why are they all reborn

The number of people crossing Chuanji gradually decreased, and the sound of drinking and making wine also became quieter.

In the end, Jun Yu was not drunk, but Gu Qingsheng drank one cup after another, getting himself drunk.

"I think back then, I still had the ambition to return to my hometown... My ambition at the time was that I must live a very good life and change very badly. When I go back, I can tell them, let you treat me badly at the beginning. Do you regret it?" Gu Qingsheng started to run the train with his mouth full when he was drunk, "Do you understand this feeling?"

Jun Yu tried hard to push his hand away, but failed, and said helplessly: "I understand, I understand, it's the classic routine of 'Don't bully the young and poor, 30 years in Hexi and 30 years in Hedong'..."

Gu Qingsheng tasted it for a while, and sighed: "Well said, that's what it means."

He held Jun Yu in one hand, but Jun Yu couldn't push him away, and wanted to beat him up with a dark face, but he held back in the end.

Forget it, don't bother with a drunk.

"Then what happened to you later, did you return home in all your clothes?" Jun Yu answered him patiently.

Gu Qingsheng was sad for a moment: "No, I'm still working hard in the direction of being able to return to my hometown."

Jun Yu patted him on the back reassuringly.

Gu Qingsheng's face was full of sadness.

"Did you know that I am the fourth eldest child in my family, and I have two older sisters and one older brother," Gu Qingsheng sighed, "Both older sisters are much older than me, and the second sister ran away from home before I was born. I haven’t seen her until now; my eldest sister got married when I was two years old, and she married Xue Jian—you know Xue Jian? It’s the one whose surname is Xue and the surname of Jian, and the outside world is commonly known as Xue Jian's neurotic family..."

"I know, I know." Jun Yu understood the reason for the drunken man to coax him.

"Since my eldest sister got married, she has never returned to her natal family, so I don't remember her appearance." Gu Qingsheng said quietly, "When I was young, the only person I met often was Gu Qingyuan. The eldest son, the future successor of the Gu family, was predicted by Xue Jian at birth to be the proud son of heaven who can save the Gu family from danger in the future..."

When Jun Yu heard this, he was indeed interested.

"I remember that you and your brother seem to have some conflicts."

Hearing Jun Yu's words, Gu Qingsheng looked drunk and sneered.

"The contradiction is getting bigger!"

"He has been admired by all the stars since he was a child... It's nothing, I won't be jealous of him, I am happy and leisurely. But he always makes trouble for me," Gu Qingsheng gritted his teeth, "Now that I think about it, he was the one who was praised too much at that time." However, it is inevitable that you will be a little domineering, and you will not think carefully about things..."

"I just had a small conflict with him, and I was tossed about by him for a long time, and the gang of dogs who followed him came to me every day."

Jun Yu couldn't help frowning as he listened.

Gu Qingsheng kept these memories in his heart before, but now he couldn't stop once he started talking.

"Actually, I know that Gu Qingyuan's heart is not bad, but he was too young and didn't really do anything to me, but I just can't let it go. It doesn't matter if I hold grudges or I'm not generous...I can't forget."

"To please him, someone pushed me into the pond in winter... Fortunately, it was a small pond for fish farming, not deep. Later, I climbed up by myself. I scratched the edge of the pond with my fingers, and all ten fingernails soaked through. blood," Gu Qingsheng said with a self-deprecating smile, "I was five or six years old at the time, and I had just practiced Qi into my body. I can't remember many things that happened at that age, but I do remember that the water in that pool was really cold, and ten fingers covered in blood."

After thinking about it, Gu Qingsheng added another sentence: "Oh, and the fish in the pond is really fat, I kind of want to roast it and eat it, so that it can laugh at me."

This episode of "Breaking Pond Fish" is quite Gu Qingsheng's style of making fun while suffering, but it doesn't make Jun Yu laugh.

Jun Yu frowned even deeper.

These things can indeed be regarded as childhood shadows, no wonder Gu Qingsheng has a lot of opinions on his family.

Jun Yu was listening casually at first, but now he couldn't help but feel distressed in his heart, and he became angry, and his impression of Gu Qingyuan who was okay at first dropped instantly.

It is said that you are young and ignorant, and the harm to others has already been caused. Can it be covered by a sentence of ignorance?

"What happened later?" Jun Yu asked coldly, "Didn't that person be held accountable? After all, you are also the son of the Gu family... so no one stood up for you?"

Gu Qingsheng's face collapsed: "No! My parents didn't want to see me since I was a child. The person who pushed me down was punished, but he just lifted it up and put it down gently. After all, he is also a very favored bastard... Those who hang out with Gu Qingyuan are quite favored."

Jun Yu's heart became even more angry.

"How did you live like a pitiful kid when you were a child...you just let them bully you?"

"What can I do? Gu Qingyuan is older than me, and his cultivation level is also higher than mine. The people around him are also higher than me in cultivation level, and they can't beat me. I was only five or six years old at that time, so don't ask too much of me... ..."

Gu Qingsheng poured himself another glass of wine, which was quickly taken away by Jun Yu, with dissatisfaction on his face, and he continued: "My parents don't care about me, my father treats me better than Gu Qingyuan treats me, Gu Qingyuan At least he came to apologize to me later, saying that he didn't know that bastard had the guts to be so bold. My father punished me every now and then, sometimes it wasn't my fault at all, but he just had prejudice against me, and I even doubted whether I was His own."

