After the stand-in resigned

Anfan sat like this for a long time.

There was a buzzing in her head, as if tens of thousands of bees were fighting, making her restless.

In the commotion like this, An Fan thought about the question she thought about the most: Is it really over.

It wasn't that he was reluctant or anything else, An Fan just felt...it was absurd.

From the day she was with Ling Ran, she knew that such a day would come.

Although she also wanted to live with Ling Ran and He Meimei for a long time, but the reality is that she will be abandoned by Ling Ran sooner or later, so An Fan also thought about what this day would be like. Sample.

...but I never thought it would be like this.

It was just Ling Ran's light words.

For Ling Ran, such ordinary words as eating and sleeping or the weather is so nice today easily made her fall into an ice cellar and pushed her into the abyss.

An Fan rubbed the goosebumps on his arms, whether it was due to the cold or some other reason, and slowly accepted the fact: Ling Ran was with her, she was a stand-in.Without this face, she is nothing.

All the hopes and expectations she had for Ling Ran were all youthful and frivolous, unrealistic fantasies of her puberty.

An Fan hated himself for not being realistic enough.

If she was realistic enough, she wouldn't have such fantasies, and at this moment, she wouldn't still have sporadic thoughts in her heart to go to Ling Ran and say "forgive me for my mistakes" and get back together.

An Fan stood up and walked around the cemetery for a few times, finally regaining consciousness. She reached for her cell phone and was about to turn it off. She didn't allow herself to be so cheap.

But before she had time to turn off the phone, the phone rang, and An Fan froze, the excitement and nervousness that surged in that instant swept her whole body like an electric shock, and the tingling feeling didn't dissipate until she saw the caller ID clearly.

An Fan answered the phone and called, "Mom." His voice was hoarse, An Fan cleared his throat, and called again.

Xia Ping on the other end of the phone asked softly: "When will you be back every year? It's time to go to the hotel. Should we wait for you at home or meet at the hotel directly?"

An Fan remembered that today was also her birthday.

In the past few years, it has been done for my sister first, and then it is her turn. The dead are the most important, which seems to be applicable to everything and can include everyone.

Even An Fan himself, when he thought of October [-]th, the first thing that came to his mind was An Qingyi's birthday, not her birthday.

This kind of birthday is boring.

What's more, An Fan doesn't want to celebrate my birthday now, she said: "I've gone back to school, my roommates have been arguing to celebrate my birthday, I really can't push it."

Xia Ping was silent for a few seconds, and said, "That's fine, then you have a good time, the most important thing about your birthday is to be happy."

"Hmm..." Before An Fan finished speaking, An Zhize's voice rang slightly on the other end of the phone: "Aren't you coming back? Are you with Ling Ran again? Give me the phone, and she and I..."

The voice gradually became inaudible, as if Xia Ping had covered the voice of Mai, and then the two had a small dispute. An Fan listened silently, and there were many opportunities for her to say, "I didn't talk to Ling Ran." Together" or "Ling Ran and I have broken up", but for some reason, An Fan just listened silently.

Finally, Xia Ping defeated An Zhize, and her voice came again clearly: "Happy birthday every year, mom still has something to do, so I'll hang up first."

"Ah."

An Fan held the phone, staring blankly at the same spot, came back to his senses and began to think about what she was using the phone for before, and finally remembered that it was to turn off the phone so as not to make a fool of herself, and the phone from Chang Huan rang again.

Or something to celebrate her birthday.

An Fan followed suit, changing the excuse to family members and rejecting his roommate's request to celebrate his birthday.

When the phone quieted down, An Fan didn't want to turn it off anymore.

Some phones won't ring or they won't ring, it doesn't matter whether she turns it on or off, but now she can control herself and doesn't have any optimistic expectations for Ling Ran.

An Fan turned around and packed the cake box, and slowly descended the mountain with his mobile phone in his pocket.

After finishing with Ling Ran, An Fan's life was very peaceful, as if Ling Ran had never appeared before.

At the end of Ling Ran's sentence, she was easily separated from her life. Only then did An Fan realize that the relationship between the two of them in the past three years had nothing but Ling Ran's luck.

An Fan called it Linxing, which is indeed very similar.

Ling Ran thought about it, and summoned her on the phone. The aqua-blue Bentley was the quilt that wrapped her up. She spent several days and nights in the villa in Songqiao District.

Ling Ran doesn't want to, there is no phone, just like now.

But now is also a little different from the past, after all, this phone will probably never ring.

It's been a bit of a rough end to the week I started.

An Fan always thinks of Ling Ran from time to time, there are good and bad, most of them are good, especially at night.At that time, she couldn't control her urge to find Ling Ran.

An Fan tried sleeping without his mobile phone, turning off his mobile phone, and handing over his mobile phone to his roommates. Finally, the method of showing off with Lu Yun worked.

An Fan always remembered the excited shouts from the other end of the phone when she and Lu Yun said "Ling Ran and I are over".

An Fan waited until she was happy before continuing: "But I kind of want to find her now."

"Don't go!" Lu Yun really said decisively: "Don't go baby! How did you end up, think about the reason why you made up your mind to break up with Ling Ran ten thousand times!"

Lu Yun felt that if it wasn't for An Fan who wanted to end it, then it would be impossible for these two to end. In her opinion, it was impossible for Ling Ran to mention it.

