After giving up my crush, I fell into the sugar bowl

Lu Qingbai's life is not going well these days. At the awards ceremony at the end of the year, he fell behind the veteran actors by a few votes, and was not selected as the best actor.He has been in the industry for four years, and his popularity is constantly rising. There are two or three popular idol dramas, but he only has the best actor in the college student film festival. fresh meat.

Lu Qingbai, who was born in a serious academic class, naturally couldn't bear this kind of anger, and Mou Zujin wanted to prove himself.A few months ago, Lu Qingbai auditioned for the same-sex TV series "Xu Yu and Qianming's Ten-Year Covenant" directed by Director Zhou and starring Tang Tian. Director Zhou liked him very much and repeatedly revealed that he wanted to sign him as the male lead.He also actively contacted, cooperated with various matters, and lowered the remuneration to almost a friendship performance. He has been working hard for half a year and never gave up.It's a pity that the contract has not been signed for a long time, and it cannot be stabilized.

Lu Qingbai is actually not very fond of this drama, after all, he has never acted in a same-sex theme before, and he has always followed the route of male and female CP.Once she plays, there will obviously be many girlfriend fans and CP fans who will be incapable of accepting it, causing the danger of losing fans, not to mention there are several intimate scenes.

But the resources of this drama are too good. Tang Tian will come back to the small screen for the first time in five years, created by the top domestic TV drama directors with all his heart, plus a lot of old drama talents for supporting.Even if it can't be popular, the popularity is certain, and the awards will definitely be stable.What's more, the first male protagonist of this play is Xu Yu, who is also the protagonist of Shou.

Tang Tian is too tall, it's not suitable to act as a subject, so he can only act as an attack.If he can act in this play, even if he can only be ranked second, in fact, from the title of the play to the role of the play, he is the absolute leading role, and actor Tang Tian will be his supporting role.

This cake is too sweet, Lu Qingbai is missing such a representative work that turned from an idol school to a powerful school.Taking it all into consideration, he was still very active in fighting for it, and inquired about Director Zhou's invitations from time to time.

He obtained insider information through the relationship with the producer, and Tang Tian personally recommended an actor to play Xu Yu.One must know that Tang Tian is not only the leading actor, but also one of the producers of this play, with absolute right to speak.I heard that the role of Xu Yu is still an unknown young actor who has only appeared in a few online dramas.Apparently, the main character was chosen by default.

There are many such things in the entertainment industry, and he has also encountered the incident of being replaced on the eve of signing a contract.Lu Qingbai was born in an ordinary family, and his parents were ordinary office workers. All this journey, he had to work hard without sleeping and eating. He had never taken a day off for three consecutive years, and he insisted on accepting interviews even when he was hospitalized with a high fever.

He hates unspoken rules the most, but he can't do anything about it.

From it, I learned that today is the day for the pre-appointed person to audition.

Lu Qingbai paid an excuse to visit the producer to see for himself who took away his chance to become famous.He had to remember that this person who took shortcuts still had a long time in the entertainment circle, and this person would not have a day of despair, otherwise he would definitely make him look good.

Director Zhou made an appointment to meet at Studio No. 10.Lu Qingbai kept a low profile all the way, avoiding acquaintances, and arrived at the No. [-] studio next door [-] to [-] minutes early. The studio was empty. He hid in the empty and dark door, poking his head out from time to time, like a wild leopard patiently lurking, waiting for its prey , with a fierce look in his eyes.

Yi Zhen who participated in the audition had no knowledge of this.

When he appeared outside the studio, Lu Qingbai's mind went blank for 3 minutes.

It turned out to be Yi Zhen?That's right, he and Tang Tian have a close relationship, even a life-and-death relationship! No wonder no wonder!With Yi Zhen's appearance, it makes sense to be adopted.

Lu Qingbai was so angry that he blamed Yi Zhen for being too Buddhist, and he seemed to be passing by without desires and demands all day long. Since he chose to enter the entertainment circle and didn't want to be popular, he was fucking hypocritical!Never expected that Yi Zhen was really hypocritical and hooked up with the great actor.

His most trusted friend betrayed him, not only climbed into the bed of the film king, but also snatched his role in the first place!

Anger burned his reason, Lu Qingbai rushed over, grabbed Yi Zhen's hand fiercely, with bloodshot eyes: "Yi Zhen! I said, why have you been so alienated from me these past few months? It turned out that he robbed me of my role! I am ashamed!"

Yi Zhen was also very shocked when he saw Lu Qingbai. The surprise that he hadn't seen for several months was blown away by his angry questioning.Lu Qingbai has a cheerful personality and smiles when he meets everyone. Even if he is dissatisfied, he seldom expresses it in front of others. He likes to strike quietly.It was the first time he had seen him so angry.

Yi Zhen's mind turned, and he remembered the phone call Lu Qingbai received when he visited him, Tang Tian cooperated, Director Zhou directed...

He suddenly understood: "The new drama you said you participated in is Xu Yuyu..."

"That's right! You knew that I was going to play Xu Yu a few months ago, but you still wanted to grab my role. Why? Over the years, you have seen me step by step, but you have never been able to find this person, so you are jealous , So do whatever you can.”

The veins on Lu Qingbai's neck were clearly visible. He held Yi Zhen's wrist with all his strength, and his slender wrist was already bruised and purple.

Yi Zhen didn't feel pain, so he didn't notice the abnormality in his wrist, so he hurriedly explained: "I really didn't know you were going to act...you have never acted in homosexual subjects before."

