

"What do you think?" He hooked his lips, not angry, but extremely gentle.

"I don't know. To you, I'm just a plaything that you want to get started with." Miao Cun defined his meaning to Luo Minghan in a calm tone, "Because the plaything dared to leave you on its own initiative, so you are like this?"

"Miao Cun," Luo Minghan said hoarsely, "You are really amazing."

"Go back."

It seems that it doesn't make sense anymore.Luo Minghan didn't know what else he could do.If he could go back to a week ago, he would slap to death the self who sent the breakup text message, wait for Miao Cun to return home, accept the gifts and birthday wishes he gave him, and then clear up all the misunderstandings in the chat.

He will get on well with Miao Cun instead of falling apart like now.

"The gift you originally wanted to give me... what is it?"

Miao Cun paused: "Tie."

"Really," Luo Minghan tugged at the corner of his lips, "What is it like?"

"I don't know, let the shopping guide take the five best-selling ones."

Luo Minghan wiped his face dismally, not knowing whether to think he was perfunctory or cute.I just feel that this style of behavior is really "Miao Cun".Before leaving, he asked again: "If I say that I have never had a relationship with Luo Luo, would you believe me?"

"It doesn't matter."

"Trust me once, okay?"

Miao Cun repeated again: "Go back."

Luo Minghan took two steps towards the porch, and his steps froze again. When he looked back, he saw Miao Cun bathed in the light, with a cold heart and a cold face. pretty.

The first time he saw him, it was probably because of sex.

The second, third, and fourth time, it is lingering.

For the fifth time, I already wanted to call him "Miao Miao" for as long as I could.

He looked at Miao Cun for a long time, and seemed to have a premonition that after walking out of this door, Miao Cun would soon go to France, fly out of his sight, and fly out of all the worlds he could touch.He will never find him again.

"Miao Cun," he finally said in a languid hoarse voice, "There is no one who can't get used to a toy for six months. I probably really like you."

Miao Cun didn't speak.

Luo Minghan opened the door, and the cold wind swept through the heating in the room, messing up Luo Minghan's down-and-out hair, "You don't have me in your heart, do you?"

"Happy birthday."

Luo Minghan's eyes hurt, and the hand holding the doorknob tightened due to the sudden contraction of his heart. The next second, he walked towards Miao Cun recklessly, hugged him violently, and kissed him tightly.

Miao Cun froze, but he didn't reject him violently, nor catered to him.Because Luo Minghan didn't give him any room to cater to him.He sealed his lips, and poked the tip of his tongue in, sucking and sucking all his breath, all the itching on his palate, and all the sweetness on the tip of his tongue.

The sweetness was mixed with indescribable bitterness, Miao Cun's heart was shaken, and he opened his eyes in disbelief.

These are... Luo Minghan's tears?

why is he crying

He really liked it to this point?There was a fierce resistance in Miao Cun's heart, and the strength in his hand pushed Luo Minghan staggeringly. He looked at him with eyes full of shock, and then wiped his lips fiercely with the back of his hand.

Luo Minghan smiled, the line of tears was not real under the bright lights, making people wonder if he was crying or not.

He turned away.

The driver had already fallen asleep in the car, but when he heard the sound of the car door, he woke up with a jolt.Before he spoke, Luo Minghan said, "Let's go."

The voice was indeed tired and cold, the driver didn't dare to turn his head, and only took a quick glance in the rearview mirror.

Perhaps his high-spirited boss, who lost more than 1000 million overnight after a stock market operation error, was not as depressed as he is now.

The house is far busier than Miao Cun's.Aunt Qian accompanied Xi Xiaohan to drink bird's nest at the dining table, her eyes were like an elder's concerned: "Mr. will be back soon."

Luo Minghan threw down his coat, and then took off his gloves slowly, with an indistinguishable expression of joy and anger on his face.

"Mister is back!" Aunt Qian pushed back the chair and got up, "Hanhan came over after nine o'clock. I wanted to meet you and chat for a while, and I have been waiting until now.",

Xi Xiaohan raised his lips and smiled softly, and asked Luo Minghan: "Do you want to drink?"

"That's right, I prepared it fresh." Aunt Qian got up and went into the kitchen, Luo Minghan stopped her: "No need."

