rest of life 22

The summer in the north is very hot, but it is probably because the terrain where we are located is relatively high, the environment is better protected, and the walls of the house are relatively thick, the indoors that have been sprinkled with water are actually very refreshing.However, this kind of refreshment is only relative to the environment and outdoors in the whole midsummer.We are wearing short-sleeved white shirts uniformly ordered by the school, which are very loose.It may be because the collars of the shirts are relatively high. Although we are in a cool classroom, there are faint beads of sweat on our necks.Sweat is always unpleasant, sticky on the body, and I don't think it's "fragrant sweat", although it doesn't smell much, but for people like me who have a slight obsessive-compulsive disorder for clean appearance As far as it is concerned, it is extremely difficult.But these boring feelings just stay in my heart, because I don't have any good way to solve this problem.And as the summer passed, I could only gradually adapt to this uncomfortable situation.

If this kind of discomfort caused by sweating is the most difficult thing in summer, then the most normal and most irresistible physiological reaction of "sleepiness" can be said to be the most difficult thing in summer.When drowsiness strikes, even if you are at the risk of being caught by the teacher, you still have to find a way to go to sleep, not to mention sometimes you just fall asleep in a daze without realizing it.In this case, those "risks" are automatically ignored.I am extremely heat intolerant, which directly leads to the fact that I will inevitably be entangled in the two most difficult things of sweating and sleepiness in summer, but I have nothing to do.Therefore, in the matter of sleepiness, I naturally had my own unique set of experiences.For example, I can sit upright and sleep without moving, as if a master monk has entered a state of meditation; I can also sleep with my eyes open, just like Yi Dejun.The nervous system is automatically closed, and the whole person has entered a dormant state, but because the eyes were forced to support in the process of fighting sleepiness, until the final defeat, they also maintained the fighting state before going to bed; I can even stand Sleeping straight up is definitely a very creative and difficult way to sleep.I often stand straight in a corner with a book in my hand, and my mind suddenly loses consciousness.But I still stood straight, motionless.I still haven't figured out how I did it.Still, it's a testament to my talent when it comes to sleep.Enough to make me complacent.After all, I can be sure that few others can do what I do.

This is the case for me in summer, and so is most of the others.Is boring.However, in winter, I become a person who is extremely afraid of the cold again. Because of the cold, I have to deal with challenges such as "cold sleepiness".Also boring.As for the two seasons of spring and autumn, I always regard them as transitions, and since they are transitions, there is nothing special about them.So, to sum it up, the four seasons of the year can only be summed up with one boredom.Of course, finding fun in boredom has always been what people like me pursue.For example, eating itself is very boring, but I can start from the behavior of "eating", start from the action of eating, cooperate with the people who eat together, and what should not be said during the meal, and so on. Squeeze the last drops of joy out of the sponge of boredom.It's a very fulfilling thing.And in that summer, the most interesting thing I could find was the love affair between Zhao Zijun and Shi Xiaoqing.

"When did you like her? It's too sudden!" I stared at him and asked.Since he decided to help him, he naturally needed to know the ins and outs of the beginning of this love, the cause and effect.Of course, by the way, satisfy my curiosity.I think it is not an exaggeration to use his story as my reward for helping him.Liu Ming gave me a very approving glance, and then, together with me, stared straight at him, hoping to force him to speak quickly and truthfully with eager and stern eyes.

"...This, um...probably, a month ago, at the beginning of summer." He spoke hesitantly, without any fear of the oppression in our eyes.Or, maybe because of being too nervous, he half closed his eyes and lowered his head, not seeing our eager desire to listen to the story at all.

"... That afternoon, a giant hornet entered our classroom..." When he said this sentence slowly, I understood it all at once.Liu Ming glanced at me, he should have guessed it straight away.

