Yuhuang Yin Shang

Yutang returned to his room and stayed alone in the room that had been emptied for ten years before he frowned, and old things came back to his mind.

Since the beginning of the Junior Brother, because Jingyu was young and afraid of the dark, even if he was teased to sleep before going to bed, he woke up in the middle of the night and saw the dark room and started crying again. Yutang, who was sleeping in the next room, was often raped by him Awakened by his crying, I had no choice but to go to sleep with him again, which later became a kind of dependence.

At that time, Jingyu's name was Ziyu, such a feminine and delicate name, so Yutang didn't like him, and the master still confiscated him as a foster son, and he hadn't changed his name to Yuan Jingyu, but he was used to Jingyu for eight years. the name.Almost forgot his original name.

As soon as it was night, Jingyu pulled Yutang, "Senior brother sleeps with me. There are ghosts screaming at night, I am very scared, it is cold here."

Yutang didn't want to run around in the middle of the night, so he went directly to Jingyu's room.

Every night, when the wind on the mountain howls, Jingyu hugs Yutang tightly.The so-called ghost cry is actually the whirring sound of the strong wind blowing, bumping into the high mountain and circling around the mountain peak.Jingyu was so frightened that she had to wake up her senior brother to accompany him to relieve herself even at night.Yutang often smiled helplessly, why did he become a nanny for no reason?

An eight-year-old child taking care of a three-year-old child, no matter who is changed, is not happy.At that time, Yutang hoped that he would grow up quickly and leave this entangled burden behind.

Since then, Yutang's bedroom has been emptied and turned into a study. In the past few days, Yutang moved back to his own room, where he sat looking at the rows of bookshelves and desks staring at the candles all night long.

"Junior brother, let me teach you to read the Three Character Classic!" Eight-year-old Yutang put three-year-old Jingyu on his lap, and hugged Jingyu from behind with both hands, "You follow me to read, at the beginning of human beings, nature is kind..."

"People's pigs are surnamed Ben Shan. Why are all the pigs raised by humans named 'Ben Shan'? They all have the same surname? Only a surname, but no first name? Brother?" Jing Yu pouted with a round pink face. , very cute.

But Yutang at that time didn't think he was cute at all, he just thought he was stupid and mischievous, and didn't know if that little kid was deliberately making things difficult for him.

Yutang had no choice but to hold back his temper, and replied patiently: "It means that when a person is born, he is kind-hearted at the beginning!"

"What does that have to do with pigs? The pigs raised by that person are kind pigs, so they are called Benshan? Then we don't want to eat pigs." Xiao Jingyu tilted her head and continued to ask persistently.

"I mean at the beginning of human beings, they are not human pigs. Where are there any pigs? You can't read the words in books!" Yutang became a little impatient.

Jingyu pouted and lost her temper: "You haven't taught me how to read, how can you read?"

"Hey! Why are you so stupid? No wonder the master pushed you to me to teach you. It's my misfortune to have such a stupid pighead like you..."

"Wow" cried, crying so sad!Earth-shattering!The voice was so loud: "I don't want to be a pig, let alone a stupid pig. If I want to be a pig, I want to be a human. Bad brothers bully me." The little fist waved over.Hitting Yutang, he kept kicking Yutang with both feet.

"Hey, don't be so unreasonable, I'll teach you to read, you're so stupid, and you still hit me, I'll ignore you." He put Jingyu on the ground, and ran out to play by himself.

In the evening, when the master and the mother came back from collecting herbs, they saw Yutang playing with the sword alone, and asked, "Where is the younger brother?"

"Just now he made trouble for no reason, I left him in his room." Yutang was still confident.

Master and mother immediately ran to the room and saw Jingyu lying on the ground and falling asleep.Eyes are red and swollen.The forehead and hands and feet are cold.The teacher's wife immediately picked him up and put him on the bed, and the master took the coal stove to light a fire to keep warm, and ordered Yutang to lie beside Jingyu and cover him with a quilt, warming him with his body.

The master stuffed the continuation pill into Jingyu's mouth and let the pill melt slowly. When the master saw that the water in the kettle was cold, she went to boil the water.

The master sat on the bedside and stabbed Xiao Jingyu with a few needles. Yutang never thought it would be so serious. The more he looked at it, the more frightened he became.

The master felt relieved when he saw that Jingyu's pale face was a little breathless.The master ordered: "I will go to the kitchen to cook medicine and cook porridge for him, and the teacher will cook for us. You can't let him go and keep him warm."

