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Zhou Yang didn't know how he got home, he packed his things numbly, the bed and the living room were messed up, and he didn't have time to pay attention when the door was wide open.

There was only dim moonlight in the room, and he couldn't hear it now, as if he was in a closed world, and his perception ability had dropped a lot, even if someone was approaching him behind him, he couldn't detect it.

It wasn't until a hand was placed on his shoulder and pressed that Zhou Yang came back to his senses. He turned his head slightly to see that Chen Shijie was standing behind with a surprised face.

"My God! Where are you going, my lord!" Chen Shijie danced excitedly, "I can't get through the phone, I don't go home, I don't go to the bar, and I even went to the place where you worked during the day to find you, but they said that you suddenly disappeared. .”

Zhou Yang's eyes fell from his face to his lips, opening and closing, but he couldn't hear what he was saying.When his eyes fell back on Chen Shijie's face, Zhou Yang didn't say a word.

After talking for a long time, no one responded, Chen Shijie was also a little surprised, "...What's wrong? Why haven't you spoken?"

"Your Majesty...?" Chen Shijie leaned closer to him, looked him up and down with his eyes wide open, and later realized that the other party was actually wearing a hospital gown, so he immediately called out, "Why are you dressed like this? What's wrong with your forehead?" I have it! I still have hands!" He grabbed Zhou Yang's hand, but he didn't dare to use force. After looking at it for a long time, he worried, "Where's the body?"

"...Why don't you talk?" Chen Shijie was anxious, "Aren't you waiting for your girlfriend? What's going on? I've been dying of anxiety these days. I'm afraid that something will happen to you, and Chacha is also worried. kill."

"Hey, hey! Can you hear me?" Chen Shijie slowed down his lips and elongated his voice, "Can you hear me!" He tilted his head and waved his hands in front of Zhou Yang again. Shaking, but wanting to continue speaking.

Zhou Yang said, "I can't hear it anymore."

Chen Shijie choked for a moment, and his swinging hand froze in the air. He looked at the man suspiciously.

"I'm deaf, I can't hear you." He replied very calmly, so calm that it didn't seem like a normal person's reaction, but the movements of his hands betrayed him.Zhou Yang randomly stuffed things into the box, stuffed halfway, and took the clothes and didn't know where to put them.His eyes did not have the look of the past, like a puppet on a string. From the beginning to the end, his movements and expressions were mechanical.

Chen Shijie was greatly stimulated. He felt that Zhou Yang was joking with him, so he paused for a long time before laughing, "It's not humorous at all..."

However, the person in front of him remained indifferent.

Standing up suddenly, he grabbed Zhou Yang's arm, and his voice became a lot louder due to emotional fluctuations, "Can you tell me what happened! It was fine before we left, why did it happen in a few days?!"

Zhou Yang just repeated in vain, "I can't hear you."

The air condensed into ice, and Chen Shijie felt a little cold on a summer night.After a long time, he hurriedly knelt on the floor and said to Zhou Yang, "What about your brother, did you tell your brother about this?"

After waiting for a long time without any movement, he remembered that the person in front of him could not hear now. With a "fuck", he wanted to search for the number on Zhou Yang's mobile phone, and call the man's brother to ask.In the end, Zhou Yang dragged the unzippered suitcase to go out. He was still wearing hospital clothes and didn't know how to change. He didn't even care that his mobile phone was in someone else's hands.

Chen Shijie hurried to pull him away, but he refused to let him go, "Where are you going? You can't go anywhere now, but go to the hospital, do you know!"

And Zhou Yang finally broke out completely.

The fear and depression of the past few days seemed to burst a levee, and the pain that had been blocked for too long was like an erupting volcano, melting his spirit.He was holding his head, and almost fell down by the door, making a vague hoarse cry, that voice seemed to be under too much pressure, and it began to distort, "I want to go home! I want to go back! Let go... I want to go back……"

Chen Shijie let go of him in a daze, his face full of astonishment after being extremely frightened: How could it...become like this...?

