Half way

Lin Yan has accumulated a lot of work because of the previous leave. Even if the voice is disabled, but the hands are not disabled, then you can continue to work.

When he got off work, the lights were already on. He looked blankly at the night outside, and then walked into the elevator.

On such a night, it seemed that he was alone, and his brain occupied by work was relaxed, but once he relaxed, the pain that was enough to eat away at him came like a violent storm.

"Goodbye, team leader."

Someone beside him said goodbye to him, Lin Yan paused for a moment before realizing that the other party was talking to him, he nodded, and the man left with his companion.

If he goes back, will Gu Sheng come to see him?Or is there no need for Gu Sheng to see him anymore?

Lin Yan's mind was in a mess. For a while, he was thinking about Gu Sheng scolding him for where he had been the past few days, and for a while, he was thinking about Gu Sheng telling him calmly that he was very tired being with him, and Ji Ji was better.

As long as he thinks that Gu Sheng might be with someone else, Gu Sheng will kiss that person, and even do more intimate things with him.

Lin Yan couldn't think about it anymore, he couldn't bear it, just thinking about it, he already had a kind of skin cramping pain, and a kind of extreme anger.

He thought viciously, as long as Gu Sheng was with others, he would lock Gu Sheng up, so that his eyes could only look at him, and he would only belong to him forever.

The cool wind poured straight into Lin Yan's neck, he was shivered by the autumn night wind, and those messy thoughts were immediately blown away by the wind.

Lin Yan has always known that he is not a good person. He is ruthless and difficult to communicate with others. As long as others touch his bottom line, he will show his sharp claws and fangs. He is selfish and selfish. Compared with perfection, he will only possess.

"drop--"

Suddenly, a piercing whistle sound woke Lin Yan up like a dream, his body shook suddenly, and then he looked up, only to see a car he was familiar with parked under the streetlight.

Lin Yan was in a daze, with all kinds of emotions rushing into his heart, and he didn't know whether it was more joy or worry.His feet seemed to weigh a thousand catties, and he couldn't move them for a while.

The whole person stood there in a daze until he saw Gu Sheng get out of the car. Under the dim streetlight, Lin Yan saw Gu Sheng walking towards him step by step. He seemed to be getting thinner?

There was no emotion on Gu Sheng's face. Lin Yan looked at him, feeling a little nervous. He swallowed and wanted to say something, but suddenly remembered that his voice was hoarse and he couldn't speak.

"go home."

Gu Sheng didn't ask anything, just said these three words lightly, Lin Yan's eyes suddenly became hot, he lowered his head and nodded heavily, followed Gu Sheng into the car.

No one spoke along the way, the lights of thousands of homes outside the window, Lin Yan looked out the window without blinking, like an old monk in meditation, motionless, Gu Sheng also concentrated on driving.

Soon the two arrived at the underground parking lot, and entered the elevator one after the other. In the narrow elevator, the two did not stick together as usual, but each occupied one side, like two strangers.

Lin Yan naturally noticed this problem, but there was an invisible gap in the air. He had a lot of things to say to Gu Sheng, but he didn't know where to start. He kept guessing why Gu Sheng didn't get along with him. Was he angry with him when he spoke?

By the way, before he went to City A, Gu Sheng was in a cold war with him. He disappeared for a few days after sending a voice message. Is Gu Sheng in a hurry?

Does he feel too tired to be with him?And those photos in the company, did Gu Sheng also see them?Did you see it, Gu Sheng, does he believe in himself?

But what did he use to make Gu Sheng believe him?Lin Yan's heart was pulled into a ball, like a torn rag.

The elevator soon arrived at the floor where the two of them lived. Lin Yan stepped out of the elevator, but didn't know where he should go. Should he go back to his home?But what about Gu Sheng?Does Gu Sheng really stop talking to himself?

Gu Sheng was walking behind him, Lin Yan was struggling, and he even wished that the gate of his house was farther away.

But no matter how far away, there is an end, not to mention, it is not far at all.

Lin Yan reached out his hand to take out the key in his pocket. Because of his thoughts, he fumbled for it for a while before finding the key. He took the key to open the door, but with a shaking of his hand, he dropped the key on the ground.

"Ding--"

The key fell to the ground with a crisp sound. Lin Yan knelt down to pick up the key. At this moment, a white hand stretched out and picked up the key.

Gu Sheng squatted in front of him, Lin Yan saw Gu Sheng's face as soon as he looked up.

"Are you really going to explain nothing?"

Gu Sheng's voice was a little hoarse, Lin Yan grabbed Gu Sheng's hand and turned the back of his hand over, there were still two needle holes and bruises on it.

Gu Sheng is sick?

Lin Yan's brain buzzed, his ears were ringing, and his mind went blank. He wanted to ask Gu Sheng what was going on, but he opened his mouth but couldn't say anything.

