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Because of Jing Jing's appearance, Ji Mo usually doesn't pay much attention to her. After having a common secret this time, he pays more attention to Jing Jing's work, not to mention how to save the paper money that is so densely packed. , just by looking at her clean and tidy way of doing things, one can know that there is a decisive side in her character, but it is often hidden under a cowardly and timid appearance, and it is not easy for people to notice.

What Ji Mo remembers most about her is the way she couldn't stop crying after the first time she passed out. It was the first time she had such a straightforward expression of emotion. After that...

Perhaps, the matter of studying in a dream is definitely not unique to me.

At that time, Qin Jiuyin failed to inquire specifically about An Jing's Yin Yuan, and Ji Mo only heard her crying and calling her mother, so, was it her mother who taught her in a dream?

Regarding this question, Ji Mo has never asked. There seems to be a tacit understanding between him and An Jing, and they don't ask each other about their fate.

It was the first time Qin Jiuyin asked them, and he took them away later, but he didn't ask again, obviously he didn't pay much attention to it.

Ji Mo guessed that Qin Jiuyin's strength was already high enough, so there was no need to mind what happened to the kid they were associated with.

For these few years, Ji Mo spent all his time in hard study, among which the trivial matters, such as stealing paper money and joss sticks, were all done quietly. She and Ji Mo worked together, and Ji Mo was in charge of covering up. She was in charge of stealing things, because Qin Jiuyin was old and entrusted them with more and more things to do, there were many opportunities for this kind of stealing.

In the beginning, An Jing only took two copies, not too much, for the two of them to pay homage to their relatives by themselves. Later, when she found out that Qin Jiuyin didn't check, she became more courageous, took another copy, and quietly sold it to the next door village people.

Ji Mo didn't know that she had done such a bold thing until she found out that An Jing was hiding her private money.

An Jing wanted to give him some money, but he didn't want it. Those who stole some joss stick paper money were just for their own use, but if they sold them for money and then hid them as private houses, that would be wrong.

One is to eat a lot, and the other is to steal and sell after eating. They cannot be confused.

He didn't like An Jing's actions, but he couldn't tell the other party not to do it.

Qin Jiuyin seldom beat or scolded the two of them, but it wasn't very good. An Jing was already in her teens, and she still wore old clothes that didn't fit very well, and she had to borrow the sewing needles from others. Qin Jiuyin refused to buy it for her, let alone new year clothes or hairpin rings.

An Jing once looked at the hairpins on other girls' heads and felt envious. Qin Jiuyin saw it and said: "What an ugly look, you still want to make trouble, you look like that, it's okay if you don't dress up, if you dress up, I'm afraid it will hurt you." People die laughing."

These words sounded too harsh, and the speaker may not have much malice in his heart, but saying it with sarcasm is as hurtful as a sharp knife piercing the heart.

Ji Mo felt embarrassed for Jing Jing when he was listening. Jing Jing just lowered his head at that time, not daring to talk back or cry. Qin Jiuyin didn't like her crying the most. If she heard her cry, her words would have to be a little bit more mean, and more ridicule would be counted. over.

It's too much for a girl, no matter how she looks, to be treated like this.

I thought so in my heart, but at that time, Ji Mo didn't dare to defend An Xin. He only found an excuse to ask questions related to Yin walking, which attracted Qin Jiuyin's attention, leaving him quietly in the yard, standing quietly with his head bowed. , seems to be still sad.

Because Jing Jing wears old clothes and shoes that Qin Jiuyin doesn't want all year round, she is always ridiculed by the children in the village. They dare not approach Qin Jiuyin's yard, and when Jing Jing goes out with Ji Mo to pick up firewood or fruits Laugh around them.

Even the extremely insulting term "broken shoe" appeared frequently, not to mention other dirty words heard from the adults.

After all, Ji Mo is a mature person, so he won't be troubled by it. What others say has nothing to do with his own life, even if he is also the one being ridiculed, wearing old clothes and shoes that Qin Jiuyin didn't want, But he still has a bit of craftsmanship, he can slightly change the style of clothes and shoes, so that it won't be too bad. Besides, men are different from women, so this kind of ridicule is irrelevant, so you can laugh it off.

It was quiet. She didn't cry at that time, but lowered her head even more, as if she wanted to face the ground so that no one could see her.

Dignity is also very important to children.

Looking at the toes curled up in the ripped shoes, the black nails were so conspicuous, Ji Mo was really reluctant to take over, but he still suggested: "Why don't I help you change the shoes. "

Qin Jiuyin handed out things, and they all went directly to everyone. Ji Mo told An Jing that they were brothers and sisters, but they weren't real brothers and sisters, and they didn't help change their personal clothes and shoes for the sake of closeness.

Saying this now, I'm afraid there will be an extra burden, and I'm afraid that An Jing will have a good impression of himself because of this, and make himself feel a love debt for no reason.

Whenever Ji Mo thinks of his love debt, he wishes he could stay farther away from such "childhood sweethearts", but sometimes he is in such a pitiful and quiet situation that it is not good to be too distant.

