Why are you in such a hurry

Cheng Lili's expression suddenly became very complicated.

Gu Jianyin looked at her, feeling a little unbelievable: "Normal people will naturally come to the conclusion that they are not jealous. What kind of tangled expression is that on your face?"

"But..." Cheng Lili said, "Your desire to destroy her is so strong. Whether you like it or hate it, you will remember this person for the rest of your life. I'm still jealous."

Gu Jianyin suddenly lifted the quilt and sat up, feeling dizzy for a while because of the violent movements.

"What's wrong with you?" Cheng Lili hurriedly sat up.

"Are your parents asleep? I want to go out and blow some air." Gu Jianyin couldn't stop talking.

"It's too late now, let's blow it tomorrow, be good, lie down." Cheng Lili only pretended that she was drunk, talking nonsense, gently stroking her back, coaxing her to cover the quilt.

"I was a little over the top just now, but now I'm much clearer, and I know what I'm talking about." Gu Jianyin's eyes were indeed clearer than before, but they were still confused.

"This is not a city that never sleeps like City K. The shops have closed long ago, and the law and order are not good. It is easy to be robbed of money and sex if you go out now."

Gu Jianyin: "..."

Cheng Lili glanced at her, thought for a while, and said, "If you really want to have a blast, go to the rooftop."

Opening the bedroom door, the living room was pitch black, Cheng's father and Cheng's mother had already fallen asleep.Cheng Lili and Gu Jianyin tiptoed out the door, followed by the dim corridor lights, and touched the top floor.

The moonlight was fine tonight, and the wind was not as strong as imagined. The two sat on the concrete platform with their feet in the air, overlooking the sleeping town below.

"Do you have something you want to tell me?" Cheng Lili sensed it sensitively, so she agreed to Gu Jianyin's almost unreasonable request.

Gu Jianyin's body was still hot from drinking, and when she saw Cheng Lili put her hands to her mouth to breathe warmly, she put her arms around her shoulders and pulled her into her arms, holding her cold hands by the way.

"At that time, you asked a private detective to investigate me. How much did you know about me?"

Cheng Lili's heart skipped a beat, and she blinked and asked, "You've only come to Qiuhou to settle accounts now? Didn't you say you're not angry?"

"I'm just asking." Gu Jianyin looked down at her meaningfully, "If you know everything, I don't need to waste any more words."

There was no light on the top floor, and the moonlight dispelled the darkness, so he could still dimly see the surrounding scenery, including the face of Gu Jianyin who was close at hand.

Such a pretty face, but unfortunately, she has a bad temper.

However, she unknowingly accepted that bad temper.

"I didn't ask about your past, I just checked which girls you've been dating recently." Cheng Lili decided to tell the truth.

Gu Jianyin couldn't help cursing in a low voice: "You're stupid, I'm just playing around with them, looking for useless things."

Cheng Lili resisted not to refute, thinking silently in her heart, one day I will be the main house, and I will move out those "useless things" and tell you page after page.

"Let me ask you again," Gu Jianyin's face became a little serious, "You said you don't want to play anymore, is it true?"

Cheng Lili's heart tightened suddenly, feeling that the main point of tonight was finally coming.

"It's true." When she answered, Cheng Lili was also a little apprehensive, but more of a complicated joy. She felt that Gu Jianyin would want to talk to her about this matter so seriously, so she should be kind to her anyway. Pay attention to.

Gu Jianyin stared into her eyes and continued to ask, "Then what? Divorce?"

"I'll still be with you, but I won't play." Cheng Lili said quickly.

The words have been said so clearly, after tonight, no one can continue to pretend to be confused.

If you don't play games and play sincerely, Cheng Lili laughs at herself in her heart, she really puts herself into playing it thoroughly.

Gu Jianyin had more or less guessed that Cheng Lili would give such an answer, but guessing was one thing, and hearing it with his own ears was another.

