forced to whitewash [rebirth]

What should I do if I can't bear the pain?What should I do if I can't bear the despair?

It's very simple, just forget it, and if you forget it, you won't be tortured. If you forget everything, nothing will hurt him.

This was something he had learned many years ago.

So can you forget that person?That person caused him so much pain, why can't he be forgotten?As long as you forget him and everything related to him, he won't lose control anymore.

So what to forget?

The restless emotions subsided suddenly at this moment, and Bai Yu stood in the center of the power, a little confused.

Forget everything related to Mo Dingxuan... What memory does that man occupy in his life?From freshman?Is it okay to forget about the whole freshman?As long as there seems to be no such rebirth, can that man not exist in his life at all?

Bai Yu covered his heart, then how would he explain such feelings?Memories can be erased, but does he not have this throbbing after forgetting that person?Will he not miss the other party, and will not feel pain because the other party is not there?

But feelings are nothing more than mental fluctuations in the final analysis. Since he can easily erase other people's memories, he can easily suppress his own, but...but...

He closed his eyes, forget everything, forget himself, forget that man, forget everything in the world, he has already killed his only lover, these are unnecessary.

He just needs to remember that he killed his lover, that he destroyed everything including the ring he gave him.

He deserves to suffer, to despair, to be tormented forever, not to be able to find peace by oblivion.

……

But what if the other party approaches by himself?

He almost screamed when he felt the man approaching step by step. He had obviously forgotten everything, but fear oozes from the bottom of his heart, and he just wants to back away from this man.

Do not come near me……

He's still going.

don't get any closer...

The opponent's pace was unwavering.

I will... I will...

The man was already covered in bruises from the uncontrollable force attack, and his blood-covered appearance gradually coincided with a vague scene in his memory.

……I will kill you!

You won't hurt me.

In the end, the stubborn man still walked up to him. Perhaps every game between him and Mo Dingxuan was a complete victory for the opponent. Sometimes Mo Dingxuan was inexplicably afraid of things that would not happen, and sometimes he was inexplicably afraid of what would never happen. The fearless, blood-covered person fell into his arms, obviously unbearable to touch and might die at any time, but still insisted on giving him a kiss——

"You will only save me."

He heard him say, his voice was soft, like dripping with love. The lingering whisper of the other party against his neck was also like the vague murmur of the other party buried in his arms during the afternoon rest.

……

"..." Sensing the disappearance of the out-of-control power, Bilaisi was stunned for a moment, and frowned when she saw Bai Yu woke up and hugged someone to leave, "Alice, let me go...Alice?"

The little girl firmly grabbed his clothes corner:

"Dad has failed this time, hasn't he?"

Biles frowned: "I'm going to close that empty door..."

"But brother Yu is awake now, you closed the empty door and let his lover die, he will not get out of control and belong to us," Alice still didn't let go, "he is awake, he will only hate you, in He won't go crazy before killing you, so we have no chance."

"..." Biles stopped moving, "It's what Alice said. It's just a missed opportunity. It's not a bad thing to make him more involved in this relationship. Next time, just go straight to the point without laying the groundwork."

Alice breathed a sigh of relief: "Then we now...?"

"There should be no chance in the near future. They will definitely retaliate against us when they recover." Biles turned and picked her up again. "Let's go now and stay in the interstellar space for a while."

The little girl opened her eyes wide: "Shall we go on a long voyage?"

"Well," Biles hugged her and planned to leave the space station quickly, "let's go out and play for a while."

However, his pace was abruptly blocked by the uninvited guest. Biles put down Alice and lowered his face, while the black-haired young man who appeared opposite him raised his eyebrows.

"...I thought you should hate him," Biles taunted, "So you are so willing to be his dog? Where does he point at you?"

"Do I hate that Mo Dingxuan has anything to do with you?" Chu Xin said indifferently, "I want to kill you and your little bastard—"

"What does it matter?"

……

Bai Yu rushed to the empty door at the fastest speed with the person in his arms. Although Mo Dingxuan had passed out in his arms, Bai Yu knew him very well. It was impossible for Mo Dingxuan to come here without preparing in advance. There must be a new body to replace.

just time...

Bai Yu couldn't think of anything else in his mind. He didn't even dare to think about Mo Dingxuan's current mental state. He could only grit his teeth and see the body that could be replaced before talking about it. The only thing that made him feel a little relieved was Biles didn't know why he didn't come to stop him or even close the empty door. When he passed through the empty door and saw the spaceship waiting for them, he almost felt like he was dying.

The officer on the airship probably understood the situation when he saw him coming out with someone in his arms. After Bai Yu boarded the airship, he hurriedly took him to a specially prepared room to replace Mo Dingxuan's body. Place on the operating table:

"He is unconscious now, I will transfer his mental body."

The officer seemed a little worried, but there was no other way now: "Then it all depends on Major General Bai."

