Master book fish farming these years [Three Kingdoms]

Recently Lu Su was promoted.Although Lu Su usually dresses up as a literati, he is quite skilled in bowing horses.Once, one person shot an arrow through the shield and drove off the pursuers.

During these days in Jiangdong, he has gradually been reused by Sun Ce.Sun Ce even set up the post of Lieutenant of Zanjun for him alone.

After defeating Huang Zu, Lu Su moved to another courtyard to work.Ruan Qing is the only one in use of the whole house now.

Fortunately, the two still have a few years of working together.Although they are not under the same roof now, the two still visit each other from time to time.Lu Su would, as always, bring some cakes baked by his mother to Ruan Qing.

Wuhou Mansion is very quiet today.

In the battle of Jiangxia, Huang Zu's head was cut off.Now Sun Ce is leading his children to worship his late father Sun Jian outside the city.

But all of this has nothing to do with Ruan Qing.

Today's weather is very good, blue sky, cloudless.Xi Yang was soft and the temperature was suitable, and he was only wearing a thin shirt.

He moved the lazy frame to the window, and lay on it by himself, holding a plain white round fan in his hand, shaking it once and for all.The long cyan clothes fell into the lazy frame and were folded on the body. Layers of tulle were piled up together, revealing laziness.

The sun was not dazzling, it shone lazily on the body, and after a while the fan in his hand stopped on the lower abdomen and stopped moving, the thin eyelids were closed, and the long eyelashes were distinct, casting a small shadow.

All is well.

Ruan Qing's brain finally didn't have to run at high speed anymore. She was about to fall into a deep sleep in a chaotic state, and suddenly she was hit hard by someone.Pressing down the heavy object, the drowsiness in his mind disappeared in an instant.

"Hmm..." Ruan Qing frowned slightly, and let out a painful □□ from her lips.

His thoughts are faster than his actions.He opened his sore eyes after the drowsiness was startled away, and looked impatiently at the burly man lying on his body.

"Get up..." His whole body was trapped in this cramped space, and he couldn't lift his arms, so he could only move weakly, showing his resistance.The man on the body didn't move at all.

He frowned and wanted to say something again, but unexpectedly the man above suddenly lowered his head, buried his face into his neck, and wrapped his strong arms tightly around his body.

"Qing'er..." Sun Ce suddenly called out in a low voice.Ruan Qing was taken aback by that voice.

He had never heard Sun Ce say that.Like a child who is full of all the wind and dust and comes back, she removes her pretense and stubbornness, with grievances, and the joy of returning home.

The tip of the nose smelled the warm grass scent mixed with a strong mellowness, Ruan Qing asked, with the displeasure of being awakened from a dream, "Have you been drinking?"

"Qing'er..." Following Sun Ce's call, those arms tightened again, and Ruan Qing's breathing became stagnant, feeling that her internal organs were about to be squeezed and deformed.But Sun Ce's strength was too strong, and he couldn't break free at all.

Following Sun Ce's movements, the lazy frame under him made a slight "squeak" sound.I don't know if the other party heard it, but Ruan Qing was really afraid that it would collapse, and he would be the last one.

He opened his mouth slightly, took a deep breath, and was about to say something, but a warmth came from his neck.

His expression was slightly stunned, and he didn't wait for him to say anything, but only heard Sun Ce's muffled voice, "I finally avenged my father..."

Ruan Qing's expression was stunned, and her body, which was about to resist, gradually relaxed.

"Congratulations..." He said softly, quietly listening to Sun Ce sobbing in his ears.The shoulders were hot and humid.For example, the Yellow River, which is constantly clogged and persistent, bursts its embankment.

In the third year of Chuping, Sun Jian was killed by an arrow.The generals he led belonged to Yuan Shu.In the second year of Xingping, Sun Ce crossed the Yangtze River eastward with the Jade Seal of Chuanguo as a pledge.

For 16 years, the young man who was born in Fuchun, Wu County, who was beautiful and clear without a trace of gloom, and the young man who was frolicking at the bank of the willows and the general corner in Shucheng, Lujiang River, finally embarked on this deadly road. The road, shouldering a heavy burden, has become Wu Hou, the only king of Jiangdong, who is now a separatist party.

But if Sun Ce were to be re-elected again, why would he be willing to exchange his father's departure with all his achievements.He was only eighteen when his father died, not even the age to be crowned, and his younger siblings were waiting to be fed.

