Bai Yueguang, he only loves villains [Transmigration Book]

Tears are really strange, I can hold back when it hurts, I can hold back when I'm tired, but when I'm wronged, I can't hold back no matter what.

Crying so badly in front of a stranger, Shi Zhou felt ashamed.

Before he could calm down, his stomach sent out a weak signal inappropriately, and Shi Zhou wished he could find a crack in the ground and get in.

From yesterday to now, he has eaten nothing but a glass of milk and a piece of candy. He can endure until now because he is too panic and forgets to be hungry.

Lu Youyuan peeled off another candy and handed it to him: "Go, go out and have breakfast."

With sugar in his mouth, Shi Zhou asked vaguely: "Can I go out?"

He heard clearly the conversation between the two outside the bedroom just now.

Lu Youyuan hummed: "It's impossible not to go out forever."

The refrigerator is empty, and I have to go out to buy some food and come back.

"But there are still people outside..."

"Don't go by them, go to the back of the street."

Sensing that his clothes were being pulled, Shi Zhou turned his head in confusion.

Lu Youyuan looked at the round-neck pullover pajamas that the other party was wearing upside down, and found a thicker gray sweater from the depths of the closet: "Go and change, don't wear it upside down this time."

Shi Zhou felt that he had lost all his face in this life here, so he went to change clothes in desperation.

Maybe it's because the owner hasn't worn it for a long time. It smells old and has a refreshing and pleasant smell of washing powder. Although it is big, it is very warm.

He couldn't see the person's appearance, but he knew that the person was tall, with broad shoulders, and was the exact opposite of his own body type.

If only I could see it.

Shi Zhou took a deep breath, straightened his messy hair, opened the door and went out.

Lu Youyuan brought Shi Zhou down from the small building, and pushed open a small rusty door from the abandoned carport behind the building.

After walking a few steps, the steaming breakfast stall came into view.

The urban management in the old city didn't bother to come to rectify, the weather turned cold, and there were many people who didn't like to cook breakfast at home, even though it was past eight o'clock, the stalls were still bustling.

This is a husband-and-wife shop. After the nearby factory closed down, they opened a snack bar in front of their house, selling breakfast in the morning and barbecue in the evening.

The boss was busy stacking the baskets one by one on the stove. The lady boss greeted Lu Youyuan enthusiastically: "The buns are freshly baked, so you can take whatever you want."

It's not good for someone to come out with a clothes rail, so Lu Youyuan can only let the other party drag his sleeve while walking.

He slowed down a bit, led the people through a few randomly placed tables, chairs and benches, and sat down in a place that looked clean.

Shi Zhou was next to him.

He followed Lu Youyuan step by step after he came out of the house, and now he heard the loud voices and the clashing of bowls, chopsticks, tables and chairs, making him even more at a loss.

Lu Youyuan glanced at his right hand, the cuff was still tightly clenched.

This person is like a small animal that is easily startled in a crowded place. In order to make way for the passing bicycles, Lu Youyuan moved slightly to the side, but unexpectedly, the other party subconsciously leaned towards him.

This feeling is indeed very special.

Lu Youyuan retracted his gaze, and turned to look at the signboard in the shop: "Small steamed buns, fried dough sticks, cakes, wontons, bean curd, what do you want to eat?"

Shi Zhou replied in a low voice, "I'll eat anything."

"Then I'll take whatever I want." Lu Youyuan was about to get up, when he found that the cuff of his right hand was still held in the opponent's hand, "You can let go."

Only then did Shi Zhou come to his senses, and quickly withdrew his hand.

Lu Youyuan took a small bamboo box and put two prunes and vegetables shortbread and a drawer of steamed buns in it, and looked back at Shi Zhou who was sitting obediently there.

Because the other party couldn't see, his eyes were always downcast, but his tightly pursed lips showed a little uneasiness.

A bowl of steaming wontons was placed in front of them, with finely chopped green onions floating on the golden soup base, each with thin skin and big stuffing, all made by the proprietress herself.

Lu Youyuan put the spoon in the opponent's right hand, and the small box for the cake was also placed in an easy-to-reach place.

He has been independent since he was a child, and he has never served anyone before, so it is natural to do these things now.

Shi Zhou scooped up a spoonful of wonton soup, and the boiling hot soup warmed directly from the tip of his tongue to his stomach. Even though he had been hungry for a long time, he still ate very politely, nibbling on the wonton wrappers very quickly.

Lu Youyuan waited for him to finish eating, then took a tissue and handed it to him: "Let's go."

At this time, the people who had breakfast checked out one after another and left, and the shop was also idle, and the proprietress finally had time to notice Shi Zhou whose movements were different from normal people.

She sighed, tore off a plastic bag and stuffed a sugar triangle into the other party: "Just out of the pan, eat it while it's hot."

The sugar triangle in his hand was soft, and Shi Zhou was actually very full, but he couldn't bear to refuse the other party's kindness.

He took a bite, and the brown sugar filling dripping out of it was fragrant and sweet: "Thank you lady boss."

The proprietress laughed: "This kid looks good and speaks well. I'll let your brother often bring you over for dinner."

Shi Zhou took a sugar triangle and ate it all the way.

