Please don't be so hard on me!

Teacher Luo has returned to China?He returned to China, why didn't he tell him in advance, why didn't he look for him?

Miao Cun stared blankly at the screen full of group messages.His relationship with Luo Yuanhe is of course different from all other students, it is unique. When everyone mentions Miao Cun, they are "that genius apprentice of Mr. Luo", or "that little genius of Luo Yuanhe", and Miao Cun will lose His own name, but it doesn't matter, because "Luo Yuanhe" is his title.This is enough.

However, Miao Cun never imagined that there would be such a day that even the news of Mr. Luo's return to China would be known only from the large group of the oil painting department.

"What are you looking at?" Luo Minghan didn't get a reply for a long time, he frowned and glanced, "Group?"

Miao Cun reflexively locked the screen.

"It's nothing, someone in the group broke the news about other people's private life." Miao Cun clutched his phone tightly, and said in a daze, "What did you just say?"

"I said, I picked up someone on the way, that's why I came so slowly."

Miao Cun sneezed and said sensiblely, "It's okay."

"Aren't you angry for making you wait for so long?"

"No, I was just preparing for a project, but I stood in the hall for 15 minutes, and it was a bit cold."

"You don't want to ask who it is?"

Miao Cun asked casually, "Who is it?"

I don't know what they are talking about in the group, are they still talking about Teacher Luo?Where did we talk?Miao Cun wanted to turn on the phone and take a look.He never paid attention to group news, but at this moment, his heart was itching like never before.

·

It was raining heavily, the wipers were almost too busy, and the ticking sound of the double flashing sounded all the time, making the silence in the car even more tense.

After Luo Luo finished wiping her face, she clutched the wet tissue in her palm, covering it with warmth.

He didn't speak, and Luo Minghan didn't intend to speak either. After passing two traffic lights, Luo Luo finally mustered up his courage: "...Why are you here?"

The "you" made Luo Minghan laugh, he snorted and laughed, but did not look back at him, "Why do you use 'you'? Am I so scary?"

Luo Luo bit the tip of her tongue: "I don't mean that...do you come to University City for business?"

"Meet someone."

Luo Luo remembered everything about him firmly, "Is it the college student Mr. Guan mentioned last time?"

"Ah."

Luo Luo's heart sank, and he forced a smile on his face: "Have you caught up?"

"almost."

"congratulations."

Another long time of silence.The roads in the university town are straight and unobstructed, and there are not so many twists and turns, but there are many red lights.Sometimes when seeing the green light is about to run out, Luo Minghan is not in a hurry to cross the line, but stops slowly.Luo Luo stared at the number of seconds of the red light that was about to pop out, and when he saw 60 seconds, he felt like he had won the lottery.

"Don't mind if I smoke."

Luo Luo came back to his senses and saw Luo Minghan signaling with a cigarette between his fingers.

Luo Luo immediately shook his head.Luo Minghan lit a cigarette, took a deep sip, and let out a long breath, and he threw the lighter into the control panel.

"I heard from Guan Yingtao that you went to look for me later?"

Luo Luo was a little embarrassed for a moment, "No...it's just that I just passed by that day and wanted to see if you were there. Mr. Guan said you were not."

Hearing this, Luo Minghan turned his face sideways and curled his lips at the same time, smiling casually: "So you didn't come to find me on purpose."

Luo Luo was speechless, Luo Minghan's eyes were still fixed on his face, he felt that every cell in his body began to heat up out of control, "...I came here specially to find you." He admitted weakly, "I want to see you, but You're not here."

Luo Minghan smiled, counting down the red light, and put his hand on the steering wheel with the cigarette in his hand again, "Didn't I tell you to stop contacting Guan Yingtao? Do you want to rely on him for food?"

"Of course not!" The denial was direct and strong this time, "I listened to what you told me last time, and I won't do this kind of thing again... Last time was also because I had nowhere to go... The six you gave me Wan, it’s my mother’s money for the operation, she’s out of the hospital now.” Luo Luo looked at him seriously, “I want to thank you.”

Luo Minghan was noncommittal: "Thank you?"

The south gate of the University of Science and Technology stands in the rain, as long as you pass this intersection, you will be there.

Luo Luo started to play with the ball of paper in his hand.The paper was good paper, soaked but not broken, crumpled into a ball in his palm, and unfolded again at this moment.He just played with the tissues over and over again and asked, "Can I leave your phone number?"

Luo Minghan reported a series of numbers.

