Looking forward to the stars

Zhanchen cried for a long time, Feng Fan's left shoulder was completely soaked, he was like a source of tears, which could not stop flowing, Feng Fan just hugged him like this, until he fell asleep exhausted from crying, and then sent him back to the room.

Because he was exhausted, Zhan Chen slept for two whole days, and during these two days, Liu Da finally couldn't stand the torture, so he revealed his behind-the-scenes instructions.

Eisen, Murong Cong.

The news was like five thunderbolts, crackling on top of Feng Fan's head. Isn't he dead?I did it myself, so I never thought it would be him from the beginning to the end. Maybe I had doubts, but it was only a momentary thought. How could it be a dead person who has always been his enemy.

Seeing Feng Fan's expression panicked, Tong Yuanfei shocked Liu Da's injured lower abdomen with electric shock, and then he explained the process in pain,

In the forest, Feng Fan fired two shots, one in his carotid artery and one in his chest. Logically speaking, Eisen would surely die. Tong Yuanfei was the one who carried Zhan Chen away, and Liu was the one who carried Eisen away. Da, Liu Da is the eyeliner that Eisen placed next to Feng Fan. He has been with him for two years. He secretly put the most advanced hemostatic medicine on Eisen's wound dressing. Although Tong Yuanfei followed when they left, Liu Da Immediately notify the people over there to take Eisen away.

Feng Fan didn't know that Eisen's heart was on the right side. As long as he stopped the bleeding in time, he could be saved. What almost killed him was the injury on his neck. Maybe it was God's will. After 18 hours of rescue, he miraculously survived. After coming down, he was in a coma for half a month, and after waking up, he began to plan revenge on Feng Fan, so he had his first assassination, but he didn't want to really kill him, but wanted to take him away.

In the past two days, Feng Fan was extremely restless. The painful memories that Eisen forced on him when he was a teenager made him experience the cruel prison again and again, the confined space without light, the despair and darkness soaked in blood; he was left in the wild mountains, alone with the wolf snake For the enemy; repeated torture, clearing away all those who approached him, leaving him alone and helpless...

This person once made his life worse than death, and made him die twice and then come back to life. If family is the source of his closed feelings, then this person is the devil who made him cold-blooded and cruel.

At night, Zhan Chen woke up and found that Feng Fan was holding him very tightly, almost in his arms. He didn't dare to move for fear of waking him up, but he was very hungry. He looked up at Feng Fan, Feng Fan The brows are tightly locked together, are you having a nightmare?Zhan Chen thought to himself, and wanted to reach out to help him soothe him, but accidentally woke him up. Feng Fan opened his eyes and saw Zhan Chen's clear eyes,

"what happened?"

Zhan Chen stared at his eyes without blinking.

"Dreaming about the past."

Feng Fan said frankly, but these words touched the knot in Zhan Chen's heart, did he also dream about Zhou Jin?Zhan Chen wanted to ask, but suddenly he felt angry.

"You love those eyes?"

Putting his fingers in the corner of his eyes, Zhan Chen smiled, Feng Fan's heart sank, he already knew the ins and outs of the matter.

"Yes!"

Feng Fan didn't deny it, Zhan Chen sat up and faced him.

"Because it looks like Zhou Jin's? Isn't it?"

Feng Fan saw the pain in his eyes.

"Yes."

He was right and couldn't say no.

"That's why you love me. My life is yours from the very beginning. You are close to me for it. When you are sick, you take care of me. It is also because of it. You are afraid that it will go blind, and you are afraid that you will never see the person you love again. eyes, it will be sad, but have you ever thought that you regard me as Zhou Jin's substitute, you never loved me, but I gave you my whole heart."

Zhan Chen's lips trembled, holding back tears.

"No."

Feng Fan sat up, pulled his shoulders, and desperately wanted to explain, but...he swallowed the words again, that's fine, just like what he thought, and then left, far away, don't stay here By his side, we will not be implicated.

Zhanchen was waiting for him to say something, eagerly waiting for his explanation, even if he said that he really fell in love with him later, it was fine to lie, don't keep silent, he was most afraid of this kind of silence, he didn't know what he was thinking, Guessing just gets scarier.

But after waiting for a long time, Feng Fan didn't say a word, just stared at the ground in a daze, Zhan Chen had never seen him like this before, he felt pain and hatred in his heart, hated himself for being too weak, and felt soft for the expression he had never seen before, this time he came back He has changed a lot, but he doesn't say anything.

"Let's separate for a while!"

Zhanchen choked up, and looked at Feng Fan imploringly, you know I'm not sincere, so just treat me like a child losing my temper, spoil me one more time, and say something to coax me.

"Break up!"

Feng Fan left these words without even looking at him. He got up and went to the bathroom. Zhan Chen stared blankly at the door closing. Flow, as if flowing in the heart, the waves are rough and deafening.

I just want to break up, but you say break up, it's so simple, I forgot, you are ruthless, but I want to pretend to be ruthless in front of you, it's really beyond my control.

Zhan Chen walked to the door of the bathroom, and there was his figure inside, and Feng Fan could also see him, as long as he opened the door, he would pounce on him and apologize.

That's not my true words, I just want to hear your explanation, I'm in pain, sad in my heart, I don't want to break up, I want to stay by your side all the time.

