90s master of metaphysics

The first time I saw him was by the street next to the park. There was a small table in front of him, and there was a piece of cloth with fortune-telling written on it.

At that time, I was still with two children, and Shen Man was pestering me to eat ice cream.Ah, no, now his name is no longer Shen Man, but what broke all this is the child I thought was waiting for his parents here at first.

Yes, at that time he was just a child who liked to imitate adults in my eyes.At that time, he said: Sir, do you want to tell your fortune?let me walk over.

But I didn't expect that this seemingly most harmless person pierced the illusion of my life with one word, and he left a brand in my heart from that moment.Of course, that's not love, it's just a little bit of fear in a man's heart for someone who breaks the home that he thought he thought to be happy and happy.

After I went back, I hesitated for a long time, and finally quietly took my two children to the hospital. After waiting anxiously for a week, I received the heavy verdict.

The words on the verdict seemed to weigh more than a thousand gold, and my hands trembling while holding it. When I got home, I locked myself in the room, and I could only hear the knocking and calling of my mother and wife outside the door.

"Wow! Dad, I miss you so much! Don't you want us?" The crying of Shen Man and Shen Yi came from outside the door, as if heart-piercing.I was a little worried about them. I opened the door in a trance, and when I woke up, I saw the worried mother and Yan'er?

So Yan'er is also worried about me?That being the case, why did you do something to betray me?I asked repeatedly in my heart, and finally sneered.

"Are you locked in the house because you want to kill me? I'm just a son like you, what should you do if you can't think about me..." My mother rushed forward and hugged me, crying and patting my face back.

After she calmed down, I handed the testimonial to my mother.Then there was a burst of noise and quarrels at home, with people coming and going persuading, watching, and threatening, and after the dust settled, I had a divorce certificate in my hand.

After all, I have been married for several years, and I couldn't bear to let her have nowhere to stay after the divorce, so I acquiesced that she would continue to live at home, but usually went to the children's room to sleep with them.

After I calmed down, after struggling for a long time, I finally prepared a reward for Yu Ze, but I didn't want to go to Yu's village to find him, so I had to carry the money I wanted to give him with me.

This was my first day at work. After entering the classroom, I started to speak according to the words I had thought up a long time ago, but I saw him again at the roll call.When his eyes met mine, I froze for a moment. He raised his eyebrows at me, and his soaring expression made me look away.

The previous incident left a little haze in my heart, which is no longer clear as before.

When I returned to the office, he chased after me and told the students to leave him alone.I silently watched him move the chair over, sat down across from me, and stared at me closely.

I wanted to escape from this somewhat scary atmosphere, but I just sat quietly and didn't move.

"Brother Shen, have you checked in the hospital?"

The words he spoke were straight to my heart, and I was a little bored at that moment.Looking up at him, I saw deep concern in his eyes, and the defense I had just built in my heart softened in an instant.

I slowly told him the final result, and seeing him regretting what he did without warning, I felt a faint joy in my heart that I couldn't detect.

I was a little relieved, and wanted to give him the reward I had prepared early in the morning.

"Brother Shen, there's no need. If you really want to thank me, let me not do my homework, right? You see, I can even do these esoteric metaphysics, and my grades will definitely not be bad. It's useless to do my homework?"

As soon as I said this, I wanted to laugh, but I held back it. It wasn't unavoidable, after all, his grades would not be bad.Just looking at his frowning face when he mentioned homework, I couldn't help but want to tease him.And it was this teasing that made him never bring up this topic again in three years...

When I brought him home for the first time, it was to solve the grievances that haunted me. Before that, I hadn't rested for many days, and I felt exhausted all over.Thinking about it now, it was a bit embarrassing for him to see himself in such a mess.

The resentful ghost came straight to me, but Yu Ze stopped him with a horizontal sword. Looking at Yu Ze's calm figure during the silent fight, his heart skipped a beat at that moment.

I ran into him while shopping on the weekend. To my surprise, he was actually buying a skirt. I heard him explain that he bought it for someone else.I want to laugh a little, does he think I will think he wants to wear it by himself?It's just that when I looked down, I saw him and Su Tong holding hands, the smile in my heart disappeared instantly, and a burst of sourness made me frown.

Seeing Su Tong ignorantly following up on the mountain, and making Yu Ze carry him when he couldn't walk anymore, I couldn't help but stretch out my hand to relieve him of the burden, but Yu Ze dodged it, and then I fell silent Stop talking.Seeing him carrying Su Tong on his back and still not forgetting to coax the person on his back, watching him carefully put down Su Tong after reaching the top of the mountain, confidently using what he has learned, as if the noon sun has shed the morning dew , dazzling and warm.

Three years passed in the blink of an eye, and he was leaving before I was ready.

That day I asked him to go to the mountain, and I confessed to him, but he firmly rejected me.

"I already have a lover, I love Su Tong."

"But Su Tong is still young, he is not as mature as you, can you be sure that he really loves you and not because of habit?"

"What's wrong with getting used to it? Doesn't love turn into family affection in the end?"

"But you will be very tired. Su Tong doesn't know anything. You need to take care of him even when you are busy."

"I don't care, I'm willing."

Listening to his word for word, it fell on my heart like a knife, and I couldn't help but want to escape.I turned around and left without noticing my feet. I tripped over the grass rope and fell down the hillside.

"Brother Shen!" I heard Yu Ze's panicked voice, he wanted to come and stop me but he couldn't because of the distance. It fell further, but stopped silently.

After falling, I was lucky enough to only hurt my leg. Yu Ze tried to pull me up, but I stared at his outstretched hand and didn't move.

It wasn't until his eyes turned into doubts that I said, "My foot is injured, can you take me to the hospital?"

Yu Ze slowly withdrew his hand, my heart gradually turned cold, even if I can't be a lover, don't I even have to be a friend?

After a while of silence, he suddenly reached out and hugged me, and took me to the hospital without saying a word.

Watching him quietly busy for me, until the doctor cleaned up the scratched wound, applied medicine, and straightened the sprained foot, he hugged me silently and went home.

"I give up." Looking at the figure about to go out, I said.

"are we still friends?"

"Yeah." His back paused, and he walked out after answering Qingsheng.

Since then, we have not seen each other again...