Lingering heart palpitations

The alarm clock went off at 06:30, as usual.

On the single bed with a dark gray overall tone, Yu Ji, who had a very gentle sleeping posture, slowly opened his eyes and turned over.

His eyes were still half-closed, and as soon as he reached out, he touched the mobile phone on the bedside table, moved his finger to the touch button, and stopped the annoying ringing.

The next 1 minute is the return to sleep time.

At 6:31, the second alarm clock goes off.

He sat up slowly, uncovered the quilt on his body, put on his slippers familiarly, walked into the bathroom, and squeezed toothpaste on his toothbrush.

After doing this series of actions, he slowly opened his eyes and looked at himself in the mirror.

At [-]:[-], I went out of the room to call Yu Ran.

余然的闹钟是6:30、6:35、6:38、6:40，然而她每每都要磨蹭到6：50才顶着一头乱发走出房间。

"Brother—" Yu Ran opened his eyes vigorously and turned to the newborn little beast, "Can you lend me a coat? Auntie sent all my coats to be washed yesterday."

"What did you wear yesterday?" Yu Ji was bringing out two bowls of pumpkin and millet porridge from the kitchen, which had been put into the rice cooker the night before, and the microwave gave a "ding" sound, and the milk was ready.

"It's dirty——" Yu Ran stretched his waist, "I promise not to stain your coat/dirty."

"Go get it yourself." Yu Ji casually ordered, then turned to the kitchen to get a plate containing two fried eggs, and a plate of four custard buns. After putting away everything, he urged loudly, " Hurry up—don't forget to go to mother's house for dinner tonight."

"Oh——" Yu Ran walked over to the table and sat down with a black coat on his shoulders, with an expression of reluctance on his face, "I don't want to——"

"No," Yu Ji replied without thinking, he took a sip of milk, "It seems like you can't go every time you say no—"

The facial features of Yu Ji and Yu Ran are somewhat similar, the nose is straight and straight but small and three-dimensional, the lip line is distinct, and the corners of the mouth are naturally upturned, both of them resemble their mother, but their eyes are not the same.

Yu Ji's eyes resembled her mother's. They were big and bright, and the corners of the eyes were also long. They were slightly raised, and when the eyelashes drooped, they seemed gentle and watery. When I looked up, I had an added charm.

Yu Ran's eyes are like his father's, with a pair of clean almond eyes, it is easy to read his emotions.

"Isn't it once every half a month? We only had dinner together last week..."

Yu Ji paused as he took the spoon, and remembered something for some reason, a flash of impetuousness flashed in his eyes, he looked up at Yu Ran who was stuffing all kinds of breakfast into his mouth one by one, and said vaguely, "I don't know."

With a custard bag in his mouth, Yu Ran guessed vaguely, "It must have been a whim."

Yu Ji lowered his head to eat his own breakfast, while instructing, "Swallow the food before talking."

When the two were very young, their parents divorced, and their father now lives in the UK, and their mother remarried when Yu Ji was 12 years old. Not long after, they gave birth to a daughter.

As soon as Yu Ji went to high school, he and Yu Ran moved out and lived in a three-bedroom apartment near the school that their mother bought for them, and asked the aunt who had stayed at home for many years to clean the house during the day. Living in the original home is much more comfortable.

"I'm done eating!" Yu Ran's cheeks were bulging, and she ran towards the study to pack up the papers and exercise books that she had finished her homework yesterday.

Today is Saturday, and school can be over after the third class in the afternoon, and it will not be until the next afternoon that everyone will come to the evening self-study leisurely.

As soon as the get out of class bell rang, most of the people in the classroom had already rushed out of the classroom, either busy going home or going to the Internet cafe.

Yu Ji packed his schoolbag unhurriedly.

At the same table is a very well-behaved girl wearing glasses, named Li Junjun. She flipped through the collection of ancient prose in her hand, put down the pen, and said strangely, "Aren't you going to stay for a while today?"

Usually, the lingering fear will take another hour to study before leaving.

"No, I have something to do today."

