camouflage scum continued

Another day after school, Wang Yijiao tidied up the books on the table and said to the side, "Did you memorize your homework today?"

"Well," Hu Wen tidied up the desk: "I wrote it down in the notebook, the pink one at hand."

It’s weird.

Wang Yijiao flipped through Hu Wen's little book for memorizing homework, thinking how amazing it was.

The power of liking someone is really so great. When she was in the first and second grades of high school, even though she was in school, she would sleep or play games every day, and she would sneak out to surf the Internet for a drink or something if she had nothing to do.

Since Hu Wen sat next to her, she didn't sleep in class, and she didn't even bring her mobile phone to the classroom.

Because Hu Wen refused.

In other words, her future girlfriend will not let her sleep in class and play with her mobile phone after class, and her girlfriend will ask her to listen carefully to homework in class and hand in homework on time, study hard and make progress every day.

You can't help but listen to your girlfriend's words.

What's more... Wang Yijiao looked at the delicate and beautiful handwriting on the small book, and remembered Hu Wen's appearance in class.

She always keeps her back straight and concentrates on listening to the teacher's lecture; she always sits with her head down and does her homework quietly; It is to look at each other or smile; she always lends her notes when the deskmate encounters a problem, and even helps the deskmate copy a copy when taking notes because she is not used to the ugly words written by the deskmate.

Whether in study or life, Hu Wen's appearance is Wang Yijiao's ideal type.

"Mathematics workbook, Political Notes Lesson [-]." Wang Yijiao found today's date, read the homework on it, checked the books in her schoolbag again, and turned the small book in her hand backwards.

This page is filled with three words——

Wang Yijiao.

When I met Hu Wen again at the corner of the stairs that day, her heartbeat revived again, beating in her chest.

My mind was in a mess, and after an incredible idea flashed, it gradually became clear in my mind.

Fuck.Why did she write my name?Also wrote a full page?Does she like me?Yes, yes! !really?Maybe, otherwise why would she write my name all over it.Also so beautifully written.Does she like me too?It should be, maybe it is.But her behavior doesn't show it, I can't even tell if she likes girls.Then will I think too much?Maybe I'm overthinking it.No, I may not have thought too much, ah, ah, ah, right?

It's really unimaginable that so many words have flashed through Wang Yijiao's mind in less than ten seconds after seeing this page.

"Wang Yijiao," Hu Wen's voice seemed to come from far away: "...Wang Yijiao?"

"Hey..." Wang Yijiao came back to her senses, her eyes were still confused after being entangled, she turned her head to look at it, and then asked bluntly, "...are you calling me?"

Hu Wen zipped up her schoolbag, and asked doubtfully, "I've memorized the homework, didn't I? Why did you look at it for so long, and you were in a daze for a while, and you didn't respond."

"Ah, no," Wang Yijiao closed his notebook, suppressed his doubts, put his schoolbag on his back and said, "Let's go back to the dormitory or eat first?"

"Go back to the dormitory."

Just put those complicated secret loves and feelings aside, I can't figure out any results by myself here, if I want to know the specific answer, I have to practice it, but the problem is...

Does she dare to practice it?

Does she dare to pierce the window paper to confess to Hu Wen?

Wang Yijiao thought about it carefully, but she didn't dare.

Until now, she didn't dare to make any big moves, for fear that Hu Wen would notice something.

Think about it, the roommate likes girls, which is scary enough, but if the roommate likes the person who happens to be me, it can be called a thriller.

It's no wonder that Hu Wen was so frightened that she didn't run away from her side.

So go ahead and take your time.

Back in the dormitory, a WeChat message rang on time——Xin Yuanfan: Brother Jiao just arrived in the dormitory?

Wang Yijiao laughed, took his mobile phone to the corridor and called him.

"Hey Brother Jiao."

"Yeah." Wang Yijiao responded, and took out the cigarette in his pocket, only to realize that he didn't bring a lighter with him.To be precise, it’s not that she didn’t bring it, but Hu Wen confiscated it. She said that smoking is bad for her health, and she doesn’t like the smell of cigarettes. Since then, Wang Yijiao has rarely brought or smoked cigarettes. Forgot when I bought it.

"Did you just arrive at the dormitory?" Xin Yuanfan asked.

"...Well, you don't fucking install a camera in my dormitory, do you? The timing is so accurate."

Xin Yuanfan smiled: "Since Hu Wen came, your daily life has been as regular as living on a conveyor belt. Classrooms, restaurants, and dormitories are at three o'clock and one line. You are told not to go to disco, fight, drink, or eat. Empty. Tsk, Brother Jiao, why have you changed so much?"