That day, the sky that sheltered him from the wind and rain collapsed.Back then, the princes separated their regimes and had no place to live.So he had to become that shelter from the wind and rain.He had no choice but to attach himself to Yuan Shu, so he suffered countless stares, and heard countless curses after coming to Jiangdong.

But he didn't retreat.He also couldn't show his weakness to show those generals who were older than him that no one would choose a lord who couldn't bring them a future.

So after his head was bleeding from the fall, he could only endure the pain, wipe the dust off the wound with his calloused hands, and continued laughing and walking forward.

Perhaps Sun Ce's paranoia and surly behavior were born out of the countless malice imposed on him by the outside world after his father's death.

If there is a choice, who wants this look.

In that instant, Ruan Qing's hard heart suddenly softened again.

Sun Ce reminded him of his former self.In order to pursue Cao Cao's figure, I spent countless nights reading with lights on, and sacrificed my life in countless wars, just asking myself not to be so useless, just asking myself to be worthy of the cultivation of the other party.

"General Polu would be very pleased if he knew the achievements of Marquis Wu now..."

It was rare that Ruan Qing didn't push Sun Ce away this time, and he comforted him gently.Finally, Sun Ce, who was already drunk, quickly calmed down in Ruan Qing's voice after venting, and fell into a deep sleep.

Ruan Qing put Sun Ce into the lazy frame with great effort, looked at his rarely peaceful sleeping face, breathed a long sigh of relief, put her hands on the armrests and propped up her waist.

The lazy frame was leaning against the window. When he straightened up, he saw Sun Quan standing beside the flower garden outside the courtyard.I don't know how long the other party stood there.

The flowers are in abundance and the sun is warm.

Ruan Qing stood in surprise, looking at the other party from a distance.

After not seeing him for a few years, Sun Quan seemed more restrained and peaceful. He was dressed in dark clothes, his figure became taller and taller, and his temperament was stable and unpredictable.The eyebrows also seem to be more handsome than before, full of vigor.

So elegant, so young.I have had it, and I have missed it.

Ruan Qing's heart began to ache uncontrollably, accompanied by a feeling of powerlessness.He clenched his palms under the wide sleeves tightly, relying on the pain when his nails dug into his palms to force himself to seem calm.

Missed, maybe not wrong, but it must be forever.

He steadied his trembling breath for not knowing when.With an irresistible smile on his lips, he walked towards Sun Quan, who was covered with flowers behind him.

The golden sunlight fell on Sun Quan Junlang's eyebrows and undulating contours, making him full of brilliance that could not be concealed at this age.

He walked towards the other party, and during this short walk, he actually had the trance that he wanted to go to a prosperous future with the other party.

The heart that had not throbbed for many years jumped again at this moment.

But as counselors, they always have to suppress their selfishness and always let reason stand on the commanding heights.Direct your own thoughts.

So Ruan Qing quickly woke up and realized that the person in front of her no longer belonged to her.And the heart that had just jumped for joy was once again bound by pain.

He stood in front of Sun Quan and looked up at the man.The sun above his head pierced his eyes almost to tears.

Sun Quan stared at Ruan Qing, thinking about the scene he saw just now, he couldn't say a word, "You..."

Why are you like your brother?

He opened his mouth, but he didn't know how to speak, and after a while, he asked Ruan Qing's indifferent eyes, "How are you doing, sir?"

"Okay." Ruan Qing's voice was broken, as if she had just wailed.

"Why is the Major General here?" Ruan Qing asked.

"Brother called me back from Poyang to sacrifice to my father together." Sun Quan raised his eyes to look at Sun Ce who was sleeping under the window, and said, "Mr. Lao has assisted my brother all these years."

Did you come here just to say that?Ruan Qing cried out in his heart.

Do you think I want to stay in Jiangdong?Do you think I want to be bound by your brother?

Why did you lie to me back then.Back then, why did you choose to compromise?You clearly promised to only let me be your wife.I also said, I don't care how many concubines you have.

Why do you lie to me even with this small request?You clearly know, clearly know, I am most concerned about the position of the main room.Because only in this position can I truly stand behind you and truly accompany you for the rest of my life.But since you can't do it, why did you provoke me in the first place?

If, if you and I had persisted in the past, would it be different now?

Do you know that I was close to abandoning the distant Central Plains and really choosing Jiangdong.

