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Chapter 21 "Sorry, I Love You"...
Liang Yanyun directly bought the nearest flight and went straight to Luonan City.
When we got to Dongsi Street, the driver seemed to recognize him, and he kept probing him. He didn't have the heart to go around with the other party. After paying the money, he got out of the car and ran to No. 39.
However, from the outside, this is an antique-style building, stepping on the bluestone slabs on the ground, he wondered if he had found the wrong place.
But the moment his hand touched the wooden door, the wooden door quickly turned into a modern metal door.
The antique-style building disappeared without a trace, replaced by a particularly magnificent high-rise building.
Liang Yanyun's heart beat faster, but he didn't feel scared at all, only full of excitement.
Because this means that he has found the right place!
"Ding-dong-"
The elevator quickly took him to the nineteenth floor.
And the moment he stepped into the door, the cold feeling around him immediately dissipated. He subconsciously looked around, fearing that the "person" beside him would disappear.
In the next second, he heard a calm and pleasant male voice from above his head.
"Are you sure you want to meet him?"
"I'm sure."
"Well."
Snapped.
The people upstairs snapped their fingers.
Immediately, Liang Yanyun's eyes blurred.
"Hey, I traveled all the way to buy it for you, are you sure you really don't want to take a bite?"
There was a wind blowing in the distance, and Liang Yanyun realized that he seemed to have returned to a long time ago. He stood by the window and looked down. A young man was downstairs waving at him with a particularly bright smile.
"..."
He really went back to the past!
Liang Yanyun was born in a small town. His parents divorced early, so he lived with his father.
The father has a violent temper, and it is difficult for the father and son to have normal communication time. Every three days or so, the family will be in chaos. The neighbors around say that Liang Yanyun is exactly like his father's personality.
This type is hard to like.
The school teacher didn't like him, and his classmates always avoided him. After he was invited several times by his parents, he finally couldn't bear the beating by his father, and ran away with several hundred dollars from his family.
At that time, he hadn't even graduated from junior high school.
Because no one talked at home, and no one chatted at school, Liang Yanyun developed a habit of talking to himself to the characters on the TV, imitating the heroes in the TV series for a while, and imitating others for a while.
A neighbor joked with him: "You are so good at acting, you should also be a big star in the future. You are on TV every day, what a sight!"
The speaker has no intention, the listener has the heart.
Liang Yanyun, who ran away from home, didn't know where to go. He remembered the neighbor's jokes from the past, and was moved, so he asked around. He heard that there was a film and television city in Hengdian, and there were crews filming there every day, so he ran straight to it. up.
But he was too young at that time, he didn't obey his control, and he always liked to talk to people when he was in trouble. As time passed, the group performers didn't like to let him go, even a dead body was sought after there, lying there motionless for hours, turning his head He could earn tens of dollars, and if he was lucky, there would be a lunch box. He hid aside, tears of envy streaming down his face.
At this time, Ji Shiyang, who was two years older than Liang Yanyun, was in high school.
Because his mother has been bedridden to recuperate from illness all year round, the family has no spare money and life is tight. Sometimes he goes out to work part-time without telling his family members, in order to relieve his father's pressure.
A better place doesn’t want him as a minor, so he can only go for a walk in small shops, work as a restaurant waiter, go to the street to distribute flyers, and go to the playground to play as a doll on weekends, and he can earn one hundred and five a day.
It’s just that it’s too hard to be a doll, especially in summer, because of heatstroke, I fell down and accidentally tore the ear of the doll, so I was caught and scolded by the leader for a long time, and the last day’s salary was not paid, so I just kicked him out out.
Ji Shiyang, who was sweating profusely, sat on the curb outside the playground, staring at the sun in a daze. Diagonally opposite, Liang Yanyun, who was about to run out of ammunition, was squatting with a popsicle stick and looking at the ferris wheel in the playground.
Two frustrated teenagers met at a low point, when the future was too much of a luxury for them.
It was Ji Shiyang who took the first step.
He is sensible early, and his mother's illness has made him see too many human relationships, but he never complains.
