camouflage scum continued

Xie Yu clutched his cell phone, remembering the call that Professor Yang just called him.

"Hello, Professor Yang?"

"Xie Yu, it's like this. Our medical school has applied for a one-year exchange student place at Oxford University in the UK at public expense! I don't know if you have this intention?" From Professor Yang's tone, it is not difficult to hear that he is very upset. I want Xie Yu to go.

Xie Yu's throat went dry. As far as he knew, Oxford University's medical school was considered top in the world, and the condition of public funding alone was very attractive.But he changed his mind and thought about leaving He Zhao and Ms. Gu for a year... Xie Yu hesitated.

"Professor, thank you for your recognition, but I'll think about it again."

Professor Yang seemed to know what he was worrying about, and sighed: "You have to think about it carefully. You can talk about love at any time, but this opportunity is very rare. If you don't go, you will have difficulties in insurance research. But if you go After you come back, your status can no longer be compared with that of ordinary college students, not only can you keep the graduate school, but with your experimental results, you will also have the qualifications to be a teaching assistant when you are in graduate school."

Xie Yu nodded: "I know."

"I will still give you priority. You will give me an answer tomorrow after you think about it carefully. I hope you will not let me down."

Xie Yu lowered his eyes, and answered with "Yes".After hanging up the phone, he remained silent for a while with a solemn expression.

He didn't want to leave He Zhao and Ms. Gu.

When He Chao returned to the dormitory after class, he stuck to Xie Yu's body, buried his head in his neck, smelled his scent, and hummed comfortably, "Your friend, it's still better."

Xie Yu lowered his eyes, clenched his fists and loosened them quietly, and stroked his short hair. "Brother Chao, there is something I want to tell you."

"Tell me." He Zhao's voice came from the tip of his hair indistinctly.

Xie Yu twisted his fingers, tangled, hesitant and nervous, making him inexplicably irritated, "Fuck", and then said: "Our medical school has a place to go to Oxford University as an exchange student for a year, and Professor Yang recommended it. I'll go."

As soon as he finished speaking, He Zhaoteng raised his head from his neck, twisted his neck too much, he groaned, and lowered his head in pain. "Fuck," he whispered.

After recovering, he turned to look at Xie Yu, and asked again uncertainly: "What did you just say?"

Xie Yu repeated it again.

He Zhao still didn't respond, just stared at him without blinking.After a long time, he pulled out a forced smile, "Fuck," he said, "Then do you want to go?"

"think."

"Go if you want, after all, the opportunity is rare, and it is good for you."

Xie Yu felt more and more uneasy.

This shouldn't be He Chao's normal reaction.

He looked at the person lying quietly on the opposite bed, and after much deliberation, he couldn't figure out whether he was supporting him or not.

How does this situation look like the helpless and speechless "what do you love, I don't care about you" when parents face their bear children?

It's not right, it's not right at all.

But what kind of attitude should be satisfactory, he can't say.

As usual, when Xie Yu opened his eyes, He Zhao had already come back from his morning run. There was a packed breakfast on the table, and He Zhao was sitting by the bed, reading a book.

Xie Yu stared at it for a long time but couldn't figure out which book he was holding.

He turned the book upside down.

Xie Yu closed his eyes, got up and took a shower.While drinking soy milk, I still couldn't help asking: "Brother Chao, are you okay?"

no response.

"Brother Chao?" He called again.

The called person was so absorbed in staring at the overturned book that he didn't turn a page for a long time, and the place he was staring at didn't change.

Xie Yu walked over to take away the book, and He Zhao woke up like a dream: "Ah, when did you wake up? Oh, I packed breakfast for you and it's on the table. Go and eat." Said: "Hurry up and eat, it will be cold later."

Xie Yu stretched out a finger, "First, I got up half an hour ago."

Then added another finger, "Second I'm done."

"Third, you have been in a daze since I opened my eyes." He asked with some helplessness, reluctance and melancholy: "What's wrong with you? Do you not want me to go to England?"

"No!" He Zhao quickly retorted, "I'm reading a book."

You're reading it with such relish that you don't even know it's down, you're lying to a ghost.

Xie Yu didn't have much patience, but he still suppressed the impatience caused by reluctance and sadness in his heart, took a breath in and let it out slowly, and said, "If you don't want me to go, I can call Professor Yang right now. Phone, what do you mean if you say you are so bored and out of sorts?"

He Zhao looked at him with a troubled face and said, "I have no intention of not letting you go. Xie Yu, you can go if you want, Brother Chao will always support your decision!"

Xie Yu called Professor Yang: "Professor, I've made a decision, I'll go."

On the day when Xie Yu left, He Zhao woke up early and started packing his suitcase before dawn.Xie Yu looked at him busily busy, feeling inexplicably as if the head of the house was about to go out to work and the housewife was worrying about tidying up his things.

