forced to whitewash [rebirth]

He would never do such a thing." It seemed that he was really angry, Chu Xin felt that at least for a moment this person really wanted to strangle him, and Mo Dingxuan had already made a conclusion for him after meeting Mo Dingxuan.

"You keep saying that you like Scarlett, but you don't care about his feelings at all. You only care about whether you are happy or not."

He let go of his hand, and the more Chu Xin wanted to say something, but she felt that she had nothing to say. He watched the other party walk to his lover, and when Ya Sijia finally came down to talk to the two, Chu Xin felt more and more A little dazed, my heart went blank until Ya Sijia sent the two of them away.

The man closed the door, he looked up at him, Ya Sijia sighed and came over and knelt down to check his injuries:

"Does it hurt?"

"..."

Aska leaned over and stroked the scar on his lips:

"Why did you fight Bai Yu?"

"..." He couldn't say anything, just lowered his head and grabbed the corner of the other party's clothes,

"……sorry."

……

In fact, Chu Xinyue is very well-behaved in a certain way, and Ya Sijia often thinks that before the collapse, Chu Xinyue was just obedient to what he said and did to him, but after the collapse, Chu Xinyue was still obedient to him. Yi Baishun said and did what he said, but he just went crazy.

He would never do anything to hurt him, Chu Xinyue would only hurt himself, he would intermittently self-mutilate, self-torture, cry and be depressed, and then show him such pain, this is actually what Ya Sijia can't bear the most, If Chu Xinyue chooses to take revenge on him, he may still be unmoved, but the worst thing Chu Xinyue has done to him is to imprison him—then cry and hurt herself in front of him, and don’t get along well with him comminicate.

This person is very painful, and he caused this kind of pain, but he obviously wanted him to be happy at the beginning.

Ya Sijia sometimes thought that he might as well torture him, otherwise he would be driven crazy by Chu Xinyue sooner or later. Until now, he didn't even understand what Chu Xinyue was suffering from.

In fact, it can't be said that he didn't understand. Although he didn't know exactly how Chu Xinyue was hurt by him, Ya Sijia still knew that Chu Xinyue liked him.

But he really has no thoughts about Chu Xinyue. Sometimes Ya Sijia suspects that he is asexual, or that all his feelings are used to sympathize with others. He has never been tempted by anyone, and it’s not that he doesn’t like it alone. It's just Chu Xinyue.

If someone can make Chu Xin happier, Ya Sijia actually doesn't mind being a perfect lover, but Chu Xin is so sensitive, how can he not be noticed at the beginning without half love, it will only hurt him Just deeper.

The more Chu Xin wanted his love, but he couldn't give it to her, and it seemed that she could only hold on like this until the other party let go.

But...Chu Xinyue really let go?How is he going to get along with this person?

Sometimes Ya Sijia has a headache when thinking about this problem. How can the complicated relationship between him and Chu Xinyue be explained clearly in a few words-there is even a Star Thief Group between them. Could it be that Chu Xinyue let him go? Does this person no longer exist in his life?But no matter how they think about it, they can't get along like friends or relatives. In the end, he can only comfort himself and let's talk about it at that time, so why worry about things that are not marginal.

It's just that this seems to be much faster than he thought, and he was surprised that it was as fast as the development of the Star Bandits on the other side.

After the fight with Bai Yu, Ya Sijia also guessed that Chu Xinyue would apologize, and said in front of others that he was always so well-behaved in front of him, but he apologized when he apologized—Chu Xinyue next time It won't change either.

Ya Sijia originally thought this was the reason, but Chu Xinyue seemed to be really stimulated. He didn't notice the two of them getting along at first, but it took a long time for him to vaguely notice the change in each other.

"The beating was pretty hard,"

Although I don't want to care about Chu Xinyue's fight with Bai Yu, Ya Sijia still feels a little distressed when he sees the injuries on people's faces. Chu Xinyue often shows him the injuries on his body on purpose. Is it because the other party is pretending to be pitiful that the injury is not good?

"But I think Bai Yu's injury seems to be healed the next day."

There was something wrong with the arrangement between Bai Yu and Mo Dingxuan, and he was turned against the general. Now he was forced to escape and now he is staying with them temporarily. Obviously, Ya Sijia didn't see his face when he escaped the next day. There were traces of Chu Xinyue's punches, but the marks on Chu Xinyue's face remained there.

