The only way to hope

更新时间2012-7-1915:25:24字数：2385

"Hong Ye, open the door, it's time for him to come out to get some air." It was Cao Mo's voice coming from outside the door, which seemed to bring a little ease and freedom of thinking through the problem.

"Okay." Hong Ye responded in a low voice, as if he was picking up the key.

"Squeak." The sound of opening the door was so clear that it was not far or near. Accompanied by the sobbing sound of opening the door, the light outside the door was like a person who has been hungry for many days seeing food, rushing in, and I also His eyes were stung by the sudden light.

I couldn't help squinting my eyes, and slowly opened a slit after recovering from the pain just now, and gradually opened my eyes after I got used to it.Because of being in the dark for a long time and my body is really weak, it took me a while to adapt to the light. I opened my heavy eyelids and saw this strange world.

It took me a long time to get used to it, so when I opened my eyes wide, two people were already standing in front of me.One is a boy in a black kimono, with a gentle smile, but all of these can't take away my attention for a second, and I turn my eyes directly to the "boy" in a bright red kimono, crying like blood Intense red like the setting sun.

This is the first time in my life that I have seen colors other than black and white, so strong, so hot, so scorching, as if the silk and satin of the most beautiful colors in the world have been gathered, so beautiful that I dare not blink.At the same time, I also know that the owner of this beautiful kimono is 慊人, whether it is because I have a little impression of Yuki or not, I can be sure that this color must be red, a bright red.

For the third color that appeared in my life, I looked at the natural and magnificent red like splashed ink with great reverence.

The bright red kimono is full of black flowers, which is a color I am familiar with, so the flowers are very kind in my heart. Fanghua's appearance, such a bright and brocade kimono, is worn on such a thin figure, with a body that can even vaguely see the skeleton, with his devastated and indifferent expression, and with the deepest in the depths of his pupils. Unfathomable profundity, I can't help being fascinated by such a person.

——慊人.

You, whom I like so much, stand in front of me like this, as if you can reach out and touch it.

慊人 is even more charming than what you see in anime, with such a beautiful face, fair to almost transparent skin, you can even clearly see the blood gurgling in the blue blood vessels.Her expression was as calm and calm as ever. In her indifference and ruthlessness, what I saw was the most pure and beautiful pair of pupils in the world.Just when I was about to fall into obsession, I bit my lower lip hard and hard, blood flowed down the corner of my mouth, and the pain instantly woke me up.

I tried my best to calm myself down, to be calm, and to force myself not to show even the slightest unnaturalness in front of my favorite characters before. The Kusama Yuki who was kept by the 慊人, the Kusama Yuki who seemed to hate the 慊人 on the surface...

"Hate me?" the man asked me in a low voice, almost whispering.

I looked into the pupils of the 慊人, stared straight, I just stared blankly like this, did not make any expression, and tried my best to hide my eager emotions, so as not to let the 慊人 see anything strange.If I still want to stay by your side and be with you, I have to be Yuki Soma, I know, I have to be Yuki Soma!

And the best attitude that can make me the most like Kusama Yuki is to not speak, which will least expose myself, and also conforms to Yuki's character.

I just looked at Yuren like this, and Jiren also looked at me motionlessly, and didn't say anything anymore. We were like two motionless sculptures, and in the passing time, it seemed that we were about to stand for eternity.

After an unknown amount of time, Hongye, who was on the sidelines, finally broke the silence of the room in embarrassment: "Cough, Yuki, let me open the chain for you first." Hongye lowered his head, neither looking at the person nor at me, Just gradually come to my side.

Only then did I notice myself, I was caught by the chains, which explained all the feelings I had in the dark before, but I didn't expect 慊人 to treat Yuki with such an attitude, no, in the future It's time for me to call me.

hate it?No, I don’t hate me. I can feel that a person who has watched the other person grow up, a person who is full of emotions and has a very kind heart, will not harbor any hatred for me, but, Very bad at expressing.

hate it?No, I don't hate people, I am absolutely sure, standing in front of her, I can even feel the tenderness hidden in her expression and the expectations and hopes for the future, but I am the only one who understands all this, There are Chiyoran's soul and Yuki's body.

After I untied the chain, my hands and feet were finally much easier, but because I had no strength at all, even without the restraints, I still didn't even bother to move, and I still looked at people.

It seemed like a long time later, and as if he had finally compromised, he frowned and said to Hongye: "Help him out, let him rest, I don't want to see him again in the near future."

Then the bright red figure left without any nostalgia at a slightly faster pace than before. The sound of footsteps stepping on this heavy building seems to be stepping on my heart. It hurts, it hurts, the person I admired the most before, she didn't even want to face me, it's a lie to say it's not sad, and it's self-deception to say it doesn't hurt.

Hong Ye supported my elbow. Of course, he must never touch the wound where I was chained. I looked at the tattered clothes from being chained. In the broken cloth, I could still see the unknown Under the handcuffs that have locked me up for so many days, the mottled traces are like a meandering ugly red snake, spitting out a disgusting letter, which is unsightly.

I dragged my body, which was not only exhausted and haggard, but also full of scars, to move forward slowly in pain.

Because I love the character of 慊人 so much, I almost forgot how complicated the feelings that 慊人 has for this domesticated Yuki should be.

When Yuki was very young, her mother used her as a tool to sell her own son to Kusama Kento, the current head of the Soma family. In the animation, I vaguely remembered a scene when Yuki was 7 years old. At that time, Yuki With the 慊ren.I have no way of knowing how old Yoshito is, but judging from the side just now, he is not much older than Yuki, but I have never regarded Yuki as a friend of the same age.

why?

Because I saw a clear reflection of myself from Yuki.

They are also disliked and even abandoned by their parents, but different parents have different behaviors. I guess every time I see Yuki, I will think of what my mother did to me, so I will be angry. , will be angry, will be disgusted.It is natural for a weak woman to vent her anger, but who can understand her, who can forgive her?

I am a gorgeous dividing line

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