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Because the refusal to go to Kaisheng made Lu Xie very upset, so the poor student Zhou Yang was thrown by an unscrupulous driver at a dark intersection in the middle of the night. He faced the cold wind and wanted to cry without tears——Lu Xie This bastard is too narrow-minded!Can ordinary people still express their true opinions?

While cursing depressedly, Zhou Yang walked home tremblingly.It's unlucky that you can't even get a car in this damn place.However, he can also fully understand Lu Xie's bad temper. The pampered rich second generation likes to find someone to vent their anger on when things go wrong.Speaking of the reluctance to go to Kaisheng, I can’t completely blame myself. Who do you think would want their boss to be a psychopath?If he had to make a choice, of course Zhou Yang would like to go to Huachen, at least the boss of Huachen is very normal!Very nice to the staff.

Thinking of this, Zhou Yang's footsteps slowed down, he looked up at the dark sky, and stopped in place for a while.Actually...these are all excuses, I am still a little scared, although this feeling is not as strong as before.After all, many things in this life have changed beyond recognition, but Zhou Yang has to admit that sometimes cowardice can affect people very much.

Since I chose to go to the bar to sing, the trajectories began to overlap slowly.But now when he thought about going to Beijing, he hesitated again.On the one hand, I want to change, but on the other hand, I am worried.

"It's annoying—" sighed to the sky, and he took another step.

When he got home, Zhou Yang couldn't feel his frozen legs, and his face was very stiff.

It was past one o'clock in the morning, and the living room was brightly lit. Wu Shufang watched the TV and ate melon seeds, glanced at the person at the door, and said with a smile, "I thought you wouldn't come back today."

Why is this man in such a mood?Usually when I go home by myself, Wu Shufang either sleeps or plays mahjong all night. Today is really a miracle.Zhou Yang didn't say anything, just wanted to enter the room after changing his shoes.

"Wait a minute." Wu Shufang crossed her arms and said coldly, "What? Do you think you are very powerful now? It's not a day or two to treat me like air, and I don't bother to care about you. Don't go too far, I am your elder after all."

Here it comes again - this person especially likes to use the word "elder" to suppress himself.Zhou Yang turned around and looked at Wu Shufang, "Then tell me, what's the matter?"

Wu Shufang raised her lips, and her eyes slanted, "I said you, is it because I don't mention you and I don't plan to mention it? In the restaurant, you had to give me [-] a month, but now it's better. Don't take it anymore?"

"Auntie, I am paying for all the expenses at home, and it has been more than a year, and you said you want me to give you money every month?" Zhou Yang asked coldly, "Did you gamble all your money away?" So I asked for money."

"Fart! You have lived here for so many years, don't you want money? Renting a house costs a few hundred a month!"

"This is my home!"

"Oh, Zhou Yang, I have to tell you, this house is mine, your father gave it to me a long time ago!"

Zhou Yang frowned at her in disgust, "It's not the way you used to play."

"What are you talking about!" Wu Shufang threw the melon seeds in her hand on the ground, rushed to Zhou Yang and scolded, "What do you mean I am playing tricks! I have been with him for so many years and I shouldn't get anything? I have to help him raise you!"

What did you feed me? !Zhou Yang wanted to refute, but Zhou Xunle woke up at some point at the door, and seeing them arguing so fiercely, he burst into tears.

"Mom... don't scold brother!"

"Little brat, has your conscience been eaten by a dog?"

Zhou Yang didn't bother to talk to Wu Shufang, but walked to Zhou Xunle's side, wanting him to go back to sleep.

Zhou Xunle pulled Zhou Yang, quietly wiping tears with one hand.

Wu Shufang felt uncomfortable seeing them like this. How could she not be annoyed that her own son was better than her half-blood brother?She walked over in three steps and pulled Zhou Xunle into her arms, "Zhou Yang, can you stay away from Xiaole? You hang out in the bar every day, and you are not afraid that he will become like you? Damn place, what a mess Everyone has it."

Zhou Xunle asked Zhou Yang, "Brother... what is a bar?"

Before Zhou Yang could answer, Wu Shufang pulled him into the room, and said while pulling, "If you dare to go to this kind of place in the future, I will break your legs."

Zhou Xunle wanted to turn around, but Wu Shufang pressed his head.