I don't know if the alcohol is still working, but Gu Jianyin felt a rush of heat in his heart, and couldn't help but bowed his head and kissed Cheng Lili, showing his first smile after returning from Emerald Villa.

When Cheng Lili saw her laugh, she also laughed foolishly.

All the unhappiness during the dinner, like the layer of fog that condensed on the glass window, was gently wiped away without leaving a trace.

"Do you know why she hates me so much?" When Gu Jianyin mentioned "her" this time, he was actually calm.

Maybe I have been forcing myself not to think about that person, not to see that person, not to mention that person is just a way to hide my ears and steal the bell. The grudge in my heart will not disappear because of escaping, but will gradually swell and grow because of excessive suppression. Once it breaks out, it will be like tonight. Resentment is intertwined, and the pain is too painful.

Gu Jianyin was actually very fortunate to have Cheng Lili by his side at this moment of suffering.

So, she decided to give Cheng Lili a chance and give herself a chance.

A chance to try to touch happiness.

Cheng Lili leaned in Gu Jianyin's arms and pretended to be thinking hard. Miss Gu has always been clever in offending people. If I were to list the reasons why people hate her, I'm afraid I can't count on ten fingers.

"You are... the overlord attacking her hard?" Cheng Lili felt that this was undoubtedly the most likely possibility.

Gu Jianyin: "..."

Under Gu Jianyin's stern, sharp and angry eyes, Cheng Lili immediately changed her words: "She also liked you at first, but she changed her mind and followed someone else halfway, and later wanted to turn around. You don't forgive her, she hates because of love?"

Gu Jianyin: "..."

Let her guess again, Gu Jianyin is not sure if he will vomit blood.

Gu Jianyin simply said directly: "It's because..." But when the words came to his mouth, he found that he couldn't speak clearly in a few words. Among them, joys and sorrows, love and hatred, could be filmed in a TV series.

Cheng Lili waited for a long time without waiting for the next sentence. She raised her head and looked at her eagerly, with a clear expression on her earnest face: What's the matter?

Gu Jianyin pinched her cheek habitually.

"I think she hated me at first because Yang Yao, her childhood sweetheart, was almost raped (cough cough) by a senior boy."

Cheng Lili was taken aback, and subconsciously asked, "Is this related to you?"

Gu Jianyin stared at the tall buildings and low houses hidden in the darkness, and there were still a few scattered lights in the distance, which gave off warmth in a trance on a beautiful moonlit night in winter.

"I said it has nothing to do with me, do you believe me?"

The moonlight is like water, flowing on Gu Jian Yin Shaoxiu's face, but it can't wash away the thick black mist in her eyes. Deep in the black mist, there is boundless loneliness.

As if seeing the pain in Gu Jianyin's eyes, Cheng Lili's heart ached slightly.

"I believe it." Cheng Lili said without hesitation.Although Gu Jianyin is sometimes domineering and domineering to the point of changing (ahem), he absolutely disdains to deny and lie about what he has done.

Gu Jianyin looked down at Cheng Lili with complicated emotions in his eyes.

"But she doesn't believe it."

Cheng Lili could hear the bitterness and grief in those simple words.She couldn't comfort the bad child who was injured at that time, so she could only hold the hand of the bad child who had grown up and said, "You should have caused others to suffer a lot, so that counts as...repaying the interest?"

Gu Jianyin: "..." Is there anyone who comforts people like you, Nu.

"The prime minister can punt a boat in his belly. His Majesty's level can at least sail a yacht." Cheng Lili arched in Gu Jianyin's arms, put her face on her belly and said with a smirk, "Come on, let me listen to the movement .”

"Get out!" Gu Jianyin was angry and funny, and his melancholy disappeared like this.

Cheng Lili was afraid of the cold, and her hands and face were cold. Gu Jianyin was afraid that she would catch a cold, so he lifted his coat to wrap her up.

"You guys turned your back on Yang Yao because of that?" Cheng Lili always felt that there should be more to come.