The occurrence of love requires certain conditions, and the most direct and fundamental condition is that two completely independent people are connected together for some reason.For example, if Zhinu hadn't played around in the world, if she hadn't bathed in the mountain spring, if the cowherd hadn't taken her clothes, if the cowherd hadn't used clothes to threaten her to stay, then this love story that has been passed down since ancient times would not be the same. Will produce.Of course, this is just a story.But the same is true in reality. It is impossible for two people who have no connection with each other to have love.The relationship between Zhao Zijun and Shi Xiaoqing started when they became classmates.But this connection can only be said to be the most basic condition for them to have love, that is, to know each other's existence.What directly led to their love was due to the "Bumblebee Incident".

Because it is summer, the weather is gradually getting hotter.In the afternoon, in addition to sprinkling water in the classroom, the windows are also open, which can ensure the smooth flow of air, and sometimes there is a light breeze blowing, which can even refresh people's spirits.However, this is a season for the growth and reproduction of all kinds of creatures. When there are too many insects, a few of them will pass through the open windows and fly into the classroom restlessly from time to time.If it's an ordinary bug, that's fine, after all, it's impossible to cause us any fear.And the fate of most of them is also likely to end badly. After all, we are a group of creatures more terrifying than those ruthless blood drinkers.However, living things have their own characteristics. Although we think that they are indestructible and are invincible in dealing with insects, if we enter a few extremely lethal ones, then we can only retreat.Such insects include bumble bees.This is definitely an extremely terrifying creature. Its size is about the size of our thumb, and it is good at flying. It bites and carries poison. It is hard to guard against.In short, I can say with certainty that no one dares to beat him without protection.I dare not provoke it even more.In fact, I am extremely afraid of insects. Except for mosquitoes, there is no insect that I am not afraid of.As for mosquitoes, I think it might be because I am used to killing them, so I am not afraid of them.Even so, I never show my inner fear.It's not because I'm trying to save face, it's just my way of reducing a bigger fear.Because if you show your fear of a certain insect, those classmates who are not afraid of insects will catch this insect and shake it in front of your eyes, what’s more, they will secretly put it in your pencil case or school bag, In this way, inadvertently, your heart will definitely be caused great fear.This should come down to a prank, and it might be annoying, but there's nothing you can do about it.I hid it well, even though I was staring at the worm in their hands tremblingly in my heart, I was calm on the surface, and even talked with them about the worm.And they will naturally not use this kind of method that I am "not afraid of" to tease me.

A bumblebee crashed in, it flew fast, and the buzzing sound resounded throughout the classroom, as it flew clumsily, it occasionally hit the lights across the roof, and sometimes hit the glass of the unopened windows , The sound of bang bang came out in bursts.Our hearts are tense, for fear that this big stupid bee that doesn't know where it came from will hit us.This is a type of insect that we all fear, so there is no question of mischief, just a silent prayer that it will stay away from us and return to freedom.It didn’t work out as expected, maybe this bumble bee has a problem with its IQ, after all, a bumble bee with a high IQ would not fly into the barrier of the classroom.It may also be that this hornet is trying to make things difficult for us. It just wants to play tricks on us, to scare us, and make us butchers who have killed so many of its fellow bugs pay some price.Suddenly, it has no sound.However, our hearts still haven't let go.The classroom was eerily quiet, everyone looked at the same place, near the window, where Zhao Zijun was sitting.He felt the terror that was happening to him, his face was a little pale, and sweat was dripping from his forehead.He didn't move because Bumblebee was standing on his shoulder.I don't know exactly how he felt at the time, but I do know that he was terribly afraid of bugs, and he was one of those people who couldn't hide his fears well, so he was often the target of pranks.We are in class, and under the requirements of classroom discipline, we can't walk around at will.Moreover, we are at a loss for this situation, because if we accidentally annoy the Hornet, then Zhao Zijun will definitely be seriously injured.So, we can only wait quietly and hope that the hornet will fly away on its own after resting on its back enough.This is what we think and do, so the classroom is very quiet, and everyone's breathing can be heard quietly.Except for Shi Xiaoqing.