"..." The young man was silent for a while and pursed his lips, "Those who have applied medicine, they are almost healed."

Paused: "He is a talented person."

Ya Sijia was actually a little surprised when he got the explanation. He didn't recover for a while, and coughed twice:

"It looks like he hit you harder."

Chu Xin looked at him for a while, and seemed to push back her forehead hesitantly: "...His lover beats him hard."

Ya Sijia looked at the wound on his forehead with a little surprise, and belatedly remembered that Mo Dingxuan directly smashed the muzzle of the gun on it, but did he not show this wound to him?It's enough to make him feel distressed for a long time, and he can also complain about Mo Dingxuan by the way, right?

"...Why didn't you tell me?" In the end he tentatively asked, "Xuan was too aggressive, I will tell him later."

"..." The other party lowered his head, "It's my fault."

Ya Sijia felt that his tone was different: "You should know that I will feel bad when I see you hurt, even if Xuan hit you, it is impossible for him to hit you and I think he hit you well."

Then Chu Xinyue did not receive his comfort as usual, he even frowned: "Don't call him that."

"If you don't like it, then I'll call you another name." Ya Sijia wondered if he was jealous. "Actually, it's just a habitual name. To me, Dingxuan is my younger brother. He also has a lover now and his relationship is very good. You Didn't you see it too?"

"...I know," Chu Xinyue seemed to be distracted, the other party hesitated for a long time, "I told Bai Yu something this morning."

Ya Sijia knew that they had a conversation in the morning, and Bai Yu had always been very interested in Bianhua. Although there was a fight, Chu Xinyue didn't seem to be hostile to him, and Ya Sijia was still worried about their relationship. Didn't fight again:

"What did you say?"

"I told you...about Chu Mo," the other party was silent for a while, then grabbed the corner of his clothes, "I'm sorry, I didn't tell you before."

Ya Sijia's heart skipped a beat: "Didn't I already know about Chu Mo..."

"Mo Dingxuan is Chu Mo's child."

"..." Ya Sijia was stunned for a long time, is Chu Mo's child Mo Dingxuan? !Chu Xinyue knew it from the very beginning, right? !

The young man stood in front of him with his head bowed and pinching the corner of his clothes in silence. For a moment, Ya Sijia didn't know whether he should be angry or what. He rubbed his forehead with a headache:

"Don't do this, I won't blame you for this kind of thing."

He stroked the other party's fingers to show comfort: "Why didn't you tell me? If I went to tell Ding Xuan, Ding Xuan would definitely be willing to visit his father, and maybe he would help us rescue him together?"

"..."

"You can tell my Xinyue what you think," Ya Sijia had a headache again. He felt that there was a lack of communication between him and Chu Xinyue, and Chu Xinyue just didn't want to tell him what he thought. , "You didn't tell Ding Xuan's identity before, why did you tell Bai Yu now?"

"...Chu Mo can't be cured anymore, and saving him will only continue his pain," Chu Xin said in a low voice, "It's better to die to relieve him."

Ya Sijia was startled: "You want Bai Yu to...?"

He didn't expect that Chu Xinyue had already made this decision, and after thinking about it, he still didn't say anything, which was regarded as acquiescence, but Chu Xinyue still didn't explain why he made such a sudden decision:

"You haven't told me why you suddenly..."

Chu Xin looked up at him more, Ya Sijia felt that her voice stopped abruptly, and in the end it was just an embarrassing silence. After a long time, Ya Sijia sighed in compromise:

"Just do what you want."

……

There are many reasons for making this decision, it may be because of Bai Yu, or it may be because of Mo Dingxuan, in short, Chu Xinyue finally decided to confess after the meeting.

He wanted to take Mo Dingxuan to see Chu Mo to fulfill Chu Mo's wish, and then begged Bai Yu to end Chu Mo's life to relieve him, so that he himself would no longer need to exist in this world, and Ya Sijia would be free.

All are happy.

Before that, he was against telling Mo Dingxuan the truth and letting Ya Sijia go, but after making the decision, he felt a sense of relief, and even saw Ya Sijia as if he didn't know what his intentions were. What, silently thinking in the bottom of my heart that the other party cares about me.

Anyway... just a few months.

