【Xiyao】This life can wait for your return

The scorching sun shone on the dry and cracked land, and a carriage passed by, crushing the fine sand.

The sultry wind mixed with the fishy smell of the earth's micro-moisture blew into the curtain. The person in the car, because of his weakness, had already fallen asleep, and his frowning showed that he was sleeping extremely restlessly. nightmare.

"Second brother, did you hear me play this piece, right?" Jin Guangyao pressed down the trembling strings in his palm, and looked at the people sitting beside him with a smile.

Suddenly, he was stunned.

Lan Xichen, who has always been gentle and gentle, now has indifference in his eyes, as cold as if the blood in Jin Guangyao's body has been frozen.

"Why do you want to learn this song "Pure Heart"? Is it really for the sake of big brother?"

"Second brother, what are you talking about? I have always respected my elder brother very much, so I naturally want to do his best..."

"Then why did you replace "Pure Heart" with "Ran Po" and even cut off the head of the eldest brother!"

Lan Xichen's harsh questioning was like a blow to the back of Jin Guangyao's head, the scene in front of him was suddenly covered with a layer of fog, and Lan Xichen's figure gradually faded away in the fog.

Subconsciously, he expected to grab the corner of the man's clothes, as if he wanted to grab the last redemption, but Jin Guangyao's fingers touched a cold desk.

He couldn't see clearly, but he knew that this was the desk where he dismembered Nie Mingjue's body that day.

He even clearly remembered that he had slashed 130 times in total, and the coagulated blood stained the school uniform of Jin Xinglang's Jin Xinglang red.The gauze hat rolled to the side, he didn't know if his disheveled hair would look like Shura crawling out of hell.

"Brother, you always say that I am the 'son of a whore', but have you ever thought that you will die in the hands of a lowly person like me!" Jin Guangyao suddenly raised his hand to cover his eyes, and couldn't stop laughing wildly, " Son of whore, son of whore... no matter how hard I try, I can't get rid of this dirty name! Hahaha... big brother... big brother..."

Tears overflowed from the palm of his hand uncontrollably, shouldn't he be happy?The fear that had been weighing on his heart was finally broken by his own hands. He no longer had to think hard to get the approval of Sect Master Nie, and he would no longer be kicked from the Jinlin Platform again and again. Next, he will never...

Why, why, no relief?

A faint voice in my heart mocked in a low voice: "Jin Guangyao, how are you going to face Lan Xichen, your good second brother has always believed in you..."

Yes, how should he face Lan Xichen...

"Ayao..." Lan Xichen's gentle voice rang in his ears, "You let me down so much..."

"No, second brother, that's not the case, listen to me..."

"What qualifications do you have to call me second brother..."

The whole world suddenly shattered, like his hidden, deep, but riddled sincerity, shattered into powder, and he didn't even have the courage to put it together.

Second brother, A Yao just, just wants to live a decent life, to be as decent as a person, hey, if I can be like you, that would be the best...

If you think I'm doing something wrong, then come and stop me, why don't I listen to you... Don't be angry, I was wrong, okay...

The carriage suddenly hit a rock, and there was a violent shaking.

Jin Guangyao leaned on the wall of the car and slowly sat up on the cushion.The clothes on his body have long been soaked in cold sweat, and the dizziness in his mind has not completely faded away.

The boy driving the car called out loudly: "Young Master, Caiyi Town has arrived, and it is only twenty miles away from Yunshen."

"Then let's take a rest here..."

As soon as he opened his mouth, the voice was extremely hoarse. Jin Guangyao didn't open his eyes, and slowly raised his hands to cover his own eyes. His palm was wet, but he didn't know whether it was sweat or tears from his dream...

No matter what, Ayao still wants to meet you, second brother...