forced to whitewash [rebirth]

Bai Yu glanced sideways at the man beside him, it was still early spring but the weather had warmed up a bit, Mo Dingxuan was wearing light and thin clothes and looked slimmer, the sun that had just risen in the morning shone through the dense pine branches and leaves around the tombstone In his hair, and slid to the drooping eyelashes.

His heart moved: "Did no one want to adopt you when you were young?"

This is really unreasonable. Mo Dingxuan is healthy and handsome. He must have been a very cute child when he was a child. His grades are good and sensible. He stayed in an orphanage since he was a child. How could no one want to adopt him?

"When I was a child, I also wondered about this question, why no one wants me," Mo Dingxuan chuckled, "Your younger than me, older than me, there is no one who is obedient to me, no one who has good grades like me, no one I am good-looking, and I even have some incurable diseases in my body.”

"They were all adopted."

"Actually, many orphans are willing to adopt. I stayed there until I was 13 years old before going to live in a military academy." Mo Dingxuan paused. They are going to be adopted soon, and except for those who are too seriously ill, almost no one stays there for more than a year."

"The only ones staying there are me and Scarlett. Scarlett was only sent here when she was six years old. She is very repulsive to those who want to adopt him, otherwise she would have left with them long ago," he didn't know what to think of What laughed again, "Actually, I hated him very much at first, because he obviously wanted to strike up a conversation with me, and he insisted on saying that we are all unwanted children, so he is not wanted."

Mo Dingxuan was silent for a while: "Well, there are quite a lot of people who want to adopt him, and people come to ask him about his situation every now and then."

"..." Bai Yu tightened his hand, "Maybe it's because you are so good?"

"Hahaha, if you want to adopt, the better the child, the better." Mo Dingxuan squeezed his thumb with his backhand, "I couldn't figure it out at the time, but I guessed later that maybe that woman was sending me there. what did you order?"

"...I really don't know what she thinks. If she doesn't want to usher in my birth, why didn't she just kill me before I was born? If it's because of the so-called maternal love that wants me to survive," he shrugged. "Sent me to the orphanage is also worthy of my gratitude to her."

"Leave an order that forbids me to be adopted by others... What do you want to do again? You don't plan to want me anymore, don't you want others to want me?"

Bai Yu was silent, he didn't know what to say, but Mo Dingxuan probably didn't need his consolation, perhaps just listening was enough at this time.

"I used to be very concerned about this. After all, I was a child. I would be a little bit upset when I saw my friends around me being called out for too long." The man frowned slightly, and then calmed down lightly. , "When I'm alone, I also think about why it's not me? I obviously have much better grades than him, don't they like me? There's no way to say things like that."

"I don't dare to ask the reason. After all, being adopted is a very lucky thing. I can't be jealous of others. The other person must be chosen because the adopted family likes him more. I should be happy and bless him for having a relative again. , Feeling that the other party is not as good as oneself and being angry, such words will only make people hate me, and think that I am a bad boy with a dark heart."

"...Although it is indeed sad."

Mo Dingxuan was silent for a moment: "When I grow older, I will become more sensible, and I will take this lightly. After all, I am no longer at an age where I can only rely on my parents for protection. I am doing well myself, but occasionally And I still think about what I would look like if I had parents."

"Speaking of which, deciding to go to Yarman for further study is the most correct decision in my life. If I hadn't come to that military academy full of nobles, I might not be able to understand some things for the rest of my life." Secondly, the most important thing is that there are really people who can hate you and reject you without any reason, and isolate you against you."

"This is really important to me. For the first time, I realized that not being liked by others is not necessarily my fault." Mo Dingxuan slightly curled his lips, "Even if you are good everywhere, they will still dislike you... It's really important, I just thought I wasn't good enough so no one wanted me."

Bai Yu felt that his mood was much better, and he even relaxed a little bit with him.

