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"Did I tell you that?" The young man and Nakahara Nakaya walked home together, opened the door and glanced at the flowers in the yard with nostalgia, "I was adopted by Rintarou."

The Yokohama Concession exploded, and at the end of the Great War between Japan and other countries, Saihachi Street appeared.

Opening his eyes from the ruins of the laboratory to the blank Central Plains, he didn’t even know what bread was. He was stunned, and the first word he learned was “しぼう”

--die

Holding the guardian's hand, what the young child's sky-like eyes saw was not the blue sky and white clouds, but the fragmented corpse.

"Chuya," the guardian with red eyes knelt down and said softly to him, "this is death."

The toddler shifted his gaze to the guardian's face in a daze, imitating the guardian's pronunciation: "Chuya...death?"

The red-eyed guardian laughed and corrected, "It's Chinese, it's death."

The child just looked at him blankly, thinking vaguely, death seems to be not a good thing.

Chuya Nakahara learns very quickly, and he can express his thoughts fluently and ask questions very quickly.

Holding the blood-stained hand of Yosano Akiko on the battlefield, Chuya asked in white, "Does death mean that you can never see them again?"

The uncle who touched his hair, the elder brother who raised him high, and the elder sister in white who quietly gave him sweets.

The muscles on Yosano Akiko's face barely pulled together what could be called a smile, "No, they won't die."

Jingzi looked down and saw it, "With me here, even if they really want to enter the underworld, they will not die."

The girl showed a crying expression.

Zhong also raised his head and raised his hand to touch the corner of the girl's eyes, "Then why are you so sad? You are sad now, right?"

Zhong also thought, human beings are really complicated, why laugh when you don’t want to laugh?Doesn't a smile mean happiness?Why do tears of sadness fall from the corners of the eyes when we are happy?

Before going to bed at night, Zhong also raised his doubts to the guardian.

"You learn so fast," the guardian looked very happy, "don't worry, if you don't understand, you don't need to understand, you just need to remember that you are not a human being, whether they are sad or not has nothing to do with you, you just need to remember." You just need to do what you have to do.”

Zhong Yuanzhong also nodded in a daze.

After Chu was able to understand words and think, the guardian who brought him out of Saibo Street told him that Chu was not a human being, but a god walking on the ground.

But quietly told him a bedtime story, and He Zhongye described that there was a field of sunflowers in her hometown, saying that the flower that represents light is golden, and it must look good with Zhong Ye's orange hair. After the war is over, he will take him with him Yosano Akiko, who went to see a large field of sunflowers, said, "Chuya is just an ordinary human child."

Then, Chuya thought, am I really human?

Zhong Ye, who grew up on the battlefield, felt that it should be, right?Otherwise, when the brothers around me were struggling in the undead hell, why would I cry when I stood beside him with a blank face?

The young man carefully placed the bouquet on the table in the living room, "At that time, I firmly believed that I was human."

"I have emotions, family and friends, why am I not human?"

Zhongyuan Zhong also went to the kitchen and poured two glasses of water, walked over and handed one to the young man, "Then why did you change your mind later?"

The young man took the cup and placed it next to the flowers, "That's another story."

Zhong Yuanzhong also sat beside him, "Don't you want to say it?"

The young man shook his head, "Let's continue talking about Sakunosuke."

Oda Sakunosuke is a very comfortable person.

He doesn't ask a lot of questions, he's a little dull, he always complains in strange places, but he behaves naturally when he should complain.

Unknowingly, Chuya and him also became good friends, and the address changed from "Oda" to "Sakonosuke".

"It's disgusting!" Osamu Dazai yelled while sitting next to Chuya, holding a glass of wine, "Why did Chuya call him that! It's so sticky and disgusting!"

"Huh?" Nakahara Chu smiled maliciously, and deliberately squeezed his throat to suppress his nausea and shouted at Osamu Dazai, "Okay?"

Osamu Dazai was shocked, and he put his hands on Chuya's shoulders and shook wildly: "Chuya? Chuya! Have you been taken away by some big devil?! Wake up, Chuya! Wake up, the dark dwarf! "

"You bastard!!"

Oda Sakunosuke took a sip of his wine without any surprise, and said calmly, "I'm starting to write a novel."

The two people who were fighting stopped and turned their heads in sync: "Novel?"

Oda Sakunosuke nodded, "That's right, thanks to Chuya, my work has been lightened a bit, and now I have started to write."

Zhong Ye raised his hand after hearing the words: "Then I will be the first person to read Nosuke's novel!"

Osamu Dazai also raised his hand: "Chuya cheated! I'm the first one to read Oda's novels!"

The two of them fought for the first place like kids in kindergarten, and in the end neither of them could convince the other. They turned their heads to look at Oda Sakunosuke, "Oda Saku/Sakunosuke, who do you think is the first!"

Oda Sakunosuke thought for a while, "It should be the editor who checked for me."

As soon as the two teenagers looked down, they didn't move anymore, and just maintained the posture of you relying on me and I relying on you, angrily, "This wave will end together!"

"Who wants to die with you! I don't want to die for love with Zhong Ye!"

"Wow, I don't want it either! It's super disgusting!"

The bartender wiping the glasses sighed inwardly, and started again.

Nakahara Chuya and Osamu Dazai had a temporary truce, and asked Oda Sakunosuke, "How is the novel going? Do you need help?" When drinking before, Zhong also learned the reason why Oda Sakunosuke wrote the novel.

Because of the sitting posture, Nakaya raised his eyes, his clear blue pupils shone brightly even in a dim bar, full of vitality, his long eyelashes looked like flying butterflies, his orange hair looked a little dark under the dim light, like a school The pure and curious student in the school is so well-behaved that he doesn't look like a blood-stained mafia at all.

Oda Sakunosuke raised his hand and rubbed his hair, like a mature adult, "The progress of the novel is not bad, and we don't need help for the time being. After the editor reads it, I will bring it to you as soon as possible." Oda Sakunosuke paused, "And Ango," he sighed, "Ango is really hard, I've been working overtime for a week."

Chuya curled his lips, "I'd be happier without those 'men'." He forgot to dodge Oda Sakunosuke's cat-like hands in his hair.

Dazai Osamu laughed beside him, causing Nakahara Chuya to stare angrily.