When I put on the savior vest

After Wang Weiguo left, Ye Qing thought about it, and estimated that it would be a few days before the group of people would have time to find him.

Ye Qing still doesn't know what the attitude of the above is, but no matter what, if he wants to do something later, it may not be so convenient.

"Well, let's settle some things first."

Ye Qing muttered, then went out, and found Shen Yan's dormitory.

Shen Yan's dormitory is not very far from Ye Qing, it is estimated that Wang Weiguo arranged it at that time, and it was also because of the convenience of monitoring.

It should not be mentioned here that although Shen Yan seemed to move freely, he was actually under surveillance all the time.

Before Wang Weiguo considered Ye Qing's reasons, so he didn't take measures of compulsory surveillance, but Shen Yan, who secretly investigated, learned about his basic situation.

It can be regarded as relying on Ye Qing's relationship, Shen Yan will not be forced to be free.

Ye Qing didn't know that Shen Yanqing didn't know, but he himself could understand.After all, in the eyes of those people, he was indeed too suspicious, and there was not even a trace of him.

"So, it's still the vest's fault."

Ye Qing muttered, disapproval from 'Trash-Ke' came in his mind, bubbles appeared one by one in his mind, all of them were excuses.

"It looks so suspicious, damn it, why don't you have the ability to directly become an ID card?"

"Sure enough, I'm too useless, oh, it's too embarrassing, I'm just a little waste."

When Ye Qing arrived at Shen Yan's dormitory, Shen Yan had just finished exercising.As soon as he opened the door, he saw the man at the door mumbling, still familiar nonsense.

"Boom."

Before Ye Qing stepped in, the door was closed again, and Shen Yan's cold voice even came from inside: "Go slowly, don't see you off."

Ye Qing: ......

"Hey, hey, I haven't gone in yet, where can I walk slowly?"

Unwilling to reconcile, Ye Qing knocked on the door outside with all his might, shaking the door with a 'bang bang'.

"Also, you're too rude. I'm a visitor. Who would close the door before the guests come in?"

"It's too much, is it because I'm a little trash that you want to treat me like this?"

Ye Qing squatted pitifully at the door, drawing circles on the ground, muttering incessantly, "It hurts so much to slap my hands, um, the world is so indifferent, I'm used to it."

"Trash kisses must be strong, Shen Yan is such a bad character, you."

Ye Qing hadn't finished speaking when the door slammed open again, hitting his forehead with a 'dong' sound.

"Huh."

He moved back a few steps, raised his head with tears in his eyes, Shen Yan was standing at the door with his chest folded, looking at him coldly.

"Aren't I your most respected trash kiss?"

Shen Yan sneered: "What stupid things are you talking about?"

Even so, Shen Yan stepped aside and signaled Ye Qing to come in.

Ye Qing entered the door honestly, sat on the sofa with Shen Yan, and looked at him innocently.

Shen Yan first poured a glass of water, moistened his throat, and then slowly said, "What are you looking for?"

"Of course I came to see you." Ye Qing blinked, his expression was as serious as he wanted, "After all, I'm the one who worries about you."

Shen Yan raised his eyebrows and asked, "Worried about me? Are you out of money again?"

"of course not!"

Ye Qing showed a sad expression, looked at Shen Yan opposite, with a look of being let down, but because it was this person, he couldn't bear to be harsh.

"Who told me in the first place, what I don't understand, if they."

Before Ye Qing could finish speaking, a flame rushed towards him, and when it was about to burn him, it slowly dissipated, only scorching a strand of hair on Ye Qing's forehead.

Shen Yan seemed calm and said: "If you say anything else, I will burn you."

"Huh."

A string of flames spurted out again, burning Ye Qing's hair on the other side symmetrically.

Ye Qing: ......

Too, too much.

Ye Qing, who didn't dare to speak anymore, could only shut his mouth and look at the young man opposite, the 27.8 year old young man curled up on the sofa, looking pitiful and wronged, his eyes were a little moist.

Seeing Ye Qing's grievance, Shen Yan smiled coldly.