At that time, he saw Liang Yanyun's downfall at a glance, so he took the tens of dollars in his pocket and treated him to a meal. The meal was not expensive at all. A five-yuan fried rice with eggs had more onions and less eggs. You can also drink a bowl of sour soup for free. Liang Yanyun felt embarrassed when he was full, and said with a swipe of his mouth, "I will treat you next time."
Ji Shiyang smiled at him and said, "Okay, then I'll wait for you."
After the two of them really got acquainted, Ji Shiyang realized that he was laughing too early.
Liang Yanyun dropped out of junior high school, didn't have much reason in his head, and still followed the rules of survival in a small place, judging the size of his fist, so he was forced into the police station over and over again.
He had no one to contact, so he could only find Ji Shiyang. As soon as the police saw that he was still a young man, he asked them what their relationship was, and Ji Shiyang grabbed him and said, "I'm his brother."
As a result, after going out, Ji Shiyang turned his back on him and made several rules with him. If he is still as lawless as he is now, he might as well not meet each other.
Liang Yanyun felt uneasy when he heard that, so he bit the bullet and agreed, and the next time he had a conflict with someone, he would force himself to think in his heart that Ji Shiyang would really not want him.
Thinking of this, he was suddenly discouraged. After being punched by the opponent, he covered his bleeding nose, but learned to bow his head to others.
That night he bought two yuan and five bottles of beer, and sat at the back door of Ji Shiyang's house. The two of them looked up at the stars and the moon with their necks up. As they watched, Liang Yanyun began to cry silently.
He said he missed his mother, but he didn't even remember what his own mother looked like. Ji Shiyang was next to him to comfort him, and he didn't know what he was talking about until the end.
When not filming, Liang Yanyun often goes back to Ji Shiyang's house for a walk, and every time he goes, he must bring a lot of gifts, and spend all the money he earned in the crew. Order some flowers, otherwise what should I do if I don't even have a penny on me when I encounter some urgent matter that day?
But Liang Yanyun didn't listen, and just told him that there was still you. Whenever this time, Ji Shiyang could only shake his head and sigh. He was young, but he acted like a little old man.
When something happened, it would be too late. Once Liang Yanyun filmed a scene of falling into the water. He acted as a little eunuch who was about to be executed by the villain for only two lines. in the river.
In the end, the props didn’t care about their minds and tied him in a tight knot. He couldn’t swim and he couldn’t break free. The focus of the audience was on the protagonist, and he almost drowned in the pool that reached his chest when he stood up.
Ji Shiyang was terrified when he received a call in the middle of the night. It was the first time he lost his temper, and the doctor who called him stopped talking.
Afterwards, Liang Yanyun laughed and asked him to apologize to the doctor. Ji Shiyang ran to the nurse's station and asked where the doctor on duty was. He couldn't help crying halfway through, his eyes were red from rubbing, and he had to go outside to blow the cold wind for a long time before he dared to Back to the ward.
In autumn, Ji Shiyang's mother couldn't bear it anymore and left. His father smoked in the mourning hall all night, and when he came out the next day, his temples were all white.
Liang Yanyun gave up a supporting role that had just been acquired and had a lot of lines, and stood silently by the side, and accompanied Ji's father and son to finish the funeral. Afterwards, Ji's father took Liang Yanyun's hand and asked him, if he would come to live at home in the future, he would just admit it. relative.
Liang Yanyun agreed without thinking about it, but every time he thought about it after a long time, he regretted the nod, otherwise, he would not have nothing.
With the Ji family's relatives, Liang Yanyun worked harder on the set, and wanted to earn more money so that everyone could live a better life.
He is talented and loves to think about what he looks like. In the past, people didn't like to use him because he always caused troubles. If he couldn't say three sentences together, he might use his fists. But Ji Shiyang forced him to change his career path. Slowly it started to get smoother.
The turning point happened in the film "The Insider". At that time, Liang Yanyun had already had a lot of exposure, but it was definitely not so easy for a grassroots like him to become popular.
He walked steadily step by step, like a wild grass growing wildly. Director Liu immediately saw the unpolished roughness in him. It was a rare kind of vigorous vitality. If the opportunity is given to him, he will definitely be the most dazzling star.
