She became the white moonlight of the black lotus

The hands that were strangled around his neck became tighter and tighter, and the fingertips were so hard that they turned white.

This was the only thought in Huo Xingyu's mind.

can't die

Can't die here yet.

She wants to live.

Never in her life had she had such a strong desire to "live",

As long as she can get out of here alive, everything will be fine, and she and Ning Xiangxiang will have many infinite possibilities.

They can spend ten years, 20 years, or even a lifetime together.

She gritted her teeth, in order to draw oxygen from the crack, a violent, uncoughed rough sound rolled in her throat, her will to survive was strong, but the consciousness in her mind could no longer control herself.

At first she still had the strength to restrain Lin Xian,

But the wounds on her body and the struggle made her clearly feel that she was mixed with severe pain and suffocation, as if she was gradually losing strength.

She could no longer see Lin Xian's face so close. Physiological tears gushed from her lacrimal glands, blurring the world in front of her into pieces of mixed-color jigsaw puzzles;

She seems to have returned to many years ago,

When she was dragged out of that closet, she was strangled tightly by Lin Xian in the same way.

It's just that this time there is no He Shuyi crying and tearing at the side trying to save her.

Just when she felt that her ears were buzzing and she couldn't hear anything, a strong sense of suffocation occupied her mind, and she couldn't breathe any air for more than ten seconds, and even her consciousness was going to be blurred.

The tight grip on her neck suddenly loosened.

Huo Xingyu opened his mouth, oxygen was poured directly from her mouth, she sucked it violently, and there was a hoarse sound rolling in her throat.

Lin Xian, who let go of her hand, just stood aside like this, her shoulders were stiff, her hands even maintained the posture when they were strangling her, her whole body was arched,

His eyes were empty, and there was no expression or wave on his face. He looked coldly at Huo Xingyu's violently heaving chest.

The moment she let go of her hand, she thought for a long time in her mind before making this decision.

After a while, seeing that Huo Xingyu was finally breathing, Lin Xian suddenly said:

"Let me go."

"It's you who didn't let me go, it was you who wanted to kill me." Huo Xingyu responded intermittently, her voice was unusually hoarse, she reached out and touched the back of her head when it was slammed against the table, feeling that weird hot and humid feeling still deep in her mind,

But when I touched it with my hand, there was no sign of bleeding.

"I've raised you for more than ten years, Huo Xingyu, wouldn't it make me feel better if I killed you?"

"Have you ever hesitated?"

"I have. I want to kill you. I didn't do it out of love or hate. This time, I just want to live."

"Really?" Hearing her heartbreaking words, Huo Xingyu touched his neck and opened his mouth to break: "So instead of killing me here, with one more life in hand, which is one step closer to the death penalty, it's better to sit Come down, let me talk with some provocative faces, right?"

Lin Xian looked at her, smiled softly, and said, "Yes, Huo Xingyu, I really taught you to be very smart. We have lived together longer than your biological parents. In this way, am I right? Kindness to you?

Before this secret is discovered, I don't think our relationship will deteriorate to what it is now. Isn't it good to just be a mother and daughter who seem to be divorced?

Do you have to upset the entire Huo family and be willing to suffer from both sides?Between us, there will be no winner, besides..."

She walked to the window, stretched out her hand and pushed open the glass window at half a person's height, and leaned against the edge of the window sill, her whole face was immersed in the shadow, the light and darkness outside intertwined on her face that seemed to be smiling but not smiling On the next day, cold wind poured into the room, blowing her words all over the room:

"Even if I don't kill you, you're going to die, anyway, why don't you let me go."

The sky outside the window was getting darker, and the trees that had lost their light formed a swaying black shadow outside the window, and the violent wind blew in through the window.

Hearing her words, Huo Xingyu frowned and stared at the person in the darkness, and said:

"What do you mean if you don't kill me, I'm going to die too."

"Don't you find it strange that you have those hallucinations? In fact, you are not mentally ill..." Lin Xian sneered, raised her fingers lightly, and tapped the back of her head:

"Here, the intracranial tumor is pressing on your nerves. Those are not hallucinations, but your forgotten memories. In fact, they have been found out a long time ago. I specifically asked the doctor not to tell you. I was thinking about how to tell you before." Well, but who knows, you have to confront me because of a woman, Huo Xingyu, you said I was going to be sentenced to death, but you might as well die before me."

When a group of people rushed to the door of the ward, the voice from the monitoring screen of Huo Qiyun's mobile phone was the phrase "intracranial tumor".

Ning Xiangxiang's hand holding the doorknob was stiff, not daring to press it down.

It's like if you don't push the door open, everything can be regarded as an illusion,

As long as you don't really see it with your own eyes, you still have room to deceive yourself;

Whenever she felt as if she could catch Huo Xingyu, but what passed her palm was only a piece of Huo Xingyu's clothes, and she fell into another deadlock.

