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The next day, Su Xiaoju woke up but couldn't remember what happened after eating hot pot last night, and couldn't remember when Song Jiayi left.

When she saw that her clothes were dirty, she remembered that she didn't take a shower last night.

Song Jiayi came again early in the morning, and she brought breakfast.

Su Xiaoju had just finished taking a shower. She was wearing a nightgown, but she was forced to change into her daily clothes before opening the door to welcome visitors.

She didn't know why Song Jiayi cared so much about her, she just thought that Song Jiayi was just a good person who cared about her friends.

Song Jiayi opened the breakfast and asked, "Are you annoying me?"

"Ah?" Su Xiaoju didn't bother her, but she didn't really want to be disturbed by her too much.

Seeing that she didn't deny it, Song Jiayi asked disappointedly: "Then I will come here less often?"

Su Xiaoju smiled and said, "I didn't bother you, why do you think I bother you?"

"You really didn't bother me?" Song Jiayi looked at her seriously, "But you chased me away last night."

Su Xiaoju was stunned for a second, then thought about it for two seconds, and said embarrassedly: "I chased you away? I don't really remember."

Song Jiayi raised her eyebrows, feeling a little better: "So you were just drunk last night?"

Su Xiaoju was stunned: "Maybe, I thought I was sleeping when I was drunk, but I never heard anyone say that I would go crazy after drinking."

Song Jiayi regained her confidence: "That's good, I thought you didn't like being friends with me."

"No." Su Xiaoju asked hesitantly, "Why... are you so nice to me? In fact, we don't seem to know each other very well."

"You don't regard me as a friend, but I regard you as a friend."

Song Jiayi evoked a charming smile, "You are in a bad mood and need someone to accompany you. I hope I can help you."

Hearing such words, Su Xiaoju had no choice but to say, "I consider you a friend."

"Really? But I don't feel it. You are too polite to me, you don't want to tell me anything, you don't want me to share your happiness, and you don't want me to share your sorrow."

"I don't have much happiness recently. As for the sadness, I don't want others to share it."

Su Xiaoju said seriously, "I don't want you to worry about me and worry about me. You have your worries, but I will take care of myself."

Song Jiayi: "If there is no happiness, then we will create happiness. I will take you to play and relax today. You can do whatever you want and go wherever you want."

Su Xiaoju shook her head: "I don't want to go anywhere." Except Arbor Garden.

"Then is it okay for me to stay with you all day today? I read official documents, and you read novels?"

Su Xiaoju thought for a while and asked, "If you took me out to play, where would you go?"

Song Jiayi smiled: "Swimming, mountain climbing, bars, dance halls, parks?"

Su Xiaoju shook her head: "I'd better read novels at home."

Song Jiayi was disappointed for a moment, and asked: "What do you like to play, I will take you there?"

Su Xiaoju likes to go for a ride on the motorcycle with Liu Qingqiao,

I like to go sightseeing on a bicycle with Liu Qingqiao,

I like chatting with Liu Qingqiao on the boat,

I like to swing with Liu Qingqiao in the garden,

I like to watch the sunset on the Ferris wheel with Liu Qingqiao,

I like eating ice cream on the beach with Liu Qingqiao,

He likes to spend time with Liu Qingqiao on the big bed.

Song Jiayi saw that Su Xiaoju was in a daze again, so she had to eat breakfast quietly by herself.

Su Xiaoju came back to her senses, only to realize that she didn't reply, and said, "I don't want to see too many people, I want to nest in my own space."

"Understood." Song Jiayi said, "I've been in love twice, but neither was as lost as you. Why do you like her? What attracts you to her?"

"She is very good, but I don't like her because she is good."

Su Xiaoju smiled, "She sings beautifully, she is very gentle to me, she is very talented, I am very happy with her, I have never been happier, never been happier."

Song Jiayi asked again: "Can you tell me why you separated?"

Su Xiaoju didn't answer and asked instead: "How do you spend your broken love?"

Song Jiayi thought about it for a while: "The first time was to find a new love and forget the old love, and the second time was to drink and chat with friends, busy with work."

Su Xiaoju lowered her head and said, "But I'm not in the mood to work, and I don't want to hang out with my friends."

"Then find a new lover." Song Jiayi stared at her.

Su Xiaoju shook her head: "I don't want to find someone else, I love her so much, it's impossible to like someone else."

"There are no absolutes in this world." Song Jiayi stared at her, "Since you are separated, it means that the fate is over. When it is time to let go, you must let go, otherwise you will be the one who suffers. The new one may be better than the old one, you have to be optimistic."

Su Xiaoju asked: "Why did you break up the first two times?"

Song Jiayi lowered her eyes: "I don't like it anymore."

"Who doesn't like who first?"

"One doesn't like it anymore, and the other doesn't love it very much, so one of them proposes to separate, and the other won't keep it, so it just broke up."

Su Xiaoju felt that Song Jiayi's experience was different from her own, so she felt that there was no need to discuss it with her.

"I went to play by myself, you can do what you want."

"Okay." Song Jiayi watched her go until she was out of sight.

Su Xiaoju lay on the bed and turned on her phone, entering the Angel Baby Amusement Park.

Although she was one of Liu Qingqiao's first fans and joined the amusement park early, she had never participated in Liu Qingqiao's activities as a member of the amusement park, so the amusement park did not recognize her as a veteran.