However, this movie made Liang Yanyun a little distressed. He found that he could not create this character, because it was a movie about homosexuality. His identity in it was a male classmate who secretly fell in love with a male teacher. He had never experienced such a thing. Complicated and tangled emotions, no matter how I think about it, I can't think of a solution.
This was the first time he bowed his head in front of his talent. He felt that other people's evaluation was wrong, and he was clearly a person without talent.
So he ran to Director Liu and told him that he couldn't figure it out, and asked Director Liu to find someone else. Director Liu laughed when he heard this, and said that this person was none other than you. Then he asked him out for dinner, and analyzed the character's heart with him from beginning to end. , and then let him experience it slowly.
Ji Shiyang also came to comfort him, telling him that it's okay, he has done a good job now, Liang Yanyun listened to the ghost and said something, why don't you let me find out?
Before Ji Shiyang could react, he kissed him.
When "The Insider" was released, it was the time when Ji Shiyang successfully got the admission notice.
God didn't seem to care about their family at all. Ji's father was diagnosed with lung cancer. Fortunately, it can be cured and it's not in the advanced stage. But Ji's father said that he wanted Ji Shiyang to go to college well, and the future is still long. He himself I don't want to spend so much money on medical treatment.
At that time, Liang Yanyun was already well-known, and the more he watched, the more he understood. Dropping out of junior high school was an unexplainable "black spot" for him, so he became extremely busy, filming and studying at the same time. I don't know anything about Ji's family yet.
But Ji Shiyang considered staying near his home to go to school, but Ji's father disagreed, so the father and son had a big quarrel, and Ji's father almost ran to jump off the building, threatening Ji Shiyang to dare to joke about his future, and he would die now, scaring him. De Ji Shiyang never dared to talk nonsense again.
In the end, the two took a step back, Ji's father agreed to receive treatment, and Ji Shiyang went to school in other places.
The matter was barely settled.
In order to make money, Ji Shiyang still went out to work part-time on weekends. He kept it a secret. His classmates didn't know that he knew a big star, and Liang Yanyun couldn't go home often, but he still gave money to Ji's father. The money was deposited into the card by Ji's father, and it was hardly touched. On the day of the complete quarrel, it was all returned to him.
Liang Yanyun became more and more popular. At the most exaggerated time, someone heard that he appeared in a certain shopping mall. A few minutes later, the entire shopping mall was surrounded by people. A group of people shouted, making it look like a zombie siege.
This gave him a headache, because he couldn't meet Ji Shiyang anymore, and the call every night was extremely important to him, so he tried not to go out to such remote places for location shooting, fearing that there would be no signal, and then this became Outsiders say that he is playing big cards.
When Ji Shiyang was on the phone, he still joked about it. Later, his roommate asked him who he was talking on the phone with in a strange voice. He froze for a moment and said it was a friend.
Liang Yanyun began to sigh and complain to him: "If I had known earlier, I wouldn't be in this business, otherwise you could introduce me to your friends generously!"
But every time this topic was mentioned, Ji Shiyang would remain silent.
After graduating from university, Ji Shiyang went home, and his friends felt sorry that he didn't develop in a big city. He didn't say anything, and went back to his hometown silently. As a nine-to-five office worker, he earned a salary of more than 3000 a month. , he is content.
However, Liang Yanyun was very dissatisfied, and felt that the distance between them seemed to be getting farther and farther. He used to talk on the phone every night, but now it is rare to talk a few words for a month. He felt uncomfortable, so he proposed to take Ji's father to live in Beicheng. Everyone is close One point, anyway, he has money, can afford it, and it doesn't matter if he can support him for a lifetime.
Ji Shiyang didn't say anything, but he felt very awkward in his heart. The gap between the two of them was too great, they almost had no common language, and he didn't want to always live like a thief.
The rift may have already arisen, but no one tried to make up for it. Things that a person can see will always affect his behavior. In Liang Yanyun's eyes, it is not worth mentioning, but it may be the one that crushes Ji Shiyang. The last straw.
In the past, Liang Yanyun yelled after Ji Shiyang's buttocks, and he would be taught a lesson by the other party every now and then. Now the situation is reversed. Liang Yanyun always asked if he could stop being so petty and take a long-term view.
Every time at this time, Ji Shiyang shut up.