Everyone's footsteps stopped abruptly at the door, and the bodyguards on both sides who wanted to stop but didn't dare to stop heard this sound, and they didn't dare to go forward again.

Listening to Lin Xian's voice, narrating one by one,

Huo Qi swayed, if it wasn't for the support of Huo Qiyun who was beside him, he might fall to the ground immediately.

Along the way, all the things that Lin Xian confessed with his own mouth made him feel out of breath.

this woman,

After killing the son he worked so hard to cultivate, he is going to kill his granddaughter again!

For more than ten years, I have personally lured wolves into the house, taken a fancy to the resources behind Lin Xian, denied all doubts for her, raised tigers, and stayed in the Huo family for more than ten years, declaring to everyone that "this is Mrs. Huo's standard" .

Unexpectedly, after more than ten years of planning, in the end, it turned out that he was the one who harmed the descendants of the Huo family.

In an instant, Huo Qi's face was full of tears,

He gritted his teeth and shook off Huo Qiyun's hand, pushed the door open and rushed into the room, raised his cane and pointed at Lin Xian who was leaning on the window sill, with a trembling voice:

"Bitch! Bitch!!"

Looking at the group of people rushing in, Lin Xian's face flashed a momentary stunned, this stunned only existed for a short moment, the ruthless determination on her face softened instantly, looking at Huo Qi, Looking at the Huo family behind him.In an instant, tears welled up in Lin Xian's eyes:

"Everyone listen to my explanation..."

"Listen to your explanation? You have killed my son, and you are going to kill my granddaughter! The family business that I, Huo Qi, was running was destroyed in your hands!

How can you have such a poisonous heart?Who in our Huo family treats you badly?

If you want the wind to get the wind, and the rain to get the rain, you will bite us instead? !Also explain!What is there to explain?What else can you explain! "Huo Qi raised his cane and wanted to hit her;

But who knows, Lin Xian walked to the crowd first, she knelt down on the ground, grabbed Huo Qi's clothes, and sobbed:

"Dad, there are some things that are not necessarily true when seen or heard. Don't you know what kind of person I am?

In the past ten years of our relationship, I have helped the Huo family!Isn't there even a chance for me to explain? "

"How else can you explain? How else can you explain!"

Huo Qi looked at her, but never hit her down, his violent breathing sounded like a dilapidated bellows, as if he was still expecting that there might be something hidden behind all of this.

"I watched her grow up. She is not my biological mother, but I love her as much as her mother. Things have come to this point..."

Lin Xian's eyes were filled with tears, and even her voice was trembling. As she spoke, she got up slowly,

He walked to Huo Xingyu's bedside, and put his hands on the small table beside the bed. On this small table were still the remains of the peel that Huo Qiyun had just peeled.

"Some things have come to this point, maybe there is no room to turn around, but the truth is not so important. If you really find what you are looking for, it will only kill everyone..." She looked at the half-leaning On the bed, Huo Xingyu who couldn't get up said:

"So, you just need to remember that some people hurt others because of you, you know, Huo Xingyu, people should know how to be grateful, and there are some things that shouldn't be said, I want you to shut up forever!"

Huo Xingyu frowned, and when he was about to respond to her abrupt "explanation", he raised his eyes and met hers.

Lin Xian's eyes were filled with hopelessness and resentment.

As if being forced to the last moment, to fight her to the death and die together,

Huo Xingyu's heart sank, and she couldn't get the words out of her mouth. She only faintly felt an instinctive fear of Lin Xian who was approaching step by step. She narrowed her eyes subconsciously, staring at Lin Xian's movements.

Just when everyone was still in a daze trying to understand her inexplicable words, Lin Xian who was standing by the bed suddenly reached out and grabbed the fruit knife that was left on the side of the pile of fruit peels, and pressed Huo Xingyu to close it. Stab her in the chest.

Ning Xiangxiang was the closest among this group of people, and she saw Lin Xian's movement clearly the moment she took the knife. She hadn't figured out the reason for this move in her mind, but subconsciously felt the danger in her heart, and stretched out her hand I'm going to stop

She suddenly stood up from the wheelchair, but the heavy plaster on her leg and the unhealed injury made her unable to take that step. She could only lean forward and grab Lin Xian's clothes and pull them backwards.

Huo Xingyu could have dodged back the moment he saw her pounced on with a knife, but the wound on her body made it difficult to even move. Lying on this hospital bed, there was no room for dodge, so he could only bite Fang raised his hand to block it.

Everything happened too fast at this moment, and after the sudden chaos, there was a frozen silence.

The knife in Lin Xian's hand pierced straight through Huo Xingyu's right palm and sank into his abdomen.

She squeezed the handle of the knife, giggling strangely, she originally wanted to hit Huo Xingyu's heart with this knife, but was pulled by Ning Xiangxiang behind her, and she was deflected.

