The only way to hope

更新时间2012-7-2612:28:35字数：2476

I looked at her self-sufficient expression that I thought I had handled it well, and said something that I didn't want to say as a joke: "It's not about this, I'm sorry, although you tried desperately to keep it a secret, maybe you still have to get rid of it." Memory. Although it is erasing, it is like hypnosis. Similar things have happened before. It was when I was seven years old. I was playing in the garden of my family. A girl accidentally bumped into me and fell on me. As a result, all the children present were wiped out of memory.”

This is a thing that I have never experienced but I remember it very clearly. I even remember that when I was watching the animation, I was so focused that the watermelon I held in my hand fell to the ground, and the white cashmere carpet was stained with watermelon water and scattered. Watermelon remains, black and white.

When I spoke in a low voice about things that Ben had nothing to do with me, I didn't look at Toru Honda's expression.Looking up and looking out of the window, the wind was blowing, a very sudden wind, accompanied by flying hair, brought in pieces of withered yellow leaves with the wind, clear meridians, I don’t know if it fell on my heart or fell on my heart. There is no memory of that scene, but I can clearly feel the mood at that time.

At that time, I was still very familiar with this scene. At that time, little Yuki stared at her big eyes, and asked Kairen in such a simple and lovely voice: "Jiren, am I weird? You are trying so hard to hide it because I am weird. ?"

The answer given by 慊人 at the time was like this: Well, it’s very strange. Of course it’s a strange thing for people to transform into mice. If ordinary people know about this, they will definitely feel very uncomfortable, and they will stay away from you.

What the 慊人 said was the truth, it was indeed just stating the facts, but Yuki was only seven years old at the time, how innocent a seven-year-old child was, how full of hope and unknown desire for the future, but the 慊人 easily smashed a child The purest and smallest wish.

But I have to admit that the young man was not thoughtful enough at the time. After all, the other party was just an immature child at the time. To what extent do you expect a child to grow up due to the pressure of the family?Even if you are forced to grow up, even if you have to grow up, everything has a limit.

In this matter, maybe I will be more pitiful and sympathetic to Yuki, who I didn't know much about Yuki.

Looking at Toru Honda standing in front of me and looking at me in a daze, I suddenly lost my interest just now. I think I am really a person with a black heart. Such a person who plays with people's hearts is really a terrible person.

I lowered my head slightly, letting my bangs resist my expression, and said in a gentle tone that even I found unbelievable: "I... I never dare to disobey what someone decides, no matter what kind of decision it is I can’t object. So, I’m sorry.” This is the first time I’ve apologized to this girl. I think 慊人 is very strong, but everyone has mistakes, and you can’t like someone’s mistakes just because you like him. Ai Wu and Wu Shi Definitely not a wrong decision.

After saying this, I was about to leave, but Toru Honda grabbed me and fell into my arms again.

Then I transformed into a gorgeous one.

I became smaller and stood helplessly on my clothes, looking at Toru Honda who was streaming black lines on the side, I said: "It doesn't matter if no one sees it."

When she heard me say this, she turned around, gently picked me up, put me in her palm, and said with a gentle smile: "Thank you for worrying about me, I'm really happy, I'm fine, I'm very happy Alright. Since what I know is an important secret that must be communicated to the head of the family, there is no way to do this, so I will choose a method that can make you feel at ease."

I don't know why, although I know she must be unwilling in her heart.

No one wants their memory to be erased by others, it is the trace of their own existence, it is the testimony of their own time, but she can say that in a high-sounding manner, and care about other people's feelings that much.I suddenly understood why someone like her was liked by others—she would think about others, and when she could take a step back, she would try her best to step back, which would make people feel at ease, satisfied, and grateful.

When I got home, Zi Wu told Honda Toru that he could not erase his memory. I don’t know what Zi Wu said to the young man. It’s not like Zi Wu could do such a smooth thing, nor could the young man agree to it. Yes, so when Ziwu walked up the stairs, I looked at Ziwu's back with probing eyes and said to Ziwu: "It's too smooth, what's the plan of the scorpion?"

Zi Wu turned around, thoughtful, and then smiled perfunctorily: "How should I put it...let's trust the young man first, it's rare that he suddenly changed his nature."

Before the conversation was finished, it was interrupted by Honda Toru.

"Well, although it's a bit late to say this, I still have to say: Please give me more advice in the future." This should be a very warm line, but in such a situation where there is no environment and no mood, it makes me feel even worse.

What a time picker, I stroked my eyebrows and sighed.I didn't bring much sincerity but pretended to be very welcome and said to Honda Toru: "What are you talking about? We are the only ones. Please give me more advice in the future." Zi Wu went upstairs alone.

During dinner, Zi Wu said that Jia Ye started to study with me in high school because of the arrangement of his wife, and of course he would live here together.

When I heard the news, I couldn't help being angry, although I knew that the folder would live here.

But why didn't anyone consider my feelings and let me move here!Now I must not have considered the feelings of being trapped, because I believe that being trapped is also unwilling, absolutely unwilling.In other words, we are still unable to control our own behavior and decide our own thoughts. We are just puppets subject to others, without any ability to be autonomous.

I lamented that I couldn't change my own destiny, and I was also angry that I couldn't change this fixed number. At the same time, I was angry and lamented the reality that we are all controlled by others.It seems that life is still a process that is difficult to make people happy.

Life is as good as death, but I still don't want to die, and I don't want to just bow my head and admit defeat in front of fate.

In the middle of the conversation, Zi Wu suddenly talked about the fact that Jia disappeared for four months and went to practice in the mountains. He said that Jia really wanted to beat me, and the fragile string in my heart was suddenly plucked .

The reason why I want to win so much is actually very simple. I am a mouse and he is a cat. The mouse and the cat are natural enemies. The reason is the story of the Chinese zodiac:

Legend has it that God told the animals to go to the sky to attend the banquet.

But the mouse lied to the cat that there was no feast at all, and that the feast was two days later.

Later, when all the animals went to the banquet, and God and the twelve animals enjoyed the banquet happily in the deep mountains, only the cat was still sleeping at home, dreaming about the next day when there would be no banquet at all, until the banquet was over .

So the twelve animals that went there became the twelve zodiac signs, and cats were not included. Therefore, because cats were deceived by mice, they were extremely disgusted with mice.

I am a gorgeous dividing line

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