Zhou Yang watched their figures disappear behind the door, and stood there for a long time, suddenly wanted to laugh, but after the corners of his lips raised slightly, he froze there again,

After a long time, he turned off the light in the living room and walked into his room.

In a person's life, he will be occupied by many feelings, such as family, friendship and love.Each is a sharpest double-edged sword.While enjoying the beauty they bring, I often get hurt myself.Because you care, it's always bloody.

The sky was light, and Zhou Yang woke up very early. After helping Zhou Xunle prepare breakfast, he went to wake him up.

Zhou Xunle opened his eyes in a daze, and grinned when he saw the person in front of him.

Touching the little guy's hair, Zhou Yang said, "Laughing fart, you want to be late, don't you?"

He quickly got up from the bed, brushed his teeth and washed his face obediently.Sitting at the dining table, Zhou Xunle took the milk, blinked his eyes, then knelt on the chair, approached Zhou Yang who was opposite, and said softly, "I still like my brother to be with me the most."

Zhou Yang froze for a moment, and the movements of his hands also paused a little.After a while, he coughed, lowered his head and gnawed on the bread, "give it to me quickly, and send you to school after eating."

"Good~"

******

As the thickness of the calendar becomes thinner and thinner, until a brand new one is hung up again.The new year is also approaching.

The days are still not so salty, the only happy thing is that Shiwan is coming back, half a year of college life is fleeting.

On this day, Zhou Yang and Wang Jiamu went to the train station to pick up Shiwan. It was the peak season of Spring Festival travel, and there were huge crowds of people at the exit of the station, and there were family members waiting to pick them up.

Even so, Zhou Yang saw the person he was waiting for at a glance.There's no way, Shiwan's clothes are too eye-catching, it's hard not to see them.In winter, this idiot wears a leather jacket, the scarf is tightly covered, a pair of light-colored jeans and a pair of short boots.

Shi Wan put her arms around Zhou Yang's shoulders with a smile, and greeted him and Wang Jiamu, "Do you two miss me?"

Zhou Yang asked, "Are you cold? It seems to be zero degrees today."

Hehe, Shiwan didn't speak.When he got in the car, he shouted anxiously, "Brother Wang! Turn on the heat, I'm freezing to death!"

Dude... Zhou Yang hid his face and couldn't bear to look at him again.

"I know it's cold here at home, so I don't want to catch a cold when I come back." Wang Jiamu also couldn't laugh or cry at the man.

"Oh, how bloated you look if you wear too much," Shiwan said with an expression that you don't understand, "the image is gone."

Zhou Yang, "...you deserve to be frozen to death."

After half a year of boring life, Zhou Yang was completely liberated. With Wang Jiamu's permission, he and Shiwan played wildly for a few days, and the bar turned into pure music appreciation.

At the bar, the two drank drinks, looked at the guests with different expressions, and chatted from time to time.It is quite interesting to look at this place occasionally as a bystander.The grotesque, the toasts are intertwined, and everyone's posture is relaxed. They reflect the wine in the glass, adding catalyst to the night.

"By the way, we don't have to drink all the time now, do we?" Pouring her lips dissatisfied, Shi Wan looked at a middle-aged man's cocktail beside her, and suddenly became excited, "Hey, Zhou Yang! Let's drink too?"

"Where did you get so much curiosity?"

"I'm thinking about it for you. When I was in school, I went to drink with my friends a long time ago." Shi Wan smiled complacently, and he said in Zhou Yang's ear, "The bar over there is better than here many."

Zhou Yang reminded, "Don't go to that kind of place too often, it will be chaotic if there are too many people."

"You understand it quite well? But a big city is a big city, and there are indeed everyone. The bathroom in the bar is really..."

"So, try to go as little as possible. Aren't there so many scenic spots in Beijing, so go and see if you have nothing to do."

"I'm not traveling in a group..." Shiwan was very helpless, and said contemptuously to Zhou Yang, "What's there to see, why don't you play more. Ah, that's right! Speaking of playing... there is a special one in our dormitory. of."

When the two chatted on the phone on weekdays, Shi Wan would often talk about his roommate, so Zhou Yang had heard about it. "You mean the pretty girl who runs a factory at home?"