Feng Fan didn't open the door, and Zhan Chen left without bringing anything. He was wearing pajamas. It was November, and the cool wind was blowing into his body. Someone on the road looked at him and whispered. He didn't feel embarrassed, nor did he feel cold. What can be colder than a cold heart.

He sat on the side of the road for a while, thinking carefully about the days he was with Feng Fan. He had already started to miss him as soon as he left, and when he thought about it, he was going crazy. Zhan Chen scolded himself for being useless, and stretched out his hand to hail a car.

He paid the fare when he went to Jin Haohui's residence with the driver. The driver was very nice and believed him.

Jin Haohui hurriedly pulled Zhan Chen into the room and turned on the air conditioner. Zhan Chen's lips were pale with cold and his body was cold. He brought a cup of hot water for him to drink slowly, and said angrily:

"You don't want to die. You can't stand the cold and you run around at night. What should you do if you have a fever?"

"Can't die."

Jin Haohui was taken aback by Zhan Chen's cold tone. Seeing that he was about to ask questions, Zhan Chen immediately explained:

"I broke up with him".

Although Jin Haohui couldn't see Zhan Chen being sad, he was still a little excited when he heard the news.

"Have you eaten yet?"

Zhan Chen shook his head, slept for two days without a drop of rice, and drank the water just now.

"You go take a shower first, and I'll make you a meal."

Jin Haohui didn't ask him what was going on, he looked very happy, Zhan Chen didn't notice anything, he was really hungry, took the clothes he prepared, and went in to take a shower.

That set of pajamas was specially prepared for him by Jin Haohui, but Zhanchen never stayed with him overnight, and he could only rely on YY to feast his eyes. Human beings are in danger, but love is obtained by one's own pursuit, and they broke up, not temporarily, so he can pursue Zhanchen openly.

Jin Haohui was very busy in the kitchen. He simply made a plate of fried rice with eggs and brought it out. Just as he put it on the table, there was a crackling sound of 'crash' from the bathroom, as if many things had been knocked over together, and his nerves tensed. Busy ran over to knock on the door.

"Zhanchen, what's going on inside?"

"Zhanchen!"

He was worried that Zhan Chen would do something stupid inside, so he yelled at him while banging on the door, the handle of the bathroom was broken, Zhan Chen fell to the ground, the water was still on, his pajamas were still on, but he was completely soaked, and he washed his hair with a mouthwash cup The dew was scattered all over the ground. Jin Haohui half picked him up, shook his shoulders vigorously, and checked roughly. There was no wound on his wrist, no blood on his body, and he was not seeking death. He was relieved and touched his forehead again. He didn't have a fever, so he stretched out his hand to turn off the faucet, pinched Zhan Chen hard, Zhan Chen felt pain, and opened his eyes with a groan.

"How do you feel? What's wrong?"

There was no spirit in his slack eyes for a while, Zhan Chen tried hard to concentrate his gaze to see Jin Haohui's anxious face clearly.

"You haven't eaten for a few days, are you hungry?"

Zhan Chen nodded confusedly, he was indeed hungry, he had hypoglycemia on an empty stomach, and since Feng Fan came back, his exhaustion and hunger had doubled, and he felt really hungry and fainted.

He was limp all over, Jin Haohui wanted to help him up, but his body was all wet, Zhan Chen was a little embarrassed.

"Do you want to change your clothes first, they are all wet."

He nodded quickly and waited for Jin Haohui to go out. Unexpectedly, Jin Haohui took off his pajamas regardless of 21. Zhan Chen blushed and hurriedly stopped him from taking off the remaining shorts.

"I... I... I will do it myself."

"What's the matter, it's not like I didn't change it for you when you were drunk at school!"

Jin Haohui seemed to still remember that time very much, but Zhan Chen's face froze.

"Ok?"

When I was a sophomore, the seniors with good relationship graduated, Zhan Chen and Jin Haohui attended the party, Jin Haohui didn't stop him, Zhan Chen was fed three or two old white cadres, his face was as red as a ripe apple, and he hung it on the table on the spot. Later, Jin Haohui put He took him back to the apartment, and Zhan Chen vomited violently. It was the first time he got drunk, and since then, he vomited every time he was drunk, and he didn't remember anything after waking up.

Jin Haohui thought for a moment, he helped him change his clothes three times, so he had seen his body a long time ago, and there was a secret joy in his heart, he was very familiar with changing clothes and so on.But Zhanchen didn't think too much about it, but woke up the next day and found that his clothes had been changed, which was a bit strange. He didn't know it before, but now he is sober, how can he let others look at his body again, and said with a tongue-tied voice:

"I'll do it myself, I can... I can do it, you go out first, I'll be out right away."

Jin Haohui looked at him in disbelief, and said suspiciously:

"Are you really good?"

"Okay, I made fried rice with eggs and changed it to eat."

Jin Haohui still helped him up, Zhan Chen held onto the sink to stand firm, and motioned Jin Haohui to go out, Jin Haohui held back his smile until his face became paralyzed.

"Still shy!"

As soon as he turned around, he burst out laughing, Zhan Chen blushed, seeing Jin Haohui's shoulders shaking non-stop, he sighed helplessly, and slowly took off his pants and changed his clothes.