Lingering heart palpitations

In the end, Yu Jing still didn't finish watching the movie selected by the class that day. According to the class time, he was called out of the classroom by Xu Zixin in the second quarter's evening self-study.

The two stood at the corner of the corridor next to the leftmost side of the office building. Above their heads was a voice-activated light that would dim in a while. The light wasn't very good, but they could see clearly when they were close.

"So which university are you going to go to—" Xu Zixin pressed the person against a wall, looked down at him, but did not show an oppressive aura, but gently wrapped the other person in his shadow, a little low The voice sounds a bit like coquetry.

Yu Ji didn't think much about receiving the text message, and just replied lightly, "I haven't thought it through yet."

The other party asked again, "What have you been thinking", but felt that the lingering fear was too difficult to reply, so he called him out of the classroom.

Yu Ji didn't know why he came up on a whim, and answered truthfully, "I haven't thought about this question carefully, let's look at the grades of the third year of high school and see what school I can go to."

"You are too modest..." Xu Zixin said, "Then you can go to any school you want?"

Although he doesn't study, he has a rough understanding of the teaching level of their school. It is very safe for the top [-] in science subjects in the college entrance examination to enter the first university, not to mention the lingering fear is still in the top three.

Yu Ji didn't refute, but nodded lightly, with a very cautious attitude, "You can't say too much."

"So you should probably stay here and go to school." Xu Zixin came to a conclusion.

"Yes." Yu Ji nodded. Although there was a thread in his words, he still knew in his heart that he would probably stay in this city. After all, all the famous schools are here, so there is no need for him to go to other places, let alone Yu Ran is still here, going to university one class later than him.

"Oh..." Xu Zixin heaved a sigh of relief. If he was in this city, their family might be able to find some way for him to enter a university.

"What's the matter all of a sudden?" Yu Ji raised his chin slightly to look at him, seeing that the other party was not as excited as before, and suddenly wanted to reach out and touch his head.

Before he could think about the body movements, his hands were already on the hair behind the other's ears.

Xu Zixin has a very aggressive face, but his hair is very soft, and it will wrap around his fingertips when he touches it. A bit softer.

Both of them were taken aback for a moment, because of the lingering fear of the sudden intimacy.

Yu Ji looked at the face close in front of him, and wanted to move his hand away with some hot face.

Only halfway down the palm, Xu Zixin grabbed the wrist, and gently sent it back to the position where he was stroking his hair, and rubbed his palm against the top of his hair. Said softly, "You can touch my head."

The lingering fear may not be clear. Xu Zixin never let people touch his head when he was a child. When he was a child, he said brazenly that he was afraid that people would touch him short and bald. When he was older, he did not know where he received some machismo knowledge. He claimed that to touch a man's head was to demean his masculinity.

Although friends around him disapproved of his rhetoric about masculinity, they still respected his habits.

It is said to be touching his head, but in fact, Yu Jing can only touch his layered soft hair, which makes people feel a kind of sadistic softness for no reason.

Yu Jing was a full ten centimeters shorter than Xu Zixin. He was tired of raising his hand, and he was about to put it down soon, but the other party seemed to be a little addicted, and he insisted on not letting him move his hand.

Just as he was about to speak, Xu Zixin lowered his head, moved closer to his direction, and buried him firmly in the socket of his neck, with one hand holding his wrist and placing it on the back of his head.

Yu Ji was taken aback, but he was not willing to push him away, thinking that Xu Zixin must have encountered something unpleasant, so he asked him softly, with a gentle and outrageous tone, "What's wrong with you, didn't you feel fine just now?"

"Nothing," Xu Zixin pressed against his neck, speaking in a muffled voice, "I have to go to the provincial sports meeting at the end of the month."

"basketball?"

"No, track and field meeting, maybe go for a sprint."

"Well, it's pretty good."

