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After talking that night, Zhou Yang borrowed [-] yuan from Wang Jiamu to make up for Zhou Xunle's hospitalization expenses, and there was still a lot left, so he put it away first.

Wu Shufang was dumbfounded, she didn't know where a 16-year-old got so much money.After thinking about it for a while, she looked very bad, and dragged Zhou Yang and cursed, "Who gave you the money! Don't tell me that you earned it yourself, I don't know how much you have?"

Zhou Yang frowned, but didn't yell at her, he didn't want to care what Wu Shufang thought.Just leave a sentence, "Xiao Le has enough money for medical treatment. In addition, I will not go to the restaurant again. I will talk to Uncle Zhang in two days."

Wu Shufang immediately became angry when she said this, "What do you mean? Where can you go if you don't go to that place?! You can't read, and you are not old enough! You still have [-] yuan in the restaurant for a month, and you have to leave a penny. Nothing! Why, do you want to stay at home and eat rice?"

"Don't worry, I don't dare to eat yours if I eat other people's." It would be a waste of saliva to argue with the other party, Zhou Yang patted his butt and wanted to leave.

"Hey, you mean that there are still people who feed you for free and give you money? Do you think my temple is small? Why, do you think Xiao Le and I are burdens?" Wu Shufang snorted angrily, "Actually, to put it bluntly , you have the same virtue as your mother, no matter what you pretend, you have to rely on others to support you in the end."

Usually this person can be mean, but Zhou Yang is very upset. When she mentioned her mother, she became furious, turned around and kicked the trash can flying next to her, "It's not your turn to point fingers at her, and I'm not in vain. I can earn the 2 yuan by eating other people’s things for free! And I can earn more! From today on, don’t worry about me, you can go to restaurants if you like, Xiaole, you can’t be bothered to take care of me.”

Ignoring Wu Shufang yelling and cursing behind, Zhou Yang left without looking back.Anyway, what should be said has been said, and what should be done has been done. I don’t owe Wu Shufang anything. When I was young, I was supported by my parents. You won't get a penny back.But it won't be like this in the future—rather than living so aggrieved, it's better to make up your own mind and live a better life.

When Shiwan learned that Zhou Yang finally stopped going to that shitty restaurant, she was pleased and kept patting him on the shoulder to show her approval.

"Wang Jiamu told me that you want to come to the bar?" Holding Zhou Yang in her arms, Shiwan sighed, "I said before that I was doing it for your own good, and you refused to listen. Look, don't you just come obediently now? gone?"

"Stop sprinkling salt on the wound, okay?"

"I'm so happy. I'm happy to have a companion in the future."

Zhou Yang didn't say a word, Shi looked him up and down for a long time at night, and said, "I'm going to the bar now, I have to give you some advice on how to find a job, we know each other so well, I can't just run there just because you don't know anything ah."

Any other employment advice?The first time Zhou Yang heard about it, he looked at Shi Wan and motioned for her to continue.

"First of all, hurry up and cut your hair. It's half-length and not short. It looks uncomfortable. And this clothes, don't wear it like a student, can you? When you come to the stage to sing, maybe someone will call you home to write What about homework?"

"Just torment yourself, don't torment me." Thinking of Shi Wan's outfit every time, Zhou Yang shuddered twice.Don't draw that crazy look unless you kill him.

"Look, you don't listen to me."

"I'm not going anyway."

"Did you say I hurt you every time?"

"...don't go."

However, Zhou Yang, who resisted ineffectively, was arrested by Shiwan and had his hair cut off.

He looked at the man in front of the mirror in the barbershop, who had the exact same face as himself.Under the refreshing short hair, there is no obvious emotion, and it looks very silent, which is very inconsistent with the boyish appearance.

So Zhou Yang frowned, and the person in the mirror also frowned.Then he smiled, and the person in the mirror began to laugh too.He can make any expression, but every expression is so reluctant.Just like Facebook, under the heavy ink and color, it is actually just a dull and tired old man.

After slapping Zhou Yang who didn't know why he suddenly started to be in a daze, Shiwan walked up to him, "You can't do that, don't be intoxicated for so long even if you are handsome, it's not the first day you see this face."

Just now, the rare and graceful mood of hurting the spring and the autumn was completely ruined by Shiwan, the incomprehensible guy.