Their relationship seems to have really eased up a lot in the past few months. Ya Sijia looked quite surprised by this. This is probably the longest reconciliation period between them. years ago.

"They're very happy," Ya Sijia's mood became better and better. It's been a long time since Chu Xinyue saw such a look on his face, and it's been a long time since she saw the relaxed look on their partners' faces. , "They were always worried when our relationship was stalemate before."

The man bent his eyebrows and stretched out his hand to caress his cheek. Chu Xin felt more and more that his current expression was really irresistible. He felt that he had indeed done something wrong before. If Ya Sijia was not happy, he would be in pain no matter what. See If he is happy...at least at this moment he is also happy:

"...I'm sorry for them."

"There's no need to apologize, no one blames you," Ya Sijia pinched his face and smiled, "Just keep the status quo."

The more Chu Xin looked at him, Ya Sijia sighed softly and leaned over to kiss his forehead: "... If you don't want me to leave, I won't leave and will stay here as your deputy ,no need to worry."

This is Ya Sijia's compromise and concession to him. Ya Sijia voluntarily bound herself for him, but he will be really free soon.

Chu Xin lowered her eyes to avoid his sight:

"...you just do what you want."

……

Chu Xinyue didn't have much idea about Bi Laisi, no matter it was for Jerian or Mo Dingxuan, he would kill each other, his daughter was not Jerian's child, so they should be killed together to avoid nausea Jerian.

The other party is more of a tool for him to achieve his goals. He has already figured out how to use this to complete his entire plan, but it is part of the serious injury to the other party's daughter and letting Biley go. He has to find a reason Take Bai Yu and Mo Dingxuan to the other side of the flower.

Things were also progressing smoothly, and Chu Xin felt a little dazed when she re-entered her homeland after so many years, and she became nervous when she saw Chu Mo.

He led people into the tower, and what he felt was the familiar spiritual power. Chu Mo has not changed for so many years, and the name still echoes in the spiritual power:

"Xuan—"

"Xuan—"

Chu Xin glanced at Mo Dingxuan more vaguely, Mo Dingxuan is not a child now, can Chu Mo recognize him?

... Will Chu Mo hurt him?

Facts have proved that Chu Mo can recognize it, of course his child is different from other children, so what if he is not a child but an adult?Mo Dingxuan was exposed to the out-of-control mental power without any injuries.

How could Chu Mo be willing to hurt his child.

Chu Xinyue stood aside and didn't know what mood she was in. She just thought in a daze that Chu Mo had never recognized him, and he had never... never loved him. For others, he just took their position and stole the warmth.

Chu Mo has always been just a father and has nothing to do with him.

The more Chu Xin felt that he was actually not very sad, maybe he had been psychologically prepared for this, and even felt relieved when Bai Yu made a move, as if he could finally let go of Chu Mo, Chu Mo finally died,

Then he can die in peace.

Thinking of this, he actually became happy, even when the two people standing on one side and looking at the other had ignored him and fell into a world with only each other, he was not irritable, and he even felt really happy in his heart.

So happy that he couldn't even get jealous.

Of course Bai Yu is not Chu Mo, he has someone who will always come to save him and really has the power to save him, how can he be as pitiful as Chu Mo, with only one trash by his side.

They have gone through so much, solved so much, and finally locked each other firmly. Just like all beautiful love stories in storybooks, the protagonists should naturally have a bright future. How can the villain threaten them?

So it's good for him to stop it, he can be buried here with Biles, the place where he was born and destroyed, perhaps from a certain angle is his ideal.

Aska might still remember him for a lifetime.

It's perfect, Chu Xinyue never imagined that she could come up with such a perfect arrangement, it really made everyone happy,

If Bai Yu didn't stay.

……

Ya Sijia has been very happy these days. Although I don't know why, Chu Xinyue's change is really a good thing. Sometimes he thinks that he has returned to the time when they hadn't broken up more than ten years ago. The young man he raised with his own hands stayed obediently by his side, although he was taciturn but very positive, he would neither cry nor harm himself in front of him.

In fact, he likes to stay with Chu Xinyue very much. If he is dissatisfied with the other party, he will not be able to accompany him for a full 20 years. Chu Xinyue in a normal state is everything he wants. In fact, Scarlett didn't think of leaving the other party at all, but was a little melancholy thinking that the other party should have his own life after solving the Bianhua, and wondered whether it would be better for him to leave voluntarily and not occupy such a close position with the other party.

