Why are you in such a hurry

On the morning of the first day of the Lunar New Year, Zhong Xuan was woken up by the sound of firecrackers. She opened her eyes and was at a loss for a while. She couldn’t remember how she got back to the dormitory. , and in the dots of light like fireflies, I saw Chen Jing smiling like a flower, and there was a trace of warmth in the interlaced eyebrows and eyes.

Zhong Xuan was not put down by Father Chen's box of beer, but was fascinated by Chen Jing's sudden smile.

It was true that she fell down like that at that time, because the winter clothes were thick, and she didn't feel the pain of falling on the concrete floor. Then the question came, how did she get back to the dormitory?

Zhong Xuan clutched her temples that ached from the hangover, and smiled sweetly.

No, the room was so messy, I hadn't thought about tidying it up before, I didn't expect her to see it last night.

Zhong Xuan subconsciously turned her head to look at the bedside table, where a small white wine glass was placed, reflecting a soft luster in the faint morning light.

Zhong Xuan reached out to pick it up, and held it gently, the cold touch slightly stimulated the palm, but there was warmth in her heart.

I don't know if Chen Jing got up, but Zhong Xuan kicked her slippers and walked to the window sill. There were curtains on the windows of the opposite room, and only the blue screens were blown up by the wind.

Zhong Xuan quickly changed her clothes, and went to Chen Jing's house to pay New Year's greetings with the big red Fuji apples that she specially bought from the town a few days ago.

The small road is covered with red firecracker crumbs, like flowers blooming on the Moshang, extending to the back mountain of the wilderness with dense forests in the depths of the small village.

There are brand-new Huichun stickers on the doors of every household, and festive lanterns are hung on the top. Compared with the cities that have no Chinese New Year flavor at all, this dilapidated village has a more Chinese New Year flavor.

Zhong Xuan knocked on the door of Chen Jing's house for a long time, but there was no movement inside, but the house next door was disturbed. The big girl and the little girl's mother poked her head out and saw that it was Zhong Xuan, and immediately smiled: "Mr. morning?"

"Happy New Year, Happy New Year, is it too early? Yes, they may not have woken up yet..." Zhong Xuan sadly thought that only she wished to see Chen Jing sooner, but Chen Jing might not have the same idea. It's not good to wake people up, and you will be even more annoying.

The big girl and the little girl also poked their heads out at this time, both sisters were wearing bright red padded jackets, with sky-high braids tied on their heads, and they rushed to greet Zhong Xuan with their big watery eyes.

"Happy New Year, Mr. Zhong, all the best, Gong Xi Fa Cai!"

"Mr. Zhong..." The big girl's lines were taken away by the little girl, and she was thinking about other congratulatory words in distress, "Happy New Year, a happy new year, a full moon, a full moon, and a lot of money!"

The big girl and the little girl's mother: "..."

"Good, really good." Zhong Xuan was so happy that she couldn't close her mouth from ear to ear, this girl's mouth is so sweet, she really won my heart.

Big girl and little girl's mother: "Ms. Zhong is looking for Xiao Jing. Their family went to the town to visit relatives early in the morning. It does this every year, and they don't come back until the afternoon."

Only then did Zhong Xuan suddenly realize that he had no choice but to walk back with the apple in his hand.The crisp childish voice of the big girl and the little girl sounded behind her: "Red envelope, our red envelope, red envelope, red envelope."

Zhong Xuan was a little embarrassed, she really didn't prepare any red envelopes, so she took out two red Fuji and stuffed them into the big girl's hands: "Teacher invites you to eat apples."

The big girl and the little girl showed disappointment at the same time, and the mother of the big girl and the little girl laughed quickly: "Ah, thank you Teacher Zhong, this apple is really big and beautiful."

Zhong Xuan smiled awkwardly, and slipped home with her tail between her legs. After walking for a while, she could still hear the big girl's innocent question: "Mom, why can't you ask Teacher Zhong for a red envelope?"

"Ms. Zhong is not married yet, besides, if you give you a red envelope, don't you use it to buy food, wouldn't it be better to just give you food?"

The little girl sighed old-fashionedly: "Hey, why hasn't Teacher Zhong's fate arrived yet? It seems that I need to find a time to take her to the temple to pay homage to the Moon Elder."

Zhong Xuan, who had already walked away: "..."

After doing nothing at home for a long time, finally in the afternoon, Zhong Xuan began to lie on the window sill and look towards the entrance of the village. It was not until her neck was almost stiff that she finally waited for the person she was thinking of to calmly appear in her sight.

This time when visiting relatives, Chen Jing brought back a brown-haired poodle, which was given by Wan Li, her ex-fiancé who opened a hot pot restaurant in the town.Chen Jing's relatives insisted on treating them to dinner, and they happened to go to Wan Li's store. During the conversation, they learned that Wan Li's daughter-in-law was just pregnant with a child, and the family could no longer keep a dog. Chen Jing thought that her parents would be lonely when she returned to the city, so she adopted him. the puppy.

