Half way

Lin Yan and Gu Sheng finished burning the paper money for Lin Yan's mother, patted the ashes on their bodies, and then stood up. At this time, the originally gloomy weather suddenly turned into a cloud.

Gu Sheng held his hand, "Mom must have agreed with us."

Lin Yan looked at the sun in the sky and then at the photo on the tombstone, "Yes."

"Mom, come see you another day, we're leaving."

Lin Yan caressed the picture of his mother on the tombstone, and Gu Sheng bowed to the tombstone, "Don't worry, Mom, I will take good care of Lin Yan, if you need anything, or give me any instructions, come and dream about it for me." , Lin Yan, he can't sleep well at night, just let him sleep a little longer, just like me, I will definitely take care of it for you."

Lin Yan looked at Gu Sheng's pious and serious appearance, and the sourness that had just gone down rose again in his nose, his eyes were red, and his peach blossom eyes were stained with rouge.

Gu Sheng took Lin Yan's hand and kissed the back of his hand.

"Lin Yan! What are you doing?!"

The originally warm atmosphere was suddenly interrupted by a burst of scolding.Gu Sheng raised his eyes and saw a middle-aged man standing not far away, his figure was a bit fat, but from his facial features, he could still vaguely see some similarities with Lin Yan.

Beside him was a woman in a white gauze dress, she looked like she was only in her early thirties, she should be well maintained.

"Husband, don't be angry." The woman stretched out her hand to comfort the man, and then looked at Lin Yan, "Yanyan, did you come here specially to see your mother this time? Let's have a meal together later, your father has been here for so many years. Miss you very much."

Lin Yan's eyes instantly became very cold, "You'd better not talk, although I usually don't hit women, but if you say a few more words, it may not be so."

When the woman heard the words, she hid behind the man in fear, but the man glared at Lin Yan furiously, "Lin Yan, is this your attitude towards elders?"

Lin Yan sneered, "She is also worthy to be my elder, but it's just that the bitch is getting old."

When the man heard the words, Lin Yan was so angry that he almost carried him back. The woman immediately took out the medicine from her bag and gave the man a pill, and the man slowly recovered.

He tremblingly pointed at Lin Yan who had been standing there indifferently, "You unfilial son..."

Lin Yan didn't care about this, "It's not the first day you know, why do you keep repeating, I can almost hear calluses, but what are you two doing here?"

The woman said to Lin Yan eagerly, "Your father wants to visit your mother..."

The woman was interrupted by Lin Yan before she finished speaking, "Get out! You actually brought this bitch to my mother's grave! I'm not afraid that she will come to you at night and ask for your life!"

The men and women were shocked when they heard the word "suicide", "Lin Yan, it's been so many years, do you want to never forgive me for the rest of your life? I'm your father!"

Lin Yan frowned, his eyes were as cold as ice scum, "This is the most disgusting thing about me, I'm actually bleeding from someone like you, just thinking about it makes me feel extremely disgusted."

The man obviously didn't expect Lin Yanhui to say such words, he gasped heavily, as if he was about to pass out at any moment.

"Take this bitch away, disturb my mother's cleanliness, and let me see you two again. Although I can't touch you, I can still play with your precious son."

Sure enough, as soon as Lin Yan said that, the two of them got scared and took a few steps back. Lin Yan didn't want to see the faces of these two people again, and planned to leave while holding Gu Sheng.

"Lin Yan! I'm sorry for your mother and son, but no matter how much you hate me, you shouldn't make fun of your own life. Playing with men will only ruin you."

The man's old voice sounded, and Lin Yan felt that this man probably had self-righteous arrogance in his bones.

"Because of you? You think highly of yourself too. We are serious about dating, but I have brought him to meet my mother today. From now on, he and I will be a family. If you talk nonsense to my family again, this There are still a few people I know on the road, and I don’t mind introducing your son to them, I believe the tender and tender high school students will be very popular."

"Beast...beast!"

Lin Yan ignored the man's chattering, and pulled Gu Sheng away from this place.

After getting in the car, Gu Sheng was not busy driving, but sat in the driver's seat, silent with Lin Yan, Lin Yan sat quietly for a long time before saying: "Let's find a place to have lunch."

"Ah."

Gu Sheng took out his mobile phone and searched for any good restaurants nearby. Lin Yan glanced at Gu Sheng's mobile phone and pointed to a restaurant, "That's it. I always wanted to eat, but I didn't have the money. Still there."

Gu Sheng clicked on the navigation, stepped on the accelerator, Lin Yan sat silently on the co-pilot, the car was quiet, Lin Yan thought of many things, good and bad, painful, happy, but in the end he found that the pain Yes, there are too many bad things, and the happy time is always short.

