Si Xinyan has recently started to learn to draw.

It can't be said that he is learning to draw. He had a drawing foundation before, otherwise the fondant doll cake last time could not be made so smoothly.It's just that he has never been exposed to oil painting and watercolor painting before. This time, Si Xinyan wanted to cultivate his sentiments, in fact, he wanted to find something for himself to do.

Some people, when they didn’t resign, thought all day long that “I will lie in bed for 100 days after I resign”, but after I resigned and lay in bed for two days, I found that lying down is as uncomfortable as sitting all the time .But when I got up, I didn't know what to do, and I started to feel inexplicably empty.

Of course, there are also some people who are not a problem at all even if they lie down for three or four months, and they belong to the king of the house. Although these people are lying down, they also have things they like to do as support, so they can keep going.

Some people like to read and study; some people like to read some novels for entertainment; some people like games, and all kinds of good games emerge in endlessly so that they can play 360 five days without repeating the same, and they don't need to care about other things at all.But Si Xinyan is different, he only has so many hobbies, now that he has more free time, he wants to learn more.

Although Si Xinyan never told anyone about it, he knew in his heart that he hadn't come out of that abyss yet.

It's been eight years since I tried my best to manage a relationship, how can I say that if I don't love it, I won't love it anymore.During this time, Si Xinyan thought less and less of Lu Zhi. He felt that this was a good thing, which meant that he had already begun to try to get out.

But that was when he was busy with things. Now the things in the store have been slowly distributed to the people below for management, and the live broadcast has entered a relatively stable stage. Si Xinyan started to learn to fill in according to his long-term plan. For myself, pick up again what I wanted to learn when I was young, and what I had put down.

He gave up too much because of Lu Zhi, such as painting.

In fact, he doesn't like design, what he likes is painting, it's just because Lu Zhi's company is doing design work, that's why he majored in finance and minored in design, so that when the company helps Lu Zhi , will not be clueless.

Now that these professional things have been cast in his flesh and blood, Si Xinyan can't separate them from himself, and he doesn't need to separate them, so he wants to refill them with something.After all, enriching yourself is not a bad thing.

He can find what he wants to do, and Ji Rui also raised his hands and feet to support him, so Si Xinyan started to live broadcast painting.

He was worried that the live broadcast process would be too boring and no one would watch it, but the strange thing is that when he started the live broadcast and picked up the paintbrush, there seemed to be a strange atmosphere in the live broadcast room. The voice of faith, but the mind is on the work at hand.Some people even opened a live broadcast for children to watch while doing their homework, saying that this atmosphere is particularly suitable for learning.

Therefore, the popularity in the live broadcast room is very high, but there are relatively few bullet screens. Everyone is doing things quietly. Occasionally, a sentence or two is an exaggeration of Si Xinyan. Si Xinyan will share some with fans while doing it. Recently, I will also read two bullet screens to make some comments on the things in life. The atmosphere in the whole live broadcast room is very happy and harmonious. In the Jinjiang live broadcast room that is full of violence or all kinds of nonsense, it is also a clear stream.

With such a live broadcast room, Lu Zhi's heart calmed down. He originally wanted to watch Si Xinyan, but he didn't want to just fall asleep like this.

I don't know if it was because Si Xinyan's voice rang in his ears from time to time, but Lu Zhi slept exceptionally well this time, and was not disturbed by that terrible nightmare anymore. When he woke up, he felt refreshed like never before.

But Lu Zhi began to feel distressed and had a stomach ache, and there was nothing that didn't hurt his heart, liver, spleen, lungs and kidneys, because as long as he thought that Si Xinyan didn't like him now, and that he had such a good life after leaving him, that kind of inner torture would come again. It will make Lu Zhi unable to breathe.

According to Lu Shi's words, Lu Zhi is probably quite a selfish person, he often only sees himself, and rarely pays attention to things that have nothing to do with him.

His "self" can be interpreted as himself in a small range, and those who are included in this circle in a large range. These people will be valued and cared by Lu Zhi, but those outside this range, Lu Zhi Basically don't care.