He felt that Liang Yan was drifting away.
Liang Yanyun felt that he had changed.
At that time, Liang Yanyun was also in a period of desperation. After he became popular, his father began to borrow money to gamble in his name outside. million!
His temper that was forcibly suppressed when he was a child resurfaced again, and he had conflicts with others many times. Negative news about him always appeared on the news. In a fit of rage, he beat someone up, and netizens almost scolded him the next day.
He ran to complain to Ji Shiyang, Ji Shiyang persuaded him patiently, and the two of them saw the newspaper the next day, Ji's father was chased and ran around, explaining that he was his godson, and the two had nothing to see each other People's bad things, after returning home, I sighed, saying that I didn't expect to be the godfather of a big star so hard.
Ji Shiyang thought for a while after listening, and then sent a message to Liang Yanyun saying that we should separate.
Unexpectedly, Liang Yanyun was very irritated by this text message, so he went home and confessed to Ji's father.
Ji Shiyang was so angry that his ears were ringing, and he said harsh words at that time, saying that he knew Liang Yanyun would make a mess of the family, and they might as well never have known each other.
Ji's father on the side was speechless.
On the other hand, Liang Yanyun cried while saying that I was fucking blind before!
As a result, he regretted it after he went back, and wrote a long paragraph over and over again, but the message was still not sent, and there will be no chance for him to say this paragraph in the future.
That night, after Liang Yanyun slammed the door and left, Ji Shiyang didn't speak anymore, until he returned to the house, he hid in the corner alone and began to cry. Ji's father drank so much wine all night that he became dizzy , sticking his tongue on the door and telling him, shouldn't dad complain about that sentence to you?
Ji Shiyang said no, it was too early to say.
Just pretend this person doesn't exist.
Ji's father nodded, and sent the bank card to Liang Yanyun's house the next day. On the day he received the card, Liang Yanyun suddenly posted a photo in Moments. It was when Ji's mother was still there, and he followed Ji's family of three Photos taken at the playground.
He wrote on the picture: "I really want to go back to when I was a child, and I was happy to eat popsicles worth [-] cents each. When I suddenly mentioned that I was a junior high school dropout, the eyes you looked at were distressed rather than contempt. At that time, I I secretly swear in my heart that I will definitely earn a lot of money in the future so that everyone can live a good life, I hope I can succeed, and when you go home, you still praise me for doing a great job like before."
A lot of people liked and commented, but the people he was waiting for never responded.
Later, one day, Liang Yanyun accepted a talk show and revisited his old place. He didn't shy away from the negative news about him during that time, and he couldn't help shaking his head while talking.
By chance, the car passed by the street of Ji Shiyang's house, and he froze for a moment when he saw Ji Shiyang pulling a child to buy cotton candy at the street corner.
The host asked him what was wrong, and he smiled and said, "I only know now that after missing something, there is really no way to turn back."
The host asked him if he wanted to go down and have a look.
He hesitated for a moment, shook his head and said forget it.
At the intersection of the street, Ji Shiyang turned his back to the car, and the child he led happily took a big mouthful of marshmallows before remembering to ask, "Teacher, do you want to eat?"
"Need not."
Ji Shiyang smiled, but didn't leave, and stood there all the time, as if he was waiting for something.
However, he waited for a long time and got nothing.
When he turned his head, the car had already left.
For nearly ten years, it always feels like a long time to be in it, but it only takes half an hour to watch it.
Liang Yanyun stared blankly at the picture in front of him, as if he couldn't believe what he had missed.
The vague black shadow beside him gradually solidified.
Someone seemed to pat him on the back, just like before.
But when he turned his head to look, he couldn't see the other person's face clearly.
Liang Yanyun was not only a little anxious: "Master——"
"He only stayed with a certain obsession, because the two of you are wrapped in an unbroken causal thread, so he was pulled to you, but he has stayed in Yangjian for too long, so long that he It could dissipate at any time."
Ji Huaichuan did not know when he had come down.
He stretched out his hand to hook it, and the hazy ghost image immediately became more intense, but he still couldn't see the face clearly.
"Are you sure you really want to see him?"
"Master, I beg you..."
"500."
