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It's the weekend, and Song Jiayi uninvited again to drink tea in Su Xiaoju's room.

Su Xiaoju handed her the newly released script: "See if this one is more suitable?"

"En." Song Jiayi began to read carefully.

The heroine Liu Lingling of "If There Is Love in Heaven" is the daughter of a country's prime minister, who is both talented and beautiful. However, the arrival of the heroine Zhao Zhuowen made her a subjugated woman.

The prime minister's house was ransacked and beheaded by a foreign emperor. Liu Lingling escaped by chance and came to the enemy country Kyoto.

She originally wanted to enter the palace for a draft and get close to the emperor, and kill the emperor to avenge her family and country, but unfortunately she was beaten unconscious in the market and carried into a brothel.

She was unwilling to sell herself in a brothel and ran away, but was rescued by Zhao Zhuowen and brought back to the mansion to be a personal maid.

Liu Lingling was ashamed that she fell in love with Zhao Zhuowen, the accomplice who ruined her country and family, and decided not to fall in love with him.

But getting along day and night, she still couldn't resist his tenderness and had a one-night stand with him.

Liu Lingling had a love-hate relationship, left a letter to Zhao Zhuowen and then quietly ran away from home, but before she got close to the palace, she was caught by the people in the brothel.

It's just that this time she was relatively lucky, she was not immediately tied up to accompany the guests, but became a singer.

While she was trying to find a way to leave the brothel, she heard that the emperor's younger sister was going to select a few in this oiran competition to go to the mansion to have sex, and to present them to the emperor in the future.

In order to enter the palace, she was no longer in a hurry to escape, but was thinking hard to win the lottery.

However, Zhao Zhuowen also came to watch the Oiran Contest, and redeemed Liu Lingling's body regardless of her status or money, took her back home and imprisoned her, pestering her day and night.

Because Liu Lingling gets along with Zhao Zhuowen day and night, she can't help falling in love with him, and it's hard to hate him anymore.

Just when she was about to give up her hatred and live with him for the rest of her life, Zhao Zhuowen was married to the princess by the emperor.

Concerned about the lives of his family, Zhao Zhuowen did not dare to resist the order, so he could only hide Liu Lingling.

But the princess had already heard that Zhao Zhuowen bought back a brothel singer, and secretly sent someone to follow Liu Lingling, not only learned her whereabouts, but also found out that she was pregnant.

The princess was very angry, and secretly sent someone to create an accident, trying to kill Liu Lingling.

Liu Lingling escaped and was rescued, but suffered a miscarriage.In order to take revenge, she disguised herself as a draft in the palace, and successfully won the emperor's favor.

The day before going to bed, she poisoned the emperor by means, so the princess's marriage had to be postponed.

Liu Lingling's identity in the palace is not only fake, but also relatively humble. Even if the Queen Mother didn't suspect her, she would probably have to be buried with her.

So, she secretly contacted Zhao Zhuowen and told him the truth, hoping that he could help her escape from the capital, but if he arrested her to claim credit, she would admit it.

Because she is homeless and revenged, and the man she loves will soon marry another woman, she doesn't really want to live in the world.

Zhao Zhuowen did not arrest her, but secretly assisted her to leave the palace.

Liu Lingling also didn't ask him to accompany her to wander around the world, but returned to her hometown alone incognito.

After Zhao Zhuowen and other emperors' turmoil passed, they faked the illusion that they were assassinated and died before marrying the princess, and embarked on the road to find Liu Lingling.

"Not bad, there is progress." Song Jiayi said, "This one is better than the previous Beauty in Water, and it is more suitable for making into a TV series."

"It's up to you to decide." Su Xiaoju said, "I guess Chengmei should be willing to play Liu Lingling."

"Well." Song Jiayi said again, "Our company feels that deep sea and shallows are not suitable for large-scale productions, and we may not be able to produce them. If we shoot, it may be in the form of a [-]-episode web drama. But if it is made into an online movie, the ending we I hope that the hero will be killed, the heroine will die in love, and the hero will go to jail."

Su Xiaoju smiled slightly: "I'm satisfied if it can be presented in the form of film and television. It's all up to you to decide."

Song Jiayi nodded: "The script is like this, you can change it according to the requirements of the film studio, don't feel annoyed."

Su Xiaoju shook her head: "Don't bother, I know that your requests are the driving force and direction of my progress. If it weren't for you, no one would want to read these things I wrote."