Thinking about it, I found it funny, and I couldn't help "puchi" laughing out loud.

He Zhao turned to stare at him, and said like a little wife: "Why are you laughing? Let me tell you, there is a time difference between England and here. When you arrive, don't rush to school. Get rid of the jet lag first. It will be very uncomfortable if you don't get the jet lag. Yes. Oh, speaking of going to school, I’m ready to put the map of Oxford University in your bag. The school is quite large so don’t get lost. Ah, and get along well with others, if you don’t understand other people’s chatter It’s okay to speak a lot of English, I installed an English-Chinese translation software on your phone.”

"Understood, shut up." Despite saying this, Xie Yu still raised one corner of his mouth.

It feels good to have someone whispering in your ear before going out.

Xie Yu glanced at his watch, it was 03:30 in the afternoon, and he was on the plane at 05:30.

"I should go." He stood up and went to get the suitcase.He Zhao stood up behind him, but didn't move, just looked at him silently.

Xie Yu picked up the suitcase and walked to the door of the dormitory, touched the doorknob with his right hand, but didn't make another move.He lowered his head and drooped his eyelids, biting his lip.Thoughts of reluctance surged up, sweeping all over his body.He suddenly lost the strength to twist the doorknob and walk out.

Before he could make a sound, He Zhao's low voice sounded behind him: "Xie Yu."

"I dont want you to go."

Xie Yu looked up in shock, staring at the door frame in a daze.

He Zhao rushed over in the next second, pulled his left arm backwards, and Xie Yu slammed into his arms, the tip of his nose was filled with the familiar and exclusive He Chao aura, which made his nose ache.

"Little friend, can you...don't leave." He Zhao lowered his head and buried his head into Xie Yu's neck to breathe, his words were choked up, full of reluctance, and full of sadness.

At this moment, He Zhao is like a child who was abandoned by his parents and finally returned home but faced with being abandoned again, helpless and confused.

Xie Yu turned around and hugged him back, his nose sore, and tears just fell down.

The neck is wet.

"I don't want to let you go...I don't want to, but I can't stop you from developing in a better direction. I don't want to...I really don't want to..."

Xie Yu gritted his teeth and still couldn't hold it back, a choked sob came out muffledly: "Brother Chao, go to a foreign country alone... I'm afraid too..."

He Zhao patted him on the back, and coaxed him softly, "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, Brother Chao has always been here, children, don't be afraid."

Xie Yu sniffed, stopped tears, and smiled: "Idiot, it's not like I won't be back."

He Zhao put the suitcase into the trunk of the taxi and told the driver: "Go to the airport." He turned around and got into the taxi and sat side by side with Xie Yu, interlocking his fingers.

"Xie Yu, do you still remember the two of us took a taxi together in high school?"

That time, it was Liu Cunhao's birthday.The group of them drank a little too much after celebrating their birthday on the school rooftop, and Wanda also revealed his dream of becoming a singer.

"How could I forget?" Xie Yu smiled, and squeezed He Zhao's hand tightly.

"I remember just in the taxi, you idiot interlocked my fingers quietly." He held up the hand he was holding with He Zhao, and said with a smile, "That's it. Actually, I'm not drunk at all, I just got dizzy from drinking. Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha leaning on the back of the chair on the back of the chair and resting on the back of the chair.

"I didn't expect that idiot thought you were drunk and fell asleep, so I touched your hand tentatively first, and I couldn't hold it back. At that time, I thought, the children's hands are so beautiful, and the fingers must be interlocked. Very good." He Zhao also smiled.

"Until now, I've been wondering how you dare to hold my hand while I'm in danger and interlock your fingers. Did Liang Jingru give you the courage? Brother Chao?"

"Didn't I already fall in love with you at that time? You know that in the face of the person I like, my brain can't control what I do to him. Didn't I risk my life to press you on the door to confess to you?" But I really didn't expect that the person I like also likes me." He Zhao's heart filled with sweetness: "That's right, your brother is so handsome and charming, so it's only reasonable for you to like me."

"Stupid. My brother, you are so coquettish, it is reasonable to like you."

He Zhao looked up at the big screen, "You have to go through the security check."

Hearing this, Xie Yu raised her eyes, stood up and walked in front of him, pulled him down by his collar, raised her head and kissed his lips.He Zhao closed his eyes, hugged his waist naturally, and responded to him gently.

When they parted, He Zhao touched his face and said, "Xie Yu, I love you, and I have never planned to change." After speaking, tears welled up again.He held back his tears and gave Xie Yu a hug, and said, "Little friend, brother Chao is always here. Believe me, I will make you a home in Beijing. You can come back and live in our home at any time, just be me." A child alone. Brother Chao will always be your strongest backing, and you will always have your home here."

"it is good."

He Zhao was still reluctant: "You remember to miss me, you must miss me."

"Ah."