Han Guang

Grandma laughed while eating oranges.

Lu Han lowered his head and smiled sheepishly, and saw the orange Wu Yifan handed over, even the veins were peeled clean.

"Thank you."

Wu Yifan saw that Luhan took it and peeled off a petal, an orange was wiped out in two or three.

The two old people were going to take a nap after eating fruit, Wu Yifan also took Luhan to leave at this time, Zhang Yixing sent the two out, and stood in front of the door with Luhan waiting for Wu Yifan to drive over.

"Are you two together?"

"Ah? No, I just... stay by his side."

Zhang Yixing frowned, looked at Luhan's ambiguous and bewildered expression, and thought of the Wu Yifan he saw today, if he hadn't seen it with his own eyes, he really wouldn't believe that his childhood had such a considerate side.

Wu Yifan, who was with Xiao Zhuo back then, was still a stupefied young man, and the love in his heart was always a bit awkward when put into action. Sometimes when the two of them had an awkward dispute, Wu Yifan would go to him to pour out the bitterness, but later he forgot when it started He had already forgotten that he heard less and less about Wu Yifan and Xiao Zhuo's affairs, and Wu Yifan no longer came to him, and later, something happened.

This past has been sealed in the memory of him and Baozi. If Luhan hadn’t been born, this past would have turned into a remnant of redness that melted in the wind, and they would silently erase it from their memory——

It's just that there is always a contingency in everything.

"Then stay with him well."

When the car came to him, Zhang Yixing patted Lu Han on the shoulder and opened the car door for him.

"Any plans for this afternoon?"

"No, we have to record tomorrow."

"So, do you want to go to a movie?"

Luhan thought of the practice that he had arranged for himself in the afternoon, hesitated for a while, and said "OK."

Well, stay with him well.

There are very few people in the cinema.Afternoon is cold time.Lu Han wore sunglasses and followed behind Wu Yifan, seeing him pick out a movie and buy green tea and snacks, he couldn't help being surprised: "Why don't you buy popcorn?"

"You have to record tomorrow, so you can't eat that kind of thing." He said and handed over the still warm green tea, Luhan looked down at his slender and strong fingers, and said in a low voice, "Thank you."

Wu Yifan chose a low-budget movie, but it was shot very well.Luhan was very absorbed in watching it. Drama is the most test of acting skills. The protagonist is a man with low intelligence. He pleaded guilty because he thought he could help his daughter and was sentenced to death. Sentenced to death to reverse the case for his father.Although the plot of the story is not complicated, the director's narrative technique is very innovative. Coupled with the superb acting skills of the actors, the little girl has big eyes and looks pitiful when she cries.

Luhan doesn't usually watch this kind of movies, and his personality relationship is somewhat repulsive to tears. As the plot develops, he slowly resists the urge to shed tears. Out of the corner of his eye, he finds Wu Yifan, who is bursting into tears beside him, his eyes widen in surprise. The tears in the eyes fell down with a patter, causing Lu Han to smile, and when he closed his eyes, tears fell from both eyes.

Wu Yifan silently handed over the handkerchief, and Lu Han didn't care whether he used it or not, he grabbed it and pressed it on his eyes. As soon as he finished wiping, Wu Yifan reached out and took the handkerchief over. The two of them just used the same handkerchief to wipe their tears, watching silently. After finishing the whole movie, at the end Luhan felt that if the handkerchief was twisted, water would come out.

Fortunately, there were still sunglasses, and the two of them took out the sunglasses and put them on, but it was a pity that they couldn't cover their red noses when they covered their eyes.Back home in a hurry, Luhan ran to the bathroom to wash his face before he could change his clothes. For so many years, even he who had never shed tears when he was at a loss and confused, today he cried so much, he felt strangely relaxed and hearty a feeling of.

Cold water splashed on his face, Luhan grabbed the towel and looked up, saw Wu Yifan leaning against the door in the mirror, couldn't help laughing and teasing: "Why did you choose that movie, isn't it embarrassing to cry in the cinema?"

"I didn't know I could still cry."

A smile froze at the corner of his mouth, "Didn't you cry before?"

"It's been a long time. After immigrating, I started slowly, and I couldn't cry anymore."

"Oh." Lu Han lowered his head, but saw Wu Yifan still standing at the door, he had a question in his heart, but secretly worried that if he said it, it might spoil the conversation, he hesitated, but he heard Wu Yifan say: "What do you want?" If you ask, just ask."

"Is it possible?" Lu Han raised his head, looked at the face reflected in the mirror, and saw the man's eyes fixed on him, "Yes."

"It's a long story, and I probably can't finish it today."

"...It's okay, I don't mind listening slowly."

"Okay, thank you."