He really couldn't imagine that Zhou Yang would have such a time, after all, the person in front of him was always carefree and cheerful.How could it be like this...

The light at the stairway was dimly on, and the two of them were by the door. After going through the previous irritability and loss of control, they were now eerily quiet.

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The heat in August in Qingshan Town is really unbearable.

Knowing that he was barking endlessly on the tree, the puppy on the side of the road was panting with his tongue out, and refused to move.

The sun burns like fire.

In the early morning, you may still see a lot of people. In the afternoon, except for the older generation who are shaking fans and playing chess, you basically don't even think about it.Who would like to find trouble outside at two or three o'clock?

Of course, the night is different.

The streets and alleys are lit up, the small stalls and shops have set up shelves, and the people walking in the shade seem to have made an appointment, and they seem to be traveling in a group.

This is the most lively time in Qingshan Town, and it has not changed much for decades.

Wang Jiamu came late today, and the bar was already open.Usually he is in a bar, and he doesn't stay on the first floor where there are many people. It's strange to say that he actually prefers to be quiet, but why did he think of opening such a shop in the first place?

The more time passed, the more I couldn't figure it out.

It is his habit to go in through the back door of the bar as usual.Only today, he discovered something a little different.

In a corner by the narrow iron gate, there was a man curled up there, almost hugging his body into a ball, with his head buried in his knees, and a large suitcase was placed beside him.

Wang Jiamu looked at the man for a while, and wanted to pass by him, but after a few steps, he stopped, squatted down, rubbed the man's hair and said, "What's going on? You came back suddenly?"

When the other party looked up, he saw the gauze on his forehead.

Two days later, after Wang Jiamu found out that Zhou Yang was deaf and injured all over, he took him to the hospital for two full days.

During this period of time, no matter how he asked or wrote, Zhou Yang did not answer any of his questions, and of course he refused to say how the injuries on his body came about.He became very silent, and he could not even say a word.After he came out of the hospital, he nestled upstairs in the bar, seeing no one and not eating much.

Wang Jiamu called Shiwan, wanting to ask about the situation. Unexpectedly, Shiwan paused for a long time after hearing Zhou Yang's name, and then said, "I haven't seen him for a while."

They played together since they were young, and went to Beijing together, but something happened to Zhou Yang, but Shi Wan didn't know about it.The other person ran back directly and didn't mention Shi Wan at all.

He didn't understand if something happened to the two men.

So Wang Jiamu didn't say any more.In the end, he had no choice but to write in his notebook: I asked Xiao Le to come and see you.

Zhou Yang blinked his eyes slowly, his voice was so hoarse that he didn't look like a living person, "Don't tell him...you can't see him now..." Looking at Wang Jiamu, he said, "I just want to stay by myself for a while, I I want to take a break."

Wang Jiamu treats him and Shiwan like younger brothers, watching them grow up and embark on their own paths.

And Zhou Yang's current appearance made him anxious and worried. He even thought about whether he would drag him to the hospital for further treatment.

Standing at the door of the bar, Wang Jiamu had a rare desire to smoke a cigarette. He used to be addicted to cigarettes, but he quit for many years.

Even though he thought so, he didn't act on it.

It was late at night and the streets were empty.

Wang Jiamu walked aimlessly from this end to the crossroads, and then turned back again: This is not going to work... I have to take that brat to the hospital.

While he was thinking this way, a person came towards him from a distance.

The two met each other, their eyes lingering briefly on each other.

... This person... Wang Jiamu frowned: Why is he so familiar...

He stopped in his tracks, hesitated for a few seconds, then turned around to look, and it happened that the man also turned around and looked over.

Now, Wang Jiamu remembered: this person is the man who left Qingshan Town with Zhou Yang not long ago.

