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"Don't sleep at night, why are you so stupid standing here?" Zhou Yang picked him up and put him back on the hospital bed, "Close your eyes quickly."

"Brother..." Zhou Xunle grabbed him and refused to let go, "Lie down next to me."

Zhou Yang looked at him for a while, and didn't complain like usual. He just slept next to Zhou Xunle, patted his back and said, "Go to sleep."

Zhou Xunle blinked in the dark, then raised his head. "Are you leaving here?"

I don't know why this guy would suddenly ask such a question, Zhou Yang was surprised for a moment, and thought for a moment that he might have been overheard when he was talking to Shiwan just now.He comforted, "Don't think about anything messy."

However, Zhou Xunle arched in his arms, holding Zhou Yang's arm tightly with his fingers, and muttered sullenly for a long time, "How about...you and Brother Shiwan go. I don't want to see her always scolding you, yes Didn’t you go to Beijing and no one beat you like this?”

There was nothing else in the room except their soft conversation, and the peace and quiet around them made breathing seem too heavy.

"I can take care of myself," Zhou Xunle's voice became smaller and smaller, "...then you go." After speaking, he covered his head with the quilt and his body trembled.

Zhou Yang was afraid that he would be bored, so he dug him out with great effort. Seeing the other party crying, he couldn't help being amused, "Hey, you let me go, and you're crying like this again?"

Covering her face with her hands, Zhou Xunle said in a whimpering voice, "I'll just cry as I please."

Zhou Yang squeezed him, "Cry fart, you love to cry so much." After a while, he wiped away Zhou Xunle's tears and hugged him gently, "You are too young now."

"It's not young." Zhou Xunle choked, "I will be in junior high school next year, so now I can take care of myself. Don't worry about me, I will go to school well, and I know the way to the hospital. If I get sick, I will go to the hospital obediently .”

Hearing such an answer, Zhou Yang laughed twice, but the last one stuck in his throat.He wanted to pretend he didn't care, so he said grinningly, "You kid, don't be so precocious, can you, look at other people's eleven or twelve-year-old children..." However, his voice was a little trembling, so he shut up in time.

He can't reveal any negative emotions in front of Zhou Xunle, he hopes that in the eyes of his younger brother, he is worth relying on.They are actually very similar. When I was a child, I always thought that no matter how long I walked and played, I could see my home and the faces of my parents when I turned around.As soon as you reach out, you can hold them tightly and feel the temperature of the palm.Whether you are happy, sad, healthy or sick, your family can always give you the greatest tolerance and support.Being loved unconditionally is rare and luxurious, and it makes people feel like a millionaire with endless wealth and luck.

It's a pity that Zhou Yang has been a poor ghost for two lifetimes, so he hopes that Zhou Xunle can become that rich man. He hopes that Zhou Xunle can hold his hand as soon as he turns around when he is tired or sad, instead of facing the deserted people. Air.

This is his younger brother, the only family member in the world who has a blood relationship with him.He wishes him happiness.

Rubbing the other party's hair, Zhou Yang said, "Don't hold back, only today...you can cry if you want to cry. You have to be stronger in the future."

"No..." Zhou Xunle clenched his fists tightly and frowned tightly, biting his teeth to hold back tears, "When I cry, you will worry, and then you won't leave. So, you can't."

The moon slowly hid behind the clouds, and all the light disappeared.Everything around is as dark as the primordial universe in chaos, waiting for a dawn in a deep sleep.

******

After staying in the hospital for more than two weeks, Zhou Xunle's fever has subsided long ago, and the allergic spots on his body are almost healed.After I was discharged from the hospital, the doctor said that I still need to recuperate for a while, and it would be better to take some traditional Chinese medicine.

Zhou Yang followed the doctor's advice, and after half a month, his body smelled like medicine.

Not long after, the winter vacation was coming to an end, and Shiwan was going back to Beijing.

Before leaving, he called Zhou Yang out alone, and the two of them together were just talking nonsense.Looking at someone who has lost a lot of weight over the past month or so, Shiwan asked, "Ask me one last time, are you really not going?" He was originally thinking of testing, and he had already figured out that the other party would definitely Another excuse to refuse.

But this time, Zhou Yang smiled, and said simply but definitely, "I'll go."

Shiwan was stunned, and her body that was lying on the table straightened up, "Really? You said you go? I don't mean you go after Zhou Xunle enters junior high school."

"I know," Zhou Yang looked out the window, and the winter snow began to melt, he said, "I'll leave after Xiao Le starts school."