If Chu Xin was more unwilling to let him leave, Ya Sijia didn't have to leave. This was different from Mo Dingxuan's situation back then. Ya Sijia really couldn't stand Mo Dingxuan's strict demands on the distance between the two. Up to now, I can't understand the idea that as long as two people are good, it is inevitable to leave him, but Chu Xinyue is different, he has no reason to leave.

So Ya Sijia is very satisfied with the current situation, he will spend time to appease his teenager's uneasiness, and will always be with his heart, the more he thinks about it, the better his mentality will be, just like what he said from the beginning transformed as expected.

Their partners are also very pleased with the easing of their relationship. The atmosphere in the group has been stiff for more than ten years and finally returned to the harmony and harmony at that time. Do they want to go somewhere to celebrate together?

"Do you still remember the place where we met?"

When they asked this question, they were eating outside, sitting on the rattan chair outside, Ya Sijia squatted on the ground to tease a puppy of the owner of the hotel, Chu Xinyue sat aside and looked at him:

"……Remember."

Ascaria rubbed the puppy's soft fur, and lovingly stroked its pointed ears:

"I remember that the Sige catalpa flowers were in full bloom at that time, and the mountains and plains were all over the place, which was very beautiful."

Chu Xin became more startled, the puppy licked Ya Sijia's palm docilely, teasing him to pinch her face:

"Now it seems that it's almost the same season there, do you want to go back with me more and have a look?"

"..." Chu Xin watched silently as he kissed the top of the puppy's head, then looked away, "You can go if you want."

"Are you going with me?"

The blond youth put down the puppy, stood up and looked at him.

The puppy circled around his feet courteously, wagging its tail non-stop, Chu Xinyue looked at it for a while:

"...to follow you."

Aska laughed: "That's really great."

He came over and took his hand gently: "It's getting late, let's go back."

Chu Xinyue stood up, and after playing with Ya Sijia all evening, the puppy was still spinning around the man's feet, Ya Sijia leaned down and stroked it again:

"We're leaving, goodbye~"

The man took his hand and left humming a song. Chu Xinyue turned her head to look at the puppy who was still looking at Ya Sijia's back and wagging its tail, and then turned back to look at Ya Sijia. Looking at him, he leaned over and kissed his forehead affectionately, lovingly:

"what happened?"

"..." Chu Xinyue was silent for a while, then tightened his hand, "It's nothing."

……

Maybe he couldn't go to see it with Aska, but he didn't really want to see it, so what's the point?

The more Chu Xin thought about it, after he died, Ya Sijia might go by herself. At that time, the sigza flowers in Carneroa would bloom just right, and the mountains would be full of crimson colors. Ya Sijia might look at those flowers Weeping for him, you will regret, you will be depressed,

But after a while, he will meet a new existence that he loves, and Ya Sijia will be by his side. If the other party mentions him, the man may be a little depressed, and he will say in a regretful tone:

"I once had a friend..."

He could imagine Ya Sijia's tone, Mo Dingxuan would not be able to live if Bai Yu died, and Bai Yu would definitely find him to accompany him if Mo Dingxuan died, but Ya Sijia still has a long life , He will meet many, many people, just like all the puppies he met on the side of the road, when it is time to leave, he smiles as brightly as when he came to say goodbye, and then walks away without looking back.

He didn't want to be the one who let him go, at least he wanted to be the one who made him regret when he thought about it.

Everything is so appropriate, but it seems that there are others who don't want him to die.

Chu Xinyue really didn't understand why Bai Yu wanted to stay, wouldn't it be good to run away with Mo Dingxuan?He must be able to hold back Biles, but the other party seemed to have no intention of explaining, and joined the battle on his own. He was a little annoyed and told the other party to get out, but Bai Yu ignored him as if he didn't exist.

Probably Mo Dingxuan, who was in a safe place, probably didn't want him to get his wish. When Chu Xinyue saw the empty door open and his fleet came in, he knew that Ya Sijia knew. Suddenly his mind went blank, and Bai Yu asked him to back away suddenly woke up.