Gu Jianyin habitually reached into his jacket pocket to touch the cigarette, but when he found that there was none, he became a little irritable.

"I didn't have much contact with Yang Yao, but for a period of time I often ran into her. For example, during lunch at noon, and some chambers of commerce receptions, she took the initiative to say hello to me. I could see that she was afraid of me, and probably thought that The seniors who molested her back then were ordered by me. So when she came over to greet me with a smile, I was really surprised."

"The more times we meet, the more conversations there will be. We become very familiar with each other. We will watch a movie or have a casual meal together. I don't mind wasting more time on her, because I am very curious about her purpose. "

"About a month later, she told me that she liked me."

As a listener of the story, Cheng Lili already guessed the process when she heard the beginning.Whether it's idol dramas, movies, or novels, there are too many such plots.

"I know she's doing a play, and the play is very bad, but life is so boring, and someone will come to your door to entertain you automatically, how can you live up to her kindness?" When Gu Jianyin said this, a gleam appeared in his eyes. cruel.

Cheng Lili was terrified when she heard that, what Yang Yao did was exactly the same as she did at the beginning, and she naively thought that she could deceive Gu Jianyin's sincerity by relying on her acting skills, and then she would give up and give up on her own behalf.

Looking back now, I realized that I was too naive. What kind of role was Gu Jianyin? How could he be so easy to deceive? Competing with her was undoubtedly playing with fire and killing himself.

"You dated her...?" Cheng Lili lowered her head, not daring to meet Gu Jianyin's eyes.

"She said that she wanted to be with me and would never leave me. Of course I couldn't bear to reject her infatuation."

Although Cheng Lili knew that she should sympathize with that girl, she still couldn't help but feel a little bit bitter, and said sourly: "Yes, Your Majesty always welcomes anyone who comes."

Gu Jianyin looked down at her and hugged her even tighter.

"Baby, she's not as good as you. She lied to me, so I taught her a lesson and let her know that cheating will be punished."

Cheng Lili couldn't help asking: "What punishment?"

Gu Jianyin didn't answer immediately, she closed her eyes sadly, and said after a long time: "I admit, I'm too much, she shouldn't provoke me, when I go crazy, I can't even control myself. I play AI with her Si Aimu's game, touching her body with a small leather whip (cough cough), within three days, she couldn't take it anymore and wanted to run away."

"She said she wanted to be with me forever, but she backtracked so quickly. I'm very angry."

"Didn't she say she couldn't leave me, so I fed her K powder. She was very scared, struggling desperately, and crying hoarsely. I suddenly found that the way she wailed and resisted was the most beautiful."

Gu Jianyin felt that the body in her arms seemed to tremble, she narrowed her eyes and smiled, then lowered her head and whispered in her ear: "I'm such a person, what's the matter, are you afraid?"

Cheng Lili dared not say she was afraid, but shook her head vigorously.

"Do you still like me?" Gu Jianyin asked again.

Although Cheng Lili was still curled up in Gu Jianyin's warm arms, she felt her body getting colder and colder.

She suddenly discovered that it is very risky to fall in love with someone too easily. You don’t even know how many unknown faces she has. When you think you can accept them all, she will show you her uglier faces one side.

Cheng Lili lowered her head and said, "I...I don't know, I have to think about it."

Gu Jianyin seemed to have known this answer for a long time, and smiled calmly: "Because you said you don't want to play anymore, I'm telling you this. You think about it slowly, and then tell me the answer when you think about it."

Cheng Lili's hand was still clasped with hers. At this moment, Cheng Lili's palm was already covered with a layer of cold sweat.

"Gu Jianyin, you obviously don't need to mention the past, and I don't have to know..."

Gu Jianyin was silent for a while, and then sighed: "I'm used to using money, power, and even despicable means to fight for what I want, but...you are an exception, I let you choose."

Cheng Lili felt her heart speed up violently again, but she still didn't say anything. She felt that she should really think about it.