"That guy is the best, I can't tell you on the phone, but now I can finally say it happily!" Shiwan's face was full of "I want to complain" expression, and immediately began to complain, "I still guess , this idiot doesn't like men, right? He wears so coquettishly every day, and always speaks in a ouch."

Shiwan's description was so vivid that Zhou Yang couldn't help imagining the other party's appearance and tone.

"And you know what happened?"

Zhou Yang's eyes widened, and he asked with little confidence, "He wants to chase you?"

"Get out, he dared to chase me, I'll kick him to death." Shi Wan twitched the corners of her mouth, "Two weeks before the holiday, this bitch took people back to the dormitory to mess around, I'm sorry, do you know how embarrassing I was? ?”

"..." Zhou Yang said silently, "Why do you always encounter such things?"

"I still want to know! And do you know what is even more powerful? He has brought two different people each time..." Shi Wan said, "I really want to know which one is his... er ,Boy friend."

"Do your other two roommates have any objections?"

"Those two are both from Beijing. One of them seldom lives in a dormitory, and the other lives for two days and disappears for three days. I'm the only one in tragedy!"

"..." Zhou Yang lowered his head and drank his drink quietly.

Shiwan said sinisterly, "If you dare to laugh out loud, I will definitely beat you up today."

Shoulders trembled, Zhou Yang quickly covered his mouth, and said vaguely, "I'm sorry." The eyes are full of smiles, even the blind can see it!

"Schadenfreude, I wish you to be chased by men." After finishing speaking, Shiwan gave the other party a middle finger.

"Pfft!" Zhou Yang choked.

******

Not long after returning to Qingshan Town, after a period of cool days, Shi Wan watched Zhou Yang sing and felt a little itchy again.

Can Zhou Yang fail to see his thoughts?So he said, "Anyway, you haven't been here for long, so just sing and play."

"Actually, I don't really want to sing here now."

"why?"

Shi Wan took a look at Zhou Yang, "Don't you think this place is too small?"

"No," Zhou Yang said with a smile, "It should be because you have seen a lot outside and your heart has grown."

"Everyone is like this. If you are a frog in a well, you will get nothing. Zhou Yang," Shi Wan asked, "Will you come to Beijing? With me?"

Zhou Yang himself has been struggling with this issue.I thought I would stop singing in this life and do something else.But helplessly, I just happened to be reborn after dropping out of school, so I still can't do anything except singing.He has time but no money. When Zhou Xunle was hospitalized, he borrowed [-] yuan from Wang Jiamu. After paying off, he had to be responsible for all the expenses of the family. Zhou Xunle often had to go to the hospital when he was sick...

Zhou Yang admits that he needs money.Only in this way can he make Zhou Xunle's life better, and let himself learn something he wants to learn.And Qingshan Town is indeed too small as Shi Wan said.

However, the inescapable fear and worry deep in his heart would always pop up from time to time, making him hesitate.

So facing Shi Wan's question, Zhou Yang was silent for a long time, and finally said, "I don't know."

As if expecting this answer, Shi Wan just spread her hands. "Although I don't know much about other things, one thing is certain. There are too many bars in Beijing, and you will never be hungry. And the wages there are at least twice that of here. Think about it yourself. "

Zhou Yang nodded.

Shiwan pushed him, "Okay, it's time for you to go on stage. Hey, wait," he stopped him, and asked, "What is this song?"

"Not specified, what do you want to hear?" Zhou Yang smiled.

"No," Shiwan let go of him, "you can sing well."

After Zhou Yang stepped onto the stage, the lights dimmed, and he was the only one shrouded in warm light.

After adjusting the microphone, the single-string guitar played a beautiful song——

Are you lost when it's all over

When I disappear with the smoke, who will feel sorry for me

There is no lingering partner, you have to go on

There is no end to the melody, but I will continue

If you think of me one day, you will suddenly be lonely

Life is a miss, please don't waste it

When it's over don't get lost

Don't feel sorry for me, I'm going to disappear with the smoke

Thousands of words needless to say, only one song

We all know that reunion is the rarest thing, but parting is hard

We all know that reunion is the rarest thing, but parting is hard

His voice is like a pool of clear water, as if you can hear the clear sound of flowing, and it has a damp and sweet taste.

The whole stage is dormant in his tenderness.