The two-life enmity between the other party was finally over. Chu Xin felt a little more confused when he saw the red-haired young man falling from mid-air with his daughter in his arms. He felt that he should jump down together. Before Ya Sijia came over, However, as soon as he hesitated by the collar, he was grabbed by someone and unceremoniously rushed towards the direction of the fleet:

"...you let me go!"

He didn't know why he was angry, can I even choose to die? !The other party glanced at him coldly:

"I don't care if you want to die or live—but surely Aska wants you to live."

"...Why do I have to live for him!" Bai Yu's original intention might be to persuade him, but how could he not know that Ya Sijia wanted him to live, Chu Xinyue directly cut the collar, "You are not at all If you understand our affairs, you must intervene!"

Bai Yu seemed a little startled, he looked at him for a while, then shifted his gaze:

"Okay, I rashly intervened, so you can do whatever you want."

He frowned:

"I didn't want to take care of your affairs, I just didn't want Mo Dingxuan to worry."

Chu Xinyu snorted coldly: "What is there to worry about, doesn't he know what kind of person Scarlett is?"

Bai Yu glanced at him: "He knows what kind of person Ya Sijia is and it has nothing to do with him not worrying. He is not Ya Sijia, how can he know what Ya Sijia is thinking?"

The more Chu Xin turned her head, Bai Yu clicked her tongue:

"You're not Ya Sijia, so you're so sure of his thoughts?"

"..."

"Have you asked clearly? Or is it all up to you?"

"..."

"How easy it is to want to die. If you really want to die, you have to choose this place today? You can die in any corner—but what if you missed it? What did you get wrong?"

"..."

The other party was silent, Bai Yu gave him one last look:

"I said I don't care, I'm leaving now."

After saying that, he turned around and flew towards the fleet. Chu Xinyue looked up and watched him leave. He stayed in place for a while, and then saw a small aircraft rushing over from the direction of the fleet.

Chu Xin felt her heartbeat gradually speeding up, and when the aircraft stopped in front of him, it seemed as if it was going to jump out of her chest violently. The door of the aircraft was opened, and the figure of a blond man appeared inside.

Ya Sijia rarely looked down, and gave him a cold look: "Come up."

Chu Xinyue trembled, and before he could move, he was scolded again: "Hurry up!"

"..." In the end, he got on the aircraft obediently, and quietly shrank back. Ya Sijia didn't seem to want to talk to him, and kept driving the aircraft with a sullen face until he returned to the fleet smoothly.

The man stood up, Chu Xinyue looked at his back and said nothing, and Ya Sijia still didn't speak, but he just stood there and didn't know what he was thinking. He glanced back at Chu Xinyue, his eyes were still sharp : "Come down."

Chu Xinyue had never seen him so angry, and knew that Bi'anhua was not so cruel to him, but he was a little happy because of it, and was very happy to be dragged back to the room by someone's hand.

"What do you mean you came back by yourself!"

"I……"

The door of the room was slammed shut, but Ya Sijia didn't let go of his hand. The anger on his face was almost uncontrollable. Chu Xinyue looked at him like this, but his heart was moved. He opened his mouth to explain something. , but was silent for a long time:

"...I don't want to live anymore."

Ya Sijia seemed to be taken aback for a moment: "...why?"

"Chu Mo is dead."

"..." The man's rage almost doubled at that moment, "If he dies, you will die with him?? Are you only living for him?!"

However, Chu Xinyue was still very calm:

"I have nothing to worry about."

Ya Sijia's anger stopped abruptly, and he stared at Chu Xinyue for a long time, as if seeing him for the first time:

"...But you still have a Star Thief..."

"Bi An was originally created to rescue Chu Mo, wasn't it?" Chu Xinyue said, "Now that Chu Mo is dead, I have already arranged the future life of the members."

"..." Ya Sijia opened her mouth and seemed to want to say something, but hesitated for a while, "Then why did you commit suicide? You can start over with no worries, and you can live the life you want to live."

"I can't live the life I want to live," Chu Xin raised her head, "I want to be with you."

Aska: "..."

"It doesn't matter if it's not love, but if I'm the only special one, your affection for me is only for me, and you won't give such affection to anyone else," Chu Xinyue lowered her head again, "Do you think I'm living the life I want to live?"

"..." Ya Sijia was a little at a loss, "You are very special to me..."

"Then is it possible to give your feelings for me to others?"