Unprepared, Luoluo took out his phone and pressed the number, "1345869..." The rest is uncertain.

Luo Minghan laughed contemptuously and indifferently: "Just say it once."

Luo Luo quickly repeated nervously, "Is that right?"

Luo Minghan smiled vaguely, stretched out his right hand and extinguished the cigarette, "Yes."

The car parked slowly downstairs in the dormitory. The weather was hell, so there was no one on the road, and all I could see was darkness, and the dim glow of the street lamps was completely shrouded in rain.

Luo Minghan unbuckled his seat belt, turned around and went to the back seat to get an umbrella: "There's only one, I'll take you downstairs."

"No need." Luo Luo held him down, and rested his hand on Luo Minghan's lap ambiguously.

Luo Minghan paused, his posture fell back, and he looked at Luo Luo. There was no emotion in the deep eyebrows, but it made people feel oppressed.

Luo Luo swallowed, eyes lowered all the time, "I said, let me thank you."

The seat belt buckle was pushed open, and there was a light "click", and his hands climbed up, and finally one hand stopped on the chest muscle under his shirt, and the other hand stroked Luo Minghan's cheek, with fascination.Luo Minghan didn't push him away immediately, he approached boldly, kissed his chin with his lips, and lingered to the side of his neck.

He didn't dare to kiss Luo Minghan, so he could only try it out clumsily.If Luo Minghan accepts his affection, he will let him tease him, or take the initiative to kiss him.

But Luo Minghan clasped his thin wrist: "Enough."

It only took about a second for the eyes to change from fascination to sobriety to embarrassment.Luo Minghan's expression was extremely indifferent: "Guan Yingtao didn't teach you during the training, I don't like cheating?"

"If it's just being raped, it's not considered cheating," Luo Luo said seriously and calmly, "What do you think?"

Luo Minghan laughed instead, as if he found this sentence interesting.

Luo Luo didn't take an umbrella, picked up the book and slipped into the rain again, his voice was blurred by the sound of rumbling water: "I'm ready to thank you anytime."

·

After Miao Cun asked who, he didn't get an answer, but sneezed again.

Luo Minghan held his hand, "Why is it so cold?"

"There is a draft in the hall of the first church." Miao Cun held his nose pitifully, and his speech was nasal, "So who did you pick up just now?"

It's not Luo Yuanhe!He had a big brain hole, thinking that maybe he picked up Luo Yuanhe, he sat in the back seat, and then saw Miao Cun get into the car... what a mess!Miao Cun trembled all over, no, this is too scary!

He had already asked three times, but Luo Minghan didn't intend to say anything, but held Miao Cun's face and kissed him lingeringly.

"Nobody important," he finally replied.

However, he noticed that Miao Cun was absent-minded in kissing this time.The kiss when he got into the car was obviously obedient and serious, but after only a few paragraphs of conversation, it was suddenly soaked in perfunctory, and even...a little resistance.

Miao Cun pushed his chest, panting, but the emotion in his eyes was calm: "I'm sorry, I don't want to kiss now."

He wanted to check his phone, to see unread messages, and to see if Mr. Luo was looking for him.

Instead of kissing Luo Minghan here.

Luo Minghan is a keen person who is good at clarifying cause and effect. Miao Cun's change is only before and after getting in the car. Obviously, he is jealous.

The expected ecstasy because of being cared about did not appear, Luo Minghan inexplicably felt panicked, his eyes darkened due to nervousness: "Are you angry?"

Miao Cun didn't care to listen to what he had to say, but urged him obediently but eagerly: "Will you go home? Brother Luo, it's late and I'm a little tired."

Luo Minghan moved his lips, wanting to explain something, but Miao Cun had already closed his eyes, and covered the screen of the phone with his palm to get out the damp heat.

The car started and finally drove away from the Academy of Fine Arts.It was nearly eleven o'clock when we arrived at the villa, and it was raining heavily. As usual, Miao Cun would let him stay overnight.The two shared the same bed more than once. Although they didn't make it to the end, they were already very familiar with each other's bodies.It's a long way back to Luo Minghan's house from here, and it takes four to 10 minutes to drive in normal traffic, not to mention that in such bad weather, accidents and congestion are frequent, and the speed of the car cannot be increased, which is very dangerous.

"Tonight—" Miao Cun was about to close the door before he finished speaking, "Good night, be careful on the road."

Standing in the porch, Luo Minghan was caught off guard, then swallowed all the words into his stomach, and remained silent, but the ending sound was difficult: "...you won't keep me?"

