In the quiet of the night, Bai Yu woke up from the twilight, the pain in her body hadn't subsided, and she vaguely felt as if she was relying on a warm body.He thought about it a little dullly, and then blushed in the next second, and moved uncomfortably.

Yan Xun noticed it immediately, and patted his back while half asleep and half awake, and then stroked him lightly a few times.

This move was very effective in pleasing Bai Yu, and he turned his body to Yan Xun's side again, so that Yan Xun could touch his back more conveniently.

This is Bai Yu's little secret. Before he was eight years old, he slept with his master. Whenever Bai Yu had nightmares or felt unwell, Kui Zheng would pat him on the back like coaxing a baby.After growing up, he slept alone, and no one touched his back for a long time.

Wrapped in the long-lost sense of security, Bai Yu closed her eyes again and slowed down her breathing.

Yan Xun dared not open his eyes until he was sound asleep.

He took advantage of the moonlight to quietly watch Bai Yu's sleeping profile.His defenseless appearance in his sleep was as pure as a baby, making Yan Xun almost think that the seductive beauty he had when he was powerless to resist last night was an overly realistic dream.

He reached out and caressed Bai Yu's face, his skin was smooth and warm, the same as last night's touch, Bai Yu's lips and neck still had traces of his raging last night.

It shouldn't be like this. He lost control because of this person again. This is a very dangerous signal, but he chooses to ignore it time and time again.Bai Yu was still young, he couldn't think so much, but as for himself, when did he lose even this bit of self-control.

What should I do with this little thing...

Someone walked quickly outside the tent of the Chinese army, talking to the guarding sergeant.Then the man came in and said softly: "General, there is an urgent military situation at the end."

It was Chunyu Xuan's voice.

He stopped at the door and did not go straight to Yan Xun's bed.

Yan Xun sat up, covered Bai Yu with a quilt, kissed him lightly on the forehead, and gave him a final longing look, his eyes were full of tenderness and love.

When he walked around the screen and came out, his eyes turned into cold stars and moons again, "Say."

Chunyu Xuan saw a bloodstain on Yan Xun's neck at a glance, then quickly lowered his eyes, and said: "General, I came to report on the horse, and saw the main force of Xiaoqu gathering in the direction of Cangzhou, and brought many large siege equipment, such as ladders, rushes carts, catapults, etc."

"They headed for Cangzhou?" Yan Xun was a little surprised, "How dare you make such a big move after a big defeat just now?" He thought for a while and said, "I have to go and see for myself, you follow me Together."

He was about to go out when he suddenly stopped and looked back at the screen.Chunyu Xuan understood and didn't ask to urge him.

That feeling was very painful, he was reluctant to leave Baiyu, and felt guilty and blamed himself. When Baiyu woke up tomorrow and found that he was not by his side, he would definitely shed tears again.Maybe there is another way, just hug the little thing together with the quilt, and walk with him in your arms. Although the little thing is very delicate and the horse's back is bumpy, at least he won't cry anymore.

If they really have a future, then in many nights in the future, he may leave quietly like this, with the pitiful thoughts of another person, as well as his own helplessness and guilt.

Yan Xundao: "Chunyu Jing will go with me, you stay, and tomorrow...to see him off."

Yan Xun finished speaking quickly, as if he was afraid of going back on his word, he left resolutely without looking back.

He is used to restraint, restraining all his joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys, making himself into what his father said "with a thunder in his chest and a face like a flat lake". He gradually felt that the only purpose of his life was for this surname, which gave him thousands of honors. He was given the face of heavy shackles again.

Before the age of 12, Yan Xun had many visions for the future. He thought about studying medicine, painting, doing business, and even becoming a carpenter.But no one gave him a chance to choose. The only reason his father gave was "you are the son of the Yan family".

"I don't have to." Yan Xun, 14, said.

He can't remember the result of saying that sentence, but he hasn't tried to fight back since then.

For so many years, the only request of his father that he has not fulfilled is to start a family.It's not that he doesn't like women, and he didn't think he liked men before, he just watched enough of his mother crying all night long, that kind of painful waiting made people despair.The sister said that when their three children were born, the father was not at home once, and he was not with the mother once.