"..." The other party held back for a long time, "Even if I can't do it, why should Xinyue commit suicide for it? If you live well, you will meet many people, many of whom are better than me. happy."

"I don't want to try anymore." Chu Xinyue looked down at the wrist that was only held by the other party, and withdrew her hand after a moment of silence, "I've been sorry to you for so many years, and I may never have the chance to repay you... ...I still don't know what you want, but I won't force you to stay, either."

"Scarlett can do whatever she wants."

"..."

Ya Sijia seemed to have nothing to say for a moment, but suddenly she held his shoulder emotionally:

"No - if you don't know how to repay me, then I will tell you! You must live well. I came to you and accompanied you for 20 years - you must live well for at least another 20 years!"

Chu Xinyue was a little startled, and Ya Sijia managed to calm down for a while. He took a deep breath, lowered his head and touched the other person's forehead to look into his eyes:

"Xinyue doesn't want to be sorry to me no matter what, right? Xinyue also wants to repay me, right? My request is like this, 20 years, I have paid for you for 20 years, so you have to give me another 20 years, these 20 years You have to listen to me, after 20 years our business will be completely settled!"

Chu Xinyue looked at him in silence for a long time:

"……I see."

……

Ya Sijia has paid for him for 20 years, so he naturally owes Ya Sijia 20 years, and it is only natural to pay back 20 years.

It's just that Chu Xinyue thought that Ya Sijia would ask him to stay by his side, but the first thing Ya Sijia asked him to do was to leave.

Standing in the wind and snow of Modric, Chu Xinyue tightened her collar, took a deep breath, took out her smart brain and took a photo for Ya Sijia, and then received a message from the man:

Ya Sijia to: Arrived in Modric?

to Asia Scarlett: Yes

Ya Sijia to: Keep warm, how is Dinaia doing?

to Asia Scarlett: same as before

Chu Xin turned around and returned to the palace, Ya Sijia would not come to him, but arranged some big and small tasks for him through intelligence, such as taking the crazy second prince Carris back to his country this time, Chu Xin Yue actually didn't want to help Mo Dingxuan, but since it was arranged by Ya Sijia, he didn't say anything.

The tall red-haired man has changed from being crazy at the beginning to being quiet now. He huddled in the corner and stared blankly without saying a word. In just a short period of time, he seemed to have lost a full circle of weight. Chu Xinyue stood there watching After staring at him for a while, I suddenly remembered the time I spent with Jerian a long time ago.

He was silent for a while:

"Is Jerian's spiritual body gone?"

His voice was very low, but the man who had been unresponsive to the outside world suddenly burst into tears. His eyes were still dull, and he opened his mouth but said nothing.

"..." Chu Xinyue didn't know what he was thinking. Although Jerian was a fool, he tried to persuade him to let go of Ya Sijia every day...but probably because of being a fool, Jerian was always friendly to him.

"Before Billys died," he finally said, "his daughter said the Black Rider was fixed."

"That was Jerian's brainchild."

It was like some kind of thunder that suddenly woke people up. The person who had been staring blankly finally came back to his senses and slowly turned his head to look at him. Chu Xinyue looked away.

Speaking of which, Jerian also helped him draw part of the design of the main ship on the other side... He really owes the other party this favor.

……

"You want to help Dinaia find the spaceship left by Jerian?"

Ya Sijia seemed a little surprised when he heard it, and Chu Xinyue felt a little uneasy, after all, his time now belongs to the other party:

"...I still owe Jerian a favor."

"It's pretty good," but Ya Sijia seemed very happy, "Do you need my help? May I help you find the traces of Biles?"

How good Ya Sijia is in this area, his information-related vest is not just xx, and he listed several suspicious places for them in almost no time. Chu Xinyue and Di Nan checked them one by one, and finally found a Traces were found on a private field owned by Sri Lanka.

Black Knight is the masterpiece of Jerian's life. If he is not in that position, if he is not talented, if there is no Biles, he will definitely be one of the best spaceship designers in the world.

Chu Xinyue looked at the man kneeling next to the spaceship, crying until he almost fainted and vomited blood. It seemed that the love he had seen since childhood was so fierce and paranoid, whether it was Chu Mo to Mo Dingxuan, Jerian and Dinan Whether it's Bai Yu and Mo Dingxuan, or Alice's relationship with Birez, the love so strong gives people a strong sense of danger in one aspect, but on the other hand, it also gives people a strong sense of security. The danger comes from the unstoppable. Control yourself, safety comes from absolutely trusting each other.