Miao Cun made excuses sloppily: "I will draw until late, so drive slowly and be careful."

Luo Minghan realized his indifference, thought he was still angry about his being late, and there was a hint of helplessness on his usual easy-going expression, "Are you still angry about what happened just now? I admit——"

Miao Cun raised his face, his indifference tinged with impatience: "It's not important, you don't need to explain, I'm not angry."

The door was gently closed, and then there was the sound of it being locked.

"Miao Cun!" Luo Minghan slammed the door, his tone tinged with impotence and anxiety: "Don't make trouble for no reason."

Miao Cun's footsteps froze for a moment, he didn't know why he said that, but he didn't come back in the end.

·

The news in the group has been swiped hundreds of screens. Sure enough, there are many people who love him and line up to make fun of him:

"@奶宇你的男神is back"

"@奶宇你的男神is back"

"@奶宇你的男神is back"

……

Miao Cun looked at the mischievous row, the corners of his lips curled up slightly.

Later, they talked about other things, and the enthusiasm continued. It seemed that Luo Yuanhe's sudden return to China was a great news.

"I just saw Mr. Luo in Beihong Tower, and the dean is with him."

"I haven't seen you for a few months, but I think Mr. Luo is handsome again."

"Today is also the day I want to marry Professor Luo"

"Hello, your counselor is looking at you ashamed in this group"

Miao Cun withdrew from the group, looked at Luo Yuanhe's dialog box for a while, put his cold hand on his cheek, took a deep breath, and then clicked into the voice call.

I did not answer.

Matt came down from the stairs and saw him lying on his back on the sofa in a daze, his coat didn't know how to change the hot shower or wash it, "Stupid?"

Miao Cun suddenly turned over and sat up, "I'm going to take a shower, you help me watch the ignition."

He opened the freezer section of the refrigerator, and opened the drawer with ease - the round and lovely dumplings were all sent to him by Luo Minghan.

Miao Cun was stunned for a moment, it was just a quick moment, so fast that he could hardly distinguish his own emotions.When the water boiled, he took out the dumplings and threw them into the water, and took a bath with his pajamas and towels in his arms.

Matt helped him watch the fire, and heard Miao Cun ask after a while: "Is my phone ringing?"

"no!"

After a few minutes, he asked again, "Is anyone looking for me?"

"Wechat!"

Miao Cun quickly finished rinsing, walked out with wet hair, covered his hair with a big towel, picked up his phone——

It's Luo Minghan.

He said "good night"

He should be on the road now, and he didn't know what kind of emotion it was that stopped the car on the side of the road and sent such a simple word to Miao Cun.

It is not necessary to say.

Miao Cun thought it was enough to see these two words, so he dropped his phone and ran to dry his hair.

Luo Minghan didn't wait for his reply all night, even the simple three words "you too".

In just three short steps to blow dry his hair, Miao Cun sneezed three times and his head was dazed.

He should be angry, if he hadn't been blown by the wind for 15 minutes, would he have caught a cold?

"Ahh-!"

When I blow-dry my hair, my mood calms down.Don't worry, Mr. Luo will definitely find time to meet him.He must have returned to China because of official business, and he would have to go back within a few days.As long as they meet each other and chat casually, Miao Cun's life can be saved for the next six months.

The hair dryer made a loud noise, and Matt seemed to yell something, but Miao Cun couldn't hear it.When the blowing was over, Miao Cun saw the missed call on the phone, "Ah!", and glared at Matt angrily, "Why didn't you call me!"

Matt blinked innocently: "I called, but you ignored me."

Miao Cun: "..."

It's Teacher Luo's call!

"Miu Miu, your dumplings are overcooked." Matt continued to gloat kindly.

Miao Cun was in a hurry, and while calling back, he put the phone under his ear, and poured out the soup and water from the pot.

The beeps were long, but after only two beeps, the man on the other end picked up the phone.

"Miao Miao."

"Teacher Luo," Miao Cun tensed up, trying not to make his voice sound strange, "I was blowing my hair just now."

"Aren't you called Brother Luo?" Luo Yuanhe's voice was half a smile.

Miao Cun bit his lower lip, put down the pot lightly, turned around and leaned against the counter, lowered his eyes, and called him: "Brother Luo."

"are you free tomorrow?"

"There are two classes in the morning and an elective at four in the afternoon—I can skip class!"

Luo Yuanhe laughed out loud: "Can you tell your teacher about this?"