No matter how many grievances Ruan Qing felt, he couldn't say these things.Even if you say it, it won't help. Sun Quan is married and has children.

At first he used Sun Quan as a stand-in.But Cao Ang is not so much a partner as he is yearning for and getting close to his peers under the suppression of Cao Ying full of talented people.It is also the nostalgia and persistence of youth.

As for Sun Quan, the dust settled after countless experiences.How much affection he used for Sun Quan, only he himself knows.The love he used to Sun Quan, just like his grievances to Sun Quan, cannot be said.

"I'm fine..." After all, Ruan Qing restrained all her emotions and looked at Sun Quan calmly, as if she was looking at the most ordinary pedestrian, just like when she first met.

Sun Quan responded with a low voice and fell silent, not knowing what he was thinking.Ruan Qing looked at it carefully for a moment, then chuckled suddenly, "You have something to say. What do you want to ask?"

Despite asking this question, some answers gradually emerged in Ruan Qing's heart.

Sun Quan pursed his thin lips slightly, slid his throat, and said in silence for a moment, "Today I just found out that I lost to my elder brother. My elder brother is the Marquis of Wu in Jiangdong, and I can't compare myself to him. But I have known you for many years, I know you are not Superficial people.

You don't want me to marry someone else to leave, I understand, but... my brother has already had a lot of wives and concubines since you came to Jiangdong, why did you choose him?Obviously it was me..."

You do not know me.Even now, you still don't understand me.

Ruan Qing stared at Sun Quan with light eyes, as light as a feather fluttering in the wind, but with a bit of sadness.He murmured to himself, even his tone was a bit sad, like a bird whining, "Yes, why did I choose him, I don't like him, I obviously don't like him..."

As she said that, tears welled up in Ruan Qing's eyes, which were blocked in her eye sockets, and she was about to fall.

As he raised the corner of his mouth, his eyeballs rushed out like broken beads.

He didn't like Sun Ce, and Sun Ce never promised him anything, and he didn't care for what Sun Ce gave.He could endure Sun Cen taking countless wives and concubines, because it had nothing to do with him.

But he couldn't bear to share Sun Quan with others.He knew it was impossible, so he was willing to choose to step back.But he also has a bottom line.Since that position does not belong to him, he would rather not have it, and not have this feeling mixed with other things.

"I obviously don't like him." Ruan Qing burst into tears, but smiled at Sun Quan, and said sadly, "Tell me, why should I choose him?"

Because I don't like your brother, what does he look like, and what does it have to do with me?Because I like you, I can't tolerate any impurities.

Sun Quan looked at Ruan Qing's eyes full of tears and sadness, and heard the other party repeat the same words over and over again, and suddenly understood what Ruan Qing meant.

It was as if he had been knocked down from the head with a sledgehammer, into the bottom of his heart.There was a blank in the brain, but there was an unbearable soreness in the bottom of my heart.

He was stunned and froze in place.Seeing Ruan Qing crying out of breath, he wanted to reach out to help the other party wipe away the tears, but he found that he was struggling to even move his fingers, and he had no right to touch the other party.

It was he who betrayed Ruan Qing.

"I'm sorry." Sun Quan said in a low voice, his eyes were red, and he lowered his head, like a sleepy beast, exhausted and embarrassed after being hoarse.

It is clear that Ruan Qing is calm and calm about everything, never willing to pour too much enthusiasm into it.He thought that he was not that important in Ruan Qing's heart.At least, not as important as he thought.

He didn't think about it.Ruan Qing is a person who values ​​feelings so much.It is worth noting that it is better to have broken pieces of jade than to have everything broken.

But now, he can only say 'sorry' and can't make any amends.

"Who wants your apology." Ruan Qing sneered, looked at Sun Quan angrily, and suddenly shouted, "Who wants your apology. Who do you think you are!"

As he said that, he whimpered, and his tone gradually fell, "You all treat me as a toy. No matter how hard I try, no matter how useful I am. In the end, it's not just throwing it away. You all said to use it Think big picture..."

I was originally a selfish person.If it's not for those who care about it, they must take care of the overall situation.In this world, this imperial power, this political situation, this world, even if there are thousands of changes, what does it have to do with me.

I was originally a hermit Taoist priest, and what I cultivated was Lao Zhuang's way of inaction and carelessness.

"I didn't..." Sun Quan opened his mouth to explain, but was interrupted by Ruan Qing.