"You disappeared for several days for no reason, and you didn't come to see me when you came back, not even a text message, Lin Yan, am I too tempered in front of you? That's why you mistakenly think that I won't get angry?"

Gu Sheng freed his hand from Lin Yan's, and said with cold eyes: "Lin Yan, what do you think of me?"

Lin Yan stared at Gu Sheng with wide eyes. He wanted to explain, but he couldn't make a sound at all.

Seeing that Lin Yan didn't say anything, Gu Sheng felt a chill in his heart. He called up the suspected kissing photo of Lin Yan and Zhou Xuefeng from his mobile phone and held it up in front of Lin Yan, "Just when you called me and said that you would immediately The day you came back, I received this photo on the day you were with Zhou Xuefeng, and then I waited for you all night, and you told me that you would not come back at night, let me not wait for you, you know I used What kind of mood did you sit on the chair all night?"

"I told myself over and over again, I have to trust you, Lin Yan, is this how you answer my trust in you now? Speak up!"

Lin Yan saw Gu Sheng's red eyes through Gu Sheng's glasses, he didn't know, he really didn't know that Gu Sheng had waited for him all night, let alone that there would be such a photo, he thought he was saying goodbye to the past, He didn't want to involve Gu Sheng in dealing with chores, and he didn't want Gu Sheng to see any of those people's faces, but who could tell him why it happened like this?

Gu Sheng and Lin Yan were in a stalemate at the door for a long time, and finally Gu Sheng let go of Lin Yan's wrist, "You should rest early, it's better for us to calm down with each other."

Gu Sheng took two steps, and suddenly said: "By the way, Mr. Mo originally reserved that project for you, but I didn't find a chance to tell you. Mr. Mo asked me if I would like to go."

Lin Yan looked at Gu Sheng's back in disbelief, and then heard Gu Sheng say: "I agree."

Lin Yan's ears suddenly became deaf, and he couldn't hear anything. He watched the door of Gu Sheng's house open and close.

Lin Yan's legs softened, and she sat on the ground.

Lin Yan didn't know how long she sat on the ground before she stood up tremblingly, opened the door and walked in.

What does Gu Sheng mean?He wants to break up with himself?

And what did he mean by agreeing to Mr. Mo?Lin Yan suddenly thought of Gu Sheng asking him during the meal during the Cold War, if he had anything to say to him, but Lin Yan didn't realize it, it turned out that Gu Sheng was talking about going abroad.

Lin Yan immediately figured out the whole story, so Gu Sheng knew that he had the quota for that project, but he didn't tell Gu Sheng that Gu Sheng was angry with him because of this matter, and he blamed himself for doing it without authorization. Decide.

So now Gu Sheng is taking revenge on him?He decided not to go without consulting Gu Sheng, and Gu Sheng could go abroad without consulting him.

Lin Yan sat on the ground, hugged her head with both hands, and curled herself into a ball.

He shouted silently, his throat could only make a hoarse and painful voice of "Ah—ah——".

He knew that a person like himself was not worthy of love, and he has been here for 26 years, but he just doesn't believe in evil. A scumbag like Lin Yang deserves to have nothing.

Lin Yan stayed up all night, but Gu Sheng next door also stayed up all night. They ignored each other and went to work.

Lin Yan's voice didn't improve after a night, but it became more and more serious. He really seemed to be dumb and couldn't say anything.

When Mr. Mo let him go, Lin Yan was busy. Not only did he not have a smile on his face, but it was also terribly gloomy, as if his whole body was shrouded in gray, like withered flowers and plants in the corner of the wall in autumn.

"What did you do? Make yourself look like this."

Lin Yan shook his head, Mo Lao looked at him a little strangely, "What's wrong with you? Why don't you speak?"

Lin Yan pointed to his own throat, and Mo Lao's pupils shrank, "Can't speak?"

Lin Yan nodded, Elder Mo let out a long sigh, "You young people, you have to bruise yourself all over your body, so don't come to work, go to the hospital to check your throat first, in case it will last forever It’s not worth the loss if you’re dumb.”

Lin Yan shook his head, and Mo Lao waved his hand, "I don't understand, I don't understand, I can only understand people's words, come here when you can speak."

Lin Yan had no choice but to answer, bowed to Mr. Mo and walked out, but Mr. Mo suddenly stopped him, "What's the problem, sit down and talk calmly, that kid came here to ask for your business I'll reserve a spot for you, he's younger than you, but he sees things more clearly than you, so don't dig into the corner yourself."

Lin Yan was shocked when he heard the words, it turned out that Gu Sheng came to beg Mo Lao specifically for him, probably on the day he went to City A, but he didn't come back.

Lin Yan clenched her fists, bowed to Mr. Mo, and left.

There is indeed a problem between him and Gu Sheng, what Wu Yicheng said is correct, the two people's hearts are too close to each other, it is easy to hurt each other.