Abyss

When the lighthouse returned home, it was already late at night, the lowest temperature of the day.Now in the city, except for those who have fled to nowhere, the rest of the people will not go out at night. If it is not necessary, they prefer to hide at home. The unknown of the night makes most people feel uneasy. .Therefore, the movement of the lighthouse is much more convenient, and there is no need to choose a path far away from the crowd.

Linqian and Jiang Xuanye were lying on the sofa in disarray, and it took them most of the night to clean up the bodies of Tianhai and his daughter.The boundless melancholy and emotion had long been replaced by fatigue, Jiang Xuanye was a little bit more anxious, and when he turned his head, he forgot that he was still dealing with the rotting corpse just now, and fell asleep soundly.Instead, he was diving, even if he was very tired, he closed his eyes and was still half asleep, his mind kept replaying the last words of those two horrible corpses and Sakai.

He didn't sleep soundly at first, but he woke up as soon as the lighthouse came back.Looking at the lighthouse, he woke up for two seconds, and then said dumbly, "Tianhai father and daughter are dead."

Lighthouse's eyes were still calm, he thought for a while, and said, "Is it Sakai?"

Lin Qian nodded.

The lighthouse could smell his corpse, the stench of decay.He picked up Linqian and moved upstairs.

"What are you doing?" Lin Qian asked, subconsciously put his arm on the lighthouse's neck, the movement was natural, and it was not the first time that the lighthouse hugged him like this.

"Taking a shower." Lighthouse said.

It is really tiring to dive, not only physically, but also psychologically.He lazily raised his hand to unbutton his jacket one by one, and the lighthouse stood behind him with no intention of leaving.Linqian knew it, but acquiesced to this behavior - he didn't want to say a word.

After a while, when he took off his clothes and stood under the gushing water from the shower, he finally asked, "Do you know what happened to the rape and dismemberment case at the Osaka Hotel?"

"I'll do it." Lighthouse thoughtfully took the soap, and gently painted Linqian.He nodded slightly, "It was the woman who framed him first."

Such skin-to-skin contact made Lin Qian somewhat nervous, and he even suspected that he was blushing.Not long after, the skin of his whole body even had a faint tinge of red.He knew why he reacted this way.

"That woman is Tianhai's colleague. She has pursued Tianhai for a long time, but Tianhai has never responded, so she felt resentful. When she learned about the relationship between Sakai and Tianhai, she turned her head to frame Sakai and wanted revenge on Tianhai."

"So Sakai really went to have a room with her?"

"No. Sakai was deceived by her. This woman sent a message to Sakai as a colleague, saying that Tianhai was drunk and was in the hotel. When Sakai arrived, she found someone to knock him out, and forged the relationship between him and herself. They slept together at the scene and took pictures, and when Sakai woke up, he threatened him to leave Tianhai, but she didn't expect that Tianhai, who woke up, was about to undergo a final transformation."

When Sakai woke up from the warm bed in the hotel, the woman was wrapping herself in the quilt, looking at him with complacency.Sakai still didn't know what happened, but looking at the woman smiling at him, he vaguely felt something was wrong.

The woman shook the camera in front of his eyes, and said to him, did you see it, leave Tianhai from now on, otherwise...

He looked at the unsightly pictures in the camera, it seemed that the whole world suddenly became distorted, spinning around him in a blur.Suddenly, it was as if a steel needle had pierced his brain, and the severe pain made him unbearably unbearable.The first half of his life was replaying in his mind at high speed like a revolving lantern.

When he was very young, when the boys and girls in the class began to secretly pass love letters, he discovered that what you liked was a boy like himself.He rejected other girls' admiration for him, but became the target of everyone's discrimination and bullying.When he was thin and thin, he was insulted by other boys, and forced to push him into the women's toilet to make him squat down to relieve himself. All these were fears that he dare not recall.

When his parents learned of this, they did not support him, but called him a "shameless alien", took him to live in Osaka, and warned him to pretend to be normal.

From then on, Sakai didn't dare to face up to his heart. He intentionally got close to girls, tried to please them, and kissed them, but he was still unwilling to admit their relationship as lovers.

Until he met Tianhai, who had just graduated from university, Tianhai could see his heart at a glance, and told him that there was nothing wrong with loving someone, and there was no need to be troubled by the other person's gender.

This well-mannered man in a neat suit had a fire in his eyes that he dared not expect.He was fascinated by Tianhai, but he didn't dare to express his feelings until Tianhai got married and had children.He stayed by Tianhai's side as a friend. As long as he was by Tianhai's side, he felt that there was still hope in life.He also began to gradually alienate the girls he deliberately provoked but didn't like.He wants to be a good person in his relationship.With Tianhai's company, those unbearable childhood memories were gradually forgotten.

Such days should have continued forever, he might meet another man who made his heart beat one day, but at this moment, he caught sight of Tianhai's wife's cheating.