Si Xinyan belongs to a special case, a special case where Lu Zhi specially opened up a small circle to arrange it, but he lost it in the end.

And now Lu Zhi finally realizes what he has lost, what he has done in the past, as long as he thinks back to the past eight years, he feels that everything has turned into a heavy chain, tightly imprisoning him , making him unable to sleep every night, and unable to breathe during the day, he could only find the part of Si Xinyan's love for him from those tiny details of life to barely fill his longing.

And this longing became more and more as he and Ansu didn't see each other for longer and longer, as if a backlog of years had blown out.But now these longing people are no longer willing to stand still and be submerged in water, and Lu Zhi has no way to chase them back.

He wanted to torture himself and let Si Xinyan see him in a mess, but based on what he knew about Si Xinyan, he knew it was pointless to do so.

Si Xinyan will not soften his heart easily, he can't find the knot in Si Xinyan's leaving him at all, he can't untie this knot in his heart, they will never have the chance to stand together again in this lifetime.

He couldn't bear it anymore. If Si Xinyan was allowed to continue like this, sooner or later, those loves would be wiped away and completely buried by Si Xinyan.

Lu Zhi couldn't bear another person standing beside Si Xinyan. Even during the time when he was the most asshole, his possessiveness and need for Si Xinyan never changed.

Si Xinyan finished painting a picture, and it was time to make dinner. "Okay, now this painting is left to dry first, I will buy a picture frame tomorrow, and I will frame this painting."

[Wow, this is my first work of Pancake!Pie!Ask for a lottery! 】

[The cakes are beautifully drawn... By the way, this forest looks like a magical power]

[Does it make people want to sleep just by looking at it? 】

[Hahahahaha I have a good way of treating insomnia with cakes! 】

【Cake, I want to buy your painting! 】

Si Xinyan thought for a while, and said: "If everyone wants it, I will draw a lottery in a while, and I will send it to you when it is dry and framed. They are all works of practicing pens, so don't waste everyone's money." gone."

As soon as his voice fell, several nuclear bombs fell in the live broadcast room non-stop. Fans hugged their thighs and called daddy in the barrage.

Si Xinyan thought it was a bit funny. He knew it was because he was talking about lottery draws, so he started smashing presents. His luck was very bad, and he could only rely on crazily smashing gifts to attract Si Xinyan's attention. Xinyan specially gave him an extra dinner, and Si Xinyan received a gift from him after that.

But even so, Si Xinyan kept reminding him with a smile: "Boss, even if you bribe me with gifts, I won't give you any shady things."

He kept sending an aggrieved expression, which made Si Xinyan couldn't help laughing.

The lottery draw is tomorrow. Si Xinyan was going to post a Weibo about the lottery draw on Weibo, so he said goodbye to the fans first, and went to the live broadcast to make dinner.

The next day, Si Xinyan woke up naturally from sleep, and found that Ji Rui had left the house early, and left a post-it note on the refrigerator saying that he had an appointment with a client to measure the room today.

Si Xinyan took a look at today's plan, and instead of going to the store, he planned to buy some picture frames so that he could frame his paintings in the future.

Going shopping alone is a seemingly lonely feeling, but it’s actually a good feeling. If you live alone for a long time, you will find that you are just like that.Si Xinyan felt that he should get used to this feeling in advance, and when Ji Rui was optimistic about the house and moved out, he also wanted to live alone.

He probably won't have a second person to accompany him in his life, and he will have a lot of time alone in the future, and he needs to understand the happiness of being alone.

Next to the small shop selling picture frames was a pet shop. Si Xinyan had chosen the picture frame this time, and ordered some other picture frames from the store. After choosing home delivery, he heard a voice next to him when he came out. Shout: "Looking good! Beautiful!"

Si Xinyan looked up and found that it was a parrot hanging on the porch chirping.

There was no one else around, maybe it was Si Xinyan's illusion, he felt that he and the parrot were looking at each other.

Then the parrot shouted again: "It's beautiful! It's beautiful!"

Si Xinyan thought it was a bit cute, so he stretched out his hand to see if the bird was just shouting casually, so he asked again: "Who looks good, is it beautiful?"