"Oh..." Li Junjun's face was a little disappointed, and he reached into the drawer, as if he was going to take something.

Yu Ji put the pencil case in the schoolbag in the last room, and then heard Yu Ran's voice calling him.

"Brother, I'm fine—" Yu Ran leaned against the window in the corridor and called him.

"Here we come," Yu Jin agreed, then raised his head and smiled at Li Junjun, "See you tomorrow."

"Oh, I'll see you tomorrow." The latter agreed in a somewhat distraught manner, and silently put a small box that he had taken out of the drawer back into the drawer.

Yu Ji helped Yu Ran straighten the hat that had been pushed under his schoolbag, and asked casually, "Why is it so fast today?"

The teaching buildings of the two are next to each other, and the No. [-] building of the class of Yu Jing is on the ground floor, which is the only way to the two school gates.

Yu Ran took it for granted, "The last class is self-study, and I'll pack my schoolbag in 10 minutes before get out of class ends."

"Hey! Yu Ji, are you going to watch "Sea King" tomorrow morning? There is me and Chen Hao." A boy wearing a black down jacket and carrying a schoolbag came from the corridor, smiling brightly, with one arm Then he hugged Yu Ji's neck and walked on his right.

"No," Yu Ji refused with a smile, "Next time, she and I will go to the movies together tomorrow." Saying this, he looked at Yu Ran who was walking on his left.

The boy also followed his gaze to see Yu Ran. Most of his class knew her, and there was nothing strange about her. "Let's go together. After the end, go to my house for a barbecue. There are many people and it's fun."

Yu Ji still refused, "Next time, let's make an appointment in advance next time."

"Hey, why is our school grass so disrespectful - last time you said it's the next time." Even though he said that, the boy didn't mean anything malicious.

"No—" Yu Ji still wanted to refuse, but Yu Ran who was next to him called him.

"Brother, you go—" Yu Ran looked into his eyes and said, "We will watch a movie tomorrow, and you can go play with them in the afternoon. Teacher Zhou handed out a lot of papers this afternoon, so I will go back to do my homework early in the afternoon. "

The boy with his arms around the neck of the lingering fear said without a trace, "Sister, why don't you come too, bring the papers with you, and do your homework while having fun."

Yu Ran waved his hand and refused, "I don't know much—"

"It's okay, we'll get to know each other after staying together for a while," the boy turned to Yu Jing again, "That's it, I'll send you the address and time later, you must come!"

Saying that, he let go of the arm that was holding the man's neck, and left quickly.

"Brother, you must go tomorrow—" Yu Ran reminded.

"talk later."

The two walked to the school gate, got into a black SUV, and arrived at their destination before the evening rush hour.

Yu Ji and Yu Ran also lived here for more than ten years, walked around the courtyard and walked into the gate familiarly.

This feeling is actually quite strange.

It is obviously the place where I have lived for a long time, but I really feel a kind of strangeness and separation.

All the furnishings in the room remained unchanged, the huge Alaska rushed over and made a fuss with Yu Ran.The other person who rushed over was Lin Zimo, the five-year-old daughter born after their mother remarried.

"Brother!!" Lin Zimo yelled coquettishly, and then threw himself on the still-frightened knee.

The mother of three came over from the dining table, because she was indoors, wearing only a taro-colored long-sleeved dress, her hair hanging smoothly on her shoulders, with a faint fragrance and luster as she walked, and she was naked There is no wrinkle on her skin, just like the three children, she is radiantly white, with a gentle and sincere smile at the corner of her mouth, and the occasional glances she casts can easily make people intoxicated.

If she is only 28 years old, no one will doubt it.

"Your Uncle Lin went on a business trip recently, everyone is here, let's have dinner."

After dinner, Yu Ran was sent out to walk the dog, Auntie took Lin Zimo to draw, and Yu Ji and her mother went into the study.

As soon as they entered the study, a layer of gloom suddenly appeared on the two similar faces.

"I probably told you on the phone last week that I will go to the court for mediation next Wednesday, but as far as I think he means, it should go to court."