"You said it wasn't the teacher's..." Miao Cun muttered in protest, but the corners of his lips raised uncontrollably, and his eyes were bright, "Then see you tomorrow afternoon?"

Luo Yuanhe: "I'm afraid not."

Miao Cun: "..."

If you don't have time, what are you asking?

"Can't we see you from noon?" Luo Yuanhe said leisurely.

Miao Cun couldn't catch his breath, he was dying in his heart, he could only say a hasty "hmm", after Luo Yuanhe hung up the phone, he turned around and supported the edge of the stage with both hands, took a deep breath .

Matt looked at him oddly, but said nothing.

In fact, he really wanted to tell Miao Cun that you seem to be in a relationship like never before.

·

Luo Yuanhe had an academic conference in the morning, which was held in the Beihong Building of the Academy of Fine Arts.He used to think of himself as an idler in college, he only devoted himself to painting, teaching basic courses for freshmen, and taking care of a few students he liked, and ignored other official affairs and meetings.

This time he was willing to travel thousands of miles to come back from France, which surprised even the school.

Miao Cun also heard gossip from girls between classes: "I heard that Mr. Luo held a meeting just to come back, and I don't even know him."

Miao Cun lay on his stomach to catch up on sleep, and pursed his lips when he heard the words.Luo Yuanhe escaped too far, the courtyard was all over the world looking for people, and he took Miao Cun to the Tianwen Mountain of CUHK to have a wind.

"Damn it, when will I be able to marry Teacher Luo!"

"Add me one, add me one, I'm here to join you, not to tear you apart!"

"I'm sorry, the bed between Mr. Luo and I is very crowded, and there is no room for a third person!"

Several people romped together.Although the girls were lively and cute when they talked about this, the smile on Miao Cun's face faded a bit.

They are all so knowledgeable about the news, they don't even know that Luo Yuanhe has already made a girlfriend.

It was exactly 11:30 after class, and Miao Cun hurriedly ran out of the classroom with a roll of his books and homework.This was a big class held by the entire oil painting department, and there was a lot of people, so he bumped into someone's arms unexpectedly.

Miao Cun covered his forehead in pain, but before he could react, the students next to him screamed: "Teacher Luo!"

Luo Yuanhe lazily raised his hand halfway, with a light smile on his face: "Good afternoon."

Miao Cun raised his head in a daze, blinked his eyes, and Luo Yuanhe looked at him helplessly: "Why did you hit him so accurately?"

He still looks the same, because the temperature is coming down in winter, he wears a camel coat with a suit vest inside, probably only for meeting occasions, and he looks British-style elegance.

Luo Yuanhe is an idol male god recognized by the Academy of Fine Arts, his achievements are unattainable at a young age, his grades in exams are not easy, and he never rolls his name in class, so he is very popular.The students shouted "Hello, Teacher Luo" and "Goodbye, Teacher Luo", but Luo Yuanhe just nodded slightly, and said to Miao Cun in front of everyone, "Is it hurting?"

Miao Cun shook his head again and again, the girls didn't know what exciting topics to talk about, they pushed each other and looked back at them, while running away with a smile.

In this way, he was watched all the way out of the teaching building.

"Why did you come back suddenly?"

Luo Yuanhe hooked his fingers to him, "Give me the book."

Miao Cun handed it to him, and he naturally hugged it for him, before replying, "It's a temporary decision."

"Don't tell me when you come back." Miao Cun protested.

Luo Yuanhe squinted at him: "Angry?"

"A little."

Luo Yuanhe smiled, "Don't be angry."

It doesn't look like coaxing people, but it is clearly coaxing.This is how he does things, everything is simplified to the purest point, and sometimes it is hard to guess his thoughts.

Luo Minghan did guess correctly that day, Luo Yuanhe would show him various top private exhibitions, but he was too lazy to take him to have a good meal of high-end cuisine.The two found a restaurant on the commercial street in the university town. It was Southeast Asian cuisine that they often went to. The price was a bit expensive for students, but it was actually very close to the people.

Miao Cun's gaze always stayed on his face, and he would turn away hastily until Luo Yuanhe made eye contact with him.

How could he feel that Luo Minghan resembled him?They are simply very different.Luo Yuanhe is not as fierce as him, not as oppressive as he is, not as domineering as he is, and is able to control the field anytime, anywhere.

Luo Yuanhe is Luo Yuanhe, there is no substitute.

·

Luo Minghan waited all night and one night, but did not receive any news or call from Miao Cun.

Why has he been angry for so long?