Yutang looked at this cold junior brother hugging him tightly, talking in his sleep in a daze, "It's cold, mother, I'm very cold, I'm so hungry, mother, take Ziyu back, okay, mother, I'm good, don't leave me behind. It's dark and cold here, and I'm afraid..."

Yutang blamed himself a little, "Don't be afraid, senior brother will protect you."

"Queen, I'm cold and my head hurts...!"

Yutang still remembers when the master fed medicine and food with a spoonful of soup,

Jingyu's red and swollen eyes, eyelashes still wet, looked at the master hazily, and swallowed the porridge mouthful, "Father, I will be obedient, don't drive me away, my head hurts! It's cold... "He fell asleep chewing porridge in a daze.

The master hugged Jingyu distressedly, stared at Yutang with a dark face, "Look at him being abandoned here by his parents, it's already miserable enough, you are a senior brother, how can you be so foolish and ignorant, here is frozen for thousands of miles, he is alone Three-year-old child, if he freezes to death, how can you feel at ease. Master and mother went out to pick snow lotus, you made this incident, you have to take good care of him tonight, wait a minute, the medicine is not so hot, just Feed him sip by sip, slow down, or he will choke to death, you know? I will come to see him after dinner, if he recovers within two days, you will not be fined, otherwise you will be fined kneeling twice sky."

Yutang thought he was troublesome, but he never thought of killing him. After being frightened by his master, he couldn't help crying. For the first time, he prayed all night for the speedy recovery of this troublesome little man.

The past is vivid in my mind, and in the blink of an eye, everyone has grown up.Yutang misses the days when the two of them loved each other very much.The old memories are unbearable, but they are still vivid, just like what happened just now.

Tears began to blur the eyes.Why Jingyu never loved me.Am I not doing well enough?Or am I just not his type?Thinking of this, my heart hurts like being cut by a knife, and I can't breathe because of the pain.That's what heartache feels like.I won't worry in my life, just know the taste of sorrow, and I will suffer from lovesickness and sorrow.

"Hehehe", the dull knock on the door, brought Yutang back from his thoughts.Yutang quickly wiped away tears, stood up naturally and wanted to open the door, but stopped suddenly, feeling very conflicted in his heart.

Jingyu knocked on the door a few times, wanting to push the door in, but who knew it was locked inside. For so many years, her room and this study room have never been locked, they just push the door in.Is senior brother still angry? "Brother, it's getting late, are you still reading? Come and rest together!"

"Go back to your room and sleep, I will sleep here from now on."

"Why don't you rest with me? Are you still angry?" Jingyu acted like a baby habitually: "Senior brother...my good brother, big brother, you have been angry for a few days, don't be angry anymore, okay?"

Jingyu stood at the door and waited for the senior brother.

"I'm not angry, you and I have grown up, you are not a child, do you still want me to take care of you?... It's time for you to learn to be independent, you go back." Yutang bent over and blew out the candles on the table Fire, go straight to the bed.

Jingyu saw that the lights inside were off, and she couldn't hear the sound inside, so she went back to her room sullenly, and lay down hugging the quilt.Senior brother has accompanied him to bed for so many years, and he is not used to sleeping alone these days.Looking at the roof, I remembered that my brother used to take him to the lake to play with water and catch fish...

"Brother, there are fish here, come quickly."

"I'm on the left, Jingyu and you are on the right, let's outflank it together." The senior brother stuck the long sword into the fish with one hand.Yu'er jumped up happily, "I caught it! Brother is awesome! We have grilled fish."

"You're just greedy. Go and collect some dry firewood. I'll catch two more to roast for you." The senior brother helped him get dressed and asked him to collect firewood.The two of them grilled fish by the lake. At that time, their childhood sweethearts lived happily ever after.Jingyu thought about it, and she smiled sweetly without knowing it.

In this room before, the brother taught himself to read and write seriously. "The writing of this character is not good-looking, and the strokes are crooked. I will write it for you." Xiao Yutang picked up another piece of paper, grabbed Jingyu's hand, and wrote earnestly, "This horizontal line, I have to start the pen against the front... When retracting the pen, press slightly and pause, then return to the left and retract, don’t you think this looks better?”

"Brother's writing is so beautiful." Jingyu cast admiring eyes, but the next sentence: "Why don't we go hide and seek?"

Brother was speechless...

"Go, brother, if you catch me, I'll write a page."