Before keeping pets, Chen Jing didn't particularly like small animals, but now that she has this little poodle, Chen Jing likes it from the bottom of her heart.When Zhong Xuan came to her house, she was not as resistant as before, she ate her meals with peace of mind, and occasionally chatted with her, but most of them were playing with the puppy and not looking at her.

Zhong Xuan really wanted to wash and kill that little poodle, but of course he didn't dare to do it. He had to find wooden boards to build a kennel for it, and looked around for exquisite small plates to hold water for it to drink. Touching it, she was barked and refused. Chen Jing even stared at her reproachfully, blaming her for frightening her puppy.

Zhong Xuan wanted to cry without tears.

The next morning, Chen Jing took her pet dog out for a walk, and within a few steps, the door of the opposite room opened, and Zhong Xuan walked out with a Chinese pastoral dog.

"Morning, you also walk the dog? What a coincidence." Zhong Xuan warmly greeted Chen Jing as soon as she saw her.

Chen Jing glanced at the little local dog walking beside Zhong Xuan, no matter how he looked, he looked familiar.

"Xiao Pang's family has several dogs. Knowing that I like animals, he specially gave me one to play with. By the way, it's called Xiao Huang."

Xiao Huang: "Aww."

Chen Jing glanced at the little dog and said nothing.It's about time.

With two puppies around, Zhong Xuan felt that Chen Jing was less wary and cold towards her.

Zhong Xuan started to find something to say: "Did your puppy get a name?"

"... Bingbing." Ever since she knew that Zhong Xuan had named the little dog Xiaohuang, Chen Jing decided never to say that Chen's father and mother insisted on calling their dog "Little Brown".

Zhong Xuan deliberately walked closer and closer while chatting, but Chen Jing didn't seem to notice it, and all her attention was on Bingbing to prevent it from stealing the rubbish on the roadside.

"My little Huang likes your Bingbing very much. He wants to ask Bingbing to have breakfast together later."

Chen Jing: "..." Can't you think of a better excuse to come to my house?

"By the way, when are you going back to the city?" Zhong Xuan was absolutely unwilling for Chen Jing to go back, but it was absolutely impossible for Chen Jing to be a teacher in this small mountain village like her.

Chen Jing is talented, capable, and ambitious, so she is not a thing in the pool. Zhong Xuan also hopes that she can show her ambitions, make great achievements, and return to her hometown.

Even if he never came back, Zhong Xuan would still be happy if he became famous there, got married and established a career.

It doesn't matter what she does, but Chen Jing must be happy.

Chen Jing had already bought the return ticket. She had already given up on Zhong Xuan for the train on the early morning of the seventh day of the lunar year. She had never thought that she would sit on the sidelines in this village. She was neither moved nor excited, but just puzzled. , Zhong Xuan can always do things that she can't understand. This guy is obviously simple-minded and simple-minded, but he always does unexpected things. During the half a year of separation, Chen Jing has already persuaded herself to let go of this relationship, but once she touched When it comes to her, everything is messed up again.

At this moment, Chen Jing really couldn't bear to leave a little bit, because as long as she thought that after she left, that guy would smoke unrestrainedly like the last time I saw him, and show such a sentimental and lonely expression, my heart would be filled with tears. It will be stuffy and painful, and I can't feel at ease.

This person must have been sent by God to restrain her. Even though she was heartbroken, he still has to worry about her. How cheap he is.

Chen Jing was used to being proud, and she would never let the other party know even if she was being mean. She said calmly: "Go to work on the eighth day, and leave in the morning on the seventh day."

Zhong Xuan said "Oh", the itinerary was within her expectation, she planned to make more small pastries and biscuits in advance so that Chen Jing could take them to the train to eat.

"You smoke too much." Chen Jing said something abruptly, with a flat tone, just stating one thing.

Zhong Xuan couldn't help lowering her head and sniffing her collar. She took a shower before she came out, and her clothes were clean, and there was a smell of tobacco for no reason.

"The voice is different from before, a little hoarse." Chen Jing glanced at her and slowly added.

"It's an occupational disease. It's caused by going to class. There are too few teachers in the school. I passed a few subjects, and after four or five classes a day, I was not used to it at first, and my throat was inflamed." Zhong Xuan said these things with a smile on his face. Smile and look relaxed, as if talking about someone else.

Chen Jing couldn't help but said, "Are you really going to be a teacher here for the rest of your life?"

Zhong Xuan's education is not low. She used to work in clubs and earn at least a few thousand dollars a month. Moreover, she is very good at fisting and kicking, and she has a special way of teaching people. Many club gyms want to poach her. The future is absolutely bright.

Chen Jing didn't want her to just bury herself like this, she made such a big sacrifice and made herself so downcast, she just wanted to move her, but Chen Jing just disliked Zhong Xuan.

She hated her use of such childish methods, she had to make one party feel indebted to the other, then softened, and then reconciled, stop dreaming.

Zhong Xuan didn't know what Chen Jing was thinking in her heart, she just felt that Chen Jing's complexion was suddenly a little bit wrong, and the originally soft brows and eyes were frozen again, it really changed as soon as it was said.