"However, it also taught me that some things cannot be changed or solved by my hard work. I can only seize the opportunity to change what I can change, but the opportunity is fleeting, so I must completely control the situation. It can be regarded as a life experience." Mo Dingxuan shrugged, he didn't know what he thought of, and suddenly came up to bite Bai Yu's nose affectionately, "It's very suitable for various aspects."

Bai Yu pushed his face away, and sneered at his subtle complacency:

"It's not like controlling the situation by making your body like this."

Mo Dingxuan didn't care about his coldness, instead he changed the hand holding him into a ten-finger clasping:

"Isn't it because of you, you are still in my hands now."

Bai Yu felt that his tone really made people want to shake off his hand immediately, but after thinking about it, he decided not to leave him just a few days ago, Mo Dingxuan's words were a little tired but it's okay, He only let go symbolically—of course he didn’t break free:

"Pay attention, your father is watching."

Mo Dingxuan laughed out loud at what he said: "My father must be very satisfied with your daughter-in-law, because I am very satisfied."

Bai Yu was disdainful, and then was chased and kissed a few times: "I just don't know if my father-in-law will be unhappy that I hooked up with their good son?"

His tone was relaxed as if he was joking, but Bai Yu was stunned, as if he was recalling something from a long time ago, but the memory just surfaced in his mind, but was suppressed forcibly to cover it up for some reason, Bai Yu was inexplicably agitated:

"Who knows, he died too early."

Mo Dingxuan was stunned for a moment, and Bai Yu immediately realized that his tone seemed too indifferent, so he thought about it and added:

"He died very young and I don't have much memory of him."

Mo Dingxuan looked at him probingly for a while: "Did your father die when you were very young?"

"Ah, when I was seven years old, the end of the world came, and I died together with my mother," Bai Yu said flatly, "Maybe it was because of zombies, I don't remember the details."

"..." Mo Dingxuan frowned without leaving a trace, but he didn't continue to ask, but turned to another topic, "Zombies? Things from your previous life? I haven't heard you mention it."

Although Bai Yu told him about his past life, he only talked about hell on earth in a general way, and didn't describe the scene in detail, which made him a little curious.

"If you want to hear it, go to another place," Bai Yu glanced at Andrews' tomb.

"Well, that's right," Mo Dingxuan bent down and put the white flower in his hand on the platform in front of the tomb, tidied it up a bit, looked down at the name engraved on the tombstone for a while,

"We should go too."

……

"What kind of flower is this?"

The Martyrs Cemetery was built on a gentle mountain, with a forest on the back. It was early spring at this time, and the whole forest was covered with fine white flowers like jade.

Bai Yu looked at it with some novelty. This tree felt similar to the willow tree in his previous life, with slender and flexible branches hanging in the wind, but the leaves were not slender willow-shaped, but small and round. The branches are covered with tiny white flowers, and when the wind blows, the sky is covered with white flocs like snow.

The taste is not very fragrant, more of the smell of trees.

"In the past, a flower that blooms all seasons is mainly planted in the cemetery," Mo Dingxuan followed behind him and looked at his back, "Do you like it?"

"Ah, very beautiful."

Bai Yu laughed. He really loves these beautiful things. After all, they are not available in the last days. The land in the last days is a patch of mottled mud, leaving only the foul-smelling viscous liquid secreted by zombies and the food that has not been eaten. Corpse remains.

There are no flowers in the last days.

Mo Dingxuan watched as he pulled down a branch and sniffed, the spring breeze blew through his hair and pulled up the hem of his clothes, the petals gleaming in the sun fell on the young man's silvery white hair, and then passed by with the wind The young man's tall and straight back is hidden deep in the folds of his white clothes.

It was almost noon now, and the sunlight was a little bit brighter than before, so the direction of the backlight blurred the line of the handsome side face of the man in front of him, and Mo Dingxuan could only see the slight curve of his lips.

"It's really beautiful." He also laughed.

Bai Yu was stunned for a moment, looked up at him and said with emotion: "It's a pity that it doesn't smell good at all, otherwise it would be more perfect."

"It's as beautiful as it is, but flaws are more fascinating." Mo Dingxuan walked over to pick off the petals that hadn't fallen from his hair, "You seem to like flowers very much?"