"Once I was just curious, and I accidentally touched the Jin Xuanjian... Yes, it was Gu Qingyuan's sword." Gu Qingsheng still feels very unfair thinking about it, "I was punished by my father to kneel in the ancestral hall for three days. At that time, I It’s over six years old, it seems to be this age, I think I’m not mistaken, I have a good memory. It’s just a broken sword, and it won’t break when you touch it! He made a child under seven years old kneel in the ancestral hall? I can fuck him!"

Gu Qingsheng patted the table: "At that time, the Xuejian family just came to participate again, and suddenly ran over and said that there was a change in the astrology, and I would bring disasters or something... My father became even more angry, and directly punished me for three months of confinement .”

"I thought, wouldn't this be locked up forever, so I simply learned from my second sister, tidied up, and ran away from home. I thought that my young master would not go to Jianmen, so he would go to Daozong, and insisted on getting ahead. , Let you all regret it. And I just hold my breath, I won’t let you touch it, I won’t let you touch it, I just don’t learn swords, and I will learn swords from now on, sir!”

"But how old were you at that time, how did you come all the way from Qianzhou to Kunjing?" Jun Yu asked, feeling inexplicably depressed as he listened.

"I was too young at that time, and I almost can't remember clearly," Gu Qingsheng recalled, "I remember that it was a coincidence that I met a person who was going from Qianzhou to Kunjing. He was also a cultivator. , there is a flying spirit treasure, so he kindly took me with him. He seemed to be in a hurry to do something, and he walked very fast all the way. When he arrived near Daozong, he put me down, saying that he had to do something urgent, and he didn't have time to take me Sent to the foot of the mountain."

"Then I stumbled to Daozong. During the period, because I was not familiar with the road, I took the wrong road several times, and was almost taken away by abducted children... It took me a lot of time and effort to touch Daozong."

Feeling that Jun Yu's expression seemed wrong, Gu Qingsheng quickly added another sentence: "But it's been a long time, and now I don't remember much about that year. And I met you as soon as I entered the sect. It seems that it was worth the suffering before..."

Although Gu Qingsheng's tone was relaxed, Jun Yu's mood was not relaxed.

He knew what Gu Qingsheng said was easy, but the hardships along the way were not like this.

When something happened to his family back then, it was because of his parents' entrustment that he came to Daozong all the way in hiding.He has memories of his previous life, but in fact he is no longer a child mentally, he knows how to protect himself, even if the road was so difficult, how much suffering should Gu Qingsheng suffer?

He was silent for a while, and held Gu Qingsheng's hand firmly.

"It's okay, those things are in the past," Jun Yu comforted softly, "I'll be with you from now on."

Others don't care about you, I care.

I feel bad when others don't pay attention to your feelings.

No one stands up for you, I stand up for you.

Gu Qingsheng was still drunk, felt Jun Yu hold his hand, but froze for a while.

After a while, he gave a low "hmm" and smiled self-deprecatingly.

"It's okay. In fact, over the past few years, I have let go of it, but occasionally I still feel a little bit unwilling."

Jun Yu listened quietly.

"Later, two years ago, you should still remember that I went home once during the Mid-Autumn Festival."

"At that time, you also know that the sect is full of geniuses... I thought, I haven't gone back for so many years, maybe they have regretted it, and it is better to find out when I am here? Or find out that I am talented. , Regret that you forced me away?"

"Later, I realized that I was thinking too much. The first time my parents saw me, they didn't even remember who I was."

"The Gu family is so powerful, how many masters and geniuses have they produced, and how high-sighted they are, what am I? It's just mediocre."

"As for the bastard who pushed me into the pool back then, his talent is not as good as mine, and he is indeed not as good as me now, but he still has a family behind him, so I still can't touch him."

"There is no such thing as elation and elation. It doesn't exist."

"Then I turned around and left. I told you last time that I spent 29 days on the road for a month. In fact, I didn't even stay at home for one day. I left in less than an hour."

Jun Yu was silent, not knowing how to comfort him, but Gu Qingsheng was quite optimistic.

He drank a lot tonight, now his face is slightly red, his eyes are not very clear, but he still stares at Jun Yu.

Jun Yu and him looked at each other, but suddenly realized that this man had a peach blossom eye.

On weekdays, Gu Qingsheng is too imposing and his eyes are sharp, which conceals the characteristics of his eyes.At this moment when the candlelight was flickering, and Gu Qingsheng's eyes were drunk, Jun Yu suddenly realized that his eyes were really good. When he lost his momentum, even if he didn't say a word, there was a trace of tenderness, like a peach blossom in the spring breeze, with affectionate eyebrows.

It should be the name "Love Saint".Jun Yu thought to himself, if he is willing to please the girl, with these eyes...

"Oh, it seems that I'm really drunk, why did I say this," Gu Qingsheng said suddenly, interrupting Jun Yu's thoughts, "It's my fault that I made A Yu unhappy."

Gu Qingsheng said with a smile: "Actually, I really don't care that much now, because there are other things and people I care more about, so why should I be angry and sad because of people I hate?"

Jun Yu stared at him for a while.

"Well. You are drunk, let's rest first."

In the end, Gu Qingsheng fell into a deep sleep, but Jun Yu didn't wake him up.

Jun Yu walked to the window and leaned on the railing to look into the distance.

The night is as dark as ink, and the cool breeze is blowing into my arms. I don't know how long it will be until dawn breaks.

At this moment, the night is deep, let's sing and dance, and the lights will go down the stairs.