Although she didn't know why the other party suddenly changed her mind, Shiwan was very happy about this decision.Patting Zhou Yang on the shoulder, he said, "Call me before you come, and I will pick you up."

Zhou Yang nodded, "I have to say hello to Brother Wang first."

When going to the bar at night, Zhou Yang was thinking all the way, how to talk to Wang Jiamu better?Are you direct or tactful?

In the end, before it was Zhou Yang's turn to speak, Wang Jiamu said, "Shiwan already told me that you are leaving Qingshan Town, right?"

Zhou Yang really wants to vomit blood, Shiwan is such a long-winded guy, I'm going to kneel down to him...

"He's afraid that you'll be embarrassed to speak, but it's nothing." Zhou Yang's facial expression was so exciting that Wang Jiamu couldn't help laughing, "I know you are a very emotional person, so you don't know how to say a lot. But Zhou Yang, this It's a good thing, your voice is so good, you should find more opportunities for yourself."

"Brother Wang, thank you." Zhou Yang said seriously, "You have helped me a lot for such a long time. If I can..."

"Hey, stop!" Wang Jiamu made a stop motion, "I don't ask you for anything in return, I just hope you can do better. Originally, I wanted you to mature in two years before going out. After all, you , but youth is capital, so it doesn’t matter.”

"Yeah, I'm an adult anyway, so it doesn't matter if I'm not considered a child laborer." Zhou Yang joked.

"Looks like a minor," bent his knuckles and knocked Zhou Yang on the head. Wang Jiamu looked at him for a moment, as if comforting and sighing, "It's good...it should be better than you are over there." I am happy here, after all, I am free.”

This sentence meant something, and Zhou Yang also knew that the other party was talking about his relationship with Wu Shufang, so he just nodded.

"By the way, I have something for you." He got up and brought a long and narrow box over, "Don't say you don't want it, you'll need this in the future. It's also my farewell gift for you, take it."

"cell phone?"

"This will make it easier to contact you in the future." Then, he said hastily, "That's enough, don't keep thanking me again, I can't stand your politeness."

Zhou Yang knew Wang Jiamu well, and also understood how enthusiastic he was.Counting the two lifetimes, they have known each other for a long time, so it is a bit hypocritical to be polite.So in the end Zhou Yang just smiled at him and accepted the other party's kindness.

The ticket to Beijing has already been bought, and the time has been confirmed with Shi Wan.

Taking time out, Zhou Yang went to his mother's cemetery once, helped her wipe the tombstone again, bought a bouquet of fresh flowers, and brought some small pastries.It may take several months or even half a year to come back after leaving this time, so he wants to say goodbye to her so that she doesn't have to worry.

And he almost never looked at the other tombstone not far away, where his father lived.Zhou Yang never forgave his father. Before his mother died, that man had a relationship with Wu Shufang.After my mother passed away, soon, as if impatiently, that man married Wu Shufang immediately.Zhou Yang hated him, and even wondered if he killed his mother just to marry another woman.Even though it was just his own malicious conjecture, he still didn't want to take another look at that man.He never seeks his blessing.

When he got home, Zhou Yang packed up the things he was going to take away. In the end, he realized that he really had nothing to take except for a few clothes. There were not many personal items in the room.

Looking at the half-empty suitcase, he stretched his body, "That's all, I'm exhausted."

Zhou Xunle looked eagerly, "Then when will you come back?"

"...I haven't left yet!"

There were only the two of them at home at the moment. Zhou Yang took out a bank card from his drawer and handed it to Zhou Xunle, telling him, "You have to keep this, there are thousands of dollars left in it, and you can get it if you need it. I will send money to this card every month, and the password is our birthday. Remember! Don’t tell your mother! You must remember, if you give her the money, she will take it Play mahjong. These are all saved for your urgent use."

Zhou Xunle nodded, holding the card in his palm.

"Hide it well, don't let it slip."

"Got it." Zhou Xunle rushed over to hug Zhou Yang, "You said you would call me often, don't forget!"

"Yes, yes, young master." Zhou Yang pinched his nose, "Eat more, eat stronger. Don't get sick every now and then." As he spoke, he thought that he was going to Beijing and hadn't talked to Wu Shufang yet. Speaking, if that person heard the news, it would probably be another magnitude [-] earthquake.

Zhou Yang didn't tell the woman until the day before he was leaving.It happened that Zhou Xunle had gone to class, so he wasn't afraid of the other party's noise.