Wang Yijiao leaned his back against the wall, raised his head and looked up, and said softly, "I don't know, anyway, it's just like this, it has to be like this."

"Don't skip classes, don't smoke, don't drink, don't go to bars, don't dance, don't fight, don't swear, and don't sleep in class!" Xin Yuanfan clicked several times: "Listen carefully in class, take notes carefully, and hand in homework and exams on time. Your antonym, does this make you a good boy?"

"I don't know," Wang Yijiao looked up at the ceiling: "Anyway, it's like this. I met someone, liked that person, changed myself for that person, and wanted to do better for that person to see...that's it."

"Oh shit!" Xin Yuanfan elongated his tone: "Now even the tone of his speech has changed, not so domineering and cool! To be honest, I still miss the days when I skipped classes, clubbed and fought with you..."

Wang Yijiao stared at the corner of the ceiling without speaking.

That's how it is, that's how amazing it is, for one person, she becomes another person.

But she knew this was the beginning of things getting better, and everything around her was getting back on track.

She quit the lesbian group she joined before, and gradually lost contact with friends in society, and she stopped smoking and drinking frequently.

"Is there any progress?" Xin Yuanfan changed the subject.

Wang Yijiao knows that he has always matched his Hu Wen within the scope of what he can do, but Xin Yuanfan is only an external factor, only an influencing factor, and her own actions are the decisive factor and the key factor.

but……

"No." she replied.

There was a sudden silence on the other end of the phone, and it took a long time for a shocking voice to burst out: "Damn it!"

Wang Yijiao frowned and took the phone away from his ear, resisting the urge to hang up the phone and waited for the screaming to end. Xin Yuanfan's roar lasted for more than ten seconds.

"Hey, yell again," Wang Yijiao said, "If you yell again, I'll beat you to death tomorrow."

Xin Yuanfan stopped yelling, and then yelled: "Ah, Brother Jiao, are you a zombie? You move so slowly! You go and compare the speed with the snail to see how likely you are to win. How many weeks has the school started? Huh? The snails are all in Hu Wen I crawled back and forth on my body, old man, are you still starting to ink? You, I said, Wang Yijiao, you are a coward, go straight up, just confess, do you dare to compare with Wang Ba to see which one is more cowardly? You are not in a hurry or impatient Be careful that Hu Wen is snatched away by others! When the time comes, I'll see who you can cry to! Don't be in a hurry, readers are in a hurry, okay, I really want to..."

"Okay," Wang Yijiao said aloud, this is some kind of strange metaphor: "Shut up, sir."

The next second, the call was mercilessly hung up by the other party.

Wang Yijiao stared at the message "The call has ended" on the phone, and was stunned for a long time.

Who wants to be cowardly?

In front of the person you like, anyone who is coquettish with you has to be cowardly.

Besides, Hu Wen is so beautiful, and Wang Yijiao knows she is not good enough.

Be cowardly, there's nothing wrong with it.

But it's just... It's really hard to have a crush on this thing. I like it and dare not show it, so I can only suppress it in my heart.

Sour and astringent.

Putting away the mobile phone, putting the cigarettes back into the cigarette case, Wang Yijiao pushed open the door of the dormitory.

Hu Wen was standing in front of the bookshelf, and she was sorting out books scattered all over the floor.

"Where are you sorting out the books?" Wang Yijiao asked.

"Well, I want to put away all the books I don't use, and tidy up the bookshelves casually, and it will be tidy when I look at it." Hu Wen said.

"do you need my help?"

"No, you go take a shower first."

Wang Yijiao took his pajamas and went into the bathroom.

senior year.

To put it bluntly, I live by one breath and one string. As long as I am a senior high school student for a day, this breath cannot be loosened, and this string will not dare to be broken, because once loosened and then broken, there will always be some powerlessness when fighting again.

The same goes for morning classes.

After the morning reading class, the teenagers in the classroom who had studied hard for four or ten minutes rushed out of the classroom and rushed to the dining room to give themselves a chance to catch their breath.

But Hu Wen is not one of these teenagers. She is afraid of the boys in groups, so she has to write some more questions after the morning reading class.

Her tablemate Wang Yijiao was lying on the table to catch up on sleep.

After 15 minutes, the two went to the cafeteria together again.

It was an ordinary morning, an ordinary morning reading class, Wang Yijiao was about to lie down after class, when Hu Wen poked her arm with a pen.