"Actually, it's pretty good. It's just that the work has to meet the needs of the market and the requirements of the film crew. It appears that the work has some flaws. You have to be confident and look forward to your better works."

"Thank you."

A month later, Su Xiaocheng returned to Star City after filming. She had nothing special to do for the time being.Before going to bed, she and her sister drank beer on the balcony and watched the starry sky.

Su Xiaoju: "Why do you look so preoccupied, what's wrong?"

Su Xiaocheng: "I played a pair of happy lovers with Lin Zhiming in "Repeated First Love" before, and now he also has a cameo in this drama, and somehow there are many fans of our CP. The company hopes that I can sign a two-year contract with him Love contract, and participate in a couple variety show in the second half of the year."

"you are not willing?"

"Personally, I'm not particularly resistant, it's just that I can't explain it to Lai Geng."

"Have you mentioned it to him?"

"Not yet, but Lin Zhiming and I are only in a cooperative relationship, and there is no actual intimacy. Lai Geng should not object?"

"I don't know, maybe I don't object, but I definitely mind."

"So, I also think it's not good to deceive fans like this, and I've been with a pornstar not long after I came out, will I lose my fans?"

"Moonlight Media should have predicted the market for you before suggesting you have a fake relationship with him, right? And he has a huge number of fans, if he doesn't mind, you shouldn't be at a disadvantage."

Su Xiaocheng took a big gulp of wine and didn't speak.

Su Xiaoju asked: "Does Jiayi know about this? She also supports you and Lin Zhiming?"

"I don't know if she knows, because she doesn't care much about artists anymore, and is mainly responsible for investment and production."

"Then you can tell her that although she represents Moonlight Media, she is also our friend."

Su Xiaocheng nodded: "Okay, I'll talk to her tomorrow. But I'm an actress after all, and I'm not popular at the moment. It's not a good thing to suddenly have a boyfriend in the circle, because we will be married in two years. We will break up publicly. At that time, netizens will know that I am Lin Zhiming’s ex-girlfriend. No matter who I fall in love with in the future, I will wear such a label. If I accidentally have an affair with someone, everyone will think I am very romantic Yes, it's not good for my personal image."

Su Xiaoju held her sister's hand: "The career of an actor is not easy, but don't forget your original intention. Don't put too much pressure on yourself. It's okay if you don't become popular. Occasionally act, occasionally travel, talk about love if you want, and live a free life No matter what, I will be with you and will never leave you for the rest of my life."

Su Xiaocheng smiled slightly: "Since I entered university, I have been prepared to stumble in the entertainment industry. I have no regrets about choosing this path, but I have also seen it clearly. I want to go far and well. I just want to look good. And acting skills are not enough, resources and opportunities are also very important."

"I'm writing a script, and I'm going to play the leading role for you. Jiayi and Xiaoxiao are both your friends, and they will help you."

Su Xiaocheng smiled and was silent for a while before opening her mouth and saying:

"Sister Orange, the feeling of liking someone, will you be in a good mood because of his eyes, words and actions?"

"Yeah, it's like a barometer of the soul, because she's happy and she's sad." Su Xiaoju lowered her eyes.

"Then if slowly, you seldom think of him, you don't particularly want to see him, and you don't plan to tell him right away when you're happy or unhappy. Even kissing and holding hands with him has become a perfunctory thing. Does this mean that what has changed? "

"Maybe you don't like her very much?"

"Could there be such a situation, in fact, I don't like others, but I just gradually dislike my current lover?"

"Maybe, I don't know."

When the air became quiet, Su Xiaoju asked, "Do you have any emotional problems?"

Su Xiaocheng didn't want to admit it: "I was filming in other places, and I spent more time and times on video calls with you than with Laigeng."

"This should be considered normal, after all, the person you love the most is me." Su Xiaoju looked at her sister.

"But I find that I have less and less common topics with him. He talks about animation and games, sports and food, while I only pay attention to entertainment information, movies and TV, fashion media, skin care and health care."

"Isn't it the same when you were in college?"

Su Xiaocheng fell silent, and then said again after a long time: "Could it be that one day, I suddenly don't like this person? It's like one day, I suddenly like someone?"

"Maybe." Su Xiaoju looked at her sister, "You don't like Lai Geng anymore?"