Ji Huaichuan smiled slightly, very bluntly: "Buy it now."
When we got to Dongsi Street, the driver seemed to recognize him, and he kept probing him. He didn't have the heart to go around with the other party. After paying the money, he got out of the car and ran to No. 39.
However, from the outside, this is an antique-style building, stepping on the bluestone slabs on the ground, he wondered if he had found the wrong place.
But the moment his hand touched the wooden door, the wooden door quickly turned into a modern metal door.
The antique-style building disappeared without a trace, replaced by a particularly magnificent high-rise building.
Liang Yanyun's heart beat faster, but he didn't feel scared at all, only full of excitement.
Because this means that he has found the right place!
"Ding-dong-"
The elevator quickly took him to the nineteenth floor.
And the moment he stepped into the door, the cold feeling around him immediately dissipated. He subconsciously looked around, fearing that the "person" beside him would disappear.
In the next second, he heard a calm and pleasant male voice from above his head.
"Are you sure you want to meet him?"
"I'm sure."
"Well."
Snapped.
The people upstairs snapped their fingers.
Immediately, Liang Yanyun's eyes blurred.
"Hey, I traveled all the way to buy it for you, are you sure you really don't want to take a bite?"
There was a wind blowing in the distance, and Liang Yanyun realized that he seemed to have returned to a long time ago. He stood by the window and looked down. A young man was downstairs waving at him with a particularly bright smile.
"..."
He really went back to the past!
Liang Yanyun was born in a small town. His parents divorced early, so he lived with his father.
The father has a violent temper, and it is difficult for the father and son to have normal communication time. Every three days or so, the family will be in chaos. The neighbors around say that Liang Yanyun is exactly like his father's personality.
This type is hard to like.
The school teacher didn't like him, and his classmates always avoided him. After he was invited several times by his parents, he finally couldn't bear the beating by his father, and ran away with several hundred dollars from his family.
At that time, he hadn't even graduated from junior high school.
Because no one talked at home, and no one chatted at school, Liang Yanyun developed a habit of talking to himself to the characters on the TV, imitating the heroes in the TV series for a while, and imitating others for a while.
A neighbor joked with him: "You are so good at acting, you should also be a big star in the future. You are on TV every day, what a sight!"
The speaker has no intention, the listener has the heart.
Liang Yanyun, who ran away from home, didn't know where to go. He remembered the neighbor's jokes from the past, and was moved, so he asked around. He heard that there was a film and television city in Hengdian, and there were crews filming there every day, so he ran straight to it. up.
But he was too young at that time, he didn't obey his control, and he always liked to talk to people when he was in trouble. As time passed, the group performers didn't like to let him go, even a dead body was sought after there, lying there motionless for hours, turning his head He could earn tens of dollars, and if he was lucky, there would be a lunch box. He hid aside, tears of envy streaming down his face.
At this time, Ji Shiyang, who was two years older than Liang Yanyun, was in high school.
Because his mother has been bedridden to recuperate from illness all year round, the family has no spare money and life is tight. Sometimes he goes out to work part-time without telling his family members, in order to relieve his father's pressure.
A better place doesn’t want him as a minor, so he can only go for a walk in small shops, work as a restaurant waiter, go to the street to distribute flyers, and go to the playground to play as a doll on weekends, and he can earn one hundred and five a day.
It’s just that it’s too hard to be a doll, especially in summer, because of heatstroke, I fell down and accidentally tore the ear of the doll, so I was caught and scolded by the leader for a long time, and the last day’s salary was not paid, so I just kicked him out out.
Ji Shiyang, who was sweating profusely, sat on the curb outside the playground, staring at the sun in a daze. Diagonally opposite, Liang Yanyun, who was about to run out of ammunition, was squatting with a popsicle stick and looking at the ferris wheel in the playground.
Two frustrated teenagers met at a low point, when the future was too much of a luxury for them.
It was Ji Shiyang who took the first step.
He is sensible early, and his mother's illness has made him see too many human relationships, but he never complains.
At that time, he saw Liang Yanyun's downfall at a glance, so he took the tens of dollars in his pocket and treated him to a meal. The meal was not expensive at all. A five-yuan fried rice with eggs had more onions and less eggs. You can also drink a bowl of sour soup for free. Liang Yanyun felt embarrassed when he was full, and said with a swipe of his mouth, "I will treat you next time."
