[Dragon Race][Chu Lu] The person I have a crush on is drunk and lying on my bed now

850L嗨咯20xx-xx-xx11:52:11

Hush!Quiet!Listen to the two of them! [Press all the heads upstairs

851L【楼主】村雨20xx-xx-xx11:53:39

well……

852L【楼主】村雨20xx-xx-xx11:53:51

Brother with facial paralysis...?

853L君焰20xx-xx-xx11:53:54

Well, yes.

854L【楼主】村雨20xx-xx-xx11:54:01

I……

855L【楼主】村雨20xx-xx-xx11:54:12

I also have something to say to my brother.

856L【楼主】村雨20xx-xx-xx11:54:15

No, don't look at me, don't look up at me, please brother.

857L【楼主】村雨20xx-xx-xx11:54:21

I... am a very cowardly person, if senior brother looks at me, I...

858L君焰20xx-xx-xx11:54:25

Ok, I know.Will not.

859L【楼主】村雨20xx-xx-xx11:54:30

That's good.

860L【楼主】村雨20xx-xx-xx11:54:43

Brother, can I ask you one more thing?Can you stop replying to me until I'm done?

861L【楼主】村雨20xx-xx-xx11:54:49

Ah ha ha, that's just how I am. I'm useless and annoying. Please bear with me?

862L君焰20xx-xx-xx11:54:53

OK, all right.Not like that.Won't.

863L【楼主】村雨20xx-xx-xx11:55:15

So I started talking?Brother, don't be angry!If I say something wrong, don't bother with people like me!

864L【楼主】村雨20xx-xx-xx11:56:01

Brother is really awesome.Brother is like this when he is alone, and he is like this when he likes someone.He is very powerful, he can solve any difficulty, and he thinks that the person he likes is also very powerful.Senior brother is rich and handsome, the person he likes will save the world, senior brother’s confession is really super powerful, everyone in the school came to watch, and the professor also came to bless him, so powerful that maybe the people in the college will keep talking about it for many years Bar……

865L【楼主】村雨20xx-xx-xx11:57:17

But...but the brother likes it, not me.It's not the real me, it's not the real one... Brothers like, it's just L, the only "*"-level L, who you have placed high hopes on, and said that you must save the world.

866L【楼主】村雨20xx-xx-xx11:58:41

But I know for myself that really I am not like that at all.I just like to sleep late and play games when I have nothing to do, and I’m in a daze. Every time I go to the newsstand, I read magazines. I like the kind of person who dare not confess for three years... I am a grass and I know it. People praise you as a towering tree. You can't believe it either, can you?I'm really cowardly, and I've also had the idea of ​​flirting, the kind that makes everyone's eyes fall out of fright when they see me... But that's not me at all.

867L【楼主】村雨20xx-xx-xx12:00:49

I know I told my senior brother that I think so, but you don't understand... how do you understand?I said you didn't have a childhood, so would you envy me, a stinky dick who embarrasses the whole hospital?Would you envy me, a stinky dick who grew up eating a lot of food, was fostered by relatives and was not taken seriously, didn't do my homework and worried about whether I would pass the test, and dared to have a crush on the most awesome girl in the school?You think that I am a "*" grade, the most powerful student among all, and you and the principal are saying that I am so awesome.But unlike you, I don’t have a story, my life is made up of bits and pieces, not-so-successful class reunions, rooftops on top of buildings, etc. It’s meaningless, not very touching, and can’t be written as a novel.But this kind of life is my... all I have!

868L【楼主】村雨20xx-xx-xx12:02:20

I know what you think, brother, you think we are both awesome, but I am just cowardly.It's not the first day you know me.But brother, not everyone can take their own life in their own hands. You are awesome because someone is supporting you. You have a reliable stepfather and a beautiful old lady. They are actually... Love you, no matter what bad things you do, you have a place to go... But I don't, how do you want me to be brave?Brother, in fact, you are really tall, rich and handsome, but I am a dick, I hate to classify people like this... because they classify me very accurately.

869L【楼主】村雨20xx-xx-xx12:02:52

Don't talk about courage and hope with dicks.

870L【楼主】村雨20xx-xx-xx12:04:18

All you see is my awesome illusion.Just like a saint, if you have no strength, you sell your hope, if you have no hope, you sell your life, so that you can shine.But after I sold my blood and my life, I would have nothing, not even light.I just... I just want to guard that rooftop, that research institute full of creepers, that section of the road, just such a little thing, I am willing to guard my life.

871L【楼主】村雨20xx-xx-xx12:07:03

I'm sorry, brother.I am not the unrivaled version of L that you expected.I'm just me.I know I'm crying ugly now, please don't look at me.But brother, there is really no need.You don't have to like me, and there's no reason.What's the catchy saying?It's just my phantom that you're in love with.But I don't even have a phantom... That's the way you like it, senior brother.I can't even make up a phantom...

872L【楼主】村雨20xx-xx-xx12:08:17

Brother, thank you.I know...you have always supported me, I am really grateful to you, brother, if I were a junior sister, I would be happy for weeks if my brother smiled at me...Of course it is the same now, but after watching Brother, I really don’t dare to say anything... Please brother, please don’t say any more, I’m really scared... I dare not...

873L【楼主】村雨20xx-xx-xx12:09:35

Brother, the three words "powerlessness" that are not in your dictionary are my life.You are all awesome, and then you all think that I can be even more awesome, but I don’t have what you have, so I can only exchange blood and life for the illusion you like... But illusions are illusions after all.One day the illusion is gone, and the meaning of my existence is gone, because all you want is that thing, that L, not this little bad boy, not me.

874L【楼主】村雨20xx-xx-xx12:11:59

I won't give up, and I won't lose hope.But I know how much I have, and I also know how far I can go... I don't even dare to think about the future.Sometimes when I'm with you, I really don't have to think about anything, because with you, following someone as awesome as you, even a little boy can become awesome.Brother, you are the emperor of inspiration, but I am just a weed that can't support the wall.I don't know why you say you like L like that, brother. If I am not L, I will be hunted down by all the girls in the school.But he was actually a little bit happy... he would definitely be laughed at by everyone.

875L【楼主】村雨20xx-xx-xx12:12:41

Even... even if I was laughed at for being cheeky, I would like to say to senior brother on L's behalf: Thank you.

876L【楼主】村雨20xx-xx-xx12:13:08

Please don't come here...can this be the last time I beg my brother?Please……

877L【楼主】村雨20xx-xx-xx12:14:46

I really worked very hard, but I can't give you what you want, senior brother... L doesn't exist, all that exists is me, a little bad boy, even if I was told by my senior brother that I like it, I'm so scared that I shrink back in front of the computer and dare not look up I was crying all the time.Even for such a little boy, I am a little happy to hear my brother say this, even though it is not my liking... I am also very happy...

878L君焰20xx-xx-xx12:17:02

Are you finished?

879L【楼主】村雨20xx-xx-xx12:17:25

I'm sorry, brother.Can I still call you brother?Did I delay you again... I'm sorry haha!Just pretend I haven't said anything, you have a lot of adults, don't take it to heart!

880L君焰20xx-xx-xx12:17:30

I love you.

881L君焰20xx-xx-xx12:17:36

I love you.I am saying your name.Not the L you said.

882L君焰20xx-xx-xx12:18:20

I don't need you to agree that you and L are the same person.Because I only like you alone.I don't need to distinguish between "*" grades and small bad boys.Because they are actually one person (as I remember you admitting).So you didn't say anything wrong.I do not have either.It's just that your perception of my words has been biased.

883L君焰20xx-xx-xx12:18:39

I thought I should have let you know this in advance.This is my fault.I will sincerely apologize to you.But before that, I have something to tell you.

884L君焰20xx-xx-xx12:19:14

What I like is not the only "*" level who can save the world, nor is it the awesome guy who saved two XX presidents in two years.He is just a hopeless little boy who loves this world and hopes that this world can love him tenderly.

885L君焰20xx-xx-xx12:20:30

How can you let me not love you.

886L君焰20xx-xx-xx12:20:57

My initial statement was indeed selfish.I just don't wish I couldn't stand with you.I wish you could be with me, and what you can do without me.I'm worried.I fear that one day I will be left behind.By you.

887L君焰20xx-xx-xx12:21:45

In fact, everyone loses hope sometimes, not only dicks, but also tall, rich and handsome.I've lost what was most important to me once.I don't want to lose you again.But you seem to be able to hide from the whole world by keeping your head down.You locked yourself on the roof of the building, no matter how hard I knocked on the door, there would be no answer.Just like you are now, don't let me see you, don't let me pass by, resist everything outside, and speak your own words.

888L君焰20xx-xx-xx12:21:53

But you and I both know that this is not the real you, nor the real world.

889L君焰20xx-xx-xx12:22:01

Will you look up and take a look at me?

890L君焰20xx-xx-xx12:22:12

I am always here.

891L君焰20xx-xx-xx12:22:17

I love you.

892L君焰20xx-xx-xx12:22:24

Can I kiss you?

893L君焰20xx-xx-xx12:22:28

Don't reject me.

894L君焰20xx-xx-xx12:22:30

Can I?

895L【楼主】村雨20xx-xx-xx12:23:06

That... senior brother...

896L君焰20xx-xx-xx12:23:08

Ok

897L【楼主】村雨20xx-xx-xx12:23:15

you can……

898L君焰20xx-xx-xx12:23:17

Ok

899L【楼主】村雨20xx-xx-xx12:23:21

Can you... first...

900L【楼主】村雨20xx-xx-xx12:23:49

Can I get a pack of Kleenex...

The author has something to say: Sorry everyone!The reason why I stopped for so long is because of my health... Anyway, I am very happy to be back!Hee hee, life is beautiful!

Okay, enough nonsense, everyone is happy to read the article!

I read everyone's comments carefully!I couldn’t stop laughing after watching it in the middle of the night, you guys are too rich!Love you guys so much!Too late to reply one by one but I read them all!super happy!

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