Boyfriend always wants to sculpt me

Shen Sangcheng's eyes were moist, and he didn't dare to let Shen Qingshuo notice that having a gay biological father was harmful to him but not beneficial. After divorcing Shang Mei, he never appeared in front of Shen Qingshuo again.Fortunately, Shen Qingshuo didn't look crooked, and was very good.He is very relieved.

"How did you find it here?"

Shen Sangcheng is a teacher, and the homosexuality incident is raging, and the local school has scruples and refuses to accept it. After discussing with Peng Ming, he changed his city to live.

"The living expenses you sent, there is an address on the envelope."

Shen Qingshuo looked at the open warehouse door. The man was sweating profusely, his vest was so wet, his skin was dark and rough, and he even had a small belly tempered by years. He was trying his best to pull the pork on the shelf.

Shen Qingshuo didn't understand, how could such an ordinary man deserve Shen Sangcheng to abandon his wife and son.

As if understanding his meaning, Shen Sangcheng said: "Don't come here again, Shang Mei will be angry if you know it."

The mobile phone placed on the table vibrated, and the flight reminder popped up. Shen Sangcheng caught a glimpse and shouted inside: "I'll see him off, I'll be right back."

With his back turned, Peng Ming waved and agreed.

Shen Qingshuo didn't have time to stay at all, so he was pushed out by him. Several taxis were parked by the side of the road. Shen Sangcheng took out his oil-stained wallet and wanted to pay for him.

Shen Qingshuo suddenly said, "Dad, I have someone in my heart."

"..." Shen Sangcheng slowed down by half a beat: "Huh?"

"Four years younger than me, peer."

Shen Sangcheng didn't expect him to say this suddenly, he was in a daze for a while, and then burst into a smile, sincerely happy for him.

Shen Qingshuo added lightly: "It's a boy."

"..." The corners of Shen Sangcheng's mouth froze, he was dumbfounded, "You, you...Does Shangmei know?"

"My mother didn't know, she...can't accept this, so I didn't dare to say it."

Shen Qingshuo stopped for a while, full of words, he held back for too long, and didn't know where to start, "I don't know when exactly I started thinking about it, he..."

"Ashuo."

Shen Sangcheng interrupted him, his face was like a pool of stagnant water, without any waves, "Stay a little longer and leave, will the plane be delayed?"

Shen Qingshuo glanced at the time, "No."

"Then let's talk somewhere else."

In the warm milk tea shop, with soft music playing, Shen Qingshuo chose a corner position. After a brief silence, Shen Sangcheng asked, "Where are you now?"

Shen Qingshuo shook his head: "It's my unrequited love, he doesn't know."

Shen Sangcheng felt chills in his heart, "Ah Shuo, although I'm not qualified to say such things to you, but... this road is not easy, you should think about it."

Shen Qingshuo smiled bitterly: "I have no choice."

This is nature, how to suppress it.

"After you divorced, mom was very afraid that I also liked men, so she would post pictures of women every now and then. She could only feel at ease when she saw me get married and have children. When I was young, I had no intention of dating, so I couldn't see anything. , but after growing up..."

Shen Qingshuo lowered the brim of his hat and said embarrassingly, "I don't think about women in that way."

Adolescent boys are always curious about things they haven't been involved with before. They haven't eaten pork and haven't seen pigs run. But the advertisements that pop up when they surf the Internet are enough for him to know about men and women.

Shen Qingshuo thought it was because he was stupid, until he saw Xu Bai changing clothes in front of him without any scruples. At night, he tossed and turned his appearance in his dreams. His belly tightened, and he woke up to find that his pajama pants were already dirty.

"That boy, he too..."

"No." Shen Qingshuo replied categorically. Xu Bai scolded Zuo Jing for being gay before, and he caught him watching a small movie with Shi Jiayu before, so it must not be.

Shen Sangcheng sighed again, but in the end, he still didn't say anything.

On the way back, there was light snow. When he arrived at the airport, he stopped and the plane took off as usual.This year's winter is extremely cold and windy. It's the most comfortable to stay at home and have a reunion dinner.

Knowing that he would not come back, Shang Mei went back to her hometown early for the holidays, and Shen Qingshuo had nowhere to go, so she could only go back to the dormitory.

During the New Year's Day holiday, there were no snacks on the road, and the supermarket closed early.When he arrived at the dormitory by car, it was already eleven o'clock at night. When he opened the door, he found that the living room was brightly lit.

Is anyone not home?

Or forget to turn off the lights before leaving?

In the next second, Xu Bai, wearing a pink apron, came out of the kitchen with chicken soup, ignored him, and focused on talking to the person on the other end of the video.

"Mom, I'm done! Do you think it's okay?"

"Well...the color is good."

Xu Bai smiled: "Okay, then I'll hang up first..."

"Wait, Xiaobai, if your teammates don't come back tonight, do you want to stay by yourself? It's Chinese New Year, mom is worried..."

"Auntie, we'll be fine together." Shen Qingshuo hurried over, the down jacket was still damp, Xu Bai shivered violently.

With no worries over there, he happily hung up the phone.

Xu Bai immediately rushed forward to hug him, Shen Qingshuo staggered a few steps, not knowing whether to laugh or cry: "It's cold, my body is cold."

"Not cold!"

Shen Qingshuo patted him, Xu Bai obediently took half a step back, asked him to take off his coat, wrapped him up and hugged him, and muttered: "I cooked, you can try it."

Shen Qingshuo held his waist, Xu Bai kicked off his shoes, and stepped on his insteps. The two of them moved to the dining table like Siamese twins. Shen Qingshuo took a sip of chicken soup, and the warmth penetrated into his heart.