Zhou Yang rolled his eyes and didn't want to talk to him at all.He looked up and saw that it was about the same time, so he was about to deliver food to Zhou Xunle.

After the doctor said that Zhou Xunle had mumps, indeed, within two days, the side of his face began to swell terribly.After another few days of injections, the symptoms gradually eased.This time, it took almost a month before and after the illness. The fever had subsided a long time ago, but I kept taking medicines, including various unpalatable Chinese medicines.Zhou Yang really puts a lot of thought into taking medicine every time.

And he and Wu Shufang didn't say a word again, and Wu Shufang didn't even want to look at him.Fortunately, I spend less time at home, and that person spends more time going out to play mahjong.After Zhou Xunle basically recovered, Zhou Yang began to prepare to go to the "Terminus" bar to sing.But before that, he still greeted Zhang Laobald.

Zhang Laotu was really shocked when he heard Zhou Yang's resignation, because it was Wu Shufang's idea at the beginning, but now this kid suddenly said that he would not do it, is he going to rebel or what?

Zhou Yang knew what the other party was thinking, but he didn't tell the truth, he only mentioned that Zhou Xunle was weak and needed more days to take care of him.You need time to take care of yourself.As a result, I can't often attend to the restaurant, and I have talked to Wu Shufang about this.

Now that his stepmother had acquiesced, Zhang Laobald couldn't say anything more.

It was early August when Zhou Xunle's health was really good and he went to class. The weather was hotter, and his cry was not as good as before, as if he had been sunburned.

At this time, Zhou Yang had been singing in the bar for a few days.Wang Jiamu mainly wanted to make people familiar with the environment first, so he didn't arrange too long a time.Overall it's pretty easy.

On this day, he was free. After buying a bunch of flowers, he went to a place he hadn't been to for a long time.

It was a quiet cemetery, usually there was no one there, only the chirping yellow birds and the occasional small wild animals escaping.

Surrounded by towering pine trees, the weeds are as green as a layer of transparent luster in the sun.

At the intersection where the eighth pine tree is planted, walk about ten steps to the right, and there is a white tombstone.In fact, this place is full of tombstones, because this is Qingshan Cemetery, the largest cemetery in Qingshan Town, and the place where Zhou Yang's mother is buried.

The summer wind stirred the smell of the soil, and fine weeds flew past his ankles.

Zhou Yang stood in front of that tombstone and looked at it quietly for a long time. The woman in the photo was still so beautiful, always looking at him tenderly.

Once, when his mother passed away, Zhou Yang was confused for a long time, when he was six years old.Dad said, "Your mother is dead, and there will only be the two of us in the future."

At one point, he asked, what does it mean to be dead?

The man told him: just never come back again.

It wasn't until the last moment in the alley in his previous life that Zhou Yang really knew that everything was completely over when he died.No matter what expectations and wishes I had, they were all stifled.You can't see the light, you can't feel the darkness, you can't hear any sound, you are cut off from the world.Bury loess deeply and then become loess.

But miraculously, he survived.Instead of rotting into mud, it has flesh and blood again.

So far, Zhou Yang still doesn't understand why.

"You won't believe me, even I often feel like I'm dreaming...Your son, I'm really not an ordinary person, but I'm a bit bad at reading... Cough." Zhou Yang bent down and wiped the area around the tombstone, " Don't nag me, it's not that I don't know what to read. I go to the bar to sing and make a lot of money, and I'm not tired..."

"Of course, I'm doing well, don't worry. It's Zhou Xunle who gets sick every day. Help me bless him, otherwise your son will be exhausted to death by that little bastard..."

He babbled a lot, as if someone was really listening, but suddenly stopped talking, and after a while, he retracted the hand that was standing next to the photo.

After a long time, Zhou Yang stood up in silence, and put the white lily on the ground, "Actually... today I came to see you, and it's not your birthday, nor is it the day of your death. The Ghost Festival is still early. But..." Pause After a while, he said, "I just want to see you. I want to know how you are doing."

"I'm fine." Zhou Yang repeated what he said before, "I will live better in the future."

Smiling, he turned and left the place.Only the back is dragged long and narrow by the setting sun.

The entrance of the bar at night is like a giant beast, opening its mouth to devour all kinds of people.

Since arriving at the "end point", Zhou Yang has adapted very well, arriving a little earlier than Shi Shi every day, and then go home together.