But there are many kinds of people in the world, maybe only a few people love like this until death, most people’s love is flat, and the next one can start after the end of one relationship. It is even more ridiculous to live alone for someone.

Perhaps it was his extravagant wish from the beginning.

"What do you want to do next?" Chu Xin asked in a low voice, Dinan didn't reply him for a long time, Chu Xin guessed that he might decide to die, after all, Jerian was already dead.

However, after a long silence, the man said harshly:

"I... want to drive a black ride out to have a look."

Chu Xin was stunned for a moment, Dinan stood there:

"I once made a promise with Jerian... to abandon everything and go wandering with him, drive the black ride we made with our own hands, don't care about anything, don't care about anything, just go and see everything we want to see together."

"Jerian is dead now...but he must still want to see it, and I want to fulfill our agreement."

"..." Chu Xinyue didn't know what to say for a while, Alice just repaired the frame of the black knight, and Dinan expressed that he would stay and repair the black knight thoroughly, thanked him and then left.

When Ya Sijia called to ask him about his situation, Chu Xin became more confused and said, the man was silent for a while:

"It's his own choice."

He paused for a moment, tentatively: "...It's been almost a year, should we meet?"

"..." However, Chu Xinyue remained silent for a long time, "No need, what am I going to do next?"

……

Why don't you want to see Aska?

Chu Xinyue walked among the crimson mountains and plains, feeling the wind blowing through his hair and flowing towards the sky. He stopped and looked towards the direction where the sun was setting. The crimson sky and the crimson sea of ​​flowers almost merged into one.

This is the place where he met Ya Sijia, and it was full of red Siegia flowers. At that time, he entangled her until here, and finally saw the face of the blond young man in this gorgeous crimson.

The current life of listening to Ya Sijia's orders made Chu Xin recall the past in Bianhua, but there is probably a difference. Now he is very calm, neither the depression when he was young nor the pain later, Neither the warmth of being with Chu Mo nor the happiness of being with Ya Sijia.

He is alone now, and has been alone for a long time.

It is not impossible for a person to survive.

The more Chu Xin opened his mind, Bai Yu just sent him a message:

Bai Yuto: I'm getting married, do you want to come?

He didn't know how Bai Yu remembered and informed him, maybe the other party was dazzled by the joy of marriage and sent a notification regardless of the distance of the relationship, Chu Xinyue broke down a Sigzi flower:

to Bai Yu: What does your marriage have to do with me, I won’t go

Chu Xinyue lowered his eyes to look at the perfectly blooming Sige catalpa in his hand. Among the overlapping crimson petals were the blue stamens. He was in a daze. Has it been 37 years?

Has he and Aska met for 37 years?

However, the other party may not have sent everyone:

Bai Yuto: Ya Sijia is the witness of Mo Dingxuan and I

to Bai Yu: oh

Of course Chu Xinyue knew that Ya Sijia was Mo Dingxuan's witness, he was very concerned about his brother's affairs, and tried to let him go, but when Chu Xinyue asked him if he was asking him to attend, Ya Sijia It means that he can go if he wants to, and that he will not be forced.

Bai Yuto: If you don’t come, forget it

Chu Xinyue shut down his brain with a snort, and he continued to walk among the flowers until he folded a bouquet of Siegzi flowers that were in full bloom. He booked the plane ticket with the flowers in his hands, and then sat there for three hours The flight came to Alans.

The wedding between Bai Yu and Mo Dingxuan seems to have already started. Standing at the door of their wedding venue, Chu Xinyue can hear the warm noise inside even though it is far away. Chu Xinyue holds the flowers in her arms The robot handed it to the door and took another look inside the door. I don't know what stage the wedding is at now, but no matter what, it looks very happy.

He felt that his mood seemed to be infected, and he looked up at the sky again, then turned around and decided to take this opportunity to stroll around Arance.

……

Ya Sijia stood aside and watched the two kissing on the stage. He felt that he was really a superfluous light bulb, so he simply threw away the testimony and left the stage. He wanted to order himself a glass of wine