He had been fooled by this man's pitiful expression before. At that time, he had only been with him for a short time, and he treated the man in front of him as his savior in his heart.

The results of it?

That guy once acted with him, but halfway said he was going to the bathroom and asked him to wait for him.

Then Shen Yan waited for a full two hours without seeing anyone, and always said on the phone, "It's coming soon", "There are too many people in line", "I'm constipated", "Ah, I fell into a pit", and finally shut down directly. .

The ghost knows that he was about to explode at that time, looking for him all over the mall, only to find out later that the guy actually ran to a high-end community in the surrounding area, in the name of inspecting the enemy's situation.

Shen Yan burned him angrily then chased him for two blocks.

At this moment, facing the pitiful expression of this person, his heart was as cold as iron.

But this guy kept looking at him with that pitiful look, and seeing that he ignored him, he began to twist and twist again, his posture was so enchanting.

After he couldn't speak, he used non-stop movements of his body to express his meaning, first pointing to himself, then making a big love gesture, and then pointing to Shen Yan.

This appearance is so eye-catching, Shen Yan had no choice but to support his forehead and speak: "Speak."

"Huh."

"Xiao Shen, you are becoming more and more indifferent."

Just as Ye Qing was about to say something, he saw Shen Yan's dangerous eyes, and quickly put on a serious expression.

"I'm really here to care about you."

"After all, I am such an enthusiastic and reliable teammate. Isn't it normal to care about the mental health of my teammates?"

"What? Don't you need me to comfort you now?"

The lazy youth in the past put on a serious expression, I have to say, it is really bluffing.His expression was serious, and his beautiful eyes seemed to reflect you alone, leaning forward slightly, as if he was always listening.

Ye Qing said slowly: "Have you really let go of your heart?"

Shen Yan was silent for a while, as the person involved, of course he knew what Ye Qing was referring to.He said what he said when he attended his father's funeral.

He turned his head and said uncomfortably: "You are really idle."

"That's right~"

Handsome but not more than three seconds has always been the characteristic of this vest, Ye Qing immediately broke the original serious expression, showing a look of joy, and said cheerfully: "Yanyan, you really understand me, I am so touched, huh."

Shen Yan: ...

"So tell me quickly~" Ye Qing said proudly: "Don't look at me like this, but I'm very good at listening."

"After chatting with me before, those people were very enthusiastic to lend me money. They are super considerate."

Ye Qing looked at the young man in front of him with a smile, showing a smile of unknown meaning: "So, if you have any ideas, you can tell me."

"After all, I'm just a little trash, isn't it suitable?"

Shen Yan looked at the man in front of him, opened his mouth, and wanted to refuse.But when he thought about getting along with this person, he had never won, so he gave up again.

"Sure, do you want to say it?"

He lowered his head sideways, feeling helpless and some more complicated emotions surging in his heart that he didn't understand.

It's like the first time he met this person, only this person is always independent, speaking his own words and doing his own things.

For no reason at all, it was inserted into his life so directly and brutally.

Although on the surface it seems that he has a bad relationship with this person and often hates each other, but there is no way to deny that this person saved him from the hospital, and this person comforted him at the funeral, and then brought him Seeing his revenge all over the world.

The trajectory of his life was changed because of this person.

"of course."

On the opposite side, Ye Qing confirmed again.

Shen Yan sighed: "I really can't do anything about you."

The young man in front of him thought for a while, his expression gradually softened from ice-cold, revealing a reminiscing expression.

"My mother passed away when I was very young, and it was my father who raised me." He said: "Although I shouldn't say that, my father is indeed a gentle and cowardly person. "

"He has a good personality and doesn't know how to refuse others. Every time someone asks him, he always agrees. Even if he can't complete it, he will feel guilty."

When Shen Yan said this, he lowered his head and smiled, showing a mocking expression.

"But such a good man, life has never been good to him. The only savings in the family have been lent out to help others."

"He didn't enjoy a good life until he died."

"I even heard from Deputy Team Lin that when I was hospitalized, he begged everyone around him to borrow money in order to allow me to be treated in the hospital."

"But he has been a good person for so long, but only the first few people are willing to help him."

