Why are you in such a hurry

Cheng Lili stared blankly at the waved hand, her fingers were still stained with brown paste, exuding a faint aroma of sesame oil.

"I don't mean anything else, just to ask." Cheng Lili dug out another piece of burn ointment, and patted the sofa with the other hand, "Let me apply the medicine to you, or you will leave a scar."

Gu Jianyin stared at her for a long time before lying down again sullenly.

This time, Cheng Lili didn't speak any more, as if she was worried about offending Gu Jianyin again and delayed taking the medicine.

Gu Jianyin's skin is very beautiful, if scars are left from now on, Cheng Lili will regret it for the rest of her life.

So Cheng Lili felt that she was actually applying medicine for herself now, applying it bit by bit to relieve the pain of tearing her heart.

Gu Jianyin couldn't bear the dull atmosphere a little bit, she squinted at Cheng Lili, and couldn't help being surprised.

"Why are you crying?" Gu Jianyin asked angrily, she was most annoyed by other people doing this to her.

A woman's tears are a weapon used against a man. Maybe a man will feel distressed because of this, but as a woman, Gu Jianyin definitely knows that she will never be moved in the slightest. Besides, she has already told Cheng Lili very clearly that she Just love seeing her smile.

"I don't know why, but I just can't help it. Turn around and don't look at me, just pretend I'm not crying." Cheng Lili didn't have any expression on her face, but tears kept pouring out of her eyes, silently.

It was the first time for Gu Jianyin to see this kind of crying. She wanted to know if crying with her voice suppressed would be very uncomfortable. Emotions, anger, sorrow, and joy are all expressions of catharsis. She cried so hard, but she tried her best to bear it. Will the grievances in my heart multiply?

Gu Jianyin never knew nor wanted to know how to comfort a person. In the face of fate, everyone is small. Whether you are willing or not, you are destined to face success or failure alone. Words of appeasement are nothing but hypocritical pity.

Gu Jianyin looked down on weak people.

"The servant will bring the clothes later, wipe your face, don't make people laugh at you." Gu Jianyin knew that she must have acted very ruthlessly when she said this, but she is in a bad mood now, and her back is burning It hurts, I really can't give anyone a good face.

Cheng Lili replied calmly: "Okay." If you didn't look at her face, you really wouldn't know that she was crying.

Within a few minutes, someone knocked on the door outside. Gu Jianyin glanced at Cheng Lili, and found that she had wiped her face clean, only her eyes were still a little red. If you didn't look carefully, you wouldn't know that she had cried.

It was eye-opening to cry so freely.

Cheng Lili went to open the door, and a middle-aged woman in overalls stood outside the door and greeted her politely, and handed her a set of clean clothes.

Cheng Lili thanked her, and whispered a few more words before closing the door again.

"You are uncomfortable and not suitable for driving. I asked that elder sister to call a taxi for us." Cheng Lili faced Gu Jianyin, just like facing her boss as an assistant in a company, her attitude was gentle but brought a few alienated.

Gu Jianyin frowned, staring at her while getting dressed.

"Do you think you are reasonable? Feel wronged? Show me your face?" Gu Jianyin's face was cold, showing his fierceness.

Cheng Lili shook her head, her expression still calm: "No, I did something wrong, I shouldn't be so impulsive, if that girl gets hurt because of this, I will definitely feel guilty for the rest of my life."

Gu Jianyin looked at her quietly for a while, but couldn't read more emotions from her face, and couldn't help being a little upset.

"Let's forget about this matter, just pretend it never happened, and don't put on such a weird look in front of me." Gu Jianyin waved his hand generously, writing off whoever was wrong, and let the past go.

Cheng Lili didn't react flattered at all, she lowered her eyes so that people couldn't catch the real thoughts in her eyes.

Gu Jianyin didn't realize until now that Cheng Lili's eyelashes were so thick, not too long, but they were slightly upturned, giving them a charming taste.

"Do you write it off every time?" Cheng Lili said suddenly, her tone was not as soft and flattering as before, the corners of her lips were slightly raised, with a hint of sarcasm.

Gu Jianyin was stunned, as if she had never heard Cheng Lili speak to her in such a tone, even before she caught up with her, she was never so presumptuous.

"Do you still want to have a next time? Is it my turn next time?" Gu Jianyin pointed to his heart, furious.She stood up and kicked the wooden tea table in front of her hard, causing the cups on it to rattle.

Cheng Lili was not frightened by her irritable behavior, maintained a calm demeanor, and explained lightly: "I said that I know I was wrong, and I will not be impulsive and reckless in the future. I mean every time you meet her, I have to step back sensibly and pretend nothing happened, right?"

"What do you mean by that? What can I have with her?"

"It's really impossible for you and her to have anything. You are so desperate to play a hero to save the beauty, but she is completely unmoved and avoids you. Even if you say that there is something between you, no one will believe it."

Gu Jianyin's eyes widened, as if he didn't know Cheng Lili in front of him. It turned out that this lover with gentle brows and eyes could say such sharp words.

Lu Yao knows horsepower, she finally saw her meanness today.

"You dare to talk to me like that?" Gu Jianyin approached Cheng Lili domineeringly, narrowing his eyes and staring at her coldly.

