Why are you in such a hurry

Zhong Xuan really drank too much, the whole person was in a daze, unconscious, leaning on Chen Jing like mud, walking crookedly, until he was blown by the cold wind when he went out, he finally recovered a little. wide awake.

"Don't go back to the dormitory." Zhong Xuan put her arms around Chen Jing's arm and whispered in her ear.

The hot breath blew by her ears, and Chen Jing almost couldn't hold back and pushed him away.

"If you don't go back to the dormitory, you can sleep on the side of the road tonight." Chen Jing mistakenly thought that Zhong Xuan wanted to get drunk and stay overnight at her house, so her tone was a little cold.

Zhong Xuan looked at her drunkenly and shook her head: "No, what I mean is that I want to take you to a place first."

"Where?"

"Our school playground."

What kind of playground is that? It’s just a small open space behind the school. It’s usually used by villagers to dry sweet potatoes and longan. There are no sports facilities, and it’s not wide enough for badminton.

Zhong Xuan couldn't get a response from Chen Jing, so she said in a begging tone: "Stay with me, just tonight, just for a while."

Chen Jing was silent for a moment, and finally nodded.

It was still early, every family was still eating, and even the most playful children felt that it was not time to come out to set off firecrackers and fireworks.

With the cold wind all the way, Chen Jing couldn't help but think back to last year's Christmas, which was also so cold. Zhong Xuan dragged her on the motorcycle for a ride, and then gave her a romantic surprise in the dark and deserted club.

Last time it was the guitar playing "Red Bean", what is it this time?Piano waltz?The doll and the bear dance, dance dance dance one two one?

That's not a surprise, it's a fright.

It was only 10 minutes from the playground of Chen Jing's home school. Zhong Xuan walked as slowly as she could. She couldn't see Chen Jing, hear her voice, or feel her for half a year. Breath, she thought she was going crazy.

Now that the person she has been thinking about day and night is right in front of her eyes, she tightened her arms and held her tighter with the help of alcohol, but she heard her warning in displeasure: "Hey!" So Zhong Xuan smiled, knowing that she was not In her dream, Chen Jing was held in her arms. Although the other party's original intention was to help her, she was still willing to send herself back.

"Xiao Jing, you are so cruel..." Zhong Xuan said such a sentence without thinking, and Chen Jing couldn't help being stunned. Before she could react, Zhong Xuan murmured vaguely, "After you leave Don't give me any information... even dreams... don't come to my dreams..." After finishing speaking, he hugged him harder, like a child holding his favorite toy tightly, afraid that someone would snatch it away if he let go.

Chen Jing was almost out of breath by this rough guy. Could it be that you came to my dream to disturb my sleep just because I didn't want to enter your dream?

Chen Jing pushed her away with all her strength, but the drunk man couldn't stand upright, and fell to the ground with a thud, which shocked Chen Jing.

"You...you pushed me..." Zhong Xuan raised her head with aggrieved face, her sad eyes slightly filled with accusation, the whole little animal abandoned by its owner was pitiful and helpless.

Chen Jing's heart softened for no reason, she walked over to help her up, and warned while helping her: "Don't strangle me so hard again."

When Zhong Xuan saw Chen Jing approaching, she opened her arms happily, completely ignoring the other party's words, and before Chen Jing pulled her up, she hugged him tightly again.

"Xiao Jing, I finally caught you again..."

Chen Jing's whole face fell into her arms, her breathing was blocked, she was really angry and funny, you drunk, are you really drunk or pretending to be drunk?

Chen Jing struggled a few times in Zhong Xuan's arms, but she didn't break free, so she had to say helplessly: "Aren't you going to take me to the school playground, how can you walk like this?"

Zhong Xuan was drunk, but still kept a bit of sobriety, she really wanted to say no to going, not going anywhere, just like this, the two of them hugged each other until they grew old, never to be separated.But she didn't dare to say it. She had said these words before, but she was the one who let go first.Promises that cannot be fulfilled, things that cannot be done are just beautiful lies, it is better not to tell them.

"Xiaojing...let me hug you a little longer, please."

However, even if I don't say it, the idea of ​​wanting to stay with you forever is absolutely true, profound and pious, and it is only this long-cherished wish for life and life.