But today, Shiwan expressed helplessly that he had an exam tomorrow, so he had to leave early.He belongs to the kind of person who makes money while studying, and he will never screw up his grades because of the bar.Wang Jiamu also appreciates this most.

The only thing Shi Wan worries about is that Zhou Yang has only come here not long ago, can he handle it by himself?

After letting the other party rest assured, Zhou Yang watched the old man out of the door.Just kidding, the songs I sang for several years in my previous life were not for nothing.

It was approaching eleven o'clock, and the atmosphere in the bar was high.Popular dance music, intense electronic rhythm makes everyone excited.

Here, Zhou Yang can't sing whatever he wants, Wang Jiamu will specify the style of his songs according to the situation, and sometimes there will be songs that must be sung.

Zhou Yang understands the rules of this industry, and he is very dedicated on the stage where the lights are changing.

Saliva songs are always popular. Most people follow trends and prefer English, so Chinese and English songs come in rotation.

After a few days, Zhou Yang had the biggest realization—Golden Throat Lozenges, you are worth having.

As time went by, the number of people tonight gradually decreased.The crowded dance floor was empty, and the luxury and gold were hidden in the darkness.

After the excitement was enough, there was a sudden silence, only to feel that fatigue was clamoring crazily.

But the last one—

What should I sing?No one is ordering songs anymore, and the bar is quite harmonious.He was not sure, so he asked Wang Jiamu.

Wang Jiamu didn't care, and let Zhou Yang do whatever he wanted.

There were occasional moments when he was allowed to sing his favorite songs in the corner where the crowd had receded.Facing the empty dance floor, silent tables and chairs.Zhou Yang was extremely relaxed, and he enjoyed such a rare time very much.

Turning around and making a gesture, the music sounded slowly, spreading to every tiny gap.

This song is his mother's favorite song, and it is also the song Zhou Yang was most familiar with when he was a child.That was the first song he could sing, and it carried his best memory.

That gentle woman always loves to hug him, humming softly——

Green grass, white mist

There is a beautiful woman on the side of the water

Green grass is luxuriant, white mist is blurred

There is a beautiful woman who lives by water

I'd like to swim against the current and snuggle by her side

But there is a dangerous shoal ahead, and the road is far and long

I would like to go down the river to find her direction

But it seems vaguely that she is in the middle of the water

I'd like to swim against the current and talk to her softly

But there is a dangerous shoal ahead, and the road is full of twists and turns

I'd like to go down the river and find her trail

Seeing as if vaguely, she stood in the water

Now Zhou Yang seems to have overlapped with the long past, feeling her love and affection.

Under the light, he kept his eyes down all the time, against all the neon lights, as if embracing the entire night.

He also didn't know how tender and loving he looked with such concentration.

In the coda of Yu Yin, Zhou Yang silently thanked her for everything she gave.

Raising his head, it happened to be exactly the same hour, the bell rang for a long time, and all the timing lights went out with a "snap".

He saw the man directly in front of him.

It was a man hidden in a large shadow, with a casual and elegant posture.Leaning against the back of the chair, with long legs crossed, a burning cigarette is held between the index finger and middle finger. The sporadic flames are hard to ignore, and the white smoke ring slowly rises.

Zhou Yang froze for a moment, he didn't know when the other party came here and how long he had been here.He just thinks that the song he sang just now is not very interesting to most people, and he is worried that people will scold him for being boring.Fortunately, the man didn't say anything.

Put the microphone in place and get off the stage.Zhou Yang wanted to pass by that man.

Naturally, he glanced at the other party.And that person almost at the same time, his eyes slightly turned to look at Zhou Yang.

When the eyes of the two met, Zhou Yang was startled.I don't know if it's because of the light, but the man has a pair of impressive eyes, with scrutiny and calm expression.Zhou Yang felt oppressed for no reason, and his breathing stopped for two seconds.

It was a strange and indescribable aura, very calm and strong and very... scary.

Zhou Yang didn't dare to stay, he didn't even understand what was going on with him, he was just glanced at by someone, and he was so nervous?

His footsteps were a little messy, and he quickly walked away from the man.

It wasn't until the dressing room that Zhou Yang felt that the air was smooth again, and he was a little clearer.But recalling the way the man looked at him before, he was still a little stiff and panicked.