"I never really thought that I would become a teacher in a small mountain village before. Even in the few days when I first came here, I just wanted to do it for a few months first, and then go to the town to find other jobs after getting familiar with the environment. " Zhong Xuan didn't know what to think of, and a warm smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, "But I'm really happy to be with those children. The school conditions here are too poor, and the living environment is too harsh. Maybe it's because of this, the children The children are very sensible and obedient. In those days when my throat was so sore that I couldn’t speak, they soaked tangerines and gave me watermelon. They were such a group of well-behaved children, but they couldn’t get a good education because of poverty. , I feel really sad."

"Actually, I still have an idea, which is to recruit more educated and caring people to come here to support education. I have built a group. At present, there are many people who have this idea, but I have not been able to take that step. If we can introduce Something... Anyway, it can change the face of the village... Well, something, if teachers get better treatment, more people should be willing to come here, alas, I don't know much about it, that's about it .”

At the end of Zhong Xuan's speech, she felt that she was talking in a mess and didn't know what to say. She looked at Chen Jing a little embarrassedly, but found that the other party's expression was a little weird, and those black eyes flashed with unknown emotions, and she was straight. Staring at herself, Zhong Xuan's heart beat like a drum, and her mind was distracted.

"It's good that you have such an idea." After a long time, Chen Jing opened her mouth to say this, and then remained silent for a long time.

Although it was just a few confused words, Chen Jing understood Zhong Xuan's meaning, and she was shocked by Zhong Xuan's thoughts.Chen Jing has always been a child spoiled by her parents. Most of the time, she only calculates carefully for herself, weighs what is good for her and what is not good for her, and has a plan and purpose in everything she does. She calculates gains and losses, evaluates costs, and plans profits. .Although it is not mercenary to be mercenary all over the body, subconsciously always think of oneself first, and then consider others.

Take Zhong Xuan's stay as a teacher as an example. She used her own thinking mode to guess Zhong Xuan's behavior. What she did was once again beyond her expectations and made her heart surge.

It turned out that after being together for so long before, I didn't take a serious look at Zhong Xuan's character and behavior. I blamed the other party for not understanding me and myself, but why did I understand her and understand her?

Zhong Xuan's heart is wider than she thought, and her thoughts are more simple and straightforward. With such a person, forcing her to guess her complicated thoughts is really a bit embarrassing for her.

No wonder Zhong Xuan said, you never said you love me...I'm so stupid, how could I know...

It turned out that she really didn't know.

Chen Jing remembered that she had such a conversation with Cheng Lili.

"Although Gu Jianyin and I are very good friends, I really can't think of a reason why you fell in love with her."

"Does being beautiful and rich count?"

"..."

"Haha, no. In fact, the biggest reason should be that I am very happy with her. You know, if I didn't know her, I might be like that in my life. I have been standing still and passing by, but after falling in love with her, I I have grown up a lot, and because of my growth, I like myself more. I fell in love with her first, and then myself, so I want to be with her forever."

Chen Jing couldn't understand Cheng Lili's words before, but now, she began to understand.

Zhong Xuan found that Chen Jing was silent all the way, and couldn't help feeling uneasy. Thinking back to what she said just now, it must be very childish and ridiculous. Could it be that Chen Jing despises herself?Thinking of this, Zhong Xuan wanted to dig a hole and bury herself immediately.

"From the back mountain, there is a small waterfall, and the surrounding scenery is really beautiful." Chen Jing said suddenly, "I often went there to play when I was young, and I thought it was like a fairyland on earth."

Zhong Xuan turned her head to look at Chen Jing slightly in surprise. Is this the rhythm of inviting her to visit the mountains and rivers?

"Our company owns the film and television industry. I heard that this year we plan to make a movie with the theme of rural love. I will talk to the person in charge of the studio when I go back this time."

Chen Jing found that Zhong Xuan still couldn't understand what she was talking about, so she couldn't help covering her mouth and laughing: "Didn't you say that you want to introduce something to change the backwardness of this place? I think I can come up with a plan."

Zhong Xuan didn't expect Chen Jing to listen to her with ulterior motives, and for a moment she was so happy that she got carried away, a little at a loss, looked at Chen Jing blankly and said, "You are so smart, you must have a good plan."

"My Bingbing is hungry and I want to go back." Seeing her dumbfounded look, Chen Jing thought it was funny, so she really laughed too.

"Ah, then Xiao Huang should go back too, it has an appointment with Bingbing." Zhong Xuan hurriedly turned around.

The two puppies were fighting and fighting all the way, and the ropes were actually entangled together, like twisting twists.

Chen Jing was worried that the two dogs would be strangled to death by unscrewing in this way, so she and Zhong Xuan hurriedly untied the rope.

Zhong Xuan: "Don't move both of them, stand still! Sit down! Get down!"

Xiao Huang jumped up and down extremely uncooperatively: "Wow!"

Bingbing chased Xiao Huang in circles: "Oh oh oh!"

Chen Jing: "..."

In the confusion, whoever's hand inadvertently grabbed another's hand, the person who was caught was stunned for a moment, but did not break free.

So the one you grabbed first, never let go.