She looked at Huo Xingyu, a kind of unwillingness surged in her eyes,

Gritting her teeth hard, she suddenly pulled out the blade that had stabbed deeply in her abdomen, and wanted to stab her in the chest. The moment Lin Xian swung the knife, Lin Xian was grabbed by the bodyguard who reacted next to her, and her whole body was pinched behind her back. on the ground.

The people in the ward were in a mess as if they had just realized it. Those calling for doctors, calling for someone, and calling the police all erupted the moment Huo Xingyu's blood gushed out.

Ning Xiangxiang struggled and rushed to the side of the bed, knelt on the ground, pressed her hands tightly to the wound on her palms and abdomen, the surging blood kept coming out from between her fingers, her mind was blank, her trembling lips One sheet and one sheet, but no words can be uttered.

She raised her eyes to see Huo Xingyu's face,

There was a piercing paleness on this face that was so beautiful that people dare not look straight at it.

It was like... It was like Huo Xingyu who she saw lying there quietly at the funeral.

There was an urgent running sound in the corridor, it was the doctor who was about to arrive,

She lowered her head to look at the blood that was constantly overflowing from her fingers, and her vision was blurred by tears into balls of blood red,

Huo Xingyu's voice was mixed with slightly heavy panting, and she said, "Why are you crying, it's okay, this is a hospital, the doctor will be here soon."

Ning Xiangxiang looked at her and opened her mouth, but at this moment, it seemed that a surge of sadness was pressing in her throat, and she tried her best to utter a few short syllables but couldn't say anything.

—she kept thinking—

Am I about to lose Huo Xingyu?

why?Why is everything different?

They didn't even experience a single day in those ten years,

Everything can't, can't stop here!

"Don't cry, my hand is hurt like this, how can you wipe your tears?"

Listening to her words, Ning Xiangxiang said "don't cry anymore", but he didn't dare to let go of the hand covering her wound to wipe away the tears.

The constant wetness and bloody smell on her hands also made her tears unable to stop. Ning Xiangxiang could only hang his head and turn his face away from looking at her, muttering in response: "I won't cry, Of course I won’t cry anymore, the doctor will come in a while, I’m sure I’ll be fine, I’ll be fine..."

She muttered one sentence after another, not knowing whether she was comforting Huo Xingyu or herself.

Hearing what she said, Huo Xingyu laughed, looked at her, and continued after a long while: "Actually, you look beautiful even when you cry, so it doesn't matter if I see it..."

Several doctors and nurses pushed open the door, rushed in and began to disassemble Huo Xingyu from the measuring machines.

Amidst the panic and noise, Ning Xiangxiang looked at her face, her brows were tightly frowned because of the pain, she was so hurt, and she was still comforting herself in every sentence.

Those upturned eyes are full of indescribable softness and firmness,

Ning Xiangxiang felt in a trance that as long as he was wrapped in this softness, all fears and fears could be swept away.

The bustling people around her turned into shadows, and there was only a soft Huo Xingyu in her eyes,

Just when Ning Xiangxiang was about to open her mouth to say something, she suddenly heard her somewhat hoarse and weak voice: "Actually, ten years ago... when you were wearing a wedding dress, I felt that way."

What ten years ago?

Ning Xiangxiang stood there blankly, unable to understand what she meant for a while,

Did she know Huo Xingyu ten years ago?

still is,

Or was she talking about the past ten years?

Ning Xiangxiang looked at her in astonishment, and just about to speak, the nurse beside her pushed her back and took over the job of pressing the wound to stop the bleeding. Several doctors in white robes gathered together like a white wall , completely separated her from Huo Xingyu.

Her light and fluffy words set off a huge wave in her mind in an instant.

She stood there in a daze, and Huo Xingyu's pale, smiling face was already hidden from view, but she knew that she was looking at herself.

In a daze, the soft and warm woman in front of her and the cold, arrogant and critical Huo Xingyu from before overlapped and merged into one person.

In this short moment, she didn't know how to vent her emotions. All the thoughts in her mind were turned upside down by Huo Xingyu's light and fluffy words.

[Ten years ago... when you were wearing a wedding dress, I felt that way. 】

Ten years ago...

At this moment, following these words, Ning Xiangxiang felt like a person standing alone by the sea,

All the memories about Huo Xingyu roared in like a tsunami that covered the sky and the sun.

She remembered that on the day of the wedding, Huo Xingyu's indifferent gaze paused on her face.

I also remember her holding her hand, entangled with dry and warm fingertips, and the concise sentence;

"willing".

But now Huo Xingyu's slightly childish behavior, look at what to do, jealous eyes, and wet kisses overlapped with the rational and calm she was familiar with in those ten years.

All of Ning Xiangxiang's doubts have been answered.

Let all "everything has become different" have an answer;

The trajectories of their lives, the reason why all the connections between them are entangled, unclear, inseparable,

It was all because this woman named Huo Xingyu was not a stranger at the beginning of the story. She hugged their ten years tightly and ran straight towards her.

The author has something to say: I'm here, I'm here! !