Chen Jing couldn't see Zhong Xuan's face, but she could feel the heartfelt longing and sorrow of the other party for no reason, so she couldn't bear to push him away.

The two of them didn't know how long they stood hugging each other, until the sound of firecrackers came intermittently from all around, and the children ran out in groups to set off fireworks and firecrackers.

Zhong Xuan reluctantly let go, why can't time stop?No matter how long you hug Chen Jing, it's never enough.

Chen Jing was impatient for a long time, and it would be dawn if she kept on talking like this.

Zhong Xuan probably sensed Chen Jing's impatience, and finally stopped making mistakes, and honestly took Chen Jing to the school playground.There she prepared dozens of Kongming lanterns, hidden behind a broken wall.

"You made this?" Chen Jing picked up a Kongming lantern in surprise and watched it carefully.

"I bought it." Zhong Xuan also wanted to do it himself, but he didn't have the skills.

"It turns out that you went out at noon that day to buy these things." Chen Jing naturally recalled the day when she saw Zhong Xuan change clothes and go out while drying clothes on the top floor.

Zhong Xuan was a little flattered and asked: "How do you know that I went out at noon one day? You noticed that I live across from your house, right?"

Chen Jing narrowed her eyes.

Isn't this guy drunk? Why is his mind still so clear?

Zhong Xuan didn't ask any more questions if she didn't get an answer, that was enough, Chen Jing didn't turn a blind eye to her, just like this, Zhong Xuan was overjoyed.

Zhong Xuan took out the lighter from his trouser pocket, squatted down and lit the lamp.

The same wish is written on each sky lantern, wishing Chen Jing health and happiness, just seven words, neat and beautiful, and every stroke is full of affection.

"Why didn't you write your own?" Chen Jing flipped through the Kongming lanterns and asked casually.

Zhong Xuan looked up, eyes full of tenderness: "I will be happy when you are happy."

Chen Jing was slightly dazed, and saw a sky lantern rising slowly along the wind, and before she could recover, another one floated up.Zhong Xuan's movements were very quick and neat, not as quick as a drunk person should be. He lit one and put one on. The red paper lanterns were like camellias in full bloom, competing to be released one after another in the tender and tender night.

Chen Jing was truly shocked by this magnificent scene when the mid-air was filled with brilliant lights.

The bright fire light illuminated Zhong Xuan's smiling face. On that face, the tenderness was like water, trickling and endless. Chen Jing, who never believed in eternity, witnessed his unwavering determination at that moment.

The children who were attracted by the sky full of lights gathered around Zhong Xuan, cheering and screaming.

Chen Jing has received countless gifts, such as roses, necklaces, chocolates, and a pair of high-heeled shoes costing thousands of dollars.Invited to dance by handsome gentlemen on the beautiful dance floor, everyone is looking forward to it.Listen to Paganini's "Carnival of Venice" on the luxury cruise ship of the rich man, and watch the dolphins jump freely on the sea.And so on, all the colors faded at the end of time, and they were no longer bright. Only the song "Red Bean" sung softly accompanied by guitar music, and the scene of the night, the moon, the stars, and the sky lights hanging high, have always been clear, becoming Many years later, Chen Jing, who is getting old, has the deepest and best memories in her memory.

No matter how luxurious the material is, it can't match the shock that touches the soul.

Chen Jing stood in a sea of ​​glittering golden lights, her brows and eyes slowly opened, and a faint smile appeared on the corner of her mouth.

Zhong Xuan stared at that person who was equally outstanding no matter where she was, the night wind cut her soft forehead hair, raised the corner of her white windbreaker, and conveyed the faint fragrance of roses.

Zhong Xuan was even jealous of Night Breeze, and once Chen Jing was involved, she would become unreasonable.

"Thank you." Chen Jing looked at Zhong Xuan with a soft tone and eyes.

Zhong Xuan once again felt that she was dreaming, the scene in front of her was too beautiful to be real, as if she stretched out her hand, she would scratch the picture and shatter it into millions of jigsaw pieces, which flew up and knocked her Buried alive.