At that time, he was surprised by the intimacy between the two, so he was a little impressed.Now, this person actually appears here...

Wang Jiamu was not mistaken, indeed, the person standing in front of him was Lu Xie.

Lu Xie came to Qingshan Town with only one purpose, which was to find Zhou Yang.He also recognized Wang Jiamu: Zhou Yang used to be the owner of the resident bar.

For a while, neither of them took the initiative to speak.

This weird atmosphere was not broken until a group of noisy young people came out of the bar.

Lu Xie said, "Hello."

Wang Jiamu just nodded.

"Maybe you've seen me?" The other party's calm attitude gave Lu Xie some insight, and he said, "Then you may know why I came."

"Sorry, I don't know."

"He should have come back to look for you." Lu Xie said bluntly, "He has injuries on his body, so he can't spend it here."

"I don't know who you are referring to as 'he', but in the past few days, no one has looked for me except you."

Lu Xie is not in the mood to go around in circles with others at all now, "Zhou Yang, his ears need to be treated as soon as possible. Can such a small place cure him?"

Of course Wang Jiamu knew about Zhou Yang's situation, and Lu Xie also knew that the person in front of him obviously knew about it, but the other party didn't want to say it.

"Then why don't you let him stay in Beijing?"

Lu Xie opened his mouth, but didn't know how to refute.

"I think since he will leave, he means he doesn't want you to go to him." Wang Jiamu is not sure whether Lu Xie has something to do with Zhou Yang becoming what he is now, but he knows very well that Zhou Yang doesn't want to see anyone, "except Beijing , there are still many ways to cure him, and you don’t have to be the person who will accompany him.”

Lu Xie doesn't like the feeling of being unable to do anything, especially knowing and understanding everything, but not knowing where to start.

He has always been vigorous and resolute, he will do what he thinks of, and he will definitely get something if he desires something.

But now, he's struggling.He knew that Zhou Yang didn't want to see him at all, but the other party's injury must be treated.There was also Zhou Yang's boss, his determined and protective attitude made him even more irritable, and his natural and reasonable tone...every sentence showed how good the relationship between that person and Zhou Yang was.

If it was before, why would I be so vacillating?But now... he began to have concerns.

If the other party is unwilling, he will hesitate.

Lu Xie was sure that Zhou Yang must have returned, and he was at that bar.

He wanted to see Zhou Yang, but stopped inexplicably.Probably... It was because he was afraid that the person would lose control of his emotions after seeing him.

So, he just sits in the car and looks at the small two-story building from a distance, or walks around when the night falls completely.

After two or three days like this, by chance, Lu Xie actually saw that person again.

After really seeing the person he kept thinking about in his heart, Lu Xie only felt that it was unreal.He was neither happy nor excited, but his whole body was stiff, and his chest seemed to be filled with air, full of pain.

That person had a bad time.

He looked very weak, as if ill.

Lu Xie found that he had also lost a lot of weight, and his face was pale and bloodless.The collarbone protrudes and has deep grooves.The chin is sharpened, and the eyelashes are lowered to block the pair of eyes that are always too bright.

The back is even thinner and frightening.

Lu Xie wanted to call his name, but he wanted to catch up again. He moved his feet, but remembered that it was all his fault.

Why did Zhou Yang wait at the door of the bar at night?He couldn't tell what he was thinking at that time. He didn't think he was that naive, but people are often very strange. When you are with someone, you can't help but want all the eyes of the other person, hoping to integrate into the life of the other person.

Perhaps the means were too rough.

If Zhou Yang had been told not to wait any longer, he would have told that person that he was in the United States.Then nothing will happen now.

But there are not so many ifs, what happened is what happened.

irreparable.

A long time passed after nightfall, until there were no more pedestrians and late drunks, the shops were closed, and there was a real silence.

Lu Xie got out of the car, and he decided to do one thing.After he met Zhou Yang during the day, he made up his mind on this matter.