Ruan Qing choked up, reached out to touch two tears, and said to Sun Quan with swollen eyes, "You go. Don't come to see me in the future."

"Sir..." Sun Quan looked at Ruan Qing incredulously, with a hurt look in his eyes, "You want to drive me away again."

"Otherwise?" Ruan Qing was crying because of just now, her nose will be so congested, and her speech will be dull, "You even have a son. What else?"

But the elder brother also has a son.

These words flashed through Sun Quan's mind.But he can't say, he can't say...

"Sun Quan." Ruan Qing tried to calm down her emotions, but she was still a little choked up, "Let's get together and break up. It's good for you and me."

"No." Sun Quan shook his head with a rather painful expression, "Sir, I have already let go once. How can I have the heart to leave you now. Sir, I can't let you go."

Although the other party said this, Ruan Qing thought it through, and her heart gradually cooled down.

Sun Quan may not be able to let him go, otherwise how could he have an eldest son in just a few years?Maybe the other party still has reluctance, but it's just that he treats Cao Ang like that, and he is brooding over his young first love that ended without a problem.

Seeing him like this now, I know that he once liked me so much.This was just Sun Quan's momentary excitement.If his relationship with Sun Quan was really that deep, they would not have separated a few years ago.Not to mention that they have been separated for three or four years now.

Ruan Qing shook her head, and was about to tear off the last layer of fig leaf, when a lazy voice came from behind.

"It's so regrettable now, what should I do?"

The two looked together, and saw Sun Ce sitting up from the lazy shelf, resting one arm on the dark brown window sill, resting on the other elbow, propping up his chin.

With a blank expression on his face, he looked past Ruan Qing and landed on Sun Quan, "If you take it or not, you won't regret it later. Brother Quan, Ce has thrown you to the barracks to sharpen you all these years, and your hesitant temperament still doesn't change. ah."

"Brother..." Sun Quan looked at Sun Ce in astonishment.

Ruan Qing's heart skipped a beat, how much did Sun Ce hear those words just now?

But soon he was relieved again.Now that he is alone, there is nothing to be afraid of.

"If Ce remembers well. In the ninth year of Jian'an, Brother Quan married the Xu family, and he has already broken up with Muer. Why is it so hard to let go now? It's not my son of the Sun family."

Sun Ce raised his brows lightly, a few strands of hair fell out from the loose hair crown and hung on his shoulders, while the scattered hair fell beside his unruly eyebrows.

The placket, which was originally well-dressed, was torn apart indiscriminately due to the heat, revealing the delicate collarbone.The whole person is lazy, but it makes people feel that behind the other party's slow and loose, there is an irresistible pressure.

Sun Quan's face turned pale, and he forcefully supported the coercion released by Sun Ce, and chuckled, "The Marquis Wu's mansion has also added several sisters-in-law in the past few years. If my brother is like this, I'm not afraid of hurting my husband's heart."

Just now, Sun Ce understood every word of what Sun Quan said, and he naturally understood the meaning of Sun Quan's words.

Although Ruan Qing and I separated, at least we got what the other party really wanted.But you have never been in Ruan Qing's eyes.

Good boy, I really grew up, my wings became stiffer, and I became more capable.Sun Ce gritted his teeth secretly, but smiled without showing any trace on his face.

"Why didn't you say that during the past four years, no heirs were born in the Marquis of Wu's mansion?" Sun Ce finished with a sarcasm, and then looked at Ruan Qing affectionately, "Ce knows what Moore is thinking. Ce hereby promises that in the future Jiangdong will In the annals of history, the names of Sun Bofu and Ruan Mu'er should be listed together."

After hearing this, Sun Quan turned completely pale.

Sun Ce is promising that he will live up to Ruan Qing for the rest of his life.It is also a promise that, life after life, they will stand side by side with each other in the long river of history for future generations to look up to.Instead of being a sneaky little pet who has to worry about being spurned.

This was the safety that Sun Quan could never promise Ruan Qing in his life, and this was the safety that Ruan Qing wanted most from him.In the end, he is still not as good as Wuhou's elder brother.

He raised his eyes, scanning every inch of Ruan Qing's skin with great nostalgia.

He is not qualified to stand by Ruan Qing's side anymore.As early as a few years ago, when he decided to marry Mrs. Xu as his wife.He gave up the qualification to go with Ruan Qing.

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