Ji Shiyang smiled at him and said, "Okay, then I'll wait for you."
After the two of them really got acquainted, Ji Shiyang realized that he was laughing too early.
Liang Yanyun dropped out of junior high school, didn't have much reason in his head, and still followed the rules of survival in a small place, judging the size of his fist, so he was forced into the police station over and over again.
He had no one to contact, so he could only find Ji Shiyang. As soon as the police saw that he was still a young man, he asked them what their relationship was, and Ji Shiyang grabbed him and said, "I'm his brother."
As a result, after going out, Ji Shiyang turned his back on him and made several rules with him. If he is still as lawless as he is now, he might as well not meet each other.
Liang Yanyun felt uneasy when he heard that, so he bit the bullet and agreed, and the next time he had a conflict with someone, he would force himself to think in his heart that Ji Shiyang would really not want him.
Thinking of this, he was suddenly discouraged. After being punched by the opponent, he covered his bleeding nose, but learned to bow his head to others.
That night he bought two yuan and five bottles of beer, and sat at the back door of Ji Shiyang's house. The two of them looked up at the stars and the moon with their necks up. As they watched, Liang Yanyun began to cry silently.
He said he missed his mother, but he didn't even remember what his own mother looked like. Ji Shiyang was next to him to comfort him, and he didn't know what he was talking about until the end.
When not filming, Liang Yanyun often goes back to Ji Shiyang's house for a walk, and every time he goes, he must bring a lot of gifts, and spend all the money he earned in the crew. Order some flowers, otherwise what should I do if I don't even have a penny on me when I encounter some urgent matter that day?
But Liang Yanyun didn't listen, and just told him that there was still you. Whenever this time, Ji Shiyang could only shake his head and sigh. He was young, but he acted like a little old man.
When something happened, it would be too late. Once Liang Yanyun filmed a scene of falling into the water. He acted as a little eunuch who was about to be executed by the villain for only two lines. in the river.
In the end, the props didn’t care about their minds and tied him in a tight knot. He couldn’t swim and he couldn’t break free. The focus of the audience was on the protagonist, and he almost drowned in the pool that reached his chest when he stood up.
Ji Shiyang was terrified when he received a call in the middle of the night. It was the first time he lost his temper, and the doctor who called him stopped talking.
Afterwards, Liang Yanyun laughed and asked him to apologize to the doctor. Ji Shiyang ran to the nurse's station and asked where the doctor on duty was. He couldn't help crying halfway through, his eyes were red from rubbing, and he had to go outside to blow the cold wind for a long time before he dared to Back to the ward.
In autumn, Ji Shiyang's mother couldn't bear it anymore and left. His father smoked in the mourning hall all night, and when he came out the next day, his temples were all white.
Liang Yanyun gave up a supporting role that had just been acquired and had a lot of lines, and stood silently by the side, and accompanied Ji's father and son to finish the funeral. Afterwards, Ji's father took Liang Yanyun's hand and asked him, if he would come to live at home in the future, he would just admit it. relative.
Liang Yanyun agreed without thinking about it, but every time he thought about it after a long time, he regretted the nod, otherwise, he would not have nothing.
With the Ji family's relatives, Liang Yanyun worked harder on the set, and wanted to earn more money so that everyone could live a better life.
He is talented and loves to think about what he looks like. In the past, people didn't like to use him because he always caused troubles. If he couldn't say three sentences together, he might use his fists. But Ji Shiyang forced him to change his career path. Slowly it started to get smoother.
The turning point happened in the film "The Insider". At that time, Liang Yanyun had already had a lot of exposure, but it was definitely not so easy for a grassroots like him to become popular.
He walked steadily step by step, like a wild grass growing wildly. Director Liu immediately saw the unpolished roughness in him. It was a rare kind of vigorous vitality. If the opportunity is given to him, he will definitely be the most dazzling star.
However, this movie made Liang Yanyun a little distressed. He found that he could not create this character, because it was a movie about homosexuality. His identity in it was a male classmate who secretly fell in love with a male teacher. He had never experienced such a thing. Complicated and tangled emotions, no matter how I think about it, I can't think of a solution.