"No, no matter what about me, they will all laugh because I'm ugly."

Jing Jing saw through the essence of the matter early on. She looks different from others, so don't expect much kindness from others to fall on her.

The master is like this, and the brothers are like this.

Others, needless to say.

At that time, Ji Mo could only laugh awkwardly, mentioning inner beauty to ancient women, so that the other party would be firm and self-confident, independent and self-reliant. I am afraid that he did not intend to harm others. At any time, people who are different from the trend will always bear more pressure. In ancient times, men were superior to women, When a woman doesn't struggle, the net seems to be a bit loose, allowing people to breathe, but once she struggles, the net is tight, like fish scales, it will make people take off a layer of flesh and blood.

Quiet may have a bit of a strong temper, but does she have the courage to fight to the death?Even if there is, is it necessary to take such a path?

It's difficult... Because of these thoughts, Ji Mo will not interfere with An Jing's actions, and likewise, he will not be responsible for her subsequent choices. Everything is her choice and has nothing to do with him. So, what will happen to her in the end? , it has nothing to do with him.

Very irresponsible, but how can he be responsible?When you see a beggar who is pitiful, lead him into the house, give him the house, give him the bed, give him the whole family?

Ji Mo didn't have that kind of temperament, and at that time, he was able to give up some money to buy out his momentary sympathy, which was the only thing he could do.

The same is true for An Jing, he never shows fraternity, it looks more like he is selfish to the extreme, and despicable to the extreme.

Sometimes, Ji Mo also thinks, why can't he give An Jing a little warmth?Even if it's a moving fairy tale, don't worry about someone digging into the origin of the story, just let her feel a little hope from it.

However, if you are still disappointed after hope, is it deep despair?

The warmth of a match in the cold winter can't save the dying little girl. Repeating again and again, the consumption of a box of matches just makes the reality after the dream shattered even more desperate.

Instead of that, let her adapt herself, adapt to reality, and survive.

The help Ji Mo can provide is to cover for her when she needs it, and choose not to report the hidden money after seeing it. He can't provide more practical help, and he can only comfort himself with such hypocrisy.

An Jing didn't have much trust in Ji Mo, a senior brother. Seeing that he insisted on not wanting money, she quietly stared at him for a few days, and found that he had indeed kept it a secret and didn't tell Qin Jiuyin, so she relaxed, and continued to accumulate like this, like Put the full happiness into that small earthen jar.

There is no special change in the mountain village. It may be decades, the small village is still the same, and the thoughts of the villagers are similar.

However, the misfortune still came, Qin Jiuyin was going to die, she said it herself.

"Master—"

Ji Moyu was sad. Ever since his sister told him, he had been paying attention to Qin Jiuyin's condition. At this moment, it seemed that the second boot fell to the ground. Although he was sad, he thought more about how to continue to study next. , I have only accumulated more than half of my professional knowledge points. At this time, there is no master, but it is really...

"Howling, I'm not dead yet." Qin Jiuyin scolded, sitting on the head of the bed, she didn't look weak at all, but her face became more fierce, "Now there is another way, as I said The preparation method, if done well, I will not die."

Hearing this, Ji Mo was full of suspicion, what method is this going to do?Caring with curiosity at the same time.

Quiet on the side was guarding the soup bowl, which contained not medicine, but chicken soup. Since the news of Qin Jiuyin's illness spread, some people brought things over, but none of them came to Qin Jiuyin, and they only gave the things to Qin Jiuyin. An Jing and Ji Mo left, as if they were afraid that Qin Jiuyin would be delayed by his death.

"Can..." OK?

Ji Mo's doubts were never asked, and he changed his words halfway, "Okay, I'll get ready now!"

In front of Qin Jiuyin, it is better to do a lot than to say a lot. Ji Mo understood the principle of talking less and doing more. Talk about everything.

He knew what Qin Jiuyin was talking about, and he had been preparing them a few days ago, some of which were accumulated over the years, and it could be seen that they had been used many times, with traces of vicissitudes given by time.

The method is all done in the yard, the moonlight is good today, Ji Mo took advantage of the cool moonlight, carefully arranged in the yard, the incense candles are placed in French style, and there are copper bells stained with the accumulated loach blood, etc. must be placed in the corresponding position.

When he was done, Qin Jiuyin hadn't come out yet. Ji Mo thought about whether his legs and feet were inconvenient, and was about to enter the door to give him a hand. He happened to meet Jing Jing who came out with an empty bowl, "Senior brother, don't get ready. Just now, Master didn't come up in one breath. Death gone."

"Ah?!" Ji Mo was stunned on the spot. Didn't he just say with confidence that there is a way?Why... An Jing had no expression on her face, as if she was wearing an ugly mask, she couldn't see a trace of emotion, she went to the kitchen to restrain herself after she finished speaking, Ji Mo rushed into the room, and saw Qin Jiuyin dead with her eyes open He looked like he was staring at someone, and he was still fierce.