"Why can't I speak out what is in my heart? Is it because you are my boss? Or is it because I fell in love with you first? Or is it because I care more about our relationship than you?" Cheng Lili said in the end, with a calm face Finally, a hint of grief appeared.

Gu Jianyin snorted coldly: "After all, you're just going around in circles to blame me for not going home with you."

"Gu Jianyin, you are my lover. I beg my lover not to look at other women. Is there anything wrong?" Cheng Lili asked confidently.

"Can you stop being so naive?" Gu Jianyin growled unbearably, "I'm not going to fuck another woman now, isn't it just to look twice? Does looking twice count as cheating?"

"Not to mention that I will never look at others more when I am with you. Even if you are not by my side, I only have you in my heart. It is better for you to look at other women affectionately in front of me. In your conscience, who is more important, I or her in your heart?" Cheng Lili's nose was sore again, but she suppressed it and tried her best to force back the tears, she didn't want to make herself look like a bitter woman, crying Grabbing land, she can lower her dignity for Gu Jianyin, but it doesn't mean she has no dignity.

Gu Jianyin stopped talking, she was bored and angry.The first love that she couldn't ask for was a scar in her heart that couldn't be healed, and she didn't show it easily in front of others, but Cheng Lili repeatedly violated her bottom line and exposed her old scars, allowing her to see more clearly how she was passionate and wishful thinking.

"Cheng Lili, don't take yourself too seriously and want to control me? As a lover? Ha! Let me tell you, even my father can't control me. I can do whatever I like. If you can't accept it , we break up now!"

Cheng Lili was stunned, then smiled.She finally waited for Gu Jianyin's words.

I originally thought that when I heard this sentence, I would be horrified and sad, but it turned out to be so numb, and there was a little bit of relief after exhaustion.

From the moment she fell in love with Shang Gu Jian Yin, she has been fearful and fearful all day long, worrying about gains and losses, walking on thin ice in front of the person she likes, and taking every step of the way.Not only to serve her comfortably, but also to keep up with her footsteps non-stop, as if the core of her world is just one person, who spends all his energy to keep circling around her.

Really tired.

Today, Cheng Lili finally understands that no matter what she does, no matter how hard she tries, she can't compare to the person in Gu Jianyin's heart.Gu Jianyin can pull anyone in front of him without hesitation to ward off disasters, but he is reluctant to let his first love lose half a hair.

It's hard for Chen Jing to say all the good things for her. What kind of conditioned reflexes and childhood shadows are all wrong. There is only one truth, that is, whether the love is deep enough or not.

Cheng Lili pursed her lips and nodded heavily: "Okay, break up."

After Gu Jianyin said that sentence, she began to regret it. She didn't mean it, it was an angry word, but she couldn't take it back.But she had a little luck in her heart, Cheng Lili liked her so much, how could she let it go, she would cry bitterly and beg her to change her mind, as long as there was a step, she would be able to act as if nothing had been said, and the two could reconcile as before.

It's just that she never dreamed that Cheng Lili would compromise so easily, and she didn't even have the intention of trying to redeem it.

Gu Jianyin became angry from embarrassment, and said bitterly: "Don't regret it."

Cheng Lili looked up at her with a dull expression, her eyes were as dull as stagnant water: "How can I regret the breakup you proposed?"

Seeing her like that, Gu Jianyin's heart suddenly softened.What kind of grief-stricken look was that?The girl in front of him really liked her, devoted her heart and soul to her, and didn't want much. She just hoped that she wouldn't be half-hearted, but she was furious at her and even proposed to break up.

How can she speak it?

Gu Jianyin scratched his hair irritably, pacing back and forth like a trapped animal.

Cheng Lili looked at her quietly for a while, thinking blankly, this person doesn't need me anymore, should I leave now?

The door was knocked again, and Cheng Lili walked to open the door as if sleepwalking. The middle-aged woman who brought the clothes before looked at her in surprise, as if frightened by the expression on her face, but she didn't dare to say anything more. He smiled and said, "The taxi is already waiting outside the door, do you two want to leave now?"

Cheng Lili nodded subconsciously when she heard the word "leave", then turned to Gu Jianyin and said, "Let's go?"

When Gu Jianyin heard her say "we", his mood eased a little, and he felt that there was still room for turning around, so he left the lounge with Cheng Lili, went down the stairs, and walked directly through the banquet hall and out of the gate.

Walking to the taxi, Cheng Lili opened the door for Gu Jianyin: "We're not on the way, you take a taxi, I'll just wait for the bus."

Gu Jianyin didn't expect that she would make such a move, and wanted to draw a line with her so quickly, the anger in his heart surged up again.

"Isn't your luggage still at my house?" Gu Jianyin suppressed his anger and gave each other a last chance to redeem.

It was only then that Cheng Lili remembered how she packed her luggage and rushed to her home with joy in the afternoon.

"It's just a few clothes. I didn't pack much in a hurry. It's a bit late now. I'll find another time to get them some other day."

Gu Jianyin stared at her blankly for a while, then nodded with a sneer: "Okay." Then he got into the carriage and closed the door heavily.

The author has something to say: Well, at the request of Mr. 59, double update~