"Hmm..." Xu Zixin's ending sound is a bit long. When talking to Yu Ji, he always speaks very slowly, and he doesn't seem to be half-hearing when talking to others. He seems to be sincere. The little boy said, "If you get a good ranking in the provincial sports meeting, you can get extra points in the college entrance examination."

Hearing what he said, Yu Jing was a little surprised, and burst out laughing, and the vibration in his chest also spread to Xu Zixin.

"You laugh at me—" he said sullenly.

"No," Yu Ji hurriedly said, "I just don't think you're someone who would think about that..."

There was some laughter in his words, "After all, you scored more than 200 points in all nine subjects, so adding a few points doesn't seem to help much."

Well, it is better not to say.

Xu Zixin raised his head, cupped his frightened face with both hands, and leaned in front of him.

"Did you talk like that?" Xu Zixin blushed a little because he was really embarrassed when Yu Jing mentioned his grades.

"I was thinking, if I go to college in the future, I will always be with you."

I was taken aback for a moment, but I didn't expect him to say this.

"It's impossible to go to the same school as you, but it's not too far away in the city...... I just don't know if my score is enough for me to go to college. But maybe my family can donate some money ...But in recent years, the censorship has been very strict, and it must be some kind of pheasant university..." Xu Zixin stared at him firmly with a pair of bright eyes, very serious.

"But I always feel like I'm not worthy of you—"

"I will buy an apartment outside your school when I go to college, and we will live together. After graduating from college, I will make my home wherever you work..."

Yu Ji stretched out his hand and pulled off the palm of the other party holding his face, and held it in his own palm, shocked by these words.He knew his sexual orientation in junior high school, but he didn't intend to follow his own needs. Although he was only a teenager, he had a rough life plan of his own, which did not include a same-sex partner.

The relationship between him and Xu Zixin was out of his plan, and it was considered out of control since he was sensible. He was addicted to it, but he didn't dare to think about the future of the two of them. He got used to being cautious when he got in and couldn't get out.

If the other party is only on a whim, then he still has room to escape.

But this reservation, he knew it in his heart, was disintegrating little by little without sound.

He froze in place, suddenly felt that he was strangled by a certain destiny, and he couldn't resist at all.

Xu Zixin reached out and took out a bank card from his pocket, and put it in her palm.

"It's the prize money I won in this sports meeting. It's the first time I got it by myself at such a young age." Xu Zixin scratched his head, feeling a little embarrassed, "It's not much, but I want to give it to you. My mother said at home There must be someone to manage the accounts so that there will be no unpleasantness...we will be together in the future..."

He was so ashamed that he didn't finish his sentence, he just stuffed the bank card into the man's coat. He thought it was good in his heart, but when he said it, he couldn't help but feel a little stupid, and he was afraid that he would think he was naive.

He quietly looked at the expression of lingering fear, but he couldn't see clearly, he couldn't tell what kind of emotion that person was.

There was silence between the two for almost a minute, and Yu Ji suddenly let out a soft sigh.

"Why are you so..." His tone was a little helpless, and there was a little fanaticism that he didn't usually have.

Xu Zixin stood still, thinking that he was going to say that he was childish again, as well-behaved as a big dog who had done bad things and was waiting for his master to punish him.

He didn't speak, waiting for Yu Ji to pounce on him and hug him as soon as he said he was childish.

Just as he was thinking about it, he suddenly felt a little hair scratching his cheeks. Before he could recover, a light kiss landed on his lips.It was such a light kiss, if it wasn't for the visual supplement, he would have almost missed it.But the strength of that kiss seemed to be strengthened a thousand times, and it directly hit his heart.

"you......."

Yu Jing blushed a little, but he didn't regret his actions just now.

"Who says it's not good enough."

"You also have to go to college, the serious one, I can teach you."

Before Xu Zixin could recover, he continued to add, "If you're not serious, I'll see how I deal with you..." Because of the surge of emotion, his tone was almost threatening.