"How does it taste?" Xu Bai asked nervously. He hadn't cooked much before, and he had to rely on his family's video guidance for a long time to finish the stew.

"Very good, very good."

Shen Qingshuo lowered his eyes, caught him under the armpit, and lifted him to sit on the table, "It's fine, why did you run back to the dormitory again if you don't go home for the holidays?"

Xu Bai plausibly said: "Aren't you too? Fortunately, I have the foresight. I'm afraid someone will have to greet the newcomer alone tonight."

"Yes, you are great."

Shen Qingshuo was happy to see him, and for the first time let him win a round.

After eating, the body warmed up, and the two ran to the balcony to watch the fireworks, waiting for the zero o'clock.

When Shen Qingshuo came over, he took a bottle of beer.Xu Bai wrapped the blanket tightly, annoyed: "Without mine?"

Shen Qingshuo opened the pull ring, handed it to his mouth, and he took a sip. There was a small circle of water stains on the mouth of the cup, and he drank with this mark.Xu Bai moved closer and divided the blanket he was wearing into half.

The two were very close, drawing heat from each other. Xu Bai's head was pressed against his arm, and his fingertips were stroking back and forth, as if scratching an itch. Shen Qingshuo glanced at him and said nothing.

"Brother Shuo, how long have we known each other?"

"Nine years."

Xu Bai suddenly said: "So it's been so long, you don't seem to have changed much."

Shen Qingshuo chuckled, and lowered his head to rub the tip of his nose, "Suddenly sad?"

"certainly not."

Xu Bai's peach blossom eyes were sparkling, as if there was water in them, and he said, "Shen Qingshuo, I like you."

"I like you too." Shen Qingshuo answered this sentence very casually, he didn't take Xu Bai's "confession" into his heart at all. He preconceived that Xu Bai didn't like men, so he naturally dismissed all the conflicting interactions between the two of them. It boils down to brotherhood.

Xu Bai opened his mouth, biting hard on his shoulder, blood oozes out from under the thin shirt, Shen Qingshuo hurts, and at the same time he wakes up from the pain.

What did he just say?

like him?

With a sincere and desperate expression, Xu Bai snuggled into his arms to seek shelter like a beaten little sea monster, "Can you fall in love with me?"

"..."

"If you like women, I can dress up as a woman, if you like short skirts, I can wear..."

"Xubai." Shen Qingshuo pinched his cheeks and asked calmly, "Are you drunk?"

"Just one sip, drunk ass!"

Xu Bai scratched his hair irritably, "Do you agree or not?!"

Shen Qingshuo froze, seriously, he was stunned.The person he likes leans against him, tilts his head slightly, with a smile on his face, and asks softly, "Can you fall in love with me?"

Shen Qingshuo looked at it and smiled.

Xu Bai didn't know what to do in his heart, but seeing him laughing like this, he knew that he didn't take his words seriously, he was ashamed and annoyed, the tips of his ears and even his neck turned red.

"No, it's fine if you don't agree..."

"Promise, who said I wouldn't agree." Shen Qingshuo took a sip of the wine, feeling sweet, and said slowly: "I'm a man, you don't mind?"

Xubai rolled his eyes, speechless: "I'm also a man, your teammate, the younger brother you watched and grew up with, do you mind?"

of course not.

Shen Qingshuo held his head and pulled it into his arms, jokingly said: "It's my brother, my favorite brother, not just my brother."

"You're smart." Xu Bai smiled.

For the confession, no one was too surprised. Thinking about it, they were right. They basically did everything about intimacy, and it was no different from falling in love.

It's ridiculous that Shen Qingshuo was still in a cocoon before, and troubled himself so much.

Shen Qingshuo teased: "I remember that someone hated homosexuality before."

Xu Bai whispered, "That's for Zuo Jing, who told him to come to you every now and then to show courteousness, his eyes are drawn like silk, and he keeps cutting, just looking at it makes him annoying."

Yo, the jealousy is quite strong.Shen Qingshuo held his fingertips, and said seriously: "We're really fine, it's all rumored outside, he has a boyfriend, and I... have a boyfriend too."

Xu Bai was dazzled by his boyfriend's words, quietly watching the intertwined fingers of the two, gradually getting a sense of reality.

"Raise your head," Shen Qingshuo bewitched with his voice. There was a faint smell of alcohol in his nose, not rushing, and even a bit pleasant. Xu Bai was immediately hooked, "Since when did you start liking me?"

"do not know."

This is not a lie, Shen Qingshuo is too good, born with a fascinating ability.Xu Bai is not an upright gentleman, his color makes him faint, and it is reasonable for him to fall.

Shen Qingshuo's chin was held by his fingertips, and he hummed: "Is there anything you want to ask me?"

"No." Xu Bai thought for a while and said, "I have loved you for so many years, it was very hard, please treat me better in the future."

"How do you calculate?"

"Be nice."

"How can you be nice?"

"Keep loving me and never change."

This requirement is not difficult.

Shen Qingshuo agreed.

It's zero o'clock.

Fireworks exploded in the air, and the entire balcony was illuminated by light. The two sat side by side, and slowly, whoever approached first, breath intertwined.

There was the sound of fireworks scattered around his ears. Shen Qingshuo's palms were sweaty, and the wind was very cold. He stared at the lips that were close at hand, and said, "Happy New Year's Day, kid."

"happy New Year."

Xu Bai grabbed his shoulder and asked seductively, "Kiss, boyfriend."