She raised her head: "what's the matter?"

Hu Wen pursed her lips and took out a book from the desk compartment.

After seeing the title of the book clearly, Wang Yijiao's eyes froze along with her neck and the whole head at the same time.

"High School Composition Guide".

If I'm not mistaken, there is also a letter in this book.

An unsigned confession letter written by her.

She suddenly wanted to escape.

Hu Wen spoke before she wanted to stand up: "When I was sorting out the books yesterday, I found this book at the bottom. I wanted to put it in the cabinet, but suddenly something fell out."

Wang Yijiao's drowsiness was gone, and the stiffness began to spread from her head to her whole body. Her eyes were completely uncontrollable, and she kept staring at Hu Wen's opening and closing lips, but she couldn't understand every word that came out of it.

She wants to escape.

Hu Wen took the first step to hold down her arm again, and also stared at her, her eyes were a little red, her voice was hoarse and trembling: "Do you know what fell out?"

Wang Yijiao stood up abruptly and wanted to leave. Her mind was in a mess, but she was able to obey the instructions from every cell—run away, get out of here!

She doesn't want to hear the words behind, she doesn't want to know the result, she can't accept it!

Hu Wen grabbed her right hand, with a trembling voice, crying: "You know it's a letter, a confession letter without a signature! But how strange, since this book was published until now, I have been on the shelf. The bottom floor is placed, and the dormitory has never been taken out..."

boom!

Something collapsed in an instant, and the layer of window paper was pierced by a sharp weapon.

Wang Yijiao clenched her fists tightly and couldn't move. She felt that she had to work hard even to breathe.

She almost gritted her teeth and said, "So..."

"So, who do you think put this letter in?" Hu Wen tightened her hands, and Wang Yijiao could feel that her palms were also moist.

Wang Yijiao didn't speak or move.

Even now, she still dare not admit it.

Cowardly is really cowardly.

After a long time, neither of them spoke, Wang Yijiao withdrew his hand little by little, calmed his breath and said, "Let's go, let's go, let's go eat."

But how can I not move.

"Wang Yijiao!" Hu Wen called from behind, "I like you too!"

All right, now the psychological work of mustering up the courage to kill him and denying it was all done in vain, and he collapsed directly.

Now it's all right, all the organs of the body are stiff, and the brain has stopped working.

"Wang Yijiao," Hu Wen continued, "Do you understand, I said I like you too! Did you hear that?"

heard it.

The girl I like likes me too.

Wang Yijiao turned around slowly, saw the girl behind her with red eyes, she stepped up to hug her, hugged her tightly, her nose was sore, tears almost fell down, she buried her elm-dead head in the beard Wen's shoulder, whispered: "I heard, I like you too."

Hu Wen also hugged her, crying softly.

"Okay, okay, don't cry, don't cry," Wang Yijiao coaxed softly: "Hey, don't cry...then do you want to be my girlfriend?"

Hu Wen nodded in her arms.

She half hugged the girl, pushed her to the back wall of the classroom, pressed the back of Hu Wen's head, and kissed her slightly trembling lips.

That's great, the girl I like has become my girlfriend.

"Wang Yijiao, do you know why I transferred to this school?"

"I don't know, because of me?"

"Yes, it's because of you. I asked my uncle to check the surveillance. If you hadn't returned to school directly from the hotel that day, I wouldn't have been able to find you."

"Ah."

"Then the case was filed and the judgment was made. After a series of things were over, I transferred to another school."

"Ah."

"I want to be with you forever." Wang Yijiao suddenly said while hugging Hu Wen.

"Okay," Hu Wen nodded with a smile: "We are always together, and we will never let go."

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The author has something to say:

Hu Wen:

I don't know if you will be able to read this letter. If you do, it may be my luck or my misfortune.

I want to confess to you, but I feel that the weight of "I like you" is too light, and the weight of "I love you" is too heavy.

I want to give you the most perfect, affectionate and gentle confession that is unique in this world, but I have little talent and little knowledge, and I don’t know how to write.

Perhaps only the phrase "I want to protect you all the time, I want to be with you all the time" can express my feeling for you one ten thousandth.

Maybe I can describe you with all the beauty of the past 18 years.

But now, I like it with all my heart and dare not say it and can't say it.

When I write this letter, I clumsily want to use more gorgeous words, just like I clumsily like you in my own way.

Believe me, you come against the light, you are worthy of all the good things, and the galaxy is far away, not as good as your frown and smile.

Best wishes, I will always be here, and this love will always be there.

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