This was the first time he bowed his head in front of his talent. He felt that other people's evaluation was wrong, and he was clearly a person without talent.
So he ran to Director Liu and told him that he couldn't figure it out, and asked Director Liu to find someone else. Director Liu laughed when he heard this, and said that this person was none other than you. Then he asked him out for dinner, and analyzed the character's heart with him from beginning to end. , and then let him experience it slowly.
Ji Shiyang also came to comfort him, telling him that it's okay, he has done a good job now, Liang Yanyun listened to the ghost and said something, why don't you let me find out?
Before Ji Shiyang could react, he kissed him.
When "The Insider" was released, it was the time when Ji Shiyang successfully got the admission notice.
God didn't seem to care about their family at all. Ji's father was diagnosed with lung cancer. Fortunately, it can be cured and it's not in the advanced stage. But Ji's father said that he wanted Ji Shiyang to go to college well, and the future is still long. He himself I don't want to spend so much money on medical treatment.
At that time, Liang Yanyun was already well-known, and the more he watched, the more he understood. Dropping out of junior high school was an unexplainable "black spot" for him, so he became extremely busy, filming and studying at the same time. I don't know anything about Ji's family yet.
But Ji Shiyang considered staying near his home to go to school, but Ji's father disagreed, so the father and son had a big quarrel, and Ji's father almost ran to jump off the building, threatening Ji Shiyang to dare to joke about his future, and he would die now, scaring him. De Ji Shiyang never dared to talk nonsense again.
In the end, the two took a step back, Ji's father agreed to receive treatment, and Ji Shiyang went to school in other places.
The matter was barely settled.
In order to make money, Ji Shiyang still went out to work part-time on weekends. He kept it a secret. His classmates didn't know that he knew a big star, and Liang Yanyun couldn't go home often, but he still gave money to Ji's father. The money was deposited into the card by Ji's father, and it was hardly touched. On the day of the complete quarrel, it was all returned to him.
Liang Yanyun became more and more popular. At the most exaggerated time, someone heard that he appeared in a certain shopping mall. A few minutes later, the entire shopping mall was surrounded by people. A group of people shouted, making it look like a zombie siege.
This gave him a headache, because he couldn't meet Ji Shiyang anymore, and the call every night was extremely important to him, so he tried not to go out to such remote places for location shooting, fearing that there would be no signal, and then this became Outsiders say that he is playing big cards.
When Ji Shiyang was on the phone, he still joked about it. Later, his roommate asked him who he was talking on the phone with in a strange voice. He froze for a moment and said it was a friend.
Liang Yanyun began to sigh and complain to him: "If I had known earlier, I wouldn't be in this business, otherwise you could introduce me to your friends generously!"
But every time this topic was mentioned, Ji Shiyang would remain silent.
After graduating from university, Ji Shiyang went home, and his friends felt sorry that he didn't develop in a big city. He didn't say anything, and went back to his hometown silently. As a nine-to-five office worker, he earned a salary of more than 3000 a month. , he is content.
However, Liang Yanyun was very dissatisfied, and felt that the distance between them seemed to be getting farther and farther. He used to talk on the phone every night, but now it is rare to talk a few words for a month. He felt uncomfortable, so he proposed to take Ji's father to live in Beicheng. Everyone is close One point, anyway, he has money, can afford it, and it doesn't matter if he can support him for a lifetime.
Ji Shiyang didn't say anything, but he felt very awkward in his heart. The gap between the two of them was too great, they almost had no common language, and he didn't want to always live like a thief.
The rift may have already arisen, but no one tried to make up for it. Things that a person can see will always affect his behavior. In Liang Yanyun's eyes, it is not worth mentioning, but it may be the one that crushes Ji Shiyang. The last straw.
In the past, Liang Yanyun yelled after Ji Shiyang's buttocks, and he would be taught a lesson by the other party every now and then. Now the situation is reversed. Liang Yanyun always asked if he could stop being so petty and take a long-term view.
Every time at this time, Ji Shiyang shut up.
He felt that Liang Yan was drifting away.