"But Yu Yu is 15 years old, and the court should consider her personal wishes."

"It should be considered, but it depends on how much he will consider. He hired a very good lawyer."

"After so many years, he can't take her away now?"

"Yes, but from a legal point of view, it's okay for him to do so - he talked to me about education and said that Yu Ran has been arranged for a public school."

Yu Ji frowned, and didn't know what to say for a moment, and after a while, he asked, "Yu Ran and him have been in contact by email...... When will I tell Yu Ran about this?"

"I'll tell her later." Mom looked at the expression on Yu Ji's face and knew that he was not feeling well. "Although you and Yu Ran have been together since childhood, there will always be a day when you will grow up separately. Following him, maybe A good choice."

Yu Ji snorted coldly, feeling panicked by the sudden situation, and said in a somewhat aggressive tone, "It's not for Yu Ran, it's for himself."

"Yes, but in some respects he has a right to do so."

The lingering fear has nothing to say.

He sat distraught behind a solid wood desk, mingled with anger at his own incompetence and a fear of losing a loved one.

The home extension on the desk rang suddenly, Yu Ji's mother answered the phone, turned around and left the study.

Yu Ji was restless and sat in the same place without moving.

Yu Ji's mother went downstairs, took a little boy who seemed to be about the same age as her own daughter, and asked the aunt next to her to prepare snacks and tea for him.

"Excuse me," a low-pitched boy said behind the two, "I happened to be eating at my brother's house, so I took him out for a walk, and he was clamoring to come here to find friends."

Yu Jing's mother showed a gentle smile, "Why, Zimo often goes there to bother you on weekdays—sit whatever you want, I'll call Zimo."

"Well, that's troublesome, Ah... sister." Xu Zixin's words turned around in his mouth, and finally he felt that calling her sister was more appropriate.

Yu Jing's mother suddenly laughed out loud, and waved at him, "You can just call me auntie, my son is about your age."

"??" Xu Zixin froze for a moment, and explained bluntly, "I really didn't see—"

Yu Jing's mother obviously liked this very much, and smiled happily.

Just as she was about to go upstairs, Yu Ji's mother was called by her aunt to answer an important phone call.

Xu Zixin pointed upstairs, "If you don't mind, let's go up and find her."

Yu Ji's mother held the phone, smiled and said 'OK' to them.

Xu Zixin led his nephew up the steps slowly, the destination was at the end of the right walk.

Zimo, who was still drawing in the room, seemed to hear the noise outside, and ran out of the room very excitedly, jumping together with the little boy.

Xu Zixin was about to walk over when he caught a glimpse of a familiar figure out of the corner of his eye.

?

Xu Zixin took a few steps back to confirm his thoughts.

The door of the study room was ajar, and the warm yellow light reflected a fan shape. He looked in from the door, and saw the unforgettable face—although it was only from one side.

Viewed from this side, Yu Ji's nose is a little upturned, and the lines of her lips are as perfect as a painting.

But that expression was something he had never seen before, a little strange and a little novel.

It was different from the frank and straightforward expression when the other party looked at him directly, and different from the carelessness when he was pulled to ask for directions.

At this moment, he looked a little...complicated, with some kind of restlessness and gloom.

Unlike what Zhou Mo said, "good personality" and "be nice to others", he looks very gloomy, even the midsummer sunshine can't dispel the gloom.

But it was also enough to make Xu Zixin's chest throb heavily.

The man seemed to have noticed his gaze, turned his face, got up slowly, the gloom around him had not dissipated, and just walked up to him.

He was not surprised at why the other party was here, nor did he ask who he was with a puzzled expression, he walked straight up to him, within half a meter of him, his eyes fell directly on his lips, a little surprised It's hard to tell what that look is.

But Xu Zixin seemed to see the other party licking his back molars.

"Is your mouth ready?"

As he asked, his eyes turned into a kind of aggression.

Xu Zi wanted to say, so what if it's okay, so what if it's not okay.

But he found that he opened his mouth in vain, his throat was so tight that he didn't say anything.