He didn't understand why a person could be as shameless as his father. Where did that man come from to go to his mother's grave and bring that third party with him? Did that man want his mother to have no peace down here!

Soon we arrived at the restaurant that Lin Yan mentioned. It didn't look particularly luxurious. Although there were people coming in and out, the business wasn't particularly good.

Lin Yan followed Gu Sheng into this restaurant. He remembered that when he was in high school, he saw his father's family of three eating in this restaurant. It was Christmas, and Lin Yan was selling flowers and apples outside the glass window. , while his father's family was laughing and laughing inside, talking and laughing at Yanyan.

Lin Yan saw his half-brother eating a fluffy cake with a lot of cream on his mouth, and his father lovingly wiped the child's mouth.

For Lin Yan at that time, this restaurant was really not affordable for a person like him, let alone affordable, at that time he even felt that if he stepped in, he would step on the floor of other people's houses.

But he is sitting here now, in the same position, sitting here, eating the seemingly delicious cake, but he feels nothing more than that.

He thought that when he grew up, he wouldn't care about those things, but he still cared about them, and he still hated them. He couldn't be calm, and his mind was small.

Lin Yan looked at the decoration of this restaurant in a daze. It was very ordinary, without the splendor he remembered, and it would not reach the point where he would stain the floor when he stepped on it. However, such an ordinary place has become The shadow of his youth.

It turns out that what has trapped him for so many years is not the dead, nor the things that are still alive, but his heart.

"Ah……"

Lin Yan suddenly laughed, and Gu Sheng raised his head to look at Lin Yan. Gu Sheng didn't know how to describe this smile. In short, he didn't like it very much, and it made his heart hurt.

"What's wrong?" Gu Sheng asked with concern.

Lin Yan shook her head, "It's not delicious."

"The cream is too bad, and the cake embryo is too dry. How can I miss this kind of thing for more than ten years..."

Gu Sheng stretched out his hand to take away the plate of cake, "Don't eat it if it doesn't taste good, I'll buy you something delicious later."

Lin Yan pressed Gu Sheng's hand, "I want to eat."

Gu Sheng didn't speak, but Lin Yan said to himself, "I sold flowers and apples outside this restaurant at Christmas in my second year of high school, because during Christmas, those couples who like to follow the trend like to go to Come to eat at this restaurant, don’t think it’s doing well now, at that time the restaurant’s business was very good, rich people liked to come here for consumption, even if you don’t have money to tighten your belt, you have to bring your girlfriend here once.”

"How smart I am, I bought apples and flowers on purpose, and packed them at home. Don't think that an apple is worthless on weekdays. On days like Christmas, the money of those fools who want to please their girlfriends is especially good. earn."

Lin Yan talked and laughed, and Gu Sheng couldn't help but start to imagine Lin Yan when he was a sophomore in high school. At that time, he should be growing up, and he should be quite thin, with a pair of peach blossom eyes that were particularly bright, and he was wrapped in thick winter clothes. Down jackets are selling fresh flowers and apples on the bustling streets, and after closing the stall, they hide under the covers happily counting how much money they made for stupid couples today.

Gu Sheng thinks that kind of Lin Yan is very cute, but he also feels very distressed. He really wants to know Lin Yan as soon as possible. It would be best if Lin Yan was born next door to his house, so that the two of them can grow up together and wait until puberty. When we are hazy, we exchange our hearts, and on rainy days without umbrellas, we hide from the rain together under the eaves of other people's houses, and we agree to go to a certain university together.

Then secretly rent a one-suite small house outside. He cooks, Lin Yan washes the dishes, and rolls on the ordinary double bed at night. When their jobs are stable and they have a certain financial strength, they will come out to the family together. There may be broken legs, there may be quarrels, there may be cold wars, and there may be the legendary seven-year itch, but in the end they will still be gray-haired together, grow old, and agree to bother you in the next life.

Gu Sheng looked at Lin Yan, his mind full of thoughts turned into tenderness in his eyes, he looked at Lin Yan for a moment, and listened to him talking about the past. Gu Sheng once said that as long as Lin Yan talks, he I want to be his loyal listener.

Lin Yan looked out of the glass window, did it look like this from here? So did his father see that when the three of them were happy and happy, he was starving and cold outside this glass window, facing the people coming and going? People accompany smiling faces, just hoping to sell one more flower, or one more apple.

In fact, it doesn't make any sense for Lin Yan now to see or not. He looked away, turned his head and saw Gu Sheng who was sitting across from him, watching him intently and tenderly.

It doesn't matter anymore, he now has his own family and important people, who are right in front of his eyes, visible and tangible.