Looking forward to the stars

High fever, mental and mental exhaustion, Zhanchen was in a coma for two days in the hospital, woke up on the third day, Haohui was by his side, Jin Haohui fell asleep lying on his bedside, he seemed to have just fallen asleep, his hair was messy, blue-glazed Bearded, looking unkempt, his hand was resting on his own.

Zhanchen didn't move, not wanting to wake him up, and stared at the ceiling in a daze.

His head was still a little dizzy, he was anxious to know about Xiao Yu's situation, he wanted to get out of bed gently, but he woke Jin Haohui up, Jin Haohui looked at him happily.

"Xiao Chenzi."

Looking at Haohui's bloodshot eyes, he thought that he might not have slept for a few days, just like when he was a student, every time he fell into a coma with a high fever, he would sleepless and wait until he woke up. Now he is so tired from work, but still In this way, this kind of love made him feel sad and heavy, he owed too much to others, and one day he would pay it back with interest.

"Where are you going?"

"I want to see Young Master Yu."

His throat was still dry, Zhan Chen had already lifted the quilt and got out of bed.

"He's fine, don't worry."

Saying that, he hurriedly turned around to help him, Zhan Chen raised his head, and looked into Jin Haohui's eyes with clear eyes like water, recalling that he was so considerate and caring about himself in the past, it seemed that he had surpassed the friendship between friends, could it be Another hidden love?

He said lightly:

"Why are you being so nice to me?"

Jin Haohui was stunned, a little flustered for a while, maybe he noticed something and didn't answer in time.

Seeing his eagerness to hide and embarrassment, Zhan Chen had already guessed to seven or eight points, he pushed Jin Haohui away, and walked towards the door exhausted physically and mentally.

Why didn’t I find out earlier, why do people I treat with sincerity have other feelings for me, I can’t repay you, once it is uncovered, I will lose everything, everything.

I know it's not free and easy, I can't continue dating knowing that I can't give it and pretend not to know it, this feeling is too heavy, one person is enough, and I can't bear any more.

I would rather nothing had happened. If I didn’t own it, I wouldn’t lose it. I would never want to have the pain of loss again.

Jin Haohui was astonished, stopped in front of him, held his shoulder, and said anxiously:

"What's wrong with you, Zhanchen, why do you ask that, I'm your best friend, don't you know why I treat you well?"

"I don't know, I just know that you are so kind to me, so good that I think you have other intentions for me."

Zhan Chen suddenly became agitated, his breathing was unsteady, he supported the wall with one hand, and his face also turned pale.

Jin Haohui was stunned for a moment, he didn't expect Zhan Chen to say such words, he just felt the pain in his heart was unbearable, his infatuation turned out to be so dirty in front of him, and he had used love for many years in exchange for ulterior motives, although he really liked him, hugging him Different kind of feelings, but suddenly being said so, I can't help but feel angry.

"Yes, I have ulterior motives for you."

Zhanchen looked at him in shock, unable to believe that his aggressiveness was finally about to spoil the friendship, and maybe the next sentence he uttered would hurt others and himself, turning it into an irreparable regret.

"That's because you are too weak, you are always sick, and you are often hospitalized, which arouses my desire to protect. Men are like this. They want to protect when they see someone weaker than him. I am the same, so I treat you well. , apart from the fact that we are friends, there is also this selfishness, but how can I say it, it can only be better for you, do you know now?"

Jin Haohui said this out loud with his eyes closed, but he didn't expect that he could think of such a reason. Whether Zhan Chen believed it or not, if he insisted like this, he might be able to hide it.

The successive blows made Zhanchen's nerves more painful, and it turned out to be the reason, he sneered and laughed:

"It turned out that I was too weak...why did this happen, this is the reason..."

Jin Haohui felt that he was too abnormal, opened his eyes, Zhan Chen smiled bitterly, his expression was in a trance, he had never seen him like this before, looked at him extremely disturbed, only to see tears in his eyes, slowly closed, his body Like snow flakes leaning back.

"Zhanchen!"

Jin Haohui came up to catch him in panic, Zhan Chen's eyes were closed tightly, his breathing was weak, he didn't know what would happen like this, and shouted at the door.

"Nurse, nurse."

This time he fainted suddenly and Zhan Chen was sent to the emergency room. Jin Haohui had been waiting anxiously in front of the operating room. A nurse came over and told him to go through the formalities. When he came back to see him, Zhan Chen had already been sent to the ward.

In the snow-white room, Zhan Chen lay peacefully on the hospital bed with an oxygen mask covering his mouth and nose. Seeing his slightly heaving chest and bloodless haggard face, Jin Haohui vaguely felt that Zhan Chen's condition was very serious.

He went to ask the doctor. The doctor said that the patient was weak and had a fever. He was exposed to heavy rain and was stimulated.Jin Haohui was still worried, and asked many times, but the doctor always gave the same answer. In the end, he was so out of breath that he believed that Zhan Chen was really fine, and stayed by his side day and night.

Jin Haohui went to see Xiao Yu. Xiao Yu was in good health. He lost so much blood. He woke up after two days in a coma. His body was recovering. However, there were too many wounds on his body. Fortunately, they were not deep. It would take some time for him to recover. .