Anyone could hear the strangeness in his voice, but what made him even more chilling was his stern tone.Xi Xiaohan froze for a moment, his expression uncomfortable: "Who are you showing your face to? Who offended you?"

Aunt Qian had lingering fears about the two-day quarrel after they got back together for the first time. At that time, Xi Xiaohan was still very active, but Luo Minghan was impatient with him. More destructive, often messy everywhere.

Luo Minghan told Aunt Qian: "It's late at night, see off the guests."

Xi Xiaohan stood up suddenly: "Luo Minghan, what do you mean?"

Luo Minghan's gaze lingered on his face for a long time, as if it was the last time to look at him seriously, then he put it aside lightly, and continued to tell Aunt Qian: "From now on, no one who comes to the door will stay without my approval." With no hope of luck, he said, "Except for Miao Cun."

Xi Xiaohan let out a "ha", "Have you looked for him? After searching for so many days, haven't you found enough?"

"It seems that you have a good relationship not only with Aunt Qian, but also with my driver."

As soon as the words came out, Aunt Qian was terrified: "Sir! Mr. Luo! Minghan!"

"No need to say much." Luo Minghan waved his hand lightly, "I need to rest."

Xi Xiaohan couldn't believe his decisiveness this time, and threatened sternly: "Luo Minghan, who do you think you are? I left this door today, so don't think about me changing your mind."

"Didn't you break up with me a long time ago?" Luo Minghan asked calmly, "Why did you come back to me again? Why did you gossip between me and Miao Cun? The previous ones were just because I was tired of playing, so I just let you go." Do anything wrong. Do you think—" He glanced at Xi Xiaohan indifferently and condescendingly: "I really can't let you go?"

The panic in his heart was clearly shown on his face, Xi Xiaohan's eyes were messed up: "What do you mean?"

"It means that even if you continue to take off your clothes and lie on my bed like it was on my birthday, I will never touch you again."

"You fart!" Xi Xiaohan clenched his fists, his eyes were blank because of extreme astonishment, "Everyone around you knows that you Luo Minghan never forgets me, you keep the gift I gave you, and the decoration I like , keep our group photo..."

"I do have a place in my heart for you, for you when you were still in school," Luo Minghan said noncommittally, "However, the current you has nothing to do with the you at that time, since the day you came back from studying in the UK."

Xi Xiaohan's fingers trembled: "...What about now? Can't we go back now? Can't we go back to the place where we started? Luo Minghan,...can't you see my feelings for you?"

He's just...just not reconciled that he, the proud son of heaven, loves him so desperately, wants to be with him for the rest of his life so willingly, and he can't even express this kind of love in words.He just wants to do it, he wants to ruin it, and he wants to prove how good and important it is by ruining a good thing.

He just wanted to hurt Luo Minghan, stab him, humiliate him, and make him suffer and despair, so that he could relieve his anger—only then could he relieve his anger that he loved him so much, and only then could he prove that Luo Minghan loved him to the same degree.

It has been seven years of teasing and torturing each other.

He thought it was a tacit game between them, a game of tacit understanding.From beginning to end, there were only the two of them as players in this game, and the others—Luo Minghan's lover, his lover, were just NPCs.

Every time Luo Minghan breaks up because of him, he will be full of pleasure that is more abundant than the explosion of the universe, and longer than the pleasure of smoking 520 grams of marijuana.

But now he knows that in this game, he is the biggest NPC.

what.

"You shouldn't be provoking Miao Cun," Luo Minghan said calmly, "I almost forgot what you were like before, it's over."

Xi Xiaohan laughed distortedly: "Then what about the distraught look in your eyes every time you see me and hear my news?"

"Maybe you should find that there are other people around me at that time."

Aunt Qian didn't dare to listen anymore, she couldn't bear to listen anymore.She couldn't believe that all of Luo Minghan's affection was just a play, and the play was so good that not only she, but everyone else, including Xi Xiaohan, who knew him best, was completely deceived.

Xi Xiaohan asked him forcefully: "Then why are you proposing to me?!"

"Because I'm bored."

"what?"