"He is very nice, I like him, but I don't want to fall in love with him, but he is not at fault, and it's okay to maintain a relationship with him, but I don't want to delay him, I don't want to delay him. Since I may have to be 30 years old Get married, maybe even marry him, I want to set him free as soon as possible, so that he can find a suitable girl to live as soon as possible."

After hearing this, Su Xiaoju remembered the scene when Liu Qingqiao proposed to break up with her back then, she was touched and kept silent.

"Do you think I'm scum?"

Su Xiaocheng lowered her head, "I don't want to stop liking him for no reason, I also want to continue to like him, but I don't know if it's because I spend too little time with him or because I have changed my mentality, I think he's pretty good though Yes, but I'm not bothered."

Su Xiaoju patted her head: "You really don't like anyone?"

"No." Su Xiaocheng raised her head,

"I'm an ambitious actor, and I can't give Lai Geng the stable life he wants. His parents hope that he will get married within two years, and have a second child after one year of marriage, but I won't get married so early, and I can't I promise that I will marry him in the future."

Su Xiaoju nodded: "So, you want to break up with him?"

Su Xiaocheng said sadly: "But he's not at fault after all, I can't open my mouth, I can't bear to hurt him, but I can't hold him back."

"When did you realize that you don't love him anymore?"

"Maybe it changed a little before graduation, and I realized that I changed my heart recently. He wanted to laugh when he saw me, but I didn't. He said he missed me very much, but I didn't. He wanted to kiss me, but I didn't. He went on a blind date without telling me, I was angry, but the reason I was angry was not because of jealousy, but because we were a couple."

Su Xiaoju thought for a few minutes and said, "If this is the thought you came up with after calming down, I support you breaking up with him. It's good for you and good for him. He's my friend, and I like him too. I hope he won't So sad."

"I'm sorry." Su Xiaocheng lowered her head feeling guilty, "I don't want to be like this either."

Su Xiaoju hugged her: "As long as you don't cheat in this relationship, and you treat it seriously, and you have worked hard for it, that's enough. What you have to do now is to put an end to it responsibly. "

Su Xiaocheng looked at her sister: "So, you don't blame me?"

"What do I blame you for? Love relationships are inherently mutual and equal. If it's good, you get together, if it's bad, you break up. You have to follow your nature and leave no regrets. You fall in love because you like it. You can afford it and let it go, and live up to your youth. "

Su Xiaocheng blinked her moist eyes: "Sister Orange, you have to be able to carry it down, look forward, you know?"

Su Xiaoju smiled lightly: "I will try my best, don't worry."

Su Xiaocheng held her sister's hand: "I know you won't forget her, but you have to seriously let her go."

Su Xiaoju smiled wryly: "I've always been serious, but I just can't let it go, what do you think should I do?"

Su Xiaocheng said seriously: "Sister Orange, you have to work hard, cheer up quickly, no matter what happens in the future, I will stay by your side and never leave."

"I know." Su Xiaoju smiled slightly, "But I haven't hindered her career, nor disturbed her life, why must I let her go?"

"Because you won't be happy if you don't let her go."

"I like her, and I'm not unhappy. If I force myself to let go of my feelings for her, it will be more painful."

Su Xiaocheng: "If it were me, I would definitely try my best not to like her anymore, otherwise I would be so miserable? It's like you really want to eat that delicious chicken leg, but you just can't. Isn't it sad? Why don't you see if there is anything else delicious."

Su Xiaoju: "I feel happy because I like her, and I feel sad because I don't have her. This is pain and happiness. Just wait for time and distance to slowly weaken the love in my heart. I don't really want to use force to remove her quickly. .”

Su Xiaocheng sighed: "Aren't you self-inflicted? Sister Orange, why don't you empathize? Go and see outstanding boys and girls, there will always be better than Liu Qingqiao."

Su Xiaoju smiled: "Let's talk about it when I don't love her anymore. It's too hard to miss her, but I can't think of her."

"Okay." Su Xiaocheng didn't try to persuade her anymore.

Su Xiaoju asked: "When do you plan to break up with Lai Gengti?"

"I'm not sure, I have no guts." Su Xiaocheng felt guilty, "I feel like a bad person, a scumbag."

"Your sister, I don't think you are." Su Xiaoju leaned on her sister and stood up, "Go to sleep, you will wake up tomorrow."

Su Xiaocheng and her sister toasted: "I wish us success in our career!"

"I accept your good words." Su Xiaoju drank the wine in one gulp.