Xiao Yu also often came to see Zhan Chen, and every time he came for a few hours, the nurse was slightly angry and took him back to recuperate forcefully.

The murder case was coming to an end, and Xie Di spent more time in the hospital. He came here almost every day after work, and brought some chicken soup and tonics with him.

"Is the case closed?"

Xiao Yu sat on a bench in the garden, and Xi Di accompanied him.

"Hurry up, the murderer is a plastic surgeon named Hao Dashun, and Zhan Chen's guess is correct. The two deceased had undergone micro-surgery at his place a year ago, but the business was not going well. After the hospital closed down, they joined a cult half a year ago. She began to abuse her wife, and then she ran away with a man, and then she gradually developed mental problems and began to take revenge on the patients she had treated."

Xiao Yu didn't answer, it seemed that this question was only asked to make the atmosphere less embarrassing, Xi Di saw that he had something on his mind, so it was inconvenient to ask more, and sighed softly.

"As for why he came to you..."

Xi Di paused, looked at Xiao Yu's face, and continued:

"He once came to your hospital for a physical examination. He saw... Seeing that the nurses in your hospital are all interested in you, and remembering that his wife also left with a beautiful man, he felt resentful, so..."

I don't say anything later, but I know it well, this world is unreasonable, two people who have nothing to do with each other, even if they meet, they will cause disasters, and this list of things will be involved.

When Xiao Yu returned to the ward, the table was full of flowers and fruits sent by visits. These things have been pouring in these past few days. Although I haven't seen the senders, I can guess that most of them are girls who have secret hearts.He was depressed and didn't talk much. When he had time, he went to see Zhanchen and sat beside his bed, lost in thought.

He went to the doctor privately and got the same reply at first, Xiao Yu said:

"Transfer him to the hospital where I work, and he can also be found out."

Only then did I learn that someone asked to conceal Zhan Chen's situation.

Brain injury causes minor damage to the optic nerve.

Xiao Yu was surprised, Zhan Chen didn't suffer any brain injury this time.

"He's been hit hard before."

As if a thousand sands and fine stones were crushed in his heart, Xiao Yu caressed Zhan Chen's black hair carefully, and a scar suddenly appeared under his fingertips.

I went on a business trip suddenly and didn't come back for more than a week. When I came back, I felt like I was recovering from a serious illness. Could it be that time?

Zhanchen slowly opened his eyes, but there was no light in the darkness, he felt a gentle hand hastily withdrawn from his face, and closed them again.

"Zhanchen."

Xiao Yu shouted softly beside him, looking at his pupils who had lost their spirit for a moment, his heart seemed to be bleeding.

Zhanchen searched for the sound and looked over, a vague black figure was sitting beside the bed, the flickering background gradually became clear, and there was an impeccably handsome face.

"Young Master Yu, me."

"You slept for too long, your eyes are not used to it for a while."

Zhanchen nodded, looking at his white bandage exposed outside the hospital gown.

"Is your injury better?"

"It will heal after a while."

Zhan Chen felt relieved, and after a while he asked:

"Haohui left?"

"He didn't sleep for several days, so I asked him to rest."

There was a moment of silence, the atmosphere was a bit heavy, and there was no more words.

Someone opened the door and came in, and the air became colder and colder. When Feng Fan walked to the hospital bed, Zhanchen felt the temperature around him suddenly turn cold.

He stared at Zhan Chen's haggard face, forbearance, his strong and slender fingers gently caressed his cheeks, ignoring that Xiao Yu was still beside him, and kissed his lips, Zhan Chen was still in astonishment, slippery and soft His tongue had already broken in, and he sucked it once, until Zhan Chen reacted and pushed him away.

"You let me go."

Zhan Chen said angrily, he looked at Xiao Yu flusteredly, Xiao Yu's expression was gloomy, he no longer had any emotions, Yu Shao's true feelings were always hidden in his heart, the calmer he was outside, the more painful his heart was, seeing the pain in his eyes Slightly sad, with the corners of his lips tightly pursed, Zhan Chen couldn't bear the pain in his heart.

but……

Suddenly, he pulled Feng Fan close and kissed him.

"Young Master Yu, I like him."

Turning around to face Xiao Yu, Zhan Chen's voice was choked up, something wet was about to overflow from the corner of his eyes, he blinked hard, his eyes were already flushed, he forced back the tears that were about to flow, and looked at Feng Fan pleadingly.

Feng Fan lifted the thin sheet and picked him up, but Xiao Yu suddenly reached out and grabbed Zhan Chen's hanging wrist, Zhan Chen's heart sank, he looked at Xiao Yu tremblingly, not knowing what he was going to do, seeing him disappear in a flash Looking at the cinnabar red mole with tears in his sad eyes, Zhan Chen finally buried his tears in Feng Fan's arms.

Xiao Yu looked straight at Feng Fan, with all the waves in his heart, calm and firm, as if Zhan Chen could take him away from him at any time if he wanted to.

Looking at this gentle man, Feng Fan felt a little respect for him. He loved him sincerely and freely. He raised the corners of his mouth, met his eyes, and led Zhanchen away.

The promise between a man and a man is so simple, without too many words, just a look, it has been fulfilled.

In the ward, Xiao Yu was still sitting by the bed, looking at the bed, feeling lonely for a long time.