Lu Youyuan looked at the other party: "It's fine if you can't finish eating."

Shi Zhou shook his head: "I'm sure I'll finish eating."

This is the shining kindness of others.

He was reluctant to eat the last bite and held it in his hand.

Thinking of the proprietress just now, thinking of Wan Dong who gave him snacks, and thinking of Lu Youyuan who gave him a place to stay, Shi Zhou whispered: "The people here are very nice."

Lu Youyuan heard: "There are bad ones too."

To be honest, Lu Youyuan didn't think he was a good person.

It can even be said that he knew that he was a cold-hearted monster since he was a child.

He watched his father jump off the building, watched his mother commit suicide, and lived a life of wildfire and no grass, just to make outsiders avoid him in fear.

Otherwise, Wan Dong would not be the only one willing to associate with him.

Of course, in the eyes of the child, the current self must be an out-and-out philanthropist, giving him food and shelter, and also working part-time as his guide stick.

But Lu Youyuan understands that all this is only temporary.

He has lived alone for too long.

The so-called loneliness does not refer to how many noises surround you, but refers to a person's closed heart.

No matter how close others are, if you can't feel that you are the same creature as yourself, it is difficult to hear the echo of a stagnant river.

Maybe it's because the other party is also single. In this dirty and smoky old street, there is someone next to him who regards himself as his all dependent, which makes Lu Youyuan inexplicably feel a sense of fate.

But he is very clear that he can't keep the other party for a lifetime, and he shouldn't leave any illusions for the other party.

So when the child faltered and asked his name, Lu Youyuan didn't answer: "Call it whatever you want."

Shi Zhou's eyes widened when he couldn't see anything: "How can you call it casually?"

"As long as the called person says yes."

Shi Zhou frowned, and was about to tell the other party his name, but followed the other party and stopped inexplicably.

Lu Youyuan came out with the intention of taking him to buy a set of clothes and shoes that fit him, but a little more shops were in the area guarded by Xu Tao's group.

Now he brought Shizhou to a clothing store, not a clothing store, but a stall with a shed.

The aunt who kept the stall was fighting the landlord, and casually glanced at the person who came: "The left one is second-hand, 20 yuan a piece, and the right is new. The clothes and pants are all [-]."

Only then did Shi Zhou realize that the other party wanted to buy clothes for him, and he quickly waved his hands: "You don't need to buy them for me, I can just wear this."

Lu Youyuan looked at the other party's cuffs which had been rolled up several times.

The clothes I wore a few years ago were still so loose on the other party, and if I accidentally exposed most of the delicate collarbone, I looked even thinner.

Lu Youyuan picked out a few pieces of suitable size from the right and handed them to the stall owner: "Do you have any shoes?"

Aunt pouted into the room: "That shelf is full of men's shoes."

Shi Zhou was led to sit on a stool indoors to try on shoes, he bit his lip, and still refused: "I really don't need to buy shoes, I'm fine with this..."

Lu Youyuan took off the slippers on Shi Zhou's feet, and only then remembered the wounds from the other party's bare feet.

The wound on the child's foot hadn't healed yet, and he followed him for a few streets, and bright red blood was slowly oozing through the white socks.

Lu Youyuan frowned: "Why don't you say it hurts?"

Shi Zhou shrank back uncomfortably: "It doesn't hurt too much."

The main reason is that he was already numb from the pain, and he was more unwilling to cause Lu Youyuan more trouble than the insignificant injury on his foot.

Maybe the other party was too sensible, Lu Youyuan felt an inexplicable sense of guilt.

He got up to go out: "wait for me here."

Hearing this, Shi Zhou hurriedly grabbed the corner of the other party's clothes, fumbled with one hand on the ground, looking for the shoe that Lu Youyuan took off: "Where are you going, I will accompany you."

From yesterday to now, in just one day, he has gained some peace of mind by Lu Youyuan's side.

Especially when the other party leaves him, this kind of dependence will become unreal, and he will start to feel unreliable, and the feeling that there is no one around him makes him feel very uncertain.

Fear of being left in place, fear of overwhelming helplessness coming again.

Lu Youyuan pulled out his clothes: "I'm going to the pharmacy, I'll be right back."

"No, no, no," Shi Zhou hurriedly stood up from the stool in order to prove himself, "Look, I really don't feel any pain at all."

Lu Youyuan said in a low voice, "Sit down."

Shi Zhou sat back obediently.

The aunt Doudizhu couldn't listen anymore: "Can't you see, this kid doesn't want to stay here by himself, I have povidone iodine and bandages here, you can apply some to him."

After taking the medicine and paying for the clothes and shoes, Lu Youyuan carried the bag in both hands, followed by a limp little tail.

Shi Zhou sighed: "You bought a lot."

Lu Youyuan didn't think too much: "It's not bad."

Shi Zhou rolled his eyes, and spoke boldly: "Is it because that aunt lent me medicine and bandages, and you felt embarrassed, and you bought so much in order to repay her."

Being poked into his mind, the other party was silent for a moment, and then said concisely: "No."

"The people here are so nice." Shi Zhou raised the corner of his mouth, "But you are the nicest person I've ever met."

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