landing twins

更新时间2013-6-1718:19:02字数：2392

Long Xueyao looked at the sun on the opposite side, and it took a long time before she opened her mouth: "My name is Long Xueyao, I am almost 21 years old, and I am a third-year student in China... My mother is a freelance illustrator. As long as I can remember, I have only Mom! So I was often bullied, scolded as a bastard, and an illegitimate child! I didn’t understand why I didn’t have a father, so I ran to ask my mother, and my mother just hugged me and cried! Looking at the sad and crying mother, I decided never I asked! Almost every day when I was walking home from school, other kids who were older than me would grab my hair and throw stones at me! They said I was a bastard without a father. Biting down hard, the boy was crying, but I didn’t want to let go! Until the adults around me came and cursed and pulled it away! At that time, the mouth was full of blood, and I didn’t want to let go of the resentment, thinking that if I got angry, I wouldn’t Someone called me a bastard again! Now that I think about my childish thoughts at that time, I want to laugh!" Long Xueyao couldn't help being a little funny when she thought about her childish self-protection behavior when she was a child. . . . .

Tezuka reached over and smoothed her wind tousled hair. . . .Waiting quietly for her to speak.Although he rationally told himself that he still couldn't accept these absurd things, these facts were in line with the answers to the various questions that arose in his heart when he was with her. . . . . .He really couldn't find the words to comfort her!

"A woman held a handbag like a rice dumpling boy, and ran home to ask my mother to comment! She said my mother was disrespectful and couldn't teach the child! A woman without a husband can't do it, and the child will only bite like a dog. People! I went crazy and kicked them and told them to get out! My mother hit me for the first time in a fit of anger. It didn’t hurt at all, but I just felt wronged! So I ran out in a fit of anger!” She looked at the opposite red The red sun was a little silent. . .

"And then?" Tezuka couldn't help asking softly.

"My mother looked for me all night, and the next day, I found me in the corner of the garage in the community, crying and falling asleep all night! My mother was haggard, her eyes were red and swollen, and she hugged me and cried for a long time! The next day, my mother took me to move. , moved to a community far away from the one I used to live in, and changed to another elementary school. I don’t like to go out except for school, and I don’t talk much at school! I run home every day after school! I use it when I’m bored. Mom's computer to watch anime!"

"Once my grandma came to visit us at home, I quietly asked my grandma about my father, and my grandma sighed and told my mother about it! My mother met the senior who had been silently fond of the university at an alumni meeting! It didn't take long for my mother to fall in love. When the mother found out that she was pregnant, she excitedly ran to the man's company to find him, but the man told her to kill the child excitedly after learning that the mother was pregnant! He also told the mother that he was going to get married, and he had always been engaged! Mom called I slapped him and went home and cried a lot. My grandpa and grandma wanted my mother to beat the child, but my mother was reluctant, so she quietly left home and went to Beijing! Hearing what my grandma said, my father, whom I have been silently thinking about for many years, is gone. A hint of goodwill." Long Xueyao sighed softly!

"I never took the initiative to contact and talk to people at school. I sat at the desk and read comics or was in a daze every day. The head teacher came to the house to make a home visit and told my mother about my situation at school! My mother was very worried, afraid that I would develop a lonely personality. Personality! So whenever she is free, she takes her to travel, climb mountains, and go to amusement parks. She wants me to have a happy childhood like other children! In fact, I feel very happy staying with my mother! Until the third year of high school ..."

Long Xueyao's hand sank into her palm, thinking of the pain in the third year of junior high school would drive her crazy and fill her with hatred!The whole person is full of cold breath!

This made Tezuka look surprised.

Long Xueyao clenched her teeth tightly, even if she smelled blood, she didn't feel any pain!

Long Xueyao said full of hatred: "Third year in high school! My nightmare! A nightmare that I will never forget until I die!"

Tezuka was stunned, seeing Long Xueyao full of hatred again shocked him and worried him a lot!

"I went home after evening class and was blocked by four bastards with cigarettes in their mouths. I turned around and ran desperately, but I couldn't get rid of those people no matter how I ran. I was panicked, but I still dragged my legs. Running desperately... I was caught when I was about to run to a crowded place. I wanted to shout, but my mouth was tightly blocked. I was taken to a house in the ruins and thrown in the On the ground, those bastards walked towards me step by step. I retreated in horror, but there was a wall behind me, and there was no way out! No matter how much I begged, fought, or yelled, they couldn't stop them from tearing my clothes crazily !"

"Xue'er!" Tezuka hugged her trembling body and moved her bleeding hand away.

"Stop it, stop it..."

He knew why she was afraid of the crowd, why she had frightened eyes occasionally, and why she had such a frightening nightmare last night!

"It's useless for me to struggle, my hands were pressed to the ground, I bit them, my face was bleeding, when they entered my body frantically, I was desperate, I knew that the rest of me would be hatred , I can’t wait to kill them! I don’t know how long they have been ravaging me.”

Tezuka hugged her tightly, bleeding when she squeezed her hand.But Tezuka only felt that his heart was being pulled and hurt!

"I don't know how long I've been locked in that room. I just feel that it's dark and bright, and it's bright and dark... They will open the door and come in again every once in a while. At first, they are terrified, but in the end there is only numbness... . . ”

Tezuka couldn't help shaking. . . .It was so painful that her whole body trembled, he could feel her panic, helplessness, and despair!Tezuka even hugged the stiff and trembling person in his arms, trying to give her some support. . . .

"My mother and the police found me lying in the abandoned house! I lay in the hospital for a month without eating, drinking or speaking. It wasn't until my mother was taking care of me that I suddenly fainted. There was only a trace of emotion in my eyes! I stood in front of the hospital bed and looked at my sleeping mother. The originally dignified and beautiful mother had half a head of white hair, and the smooth and bright skin on her face became haggard and full of wrinkles! I cried for the first time in a month. The first time I opened my mouth to pronounce and cry!"

"Xue'er!" Tezuka hugged the person covering his face with his hands in a trembling voice. . . .

"My mother looked at me sitting on the ground crying, then got out of bed and hugged me and said, "Cry, Yaoyao, just cry out.After crying hard, live strong!Mom is fine, as long as Yaoyao is fine, mom is fine!Yaoyao, promise mother, live well!To live strong!You still have mom! "

I just kept crying, and my mother hugged me tightly. . . .I felt like crying for a long time before I wiped away my tears, smiled at my mother and said, "Mom, I will live well, I will become stronger, and no one will dare to bully us!"

Tezuka didn't speak, just hugged the trembling person tightly in his arms!

"I started to study in school, started to learn taekwondo, judo, to make myself stronger, stronger, to protect myself, not to make my mother sad. I only smile at my mother, I don't care about other people's pointing and classmates The ridicule! But at night, I have nightmares, those people’s deformed faces, harsh laughter, and the pain they bring to the body can’t go away! Every time my mother shed tears and hugged me tightly , until I fell asleep. I looked at the crowd and panicked! Occasionally I would go out with my mother, and I would hold my mother's arm tightly. But I didn't want my mother to worry, and I suppressed my trembling body! And my mother became more and more haggard! "

Long Xueyao gently withdrew from Tezuka's embrace, took two steps forward and looked at the red sun opposite, adjusting her emotions. . .Next, she is not qualified to enjoy that warm embrace anymore!

Tezuka looked at the person who had left his arms, and he wanted to reach out and pull her back into his arms again.