Of course, the kids in the amusement park don’t know that this female fan nicknamed “Qiao Mu” is Aidou’s assistant.

Su Xiaoju didn't quite understand why these members were so excited when they saw a message or photo of Liu Qingqiao.

Now she understands, because she has also become a member of Liu Qingqiao who wants to see but can't see, wants to touch but can't touch Liu Qingqiao.

She checked Liu Qingqiao's Reuters, and knew that Liu Qingqiao will hold a concert tour in December, Star City is the first stop, and the tickets will be sold in October.

Su Xiaoju was very happy, and was happy for Liu Qingqiao from the bottom of her heart.

Her lover is about to realize one of those dreams, and her lover is really good, to be able to hold a concert tour so soon.

Her lover is so good, why is she so incompetent?What exactly does Liu Qingqiao like about her?

By the way, she had to ask Liu Qingqiao why he liked her.

No, Liu Qingqiao doesn't like her anymore.

No, Liu Qingqiao still likes her. Even if Liu Qingqiao doesn't like her now, he liked her before.

However, she was suddenly afraid of hearing Liu Qingqiao say that she never liked her.

What if Liu Qingqiao started with her only because Liu Qingqiao wanted someone to warm the bed?

That means she is irrelevant, Liu Qingqiao can find other women to warm the bed at any time.

No, that's not the case. A Qiao treated her so well, so she definitely wouldn't treat her like this.

No, she must go to A Qiao to ask for clarification!

This idea became stronger and stronger, Su Xiaoju hesitated and put on a beautiful dress to go out.

After many days without a face, she finally put on makeup and combed her hair neatly.

Song Jiayi saw her attire, stood up and asked, "Where are you going?"

Su Xiaoju said: "I want to go out for a walk alone."

Song Jiayi followed her out: "Are you going for a walk? I'll accompany you. If you're looking for your ex, I'll drive you."

Su Xiaoju didn't like Song Jiayi calling Liu Qingqiao a "predecessor".She shook her head resolutely: "I want to go alone."

"Okay, you pay attention to safety, come back early, I'll wait for you." Song Jiayi wanted to follow her, but she gave up the idea.

"Goodbye." Su Xiaoju stopped a taxi downstairs and left without looking back.

When she came to Qiaomu Garden, Su Xiaoju suddenly didn't have the courage to go upstairs to find Liu Qingqiao, and she was not sure if Liu Qingqiao was in the house.

She sat on the swing in the garden for a long time before slowly walking into the building and taking the elevator to Liu Qingqiao's door.She put the key in, but it never turned.

She wasn't sure if Liu Qingqiao was composing and singing in the room at this moment, and she didn't know how Liu Qingqiao would react when she saw her here.

But she missed her sweetheart so much that she finally opened the door and entered the house.She listened with bated breath for movement inside, but there was none.

She stood in the living room and looked around, then slowly walked towards the music room, and secretly showed half of her face at the door of Liu Qingqiao's bedroom to observe.

She saw the toy cat smiling foolishly on the pillow that belonged to her.

"A Qiao." She called softly, but no one responded after a minute.

Su Xiaoju was sure that Liu Qingqiao was not in the room, so she held the toy cat in her arms and turned on the game console to play, not long after lying on the bed with her eyes closed, thinking wildly.

Then, she arranged the things in the house neatly, and took out the clothes that Liu Qingqiao hadn't had time to deal with from the washing machine and dried them on the balcony.

She opened the refrigerator and found that there were no fresh fruits and vegetables in it, only some instant noodles and bread.

She went to a nearby supermarket and bought a big bag of Liu Qingqiao's favorite fruit, washed it and put it in the refrigerator.

In the evening, she watched the sunset on the balcony for a while, and fed some fish food to the goldfish before leaving the house reluctantly.

She felt that Liu Qingqiao must still love her, but because of external factors, she didn't want to fall in love with her anymore.

She thought this way, although she got a little comfort, she was still very sad.

She really wanted to be with Liu Qingqiao all the time, and she really missed her sweetheart.

Before she left the community, she made several calls to Liu Qingqiao, but none of them were connected.

She felt that Liu Qingqiao really didn't want to entangle with her anymore, so she had to hide near Liu Qingqiao's underground parking space and observe secretly.

She didn't know if Liu Qingqiao would come back very late today, or if he would come back here.

But she still looks forward to seeing her lover, as long as she takes a look at her from a distance, she is satisfied.

After Liu Qingqiao finished dancing outside, she wanted to go to her parents' house but didn't want her parents to see her in a bad mood, so she had to reluctantly go back to this house without Su Xiaoju but always filled with phantoms of Su Xiaoju.

After she parked the car in the parking lot, she got out of the car and walked towards the elevator, but she vaguely felt that someone was watching her from behind.

She looked back and saw no one.

She walked into the elevator, and noticed something strange as soon as she stepped into her house.

Because the room is very tidy, the magazines on the table are also neatly arranged, and the strangest thing is that there is a plate of fresh fruit on the dining table.

Liu Qingqiao hurriedly opened the door, and saw the toy cat showing a simple and honest smile under the quilt.

She hurriedly got off the elevator and came to the parking lot. Not only could she not find the figure of her beloved, but she also couldn't feel the strangeness when she came back just now.

She felt a little lost immediately, and looked around the parking lot several times in a lonely way, before reluctantly going upstairs to go home.

She didn't know what to do if she really saw Su Xiaoju again.She really misses her.