Yes, he took over Luoluo halfway, but since he met once, in such a bad weather, he could drop by and help, why not?

HKUST is far away, ten kilometers back and forth, but he didn't know it before navigating. Could it be that if he knew it was far away, he would drive Luo Luo out of the car?

Everyone is aware that the atmosphere of today's meeting is particularly grim.

Luo Minghan's fingers were clenched into fists, and they pressed against his lips.

He remained expressionless, the darkness in his eyes formed into thick clouds, and the sapphire dial of the watch reflected the cold light like a snow mountain.

The project manager finished the review report and waited for the senior partner to speak.She was very nervous, because Luo Minghan didn't smile at all today, and even felt vaguely impatient with her report, as if it was an unbearable torment.

He didn't speak, everyone looked at each other in blank dismay, Lily coughed lightly to remind, Luo Minghan pushed away the chair and got up, his handsome face was as cold as ice: "The meeting will end first, and I will report on my work alone in the afternoon."

He really couldn't take it anymore.

Why is Miao Cun so angry?He even rejected Luo Luo's overtures, shouldn't he... Shouldn't he be rewarded, recognized, and praised?

The wait for the phone to connect was so long that he had to light a cigarette.

Everyone in the office was watching the excitement, seeing their young boss standing in front of the high-altitude glass curtain with a gloomy and helpless face.

Miao Cun died.

After noticing the vibration of the phone and seeing "LMH" on the screen, I hung up reflexively.

Luo Minghan's life has never, ever been so at a loss as he is now.

An absurd sense of powerlessness rose from his heart, quickly swept through every nerve, making Luo Minghan feel empty in his arms and hands.

He should be hugging Miao Cun now, stroking his black hair with his palm, and kissing the corner of his lips.

Instead of finding no one like this.

He couldn't even imagine where Myuu was, what he was doing, who he was with.

·

Taking a walk after dinner, yesterday's rainstorm and black clouds have all dissipated, and it is a rare and refreshing blue sky.Luo Yuanhe saw Miao Cun's panic: "An appointment?"

"No."

Luo Yuanhe stopped asking.Walking to the west of the school, Monet's Japanese Bridge was in front of him. Miao Cun suddenly said, "Teacher, do you know that this bridge was not called Monet's Bridge, it was called Confession Bridge."

"I know."

"Ah." Miao Cun was taken aback for a moment, "Okay."

That's right, how could Luo Yuanhe not know what Luo Minghan knew?

Probably because he couldn't bear to let him down, Luo Yuanhe hooked his lips: "Actually, I just found out."

Miao Cun knew that he was cooperating with him, but the corners of his lips still twitched with his mood.

"Then do you know why it is called the confession bridge?"

This time Luo Yuanhe didn't disappoint, "Why?"

"Because there are many ambiguous people who confessed their love when they passed this bridge."

Luo Yuanhe stopped and looked at Miao Cun, "Then have you confessed your love to anyone here?"

It's three seconds of silence.

It was so quiet that there was no wind, no birdsong, and no human voice.Across a river and a wall, a flight attendant taxi turned the corner lonely, with the sound of distant friction between the tires and the ground.

Miao Cun stared at Luo Yuanhe, looking into his eyes.

I have confessed.

Just now, in my heart, right here.

Then he smiled, still very well-behaved: "No."

In comparison, Luo Yuanhe's silence seemed much shorter.After a moment of stagnation, he walked forward again, and said casually: "A few days ago, I had a phone call with Professor Ding from Room [-], and he said that your Miao Miao is in love."

Luo Minghan kept calling.

He seemed to be determined to find Miao Cun at this moment, to hear Miao Cun's breathing, to confirm that his voice would still sound obediently and innocently for him.

Miao Cun didn't look at his phone all the time, and he didn't know that Luo Minghan had sent him many WeChat messages:

"Don't be angry, okay?"

"It was Lolo who picked me up yesterday, I shouldn't have kept it from you"

"answer the phone"

"Where are you? I came to find you"

"I have nothing to do with him, can you answer the phone?"

"Stop being unreasonable"

"You can tell me what I did wrong, don't just ignore me."

……

"baby."

The phone kept vibrating, and Miao Cun also felt very troubled. He didn't know what Luo Minghan went crazy today, why he was so persistent in looking for him, and why he was so out of time.

"Someone has been looking for you." Luo Yuanhe gently reminded, "Aren't you calling back? I'll wait for you."

Miao Cun pressed the off button for a long time, "No, it's a harassing call."