"Hanhan," Luo Minghan's voice was indeed gentle, but strange, "No one understands you better than me. You are so arrogant, why are you willing to marry me at the age of 27?"

"So you proposed to me," Xi Xiaohan swallowed repeatedly, "...because you knew I would definitely run away."

This man doesn't want face, all he wants is an affectionate mask that is convenient for acting.

He was hurt twice by his first love, how pitiful.He bought a ring for his first love, how infatuated.He has become so emotionally playful, and it is understandable to be sentimental.

Emotions are more fun than the capital market. They are used to adjust life. There is nothing more interesting than playing with people's hearts.The stock market turmoil can make him lose tens of millions overnight, and playing with emotions has the same excitement, the same adrenaline rush.

"Well," Luo Minghan suddenly remembered something, his expression moved, "give me the phone."

"Why—"

Luo Minghan approached him step by step, but he didn't make a move. He just stretched out his hand and said with a slight smile, "Good boy."

It was an aura that made one's legs weak and submissive. If he refused, it seemed that he didn't know what kind of storm would be waiting for him.

Xi Xiaohan clutched the phone without any movement, Luo Minghan gently but forcefully opened his fingers one by one, and took out the phone.

Sure enough, with Xi Xiaohan's sloppy "simpleness", he didn't even bother to delete the original video.Luo Minghan clicked on the long 3 minutes, from the light and meaningless chat at the beginning, to Xi Xiaohan's active kiss and teasing, to the gasp heard by Miao Cun, and then the refusal and cold "don't him Mom touches me", complete.

"If you want to ask Miao Cun to listen to the play, why not let him listen to the whole thing?" Luo Minghan found Miao Cun's dialog box and clicked send.

While waiting for the transmission, he swiped up a few screens. Indeed, every contact he had with Xi Xiaohan was shared with Miao Cun in a timely manner.

He was delusional, and really wanted to find evidence that Miao Cun was jealous and cared about him here.

But Miao Cun never replied.

Miao Cun is really cute, but Luo Minghan smiled inexplicably at the phone, very shallow and fleeting.

Xi Xiaohan suddenly laughed, almost unable to stand up: "Luo Minghan, you are so interesting, look at your current appearance, waiting for him to change his mind, waiting for him to come to you? Just dream, I Tell you, I will tell you his biggest secret, hahahahahaha..."

After laughing for a while, he changed his mind again, and took a few deep breaths: "No, I won't tell you, I want you to find out by yourself."

Luo Minghan watched him without emotion.

"You want to know? I won't tell you, your dear Miaomiao, um... I really love you so badly, please hurry up and beg him to get back with you." This seems to be a very funny sentence, because Xi After Xiaohan finished speaking, he couldn't help but burst out laughing crazily.

He walked through the dining room and walked towards the glass greenhouse, which had been transformed into Miao Cun's studio, full of shelves, paints, flowers and plaster figures, and many original foreign high-definition albums, each of which was very expensive It was given to Miao Cun by Luo Minghan without batting an eye.

As Xi Xiaohan walked, he picked up and smashed the things he could see around him that he remembered to have bought with his own hands.

Aunt Qian choked her voiceless exclamation in her throat.

Shards of glass and ceramics.

When he arrived at the studio, he stood in front of the easel in the middle, where there was a wide oil painting covered with a white cloth.

"I heard that Miao Cun has been painting this painting at your house, but he warned you that you are not allowed to see it. You actually listened to him like this and didn't dare to move."

This was obviously conveyed by Aunt Qian again, and the old man was about to faint from fright.

"Do you know what the painting is about?"

Xi Xiaohan took off the white cloth with a swipe, revealing an oil painting that was nearly 80% complete. In the icy lake and mountains, a man in a black coat and sheepskin gloves was lighting a cigarette with downcast eyes.

Luo Minghan's breathing and heart stopped suddenly.

That's him painted on it.

Miao Cun has been painting this painting for nearly two months, because he wants to keep it from Luo Minghan, so he always finds time to paint in bits and pieces, and comes here by car every afternoon after class.Luo Minghan guessed that it might have something to do with him, but he didn't think that it was such a well-drawn painting with such care, far better than that sketch.

Xi Xiaohan said softly: "Look, he loves you so much."