Bai Yu took a deep breath and gathered his mental power to slowly explore Mo Dingxuan's sea of ​​consciousness. Before that, he had never helped anyone transfer his mental body, but fortunately, he was not the only one who was assisted by a machine. He had also been assisted by a machine before. After changing the body, recalling it now, it should be enough to help Mo Dingxuan's mental body safely pass through the machine-made connection port, and then help the mental body stabilize in the new body.

The reason is very simple, but when he first entered Mo Dingxuan's Consciousness Sea, Bai Yu was already covered in cold sweat. The man's Consciousness Sea was already injured. Although he recuperated it, it didn't heal, and he didn't know whether he was injured. How long has Biles been imprisoned, and Mo Dingxuan is probably very anxious and fluctuating during this time. Now the situation in Zhihai is worse than when they first met. How does a person stay awake? His mental power is not only attacking the physical body.

Mo Dingxuan...

Mo Dingxuan's sea of ​​consciousness is in chaos now, his mental body is almost completely torn apart, and the broken petals are floating scattered, so fragile that maybe it will be completely annihilated by a light touch of other spiritual powers, Bai Yu simply Don't dare touch him.

He was at a loss, almost didn't know what to do, Mo Dingxuan's situation had reached the point where he was powerless, he couldn't save this person, he could only watch him die before his eyes.

why why……

Bai Yu squeezed the guardrail of the operating table so hard that it almost shattered, his heart went blank, Mo Dingxuan was lying in front of him, he was dying, but he was still alive.

But he was about to die.

He can't save him.

Can he really not save him?

Bai Yu felt the surge of spiritual power. His power could do everything and destroy everything, but he could control only a part of the out-of-control, and he couldn't control the rest, and he even tried his best to suppress it.

But this is obviously also his power, since it can destroy everything, why can't it save Mo Dingxuan? !

If you can't control it, control it!Mo Dingxuan is going to die!He is going to die!How could he use the inability to do it as an excuse not to save him? !How can there be anything that cannot be done for him!

"Lieutenant General Li," he finally said, his voice was unbelievably calm, "can you bring me a knife or a dagger?"

Nothing is uncontrollable, it's just power, it's his own power, anyway, there is nothing that can't be done for Mo Dingxuan, it's possible for him.

Bai Yu gritted his teeth and gathered the opponent's mental body fragments little by little. The use of this level of mental power had already exceeded his control over his own power, but how could his power hurt Mo Dingxuan?Nothing is out of control.

He stabbed the dagger deeply into his leg again, the bone-piercing pain almost immediately brought back some out-of-control mental power, Bai Yu pulled out the dagger and hardly dared to stop repairing Mo Dingxuan's mental body, He is racing against time to snatch his love from the clutches of death that has come before him.

But he won't lose.

Because Mo Dingxuan believed that he would save him.

The officer who waited nervously watched him stabbing himself and almost lost his voice. The people lying on the bed and the people standing beside the bed were almost covered in blood and bruises, but he knew very well that the other party was doing spiritual work. Can't be easily disturbed, I can only suppress my voice and pray in my heart that both of them can survive in the end.

...just a little bit.

Bai Yuxin was overjoyed, Mo Dingxuan's mental body has basically been repaired by him, and the channel created by the machine between the two bodies has also been opened, now he only needs to use his spiritual power to wrap and escort Mo Dingxuan's spiritual body to transfer there Enough.

However, this step is the hardest.

Bai Yu has never done such a job before. Although Mo Dingxuan's mental body is very suitable for him, this kind of work is even more difficult than helping Mo Dingxuan to restore his mental body a little bit earlier. Bai Yu gritted his teeth, probably It is because there are too many injuries on his body now that he can hardly feel the pain. The unclear pain when stabbing into the body can hardly help to calm down. Bai Yu frowned and pulled out the dagger. Barely got a feeling.

The last step... the last step...

Bai Yu wrapped the scarred rose with mental power, and the rose shrunk into a bud and fell into a deep sleep. Bai Yu sent it into the channel opened by the machine little by little. Because Mo Dingxuan's mental body is weak now, he can't be inhaled by the machine, so he can only breathe it in. Escorting the past little by little, this time is very short for a machine, but it is long for a human. Bai Yu felt that everything in his body was shaking in the end except for his mental strength. When he was physically weak, he finally couldn't stand up anymore and fell directly to the ground.

The ground was covered with the blood he had just stabbed himself. Bai Yu struggled awkwardly and tried to get up. The officer quickly came over to help him: "Did you succeed? You want to..."

"No! It's not stable yet!" Bai Yu didn't know when his voice became hoarse, and Bai Yu was a little panicked, and he must not fall short at this time, "It's almost there!"

But he couldn't stand anymore, the officer supported him and forced him to lie on the operating table, Bai Yu tried his best to stabilize Mo Dingxuan's mental body in the new body, thinking absentmindedly that this new body is really clean, Not hurt at all.

That's great, when he withdrew his mental power, he was relieved, and he didn't know what he was relieved from.

... He rescued Mo Dingxuan.

He didn't hurt him, not at all.