Why, she has all the benefits alone, so she can share it if she wants to?

There are not many people who can tolerate her bad temper, so if you meet someone like An Fan, you should cherish it.

"It was mentioned by Ling Ran." An Fan said: "Ling Ran said, then it's over, and then it's over."

Lu Yun thought he had heard wrong, so he was silent for a while.

An Fan then explained the ins and outs, and said: "I wrote the words of the capitalist for a few days, and I edited and edited the memo for a long time. I thought she would respond, but she just said don't argue here. I was so angry that I couldn't say no." The words came out, and the grievances came out, and I asked her what I was, and she said it was over."

Lu Yun was still silent, An Fan recalled the funny chat between the two of them before, and said: "But I forgot to record it, I can barely be regarded as annoyed by her, I should record a sound for you to use as an alarm clock, but I forgot... "

An Fan tried his best to make the chat atmosphere more relaxed. After Lu Yun was silent, he only asked, "An Fan, do you really want to find her?"

It was Anfan's turn to be silent, and she said after a while: "I really want to, but I really don't want to, I want you to control me so that I don't want to." Because she really couldn't control herself anymore.

"Okay, I'll take care of you." Lu Yun agreed without hesitation.

Lu Yun really did as she promised, checking whether she had found Ling Ran regularly every day, and was more conscientious than the aunt in the dormitory checking illegal small electrical appliances.

Because of this, An Fan didn't contact Ling Ran for a whole month, letting her fade away from his life as Lu Yun hoped.

On November [-]th, the autumn recruitment came to an end. During this period, An Fan received offers from several companies, but he was probably brainwashed by Chang Huan's theory of "the best is always at the end". go and see.

A job fair promoted by Chang Huan had already started. An Fan was originally in the study room and couldn't hold back Chang Huan's phone calls, so he had to pack up his things and rush over.

When he arrived at the door, he was stopped before he could enter.

Black stiletto heels, stockings, a narrow skirt with light grain, and then up, An Fan saw Li Xi's face, and his heart skipped a beat.

Li Xi asked, "Is it convenient for us to chat?"

An Fan pursed his lips and tried to refuse: "Or not..."

"The boss is hospitalized." Li Xi said again.

"it is good."

An Fan led Li Xi to the amphitheater next to the hall of the job fair, and the two sat side by side across a space. The room was very quiet, and the eager sounds of the job fair nearby could be heard from time to time.

An Fan asked, "What happened to the hospital?"

"Tell me what's going on between you and the boss first." Li Xi asked.

"That's it..." It seemed that he was not very responsible for saying that, An Fan added: "It's over, she mentioned it."

"It's not like..." Li Xi grunted, and answered An Fan's question: "Hospitalization is very simple, and I'm overworked. The boss has been working like hell this month. If it wasn't for the rising performance, I thought the company was going to collapse. .”

"Oh." Anfan said.

It turns out that Ling Ran can still work so efficiently, but she can't even concentrate on the basics in class. An Fan has another reason to completely forget, she can't lose.

"At first I just guessed that it was related to you, but now I'm sure it has something to do with you." Li Xi said again.

"What does it have to do with me?" An Fan asked.

"The time I went to Qishan, the boss was there to discuss the wine business, you know? The negotiation was almost done. I remember that the boss signed the contract when he went to Qishan during the National Day. The new supplier is also preparing for Qishan’s breach of contract, and has to deal with the dissatisfaction of the board of directors, so it’s really busy.”

"What does that have to do with me?" An Fan still said the same thing.

"Because it doesn't make sense..." Li Xi turned to look at An Fan, and said, "It doesn't make sense. Temporarily breaking the contract with the wine business is harmful but not beneficial. I can't think of any reason for the boss to refuse to sign the contract, except for you."

An Fan suppressed the ripples that almost appeared, and said calmly: "This is impossible."

"It's not impossible, the boss really cares about you, but maybe she doesn't even know it herself..."

In the last sentence, Li Xi's voice was obviously quieter, but she quickly recovered her tone: "The time we went to Qishan together, the boss left early because he saw you and Zhu Xiliang talking and laughing. To be honest, I think it's very strange. Childish, but doesn’t liking someone make you childish?”

An Fan wanted to cover her mouth: "Don't..."

"Think about it carefully..." Li Xi interrupted her: "Did something happen during the National Day? I think this is the reason why the boss didn't sign the contract."

that hat?

An Fan suddenly realized that she was really accompanying Li Xi to think about this impossible thing, would Ling Ran do such an irrational thing out of jealousy?Or her vinegar?This is simply impossible!

An Fan calmed down again: "Stop talking."

"Although I don't know what happened between you and the boss, but she really cares about you." Li Xi said: "During this time, the boss's mental state has not been very good. It’s all about decompression.”

"Oh." Going around and back to the hospital, An Fan found sadly that he cared a lot.

"Is she okay?" An Fan couldn't help asking after all.

"It's nothing, just overworked. I can only lie in the hospital and get water and nutrition injections. I have nothing else to do." Li Xi said casually: "If you have time, you can go and see it. If you don't, forget it. Don't worry, she's just unconscious...sleeping most of the time anyway."

An Fan frowned obviously, Li Xi quietly observed her expression, and realized that his trip was probably not in vain.