The young man looked directly at Ye Qing, and asked with a confused expression: "Do you think this kind of life is ridiculous?"

Ye Qing looked at Shen Yan on the opposite side, his expression at this time was the same as that day, it was puzzled by the world, and unhappy with what happened to his father.

"I kind of understand what you said at the time. From the beginning to the end, I was the only one who was suffering and confused."

"No matter who it is, they won't care about what I care about, because they haven't experienced it at all."

"Everyone's life is different."

Ye Qing nodded, and said affirmatively: "Indeed. This is the truth."

Shen Yan looked at him, the negative emotions in his eyes almost overflowed, he turned his head in embarrassment, and said softly, "You bastard, are you here to make me feel bad?"

"Of course not." Ye Qing tilted his head, with a puzzled expression on his face: "I'm obviously trying to comfort you."

"I can't understand my father, and I can't help resenting those who treated him like this. In the final analysis, isn't it because you don't understand your father at all?"

"What, what?"

"As you said, from the beginning to the end, you are the only one who suffers. Because this is you, whether it is pain, anger, laughter, or joy, it is only your own emotions."

Ye Qing changed his posture, lazily looking up at the astonished young man.

"By analogy, you can't understand your father's joy and no regrets, can you?"

Shen Yan was silent: "..."

"Then is the hatred in your heart because of your father's expectations? Or is it just because of your own unwillingness?"

"sophistry……"

"No." Ye Qing stretched out a finger and shook it, then suddenly stood up and approached Shen Yan, looking at his own reflection in his eyes.

"I have understood from a very early age that people are inherently weak. They will vent their anger because of their inner emotions, and also because of the joy of others."

"But these are our own emotions."

"Do you really not know what your father wants you to do? Or do you know, but use your own heart to ignore him, and use your own excuses to replace his real wishes?"

"..."

Shen Yan raised his head, his expression was confused, and there was still some hatred: "Then, shouldn't I be resentful?"

"NoNoNo!"

Ye Qing stretched out another finger and shook in front of him, said: "I'm just telling you, you should face your own heart."

"I will complain about the injustice of society, I will hate those who hurt me, and I will help others. Shen Yan, you are just an ordinary person."

"Even if you have some special abilities now, you are still not as strong as me. Ordinary people will die if they are hit by bullets."

"So, don't think too highly of yourself, and don't think too highly of the world. The person who bullies you today may be hit by a meteorite tomorrow?"

Shen Yan turned his head and said with an unclear expression: "This kind of thing you said will never happen."

"That's not the point."

Ye Qing stretched out his hand and turned his face back, and said with a smile: "The point is, you should know your own way, and not be confused by those superficial things."

"Your father, Lin Yan, and Wang Weiguo all have their own directions."

"Even if you want to hate, suffer, or save, you must have a goal, right?"

"What about you? Have you figured out who you want to bear your hatred, and how you will go in the future?"

Shen Yan opened his mouth, with a dazed expression, and muttered: "I don't know."

These words did not exceed Ye Qing's expectations, he nodded with satisfaction, like looking at a little white rabbit that is about to enter a trap, his eyes are full of kindness.

"That's right." Ye Qing said happily: "Then let me give you a reference. Let's set a small goal first, starting with becoming a hero to save the world!"

Shen Yan: "..."

Ye Qing patted Shen Yan's shoulder: "That's it."

"Shen Yan, become a hero."

Shen Yan was silent for a long time, he looked at Ye Qing's face in front of him, his expression changed a few times before he said: "Didn't you say that I am an ordinary person? Why did you make me a hero again?"

"If you have to say it, isn't what you are doing now more suitable?"

"Ha ha."

Ye Qing lowered his head and smiled a few times, but didn't answer his words, he let go of Shen Yan, and walked slowly towards the door.

"Why do you think heroes can't be ordinary people?"

Ye Qing stood at the half-open door, tilting his head slightly, the sunlight shot in from behind him, making Shen Yan unable to see his expression clearly for a while.

"Isn't your father your hero?"

The half-open door was closed, leaving only Shen Yan in the room, sitting silently in the room, without moving for a long time.