These words deeply pierced Lu Qingbai's hidden pain.He has always only played the relationship between a man and a woman, but suddenly turned to the same sex. Many people have satirized him for being popular at all costs.In addition, my girlfriend didn't understand, and she recently clamored to make the relationship public.On the eve of starring in a same-sex theme, it is obviously inappropriate to disclose the relationship between his boyfriend and girlfriend.Also, he won't make his relationship public during his rising season.

Dilemma, being ridiculed, and embarrassing.

Lu Qingbai couldn't bear the shame and indignation, and sneered again and again: "That's because the script is good! As an actor, I act in any subject matter for the sake of art! As for you, you betrayed yourself for this drama, and Tang Tian didn't know anything about it. You have let me down too much."

"I didn't!" Yi Zhen couldn't believe that Lu Qingbai, who had been friends for many years, could say such a thing.

"Isn't it? I know you've always had a crush on me. Even though it's so disgusting, I used to be at a loss for it. When I thought of rejecting you, it might hurt you, so I couldn't bear to say it. The way you look at me, you know I How much effort did it take to ignore and adapt slowly?!

Thinking of you and my friendship from childhood to adulthood, I never thought of losing you, and never thought of giving up on you.Therefore, I have been suffering in silence, and I have been tolerant everywhere.

Is this how you repay me?It's not enough to go to Tang Tian's bed with a conscience behind your back, and you still want to steal my role?Love can't get it, so love breeds hatred?So ruin my career! "

Lu Qingbai watched Yi Zhen's face gradually turn pale, watched his tears slowly fill his eyes and fell one by one, watched his lips tremble but couldn't make a sound, watched his eyes gradually Losing the radiance, looking at him as if his aura had been withdrawn... a little bit of pleasure surged in his heart.

At first, Yi Zhen's mother came to ask Yi Zhen for money, but Yi Zhen had no money to give.It was him who encouraged Yi Zhen to audition with him. As a result, Yi Zhen was selected and he failed.At that time, he was not angry, but happy for Yi Zhen.

With this role, Yi Zhen was able to fly a little, and the film appointments kept coming, so he was blinded by money, kept making bad movies, skipped classes many times, and was expelled from the Academy of Fine Arts.It was him again, who did not give up on Yi Zhen, and took the initiative to contact the teacher to help him practice, helping Yi Zhen to re-enter the Chinese opera.

After entering the Chinese opera, Yi Zhen did not take on the opera again, but studied hard.He became popular with a school drama, and because of the close relationship between the two, there was such an ugly scandal.

Yi Zhen didn't know that for Yi Zhen's friend, he resisted the pressure of his agent Xue Zang and still wanted to date him. As a result, he changed from male lead to male fourth, and it took two full years to return to the top.

Yi Zhen, like the rabbit Sirui, was bound to him and sucked his blood, yet he didn't know how to be grateful.

Ingratitude, four words, Yi Zhen interpreted vividly.

Looking fixedly at Yi Zhen, Lu Qingbai said word by word: "From now on, we will make a clean break. You must remember to be careful in the future, I have always been a grudge."

After speaking, he turned and left without giving Yi Zhen a chance to explain.

When Yi Zhen auditioned, it was indeed because his mother came to ask for money, because his half-brother had seriously injured someone, and he wanted 10 yuan in compensation, otherwise he would go to jail, and his mother had nothing to borrow. I just remembered that I have a son.

He couldn't bear the fact that his mother was abused by his father when she was young, and that she had no one to rely on when she was old.

The younger brother is the mother's son, and he is no longer.From the day she was left behind, Yi Zhen could no longer respect her as a mother. The only thing she could do was to keep her younger brother from being imprisoned, and to repay her mother's gift of childbearing, and make an agreement with her mother that she would never see her again.

His mother asked him for a total of 100 million in exchange for severing ties, in order to buy a house for his brother who has never been masked and settle down.

So he had no choice but to accept any drama, even if he was expelled from school because of it, he would not hesitate to do so.

Lu Qingbai always thought that the salary of 10 yuan for the first film was enough to pay back the money her mother asked for.

But now in this role, Yi Zhen really didn't know that Lu Qingbai was going to play Xu Yu.Besides, his audition today was not about Xu Yu, but about Leng Jun, the villain who seemed to be tailor-made for him.

As long as Lu Qingbai gave him the time to say a word, he could explain clearly that he never robbed him of the scene, all he wanted to play was Leng Jun.

Yi Zhen always only wanted to exit Lu Qingbai's life decently, and never thought that it would be as desolate as it is today.How did Lu Qingbai understand the companionship of the two for so many years, and how did he understand his feelings?Shameful?Disgusting?

Had the man he loved with all his might put up with him to the point of being disgusting, to the point of becoming an enemy?

Yi Zhen stared blankly at the bruise on his wrist, the relationship between him and Lu Qingbai, just like the bruise, was already unsightly before he noticed it.

"Yi Zhen, are you okay?" Tang Tian said in embarrassment.

Because Tang Tian was worried about Yi Zhen, he arrived early on purpose to say hello to the director.

Yi Zhen didn't come for a long time, Tang Tian went out to look for it, but he didn't expect to watch the audience.

how to say?Mixed feelings.

The childhood sweetheart that Yi Zhen had a crush on turned out to be such a wolf-hearted thing!Really did not expect.

For the future of him and Yi Zhen, he was suddenly full of confidence.Taking advantage of the void is an excellent opportunity to capture people's hearts in any drama.

It's just... Yi Zhen looks so sad that Tang Tian has the illusion that it is really difficult for Yi Zhen to fall in love with another person.

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ps: Tang Tian is a very gentle person. He just talks about it and sneaks in. In fact, he will not attack others when their feelings are weak.