In the few days here, not to mention other places, he has figured out all the roads near the bar.

At this moment, by the back door, he stood for a while, smoked another cigarette, and after making sure that there was no one there, he began... to climb over the wall.

The corners of his lips twitched, he felt that the current behavior was simply... Only when he was a big fart, he did this kind of thing with Shen Muchen, how many years has it been...

After arriving at the bar, he became more familiar with it.

Following his memory, he found the room on the second floor, where Zhou Yang once brought him.

He pushed the door tentatively, but did not lock it from the inside.Lu Xie pushed open a crack, but suddenly felt nervous. He hesitated at the door for about ten minutes before putting his hand on the doorknob again, and then pushed it away.

It was very dark in the room, but it was not too difficult to find someone with eyes adapted to the darkness.

The person on the bed was still lying quietly, seemingly not awakened by the intrusion of the uninvited guest.

Lu Xie moved as lightly as possible, but he thought that Zhou Yang could no longer hear him.

Sitting on the edge of the bed, he looked at the boy with his eyes closed, and finally couldn't help touching his face with his hand.But just this time, he realized something was wrong: Zhou Yang had a fever!

He touched the other person's forehead, and the hot temperature directly touched the palm of his hand.

Not afraid of waking him up, Lu Xie picked him up and was about to send him to the hospital.

Zhou Yang frowned, he closed his eyes, but felt uncomfortable instinctively, resisting the force that held him.

Lu Xie adjusted the posture of his arms to make Zhou Yang as comfortable as possible. Looking at the man's slightly relaxed brows, he sighed, "I really don't know what to do with you like this."

"I'm sorry..." Knowing that the person in his arms couldn't hear him, he still said stubbornly, "I'm sorry."

"He can't take care of you either..."

"If this continues..."

"Zhou Yang, I will take you back to Beijing."

Zhou Yang was dizzy, his head was heavy, and he vaguely felt someone hugging him, giving him a very comfortable body temperature.He didn't know who it was, the high fever made his consciousness blurred.

The only thing I can feel is that the skin on the side of the neck of the man has a very familiar smell, like tobacco, but softer.

He had a long dream that night, in which there was a complete connection from birth to death.

When I was young, I followed my mother, and when I grew up, I ran around for my life.Dropping out of school, working part-time, leaving home, hoping to find a way of my own, hoping to live a wonderful and better life.

The memories of two lifetimes, countless fragments of time, like a mirror, reflected many of him.

Each one is vivid, with crying, laughing, joy of success, and despair of life ending abruptly.

His closest family, his best friend, his most grateful benefactor, his favorite...lover.

He once owned many things, but they also fell apart overnight.

Before dying, all he thought of was "Let me live".

After rebirth, he didn't know why he survived.

Not everyone's death is without regrets. There are so many people with regrets, but I just stole my whole life like this.

How can you ask the question "What's the point of rebirth?"

After all, being alive is the greatest luck.

In the morning, the sun shone on his face, waking him up from the warmth.

Zhou Yang opened his eyes and saw the bright and bright sun, the exuberant green, the blue sky, and the vitality of August.

He also saw the great world outside the small glass window.

Wang Jiamu walked up to him, stretched out his hand to test his body temperature.

Zhou Yang turned his eyes, and said the first sentence in so many days, "I have caused you trouble again, thank you."

Shaking his head, Wang Jiamu didn't tell Zhou Yang who sent him to the hospital. He didn't think Zhou Yang would want to know.

After a while, he heard the person lying on the hospital bed say, "I want to receive treatment as soon as possible."

The author has something to say: a two-day business trip to a meeting in other places, and catch the train at night ==

Struggled to finish writing this part!

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Update on Friday!The showbiz has started to be tyrannical and tyrannical (it doesn't seem to be so tyrannical...)

Ps: There are a lot of children's papers about the update~ Sorry!I must pay attention next time!If nothing else, I will remind you!

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