Wu Shufang slammed a glass at Zhou Yang, "You are really capable! You didn't say this until the last day!? Let me tell you, I don't agree!"

Zhou Yang was extremely calm. He sat on the sofa and asked, "You disagree, then what?"

"What then! You're not allowed to go anywhere after the ticket is refunded! You still want to go to the sky as a kid in his teens?!" It's really unreasonable, Wu Shufang was so angry.The messy expenses of gas, water and electricity at home are all paid by this kid. Now that he patted his ass and left, didn't the money fall on him again?Who will not settle this account?Wu Shufang is not an idiot, so of course Zhou Yang is not allowed to leave.

"Auntie, what are you thinking?" Zhou Yang looked at her, "Are you thinking that if I leave, no one will be taken advantage of? Is the monthly expenditure enough for you to gamble several times?"

Wu Shufang's mind was exposed, her face turned blue and white, her chest heaved, and she almost jumped into a rage, "You little ungrateful bastard! What? You just talk to me like this when your brother is not here!? Or do you dare to do this if you want to leave? !?"

"You're right. I didn't want to tell you these things in front of Xiao Le before. You are his own mother, and I'm afraid that he will be embarrassed. But I won't be here anymore, so I hope I can make it clear to you." Zhou Yang Yang's eyes were cold and disdainful, "No matter what I do, where I go, or how I do, I just want to say——what's the matter with you? Don't say I'm ungrateful, all the money you spend belongs to him, and I spend it The money is also his. And I have been supporting you for a year and a half, so you should be clear about it."

Wu Shufang pointed at Zhou Yang, too angry to speak.

"Besides, Xiao Le is your son," Zhou Yang got up and dropped the last sentence, "Think about how to support him."

The door was closed with a "bang", Zhou Yang leaned against the door, looked out of the window, and suddenly hooked the corners of his lips, as if thinking of Wu Shufang just now, he laughed silently.Then he covered his mouth to avoid laughing out loud, and his shoulders were trembling.

After a long time, he put his hand down again, took a deep breath, and calmed down.

Walking to the bed with a blank expression, he neatly placed all the things he would bring tomorrow by the wall. When his eyes fell on the bare branches, he fell into silence.

The train ticket departs at eleven o'clock in the evening and arrives in Beijing at seven o'clock in the morning.Only Wang Jiamu came to see him off.

In the afternoon Zhou Yang went to pick up Zhou Xunle back home, so he couldn't often pick this guy up after school.

Perhaps because of the influence of the parting atmosphere, the two of them didn't speak much all the way.

Before going out with the suitcase, Zhou Xunle followed out, but was pulled back by Wu Shufang.

Not caring about the venomous gaze at all, Zhou Yang said to the little figure under the dim voice-activated light at the entrance of the corridor, "Zhou Xunle, goodbye. Take good care of yourself."

Zhou Xunle pursed his lips, but he didn't cry, he just nodded and waved to his brother.

The train made a "bang bang bang bang" sound, and the scenery in the night was fleeting.A few lamps standing in the field drew faint afterimages, and after bumping into sight, they blinked and hid in the darkness.

Scattered light rain hit the car window, and Zhou Yang had a dream.

He dreamed of a woman's gentle singing voice, which was his mother.He saw the gloomy boy in the corner when his father married Wu Shufang again.Then came the birth of Zhou Xunle.

Shiwan's face began to overlap with that of her previous life, Wang Jiamu's smile, and the man who single-handedly made herself famous.

Finally, Zhou Yang saw himself.

The end of the red carpet, the beginning of honor, someone said, "Congratulations, future big star."

Flower applause, flashing lights and shutter sound form a web of fame and fortune.

He couldn't resist this kind of temptation, and when his body was heavy, he had already fallen down.

In the dark alley, his whole body was in severe pain. When he woke up, he found himself dripping with blood.

An inexplicable fear surged,

A voice sighed in his ear, "You're—dead—"

Thunder thundered and rain poured down.

Zhou Yang was covered in cold sweat, he opened his eyes——

The sky is bright.

******

The station in Beijing is really too big, even after staying here for so many years in his previous life, Zhou Yang still felt a little dizzy when he got off the train.

Looking around, the first reaction is that there are so many people.

He followed the crowd and walked out slowly.Then I heard someone in the crowd shouting his name, "Zhou Yang—here!"

He raised his eyes and saw Shi Wan who was smiling not far away.