He was hesitating, not knowing what to do, so he told Tianhai to hide it.He never thought that his feelings for Tianhai had long been noticed by Tianhai's wife.She asked him to meet, different from her usual dignified and decent image, with heavy makeup and revealing clothes, and she even lit a cigarette in front of him.

"I divorce Tianhai." She said calmly, "As long as you don't worry too much, I divorce Tianhai and get part of the property, and he will be yours from now on."

Although such a transaction made Sakai feel contemptuous and angry, he finally agreed.This is also the only thing he feels sorry for Tianhai.

Tianhai divorced, his wife became an ex-wife, and got a lot of compensation as she wished.But she didn't stop there, but said to everyone that her ex-husband was a disgusting homosexual who was hanging out with a little rabbit, and she had no choice but to divorce after she found out.This made Tianhai very painful, and even wanted to commit suicide at one point—it turned out that such a thing happened to him was so painful and humiliating.When he was standing on the top of the tall building, Sakai tied the two ends of a rope around his waist and his waist respectively.

"If you feel pain because of me, let me relieve you together."

No one knows how desperate Sakai is compared to Tianhai when facing the loss of the person who carries all his expectations.

These incidents are vivid in his memory. When his will recovered again in the hotel, the woman in front of him was so frightened that her face was pale and her hands were shaking like chaff, while the camera was thrown aside and smashed to pieces. .The weak and inferior man in front of her changed his appearance and body shape in front of her, and he was a different person in just a few minutes.

Sakai looked at her and smiled strangely.That was the last picture she saw when she left this world.

Lin Qian buried himself completely under the water flow, the water hadn't been heated for a long time, it wasn't as cold as bone-chilling, but it wasn't warm at all.

"I think of a Japanese movie. A desperate breeder finally killed his favorite rhino and then committed suicide." This movie is an old one, and Linqian can't remember his name, or even other plots .But he thought of this clip, maybe Sakai is like this breeder, loves someone passionately, how can he be willing to let him continue to endure all the suffering in a world without himself "I am afraid, because if it is me, I will also... ..."

Lighthouse looked at him calmly, but his body suddenly approached, squeezed into the water flow under the shower.Linqian took a step back subconsciously, but the back of his head touched the palm of the lighthouse that had been laid on the tiles long ago.He saw clearly, in the lighthouse's eyes, what he looked like.

"Come on, I will always be alive; even if I die, I will definitely send you to the next era safely. You don't have to worry about anything, because what you get is the love of the gods."

After saying that, Lighthouse leaned slightly towards Linqian and kissed him.The air was mixed with the rich musk scent of the lighthouse body and the faint fragrance of the soap, and Linqian naturally wrapped his arms around his cold and strong waist.The whole world seems to be immersed in the sound of water. ([-] words are forced to be omitted here)

When Linqian woke up again, the sun was already in the sky. After several rains, autumn seemed to have come. The weather was no longer extremely hot. Instead, there was a soft wind blowing in the clear noon. At the age of 25, Linqian stretched his waist, feeling that life is beautiful.It's just that the lighthouse is not by his side at this time, I don't know if he is busy saving people again.He secretly cursed "scumbag" in his heart, then smiled again.

I want to be "virtuous".

When he was washing up, he realized that there were fresh strawberries all over his body. Since Jiang Xuanye was still at home, he rummaged through the closet to find a turtleneck sweater and put it on.

When I went downstairs, I found that the lighthouse and Jiang Xuanye were downstairs. The lighthouse seemed to have just entered the door, and put two bowls, one large and one small, wrapped in bags on the table.Jiang Xuanye was very curious, and while cursing and complaining that the lighthouse only helped Linqian clean up and he stinks all night, he ran over to open the bag, looked at what looked like unbrewed black sesame aleurone inside, stretched out I dipped my finger a little into my mouth and tasted it.

"Bah! Old snake spirit, what did you bring back? It has no taste at all, how can you eat it? It's like cement." Jiang Xuanye scolded.

Lighthouse said, "It wasn't for you to eat, it was ashes."

Jiang Xuanye suddenly remembered that he and Linqian packed up the corpse yesterday but couldn't send it to cremation, the normal procedure couldn't go through at all, maybe they could only ask Yang Cuo for help, but when it comes to Yang Cuo, Jiang Xuanye wished to send him He was cremated together.The lighthouse dealt with this matter early in the morning before diving.It's just that there is no suitable container, so I can only make do with a bowl first.

Jiang Xuanye froze, then retched.Until he saw the dive standing on the stairs wearing a sweater on his upper body and trousers on his lower body.

"Fuck Haidilao, do you have a fever?" Jiang Xuanye said, hurriedly came over and touched Linqian's forehead.

Lin Qian felt guilty and pushed him away, "It's okay, I don't have a fever, I... I want to cultivate immortality."

The lighthouse hooked the corners of its mouth slightly and smiled.

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