No, rather than flowers, Bai Yu seems to be interested in beautiful natural landscapes.

"I like beautiful things," Bai Yu said, "I didn't have these in my previous life."

He was probably in a good mood, with a smile on his face all the time, maybe he didn't mean anything else, but just looking at it made others feel better too.

Mo Dingxuan casually broke off a branch: "Then what did you look like in your previous life?"

The more Bai Yu talked, the more curious he became.

The young man looked at him for a while, then raised his eyebrows: "Do you want to see it with your own eyes?"

"Not bad," Mo Dingxuan smiled, "Share your memory with me?"

Bai Yu looked at him: "Then you have to be mentally prepared first."

Mo Dingxuan shrugged: "I have already prepared for it."

Bai Yu seemed to laugh when he heard this, but before Mo Dingxuan could react, the surrounding scene suddenly changed.

The forest with white flowers is gone, the clear blue sky is gone, the bright sunlight is gone, and the spring breeze with the fragrance of grass and trees is gone.

Mo Dingxuan suddenly understood what Bai Yu said meant nothing. He was now in a barren land, and his feet were not so much mud as some kind of retching secretion, and even a trace of bright color Unable to spy, he was slightly taken aback, and then saw a white bone in the mud on one side.

The faint scent of grass and trees was completely covered by the stench of the rotting corpse, perhaps not only because of the rotting corpse, but in short everything was suffocating, Mo Dingxuan felt a little out of breath, the sky in this world was also dark, different from The color of the night, so dim and lifeless like a cage that imprisons the world, seems to be very close to the ground, pressing on the top of the head as if it may fall at any time, without a trace of clouds, birds or stars.

He already felt very uncomfortable, not only to the extent of being out of breath, but the air in this world might also be filled with some kind of toxin that he couldn't accept, making his heart throbbing even just standing here.

But in the final analysis, this is just an illusion. This kind of suffocation and cramping are all Bai Yu's feelings.

At this time, he heard a roar from a distance, and it was not accurate to say that the roar was actually a sound that a human being could make, which made Mo Dingxuan think of the roar of a wild beast.

The ground began to vibrate, it was hard to imagine how huge monsters were running on it, and Mo Dingxuan couldn't imagine it before, and he still finds it hard to imagine after seeing things.

It's not a living thing, not even an animal or an insect, it's a pile of rotting meat, rolling towards him in a mountain of meat, they're screaming, but they can't see what the pile of meat depends on Make noise.

They crossed the remaining obstacles on this barren land—probably corpse remains and some half-corroded metal objects. Perhaps they could not digest food during this running process, so they squeezed through these obstacles, just As if the meat was squeezed through a sieve, the rotten meat was squeezed out from various gaps and rolled into a huge pile of rotten meat, lubricated with a foul-smelling sticky liquid, which evaporated into the air, making people suffocating and dizzy.

They are coming, the speed is really too fast, it seems to have arrived in the blink of an eye, the roar is deafening, Mo Dingxuan subconsciously touched the gun beside him, but the pile of meat paste has been blown up by unknown things in advance, the huge The meat balls exploded in mid-air like mud dots and scattered everywhere. They were still screaming during the splashing process, until they fell to the ground and melted and corroded into a pile of foul-smelling secretions.

Mo Dingxuan felt a little sick, even though the pile of things didn't splash on him, he let go of his hand on the gun and turned to look to the other side, but was stunned for a moment.

The black-haired boy stood not far away and looked at him. His height was only a little shorter than when he was an adult, but his figure was much thinner than Mo Dingxuan's now. He was dressed in rags, although his figure was as tall and straight as a benchmark , but still makes people feel as if the wind will break.

The young man looked at him, his familiar face was still handsome even though it was not very clean, with a hint of youthfulness in his fashion, his dark eyes silently stared at Mo Dingxuan, his face was expressionless.

"It's like this," the boy said suddenly, his voice was unexpectedly hoarse, as if he hadn't spoken for a long time, "How do you feel?"