When Yan Xun was full moon, his father came back, and then left again. It was not until he was one year old that he saw his father in a real sense.Not surprisingly, he cried out of fright at this stranger who suddenly broke into his house and insisted on hugging him, and he refused to ask him to hug him.Out of a child's sensitivity, he was afraid of this man who was full of hostility and murderous aura.

Many years later, Yan Xun found that he had also become like that.

He didn't say anything, but he was extremely disgusted in his heart. He stubbornly believed that he was still different from his father. At least, he would not let the person he loved endure decades of bitter torture alone like his mother.

If he can't, then he doesn't love anyone.

So in the past 14 years, he has managed himself very well, he has not been attracted to anyone, and he does not need anyone's company.

But Bai Yu appeared.He is bright and lively, different from everyone Yan Xun has ever met. He seems to have been favored by the Nuwa Empress. With a heart full of admiration, he approached Yan Xun, a pale and gloomy person little by little.

Yan Xun almost thought that it was God's compensation for everything that was taken from him, and gave him the most precious gift in the world. He could even vaguely glimpse his life's happiness from Bai Yu.

So he dare not ask for it.

"General, your mind is distracted." Chun Yujing reminded softly beside her.

Yan Xun felt physically and mentally exhausted, he was extremely tired, it was the first time he felt so tired, his voice was a little hoarse.He said: "The imperial palace is a place that eats people and doesn't spit out their bones. I have been on the battlefield for so many years and I was able to escape without any danger, but I almost died there. Maybe I shouldn't let him go alone."

Chun Yujing didn't know what he was talking about at first, but finally understood after hearing it.He still didn't like Bai Yu very much, and Yan Xun couldn't explain clearly because of Yan Xun, so he said sullenly: "Didn't he go alone, didn't he still have Yan Zun? No matter how bad it was, you sent Gao Yi and the others to escort him. But Da General, speaking of this, Gao Yi has left, if you have anything to do, won't it be delayed if he isn't around..."

Bai Yu set off early in the morning and was unhappy all the way. Chunyu Pang wrapped him in a thick sable fur cloak and said, "It's cold on the road, don't catch cold if you are weak. This was given to the general by the emperor before. It is very warm." , he asked me to bring it to you."

Bai Yu's heart suddenly felt sour, and she couldn't hold back her tears, her voice trembled, and she asked with grievance, "Why didn't he give it to me himself?"

"...The general led his troops out of the camp in the middle of the night." Chun Yuzhen casually glanced at Yan Zun, who tilted his head and looked into the distance, as if he had never heard of it.

Afraid that he would be sad thinking about Yan Xun all the time, Chunyu Xuan changed the subject and said: "You must cherish yourself in Shangjing, and you must not be impulsive when things happen. Your life is the most important thing. If there is anything that cannot be solved, go to the emperor. The emperor is kind, he will help you. You must trust him."

Yan Zun suddenly said: "You can also find me, and I will help you too."

Before Bai Yu could answer, Chunyu Xuan solemnly called out, "Second Young Master."

Yan Zun turned to look at him, the two looked at each other for a moment, Yan Zun withdrew his gaze, and said in a low voice, "Got it."

Chunyu Xuan pointed to the [-] people behind him, "Gao Yi, you know them. These people are all confidantes who have followed the general for many years. They are good at martial arts and trustworthy. Let them go to Beijing with you. The general also wants them to talk to the emperor."

Bai Yu said: "They have all left, Yan Xun's place..."

"The general has me and my brother by his side, and hundreds of thousands of soldiers. What are you afraid of? Your journey is far away, so nothing can go wrong."

Yan Zun said from the side: "Don't worry, big brother, we will be careful in everything."

Chunyu Yu glanced at him, untied a package from his saddle, and tied it to Yan Xun's saddle, "This is for the emperor. Also, there is a general in Ruan Jiyue's place twenty miles ahead." The carriage prepared for Bai Yu, remember to change it for him and his master when you get there."

Yan Zun nodded and said, "I've made a note. Then we're leaving."

Chunyu Xuan said "Yes", looked at Baiyu with some reluctance, and finally said: "Okay, let's go, I have to go back to the barracks too. There is going to be a war again, and there are a lot of things to do."

Seeing him gradually walk away, and finally cut off the last link between himself and Yan Xun, Bai Yu cried even harder, almost a teardrop.

Yan Zun patted him on the back and said: "Okay, okay, it's not like we won't see each other again, they will always return to court to offer victory."

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