Zhong Xuan was frightened by her own thoughts, she really felt dizzy for a while, she subconsciously stretched out her hand, trying to grab something to stabilize herself, but she couldn't catch anything.She fell to the ground, felt no pain, heard Chen Jing's exclamation in a daze, she struggled to open her eyes, wanted to tell Chen Jing not to worry, she was just too tired and wanted to sleep for a while, but the darkness seized her Insane, she fell asleep.

Chen Jing was still moved one moment, but panicked the next moment. She pushed Zhong Xuan, who seemed unconscious, at a loss. With the help of a group of children, she finally figured out that the other party was just It was only because he was too tired and too drunk that he fell asleep safely, and finally he was relieved and heaved a sigh of relief.

After finally getting him back to the dormitory, Chen Jing was so tired that he planned to sit and rest for a while before leaving, but the uneasy guy slowly opened his eyes at this moment.

"Xiao Jing..." Zhong Xuan was actually not sober, her eyes were loose and out of focus, and even her voice was slurred.

Chen Jing glanced at her, knowing that she was talking in her sleep, so she ignored her.

"Xiao Jing..." Zhong Xuan's face was still flushed red, her lips were a little dry, and her breath was rough.

Chen Jing sighed, went to the bathroom and wrung out a hot towel, spread it out in her hands, and gently wiped Zhong Xuan's face.

Zhong Xuan lay motionless, her eyes slightly opened, with the same bewildered expression, and she opened and closed her mouth repeatedly repeating Chen Jing's name.

The towel became cold, Chen Jing turned and went to the bathroom, but suddenly heard Zhong Xuan ask in a low voice: "Are you going to marry him?"

Chen Jing was taken aback, then turned her head, only to realize that Zhong Xuan was still talking nonsense, not really sober.

"If he treats you badly, I'll beat him up." Zhong Xuan looked at the ceiling and murmured expressionlessly.

"You like life in the city, then I'll stay here to help you take care of your uncles and aunts..."

"After you have a baby, I can be his teacher, and I will teach him well..."

"You never said you loved me...I'm so stupid, how could I know..."

"Don't send me invitations when I get married... I can't bear it."

Chen Jing listened blankly, these words must have been bored in Zhong Xuan's heart for a long time, so she spoke so smoothly and in such a flat tone.

However, the listener's eyes were slightly red.

"You..." Chen Jing seemed to be sighing, and also seemed to be complaining, "You are really stupid. Xiao Wei is just my colleague, pretending to be my boyfriend. Otherwise, how dare I go home... I didn't expect Parents despise others instead..."

When Chen Jing left, Zhong Xuan had already fallen asleep again. Chen Jing turned off the light and whispered something in the dark: "Zhong Xuan, Happy New Year."

Zhong Xuan turned over in the dark, not knowing what he dreamed of, the corners of his mouth curled up.

Countless fireworks rose outside the window, and the sound of firecrackers came and went. People who were watching the Spring Festival Gala stood up and counted down with the host: ten, nine, eight, seven...

Cheng Lili yelled at Chen Jing on the other side of the phone: "Xiao Jing, happy new year, all wishes come true!" Gu Jianyin's voice also joined in, but was immediately covered by a series of crackling firecrackers, making it hard to hear : "...Jing,...Xin...Le!"

Cheng Shuangshuang was woken up by the earth-shattering noise, crying so hard that Cheng Lili hugged her and shook her.

Dr. Lin received a text message from Gu Jianyin: Happy Chinese New Year and a lot of money.So I replied with one: Let's have fun and roll together.

Chen's father and Chen's mother closed the windows and discussed seriously in a festive, joyful and peaceful atmosphere: My daughter has been away for so long and hasn't come back, so it must be done, right?

Thousands of miles away, in a small inn in Lijiang, Yunnan, Xiaobin threw himself on Yu Ye, who had just come out of the bathroom, and cheered loudly: "wyear!", Yu Ye bowed his head and kissed the corner of her lips, showing a touch of tenderness Laugh: "wyear!"

The mobile phone placed next to the pillow vibrated and received a multimedia message, it was Yu Lei's sweet selfie with Cheng Xiaoqiang: brother and sister-in-law, happy wedding, happy honeymoon, happy new year!

The fireworks soaring into the sky smashed through the dark mist of midnight, interweaving a piece of brilliance in the sky.

Those good or bad times will eventually pass away, but the years spent with you will never be old.