At night the stars were shining, Lu Han found a lot of beer and lined up the space between him and Wu Yifan, although there was no popcorn, Wu Yifan was very satisfied with the sincerity of listening to the story.

When you are willing to speak, someone will listen with full expectation. At that moment, you will be willing to peel yourself layer by layer for him, and give him the most authentic self in the dark night.

"My parents didn't really marry each other. You know, in this world, few people who love each other can really be together, but those who are willing to accompany each other may not necessarily love each other, and that's okay."

Wu Yifan opened a can of beer, took a sip, and saw Lu Han beside him nodding with his mouth pursed, his eyes sparkling.

"If marriage is a contractual relationship, then for my parents, both parties who signed this contract have not fulfilled their obligations well. My father is very talented. He founded Hengjia and devoted himself to work, but also...to chaos In terms of the relationship between men and women, as far as I can remember, the number of times he has appeared at home, let alone by my mother's side."

"My mother was a famous lady at the time, and she had many suitors before marriage, but she married my father later to save my grandfather's failed investment. She became the daughter-in-law of the Li family, and was not valued by the Li family because of her declining natal family. This is a place of right and wrong, and with a husband who doesn't take her seriously, the Li family doesn't take her seriously."

"After I was born, the most impression she gave me was sitting alone in the room and weeping. A weak woman can do very little. When my aunt and aunt came to make troubles, watching her suffer silently made me feel sad too. Pity her, it's just...she seems to have put all the resentment towards the Li family on me, never hugged me, and seldom even looked at me. I knew from a very young age that my parents' love is probably my It’s something you can’t ask for in this lifetime.”

Wu Yifan squeezed the empty bottle in his hand, his face began to flush, Lu Han sat beside him, not daring to turn his head.The night view outside the window is enchanting, and the car lights winding forward in a sea of ​​lights converge into the blood of the city.It seems that everyone has a home to go to, but the person sitting next to him at this time turned out to be the same as him, having spent a childhood without parental love.

"Isn't it boring?" Wu Yifan turned his head and asked.

Lu Han shook his head: "I didn't expect that you look so enviable, but no matter how you sound, you are similar to me!"

Talking and laughing, he patted Wu Yifan's shoulder, but the man grabbed his hand, put it to his mouth and kissed it gently.

Lu Han lowered his head, and Wu Yifan dragged him to sit cross-legged in front of him.

"Luhan, I know it's wrong for me to do this, but I can't control it, I... I'm alone, I can't."

The big hand wrapped the small hand tightly, as if trying to melt the softness in the palm.

Lu Han felt Wu Yifan's trembling, and when he raised his head, he burst into tears.

10. Give me your pain first, then talk about it

With tears in Wu Yifan's eyes, the warm colors reflected outside the window fell into Luhan's heart, lighting up a lamp.

"Don't be afraid, I... I will stay."

"Thank you."

Wu Yifan let go of Luhan, took another can of beer, took a sip slowly, let the frothy liquid flow down his throat, and jumped forward in his body, closed his eyes slightly, and said in silence for a moment:

"I was in poor health when I was a child. My grandfather often took me to Zhang's family to see a doctor. I met Zhang Yixing when I was about three years old. What I envied most when I was a child was him. He was loved by his grandparents, and his parents. Although later Zhang Mom and Dad passed away in an air crash, but I envy him the most, growing up with his parents by his side, it's no wonder that such a person..."

Wu Yifan raised his head and drank the second can of beer in one gulp.

No wonder why, Luhan didn't ask, just followed him and held up the beer and took a sip.

"When I was about ten years old, my mother's natal family finally made a comeback. My grandmother felt sorry for her daughter's grievances over the years, so she supported my mother's divorce. For the sake of custody, the divorce case ended with my mother leaving the house. It ended. I followed my mother back to my grandfather’s house and met Kim Min-suk, also known as Baozi.”

So his name is Min Suk...

Lu Han secretly kept this name in his heart, lowered his eyes, took a sip, and heard Wu Yifan opened another can of beer, and continued:

"The first time I met Xiaozhuo, I was 13 years old."

Taking a sip hard, Wu Yifan's eyes began to blur. Luhan saw him looking at the dark night, with a smile on his lips, raised the beer in his hand to the distance, sneered nervously, then grabbed the beer and drank it vigorously .

Lu Han didn't have time to stop him, so he saw him fall to the ground.Luhan lay down beside him, trying to pull him up, but Wu Yifan pulled him down and hugged him in front of his chest, that deep voice fell on his ears, with a strong aroma of malt——

"Luhan, Luhan, do you know? The person Xiao Zhuo likes is not me, not me..."

There was suppressed sadness in the hoarse voice, the man's chest trembled, every syllable seemed to be knocked on his heart, the thick nasal voice was full of tears