"You look good! You're beautiful!" The parrot was extremely clever, flapping its wings and jumping up and down, wanting to get close to Si Xinyan.

It's so cute, Si Xinyan felt that this parrot really fit his eyes, so he teased the parrot: "Little cutie, do you want to come with me?"

"Delicious! Drink spicy!" The parrot flapped its wings and jumped up and down, looking very happy?

Seeing something going on outside, the shopkeeper opened the door and came out, and saw Si Xinyan chatting and laughing with the parrot, and they started chatting.

"I'm sorry!" the shop owner interrupted with some embarrassment: "Did he say something bad again... He often complains to passers-by outside. If you say something nonsense that makes you happy, I apologize for him."

Si Xinyan looked at the shopkeeper, smiled and shook his head: "It's okay, it's quite interesting. He didn't say anything bad about me either."

Only then did the shopkeeper notice Si Xinyan's appearance, and he looked at Si Xinyan. The little girl blushed and said, "Sir, do you want to buy a pet?"

Si Xinyan thought for a while, then pointed at the parrot: "Does he sell it?"

The little girl was taken aback for a moment, then nodded, and said in a panic: "Sell it, just don't dislike him for talking nonsense."

The parrot has not said anything bad until now, Si Xinyan really thinks he is cute, so he said: "No, if I sell it, I will buy it now. If there are any other things he needs to raise, I will buy them together."

The little girl didn't expect Si Xinyan to be so rich, so she quickly opened the door and welcomed him into the store. As soon as she opened the door, the parrot that was in the cage opened the door and flew down, directly entering the store.

Facing the surprised gaze of her boss Xinyan, the little girl smiled embarrassedly: "He is really smart. He was outside because he robbed other people's food before, so I punished him to stand outside."

"Food, drink spicy! Eat delicious, drink spicy!" The little parrot flapped its wings and flew around Si Xinyan, and praised Si Xinyan: "It looks good! It looks good!"

Si Xinyan couldn't help but smile bitterly: "Aren't you going to miss him?"

The little girl scratched her head, hurriedly filled out the form for Si Xinyan, shook her head while writing, and said, "It's okay, I've never seen anyone who is more noisy than him." After filling out the form, the little girl handed He gave it to Si Xinyan: "But if you don't like him anymore, you can send him back, and we can give you a half refund. I hope you don't throw him away."

"No." Si Xinyan glanced at the store's configuration. In the small store, there were cats, dogs, and several kinds of birds. "Do you need to buy anything?"

"He's a small sunflower cockatoo with a gentle personality. He just learned some strange words from somewhere. He likes to talk more. He is very smart. If he is specially trained, he can do many things." The owner handed it to Si Xin. Talk about a brochure: "This is his brochure, which contains feeding methods and related information, as well as his preferences and some points that need attention. This is attached to him, which can help you better understand he."

"Do you have a name?"

"We generally don't name them first. It's better to leave the name to the owner. He is not very old and can accompany you for a long time in the future. Don't look at him being noisy. In fact, he needs company very much. If you can, you should be more." Spend some time playing with him. He usually barks. If you mind the noise, it’s better not to raise him. In addition, I don’t recommend you to cut his feathers. Although he can fly, he usually follows people closely and doesn’t fly randomly. So it is recommended that you raise it by hand and give him more freedom at home."

After a few instructions, the shopkeeper backed out and rolled out a row of cages: "Usually he will stay in the cage obediently, if you really want to lock him, add another layer of locks, the one that requires a key, he is very powerful, Many locks can be opened by themselves."

Si Xinyan did not expect that there is so much knowledge about raising a small parrot, so he spent an afternoon in the pet shop without knowing it, and bought a lot of things, all of which were packaged and sent back by the owner. Take away the little parrot in the cage.

Si Xinyan named him Mung Bean, in order to match his online name Chunbing, which together became Mung Bean Chunbing, Si Xinyan's favorite.

However, Si Xinyan had just taken two steps with the mung beans in his hand when he met Lu Zhi with his secretary. As the saying goes, when they saw each other, they both stopped in their tracks.

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