Liang Yanyun felt that he had changed.
At that time, Liang Yanyun was also in a period of desperation. After he became popular, his father began to borrow money to gamble in his name outside. million!
His temper that was forcibly suppressed when he was a child resurfaced again, and he had conflicts with others many times. Negative news about him always appeared on the news. In a fit of rage, he beat someone up, and netizens almost scolded him the next day.
He ran to complain to Ji Shiyang, Ji Shiyang persuaded him patiently, and the two of them saw the newspaper the next day, Ji's father was chased and ran around, explaining that he was his godson, and the two had nothing to see each other People's bad things, after returning home, I sighed, saying that I didn't expect to be the godfather of a big star so hard.
Ji Shiyang thought for a while after listening, and then sent a message to Liang Yanyun saying that we should separate.
Unexpectedly, Liang Yanyun was very irritated by this text message, so he went home and confessed to Ji's father.
Ji Shiyang was so angry that his ears were ringing, and he said harsh words at that time, saying that he knew Liang Yanyun would make a mess of the family, and they might as well never have known each other.
Ji's father on the side was speechless.
On the other hand, Liang Yanyun cried while saying that I was fucking blind before!
As a result, he regretted it after he went back, and wrote a long paragraph over and over again, but the message was still not sent, and there will be no chance for him to say this paragraph in the future.
That night, after Liang Yanyun slammed the door and left, Ji Shiyang didn't speak anymore, until he returned to the house, he hid in the corner alone and began to cry. Ji's father drank so much wine all night that he became dizzy , sticking his tongue on the door and telling him, shouldn't dad complain about that sentence to you?
Ji Shiyang said no, it was too early to say.
Just pretend this person doesn't exist.
Ji's father nodded, and sent the bank card to Liang Yanyun's house the next day. On the day he received the card, Liang Yanyun suddenly posted a photo in Moments. It was when Ji's mother was still there, and he followed Ji's family of three Photos taken at the playground.
He wrote on the picture: "I really want to go back to when I was a child, and I was happy to eat popsicles worth [-] cents each. When I suddenly mentioned that I was a junior high school dropout, the eyes you looked at were distressed rather than contempt. At that time, I I secretly swear in my heart that I will definitely earn a lot of money in the future so that everyone can live a good life, I hope I can succeed, and when you go home, you still praise me for doing a great job like before."
A lot of people liked and commented, but the people he was waiting for never responded.
Later, one day, Liang Yanyun accepted a talk show and revisited his old place. He didn't shy away from the negative news about him during that time, and he couldn't help shaking his head while talking.
By chance, the car passed by the street of Ji Shiyang's house, and he froze for a moment when he saw Ji Shiyang pulling a child to buy cotton candy at the street corner.
The host asked him what was wrong, and he smiled and said, "I only know now that after missing something, there is really no way to turn back."
The host asked him if he wanted to go down and have a look.
He hesitated for a moment, shook his head and said forget it.
At the intersection of the street, Ji Shiyang turned his back to the car, and the child he led happily took a big mouthful of marshmallows before remembering to ask, "Teacher, do you want to eat?"
"Need not."
Ji Shiyang smiled, but didn't leave, and stood there all the time, as if he was waiting for something.
However, he waited for a long time and got nothing.
When he turned his head, the car had already left.
For nearly ten years, it always feels like a long time to be in it, but it only takes half an hour to watch it.
Liang Yanyun stared blankly at the picture in front of him, as if he couldn't believe what he had missed.
The vague black shadow beside him gradually solidified.
Someone seemed to pat him on the back, just like before.
But when he turned his head to look, he couldn't see the other person's face clearly.
Liang Yanyun was not only a little anxious: "Master——"
"He only stayed with a certain obsession, because the two of you are wrapped in an unbroken causal thread, so he was pulled to you, but he has stayed in Yangjian for too long, so long that he It could dissipate at any time."
Ji Huaichuan did not know when he had come down.
He stretched out his hand to hook it, and the hazy ghost image immediately became more intense, but he still couldn't see the face clearly.
"Are you sure you really want to see him?"
"Master, I beg you..."
"500."
Ji Huaichuan smiled slightly, very bluntly: "Buy it now."
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