I have always evaluated her as a hero, and I think this is a very pertinent and appropriate evaluation.Just like how she dealt with the hornet, if not a hero, who could solve this crisis so simply, directly and rudely!When we were all quietly staring at the bumblebee enjoying the comfort brought by Zhao Zijun's shoulders, Shi Xiaoqing, who was sitting behind him, picked up a book, folded it in half, and then decisively and accurately sandwiched it That bumble bee.She acted without any hesitation, as if the bumblebee was like a mosquito to her, and she just slapped the annoying mosquito to death.She picked up the bumble bee, and quickly reached out the window.Thus, a turmoil caused by wasps ended in this way.It was very thrilling, but for us, it was just a caressing our chest and letting out a sigh of relief after this.After a while, it was automatically left behind. After all, this is not such an interesting thing, and it will not attract our interest.However, in this turmoil, we are relatively outsiders.The real protagonists are Zhao Zijun and Shi Xiaoqing.

Heroes are always remembered.However, "remembering" itself also needs to be divided into degrees.To know is to remember, to understand is to remember, to be impressed is to remember, to be engraved in the heart is to remember.Heroes also need points.A hero in a narrow sense is naturally the kind of great person who has made earth-shattering careers.In a broad sense, heroes include many.It can be one person, or many people.It can be one person's hero, or it can be many people's hero.Perhaps, Shi Xiaoqing was Zhao Zijun's hero in the matter of the Hornet, and he remembered her and engraved her in his heart.Then, he starts to like her.

"Are you sure it's liking instead of gratitude?" I stared at him and asked.I want to reconfirm him, to reassure him of what he really thinks.Because in this case, it is easy to mistake gratitude for liking.The two are sometimes difficult to distinguish.

"...I'm sure!" He frowned, pondered for a while, and then said seriously.

"What should I do? I'm so conflicted!" He had a frowning face, looking hopeful and worried at the same time. "I want to tell her directly, but I am afraid that there will be no good results. And at this stage, I am very scared. I am a little afraid to talk about love, but I really want to talk about it." He seems to be crying, it is difficult Imagine how someone like him could turn out like this.He's out of ideas!

"This is indeed a very contradictory question." Liu Ming said seriously. "However, I still think it's better for you to try it." He suggested.

"After all, your [-]-year-old iron tree has finally bloomed once. It's not easy, so don't waste it." Liu Ming suddenly said with a smile.It may be that he felt that we had fallen into a deadlock and needed a more vivid sentence to adjust it.

"Haha, what Xiaoliuzi said is also right, who cares, let's confess first! After all, I fell in love once!" I agreed with a smile.

"Oh! Be serious. Talk about business!" Zhao Zijun emphasized with a smile.He shook his head, pondered for a while, and asked, "Well...do you really think so? I'll confess my love"

"Well! Go talk to her. You won't regret it in the future. Xiaoqing is very nice!" I responded.

I don't know if my suggestion is right, maybe it's too childish.I just look at it from the perspective of what my heart wants, if I want to do it, then I will do it.This is a very chic attitude towards life, but it is definitely not rational.It's just that suggestions are just suggestions after all, and the key lies in the protagonist's choice.And he did exactly as I suggested.Perhaps, this is a kind of spiritual encouragement for me!If I don't say that, the chances of him doing so should be very low.I don't know the details of his confession, but I can guess the result.Because Zhao Zijun has returned to the extremely serious state when he was alone on weekdays. He is burying his head in reading a book, with a trace of depression in his silence, but he doesn't show any sadness. It seems that he just passed through It's just a tangled life choice. After the choice is over, everything will return to normal again.

Perhaps, he has learned to hide!However, if this is the case, then he is definitely a person who is very good at learning.

"Second boy, come on, tell me, what's the matter with you? Why isn't there even a loud fart." Liu Ming used his usual tone of voice and his usual speaking style, asked with a grin.It was the third day after his confession, and we were going to have a physical education class.The three of them hooked their shoulders and walked on the way to the playground.

"Tell me! Maybe we have to investigate Xiaoliuzi's crime of negligence. Of course, if I have committed any crimes, then you can forgive me unconditionally. After all, I am a blank sheet of paper in this kind of matter." !” I agreed.Of course, I will not admit that I have any guilt in this matter.However, I really want to hear it, maybe this will be an excellent story, or it can also sound a wake-up call for my future love.

"I failed!" Zhao Zijun glanced at us and said bluntly.

"We guessed this a long time ago. I'm talking about the details, let's talk about it." I looked at Liu Ming and said.He glanced at me approvingly, and then started staring at Zhao Zijun again, hoping to express his desire to know the details by "staring".

"Failure! That's it. I asked her to go to the gazebo behind the classroom, and then, I just said what I thought. Then, she just smiled and said to me, 'Now is not the time to talk about this. '. And then she left." Once again, he gave the details we wanted to hear, simply and directly.There is no conflict, and there is no story at all.

"Now is not the time, that means there is always a time to talk about this matter." I seemed to hear some implication.However, the so-called implication is just my speculation.After all, this sentence can also be understood as a tactful rejection.But people are always willing to think on the bright side. Although it is said that the higher the expectation, the greater the disappointment, but it is better to have some expectations.If you don't even dare to think about it, then it is completely impossible.This is a very simple way of self-comfort and motivation.

"The third one is right. Thinking about it now, you really shouldn't put your energy into it. If you really like Xiaoqing, you can talk about it after this difficult time. At worst, you will be stalking her." , maybe it will have a miraculous effect. In love, you always have to put on a desperate attitude!" Liu Ming said.He is pretty good at courting girls.Although it is difficult to be convinced of the effectiveness of a trick made by a loser, logically speaking, his words do have some merits.

Therefore, this love that disappeared quickly after being born was terminated in a few innocuous words.It's like a leaf falling into a calm lake, only to be shocked by a ripple.But even if there is a slight ripple, this calm lake is moving after all.

He didn't pursue her stalkingly as Liu Ming said.Perhaps, I can guess his thoughts.A love that was defined as "shouldn't" at the beginning, how can it become the original love after that "shouldn't"!It's like falling in love at first sight, when we first met, our heart was pounding, but when we saw each other, we could only think about marriage, life, and perhaps a little more, such as "the right family".However, there are always concerns.

Two years later, when I saw Liu Ming again, he said that Shen Li often contacted him, saying that her boyfriend was not nice to her.She also pulled him into a communication group with her boyfriend.I scolded him severely.

Zhao Zijun is still the same, with exactly the same skin, exactly the same hairstyle, exactly the same face, single as always.He didn't want to talk about that incident, the memory that may have been dusted, maybe it was his most beautiful treasure in the past ten years!

"Come on, the three of us have another poem!" I suggested.

"Success, listen: You are a dog on the road." Liu Ming said a few words as soon as he opened his mouth.His cultural attainment has improved a lot in the past two years, perhaps because he has too much time to be bored, so he spends his time reading books, so that he, a rude man, has a bit of refined temperament.

"You man, donkeys and dogs are always in your mouth, really!" Zhao Zijun teased. "What did you say earlier? You are just a dog on the road, you are just trying to say that I am single!"

"It's not just about you, the three of us seem to be the same! Hahahaha. Don't interrupt, just finish the next sentence. It's rare for Xiaoliuzi to have such an elegant sentence!" I urged.He was always like this, hoping to gain time for himself to think by breaking the topic.

"It's not very simple, listen: Nuonuo avoids people." He said triumphantly. "Oh! It's so sad. I seem to be a little too sad." He suddenly changed his attitude again, turning into a sad poet who complained about himself.

"I don't know where the hole is, so I can put a light on my body." I quickly answered.Just like before, you can grab it with your hands.

"Hahahaha, good poetry, good poetry!" Then, there was another burst of wanton laughter and a series of joking voices on the road. "Third, what are you talking about? What do you want to do? You are single." "No, it shouldn't be 'light-weight', it should be 'blind'. Hahahaha..."

A gust of wind blew, and the laughter was blown into the air.Just like our years, dissipated in the laughter.