another kind of amnesia

After a long time, when Cen Ye let go of Shen Yi, the latter's eyes were wet, a bit like the sika deer baby that was just born when he took the two children to the zoo that day, the dark pupils were covered by a layer of mist. Covered, pitiful, but too beautiful.

Shen Yi's face became even hotter when he saw him like this. He was usually eloquent, but now he couldn't say a complete sentence.

"Hello..." Cen Yun whispered softly.

"Ok?"

"I seem to be... still the same as ten years ago. I like you. It doesn't increase or decrease."

Shen Yi smiled, and then his eyes blurred again. After a long time, he asked: "I like you now, is there still time?"

"Of course!"

"Then...so be it."

"how?"

"Live a good life, no one is allowed to make trouble."

"Okay." Cen Yun rubbed against his neck with a smile, "Listen to you, live a good life... No one is allowed to make trouble... Live a good life..."

The high wall that has stubbornly blocked the hearts of the two of them for ten years has always been Cen Jun alone, with his clenched fists, hitting it over and over again, even if the fists are bloody and painful. He had to lose all his courage, and he was still reluctant to let go of his fist to feel sorry for his wound, because he was afraid that his only chance to win the happiness between them would escape through his fingers.

But now, after working so hard for so many years, Cen Yun no longer had the strength to break through the last thin layer of limestone on the high wall, but fortunately, Shen Yi was willing to stretch out his hand, so the wall collapsed.

They are all redeeming each other, and whoever loses the other really cannot live.

Sensing the momentary weight on his shoulders, Shen Yi turned his head and saw that Cen Yun's face was not looking well, so he hugged him tightly and asked worriedly: "What's wrong?"

Cen Jun shook his head with a smile and said, "A little sleepy."

Hearing that nothing happened, Shen Yi breathed a sigh of relief, and asked with some blame: "How long have you not slept well?"

"For a long time."

"Busy?"

"Yes."

"..." Shen Yi looked at him suspiciously.

Looking at his strange eyes, Cen Yun could immediately know what was going on in this guy's mind, and quickly stopped, "Of course I'm busy looking for you."

"... Blame, blame me!" After being seen through by him, Shen Yi felt a little guilty.

"How dare you."

"You dare!"

"Okay, okay, I dare, I dare."

"How dare you!"

"..."

Under the surprised gaze of the whole restaurant, the two left noisily.

The boss came out alone with a dish in both hands, looked at Shen Yi's handsome back with tears in his eyes, and wanted to ask him to stay and help cheekily, but just as he opened his mouth, the guests at that table began to urge him loudly. up.

In desperation, the boss had no choice but to walk to the guests with the plate in a desperate manner.

Shen Yi's apartment in City A is no different from the original one. After all, he himself has a lot of savings, so of course he won't treat himself badly.

When he brought Cen Yi home, he was not as sleepy as he had said before, but he became more energetic, and took out all the clothes Shen Yi put in the closet and put them on the bed.

As soon as Shen Yi came out after going to the toilet, he saw Cen Yun struggling to stuff his clothes into the box. He was startled, and immediately ran over to stop him: "Damn you thief! You're almost moving my house!"

"Don't make a fuss, just sit down." Pushing his hand away from the box, Cen Jun started to chase people away.

"What are you doing..." Shen Yi was pushed all the way to the living room by him, sat down on the sofa, raised his face and looked at him suspiciously.

Cen Ye walked around the back of the sofa, came to the table, picked up a cup, rinsed it with water, then poured a glass of water for him, and sat down next to him.

Seeing that Shen Yi put down the cup after taking two sips, Cen Yun picked up the cup and stuffed it into his hand, "I cried so much just now, drink more water, or my throat will be hoarse."

Thinking of his gaffe just now, Shen Yi couldn't help but blush, muttered with his lips, but finally said nothing.

"I just bought a plane ticket, it's an evening flight."

"Huh... eh?! What are you doing? I won't go back!" Shen Yi yelled in surprise.

Cen Yun came over with a knife's eye, and Shen Yi was so frightened that he immediately fell silent.

Seeing Cen Ye walking back into the room again, Shen Yi hurriedly followed, and whispered as if negotiating: "My... I'm about to finish this month's work, and I'm waiting to get my salary."

"How many?"

"A lot! There are more than 3000."

"How much is three thousand?"

"Three thousand and four."

"I'll give you four thousand, let's go." Cen Jun continued to tidy up without raising his head.

Shen Yi didn't have a lot of clothes, and he put them away in a short while. Cen Yi took out all the things he put in the cabinet, and left the important documents. He picked it up himself.

Shen Yi stared blankly at him, suddenly didn't know how to stop him, finally sighed helplessly, walked behind him, shook hands, mustered up the courage to lean over and hug him from behind, buried his head on his neck Rubbing around, laughing: "You can do whatever you want."

Cen Yun's movements paused, and the corners of his mouth curled up: "Now?"

"Ah?...Ah!!" Before Shen Yi could react, Cen Jun grabbed his hand forcefully, and the whole person lay on his back, and was picked up by him. Before he could hold him firmly, again He threw her onto the bed.

Fortunately, because of the cooler weather recently, he just added an extra layer of cups, so it doesn't hurt when he falls.

As soon as Shen Yi wanted to get angry, Cen Yun pushed him up, bit Shen Yi's earlobe without hesitation, and sucked it gently.

"Ah... what are you doing?..."

The numbness coming from the earlobe paralyzed the left half of his face all the way, and then, step by step, slowly spread the numbness all over his body, causing a shiver.

Sensing his reaction, Cen Ye smiled, said nothing, and continued to bite.

what?It's so obvious why ask.This guy……

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c49, say goodbye

When Shen Yi woke up, it was noon the next day.

The place next to him was empty, but the careful guy helped him wrap the quilt tightly, and the cool wind couldn't get in, so it wasn't cold.

That guy was so hungry last night, he ate him several times vigorously, without even giving him a chance to catch his breath. Shen Yi wanted to get angry, but couldn't, so he had to continue to suffer.

"Are you awake?" Cen Ye came in, wearing Shen Yi's apron, holding the bowl and chopsticks in one hand, and the handle of the pot in the other.

There was steaming heat in the pot, and the whole room was filled with the smell of vegetables, and Shen Yi could tell what it was just by smelling it.

"I cooked lean meat porridge, get up and eat."

He said, putting the pot on the low table beside the bed.Shen Yi looked over and saw that the pot was green and green, and the lean meat had been chopped into very fine pieces, so there was no sense of existence.

But this suits Shen Yi's appetite. He hasn't eaten vegetable porridge for a long time, and he is afraid of getting hungry when he wants to eat it. I'm afraid that if I can't control myself, I will eat the guests' dishes.

After scooping up a bowl, seeing Shen Yi staring at the pot in a daze, thinking that he was disgusted in his heart, he reached out and tapped his forehead, "Don't be dazed, eat. You can't eat those messy things these two days."

"Oh……"

"Come..." Cen Jun leaned down and hugged him, put the pillow behind him, let him lean on slowly, then scooped up a spoonful of porridge, brought it to his mouth and blew, and after touching his lips to check the temperature , before sending it to Shen Yi's mouth.

Shen Yi opened his mouth cooperatively and ate it.

"I don't have a plane ticket to go back these two days. I bought the one the day after tomorrow. Let's rest here for the next two days."

"No, no, no, I want to go out this afternoon."

Cen Jun frowned, "Where are you going? Can you go?"

Shen Yi's face immediately turned red, turned his head away, and muttered, "I don't know whose fault it is..."

"Mine, I know." Cen Jun said very frankly, without guilt or remorse at all.

"..."

"So, where are you going in the afternoon? Tell you, there is no way to escape."

"Where did you think you were?" Shen Yi looked at him dissatisfied.

Cen Yun didn't speak, he lowered his head and used a spoon to poke the porridge water, scooped up the rice grains underneath, brought it to his mouth to blow, and then sent it to Shen Yi's mouth.

Shen Yi looked at him while chewing, and suddenly felt a little sorry, after all, he failed to give him a sense of security.

The sun at noon in winter is not scorching, but warm and dry. City A is a place where it snows, and it has just entered winter, and frost has formed on the windows, blurring the vision of people inside and outside.

Shen Yi turned his head and looked at the blurry window, only to remember that he hadn't cleaned up for a long time, and the frost that had formed covered the original dust. If he didn't clean up quickly, everything would become very bad.

He too, if you don't get rid of the knot in Cen Yun's heart, you won't be able to get far just by saying "I like you" yesterday.

In Cen Yun's heart, he has always loved him but dared not love him. Now that they are finally together, but on this basis, there is an additional layer of worry and loss, and he is afraid that he will leave him one day.

"I know what you're thinking." Shen Yi said while holding his hand.

Cen Ye paused, and then nodded after a long while, not denying, "Yeah."

"I won't leave you, isn't it all agreed?" Shen Yi smiled.

Cen Jun raised his head to look at him, smiled helplessly, put down the bowl, leaned over to hug him, and whispered in his ear, "Don't blame me and don't laugh at me, I'm really scared."

"I know."

"Then where are you going?"

"Farewell to my colleagues, at least I have been taken care of by them."

"Oh……"

"Do you want to go together?" Shen Yi pushed his face away and raised an eyebrow at him mischievously.

"No, I'll